Authors: J.F. Lewis
Kuort chuffed at the thought.
Silly Weeds.
The ribbed walls of the tunnel flashed by as the Sri'Zaur ran. He enjoyed the dark and the closeness of the half-sized tunnel. All quiet except for the slap of scale on rock. Few had walked this tunnel. Kuort's chest swelled to recall General Tsan's trust in him not only to oversee the tunnel's construction but also to kill the Zaurruk handlers who'd commanded the juvenile Zaurruk that dug it in accordance with the general's labyrinthian design.
Glands aching from failure to express his musk, the Sri'Zaur heeded his general's orders despite the discomfort, racing past turnbacks and dead ends along one of the two paths that led to the Sri'Zauran Mountains, leaving no scent trail to mark his passing.
Thoughts of home often flung his mind along familiar corridors to the crèche caves where he had roamed with his brothers under his Matron's watchful eye, learning at her claws how to hunt. How to fight. Stealth and trickery. The wonderful art of the ambush and even the headlong charge. His brood brothers seemed not to care for her anymore when her gender shift happened and she became a male again, a fellow soldier and therefore a competitor, and took a new name, but Kuort could never fail to recognize her. Maybe that made him defective . . . maybe it had slowed his elevation through the ranks and cost him a few names, but if so, he was glad to be miscast.
He had never risen high enough in the ranks for his first gender switch to occur. Kuort thought perhaps it would make sense to him then. There were many Sri'Zaur who, having once risen to great heights, achieved such heights again . . . Sri'Zaur like his mother. Once the gender-switching process had begun a single time, it would always recur. Many resented their fellow reptiles so much that their personalities began to change. Even so, to watch members of her other broods, to see the way Asvrin and Dryga treated Tsan as a threat, disgusted Kuort. How strategically foolish to allow competitive drive to weaken the whole in exchange for personal glory and rank.
He hoped the general was wrong about the extent of their willingness to put their own aims above those of the warlord, but he trusted Tsan enough to follow his . . . (now her again) instructions no matter what gender Tsan was when she had given them.
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Like all of Tsan's bodyguards, Kuort's black scales with their striped zigzag pattern revealed a common biology. Their venom was a coagulant, turning blood into a thickened gel-like substance. It wasn't that Tsan hoped for the rewards herself, but she knew giving Asvrin or Dryga too much power might tempt them to rebel against the warlord and thatâ
Kuort hissed.
That sort of thinking was exactly what Warlord Xastix had managed to overcome when uniting the Zaur and Sri'Zaur. Did it matter that there were whispers the warlord was mad? Of course, he seemed that way. His ideas were so new. So bold. So . . .
Vibrations from above disrupted Kuort's train of thought. Up ahead. Rhythmic, but meaningless in Zaurtol, the feel of the sound stopped him, claws still on the stone. No. Not meaningless but imprecise, like an injured Sri'Zaur tapping out a call for help as best he could. Nostrils quivering, forked tongue flicking out into the black, Kuort lowered his belly to the ground light as a cobweb's kiss.
All his senses told him to go forward.
The training his Matron had given him hissed a single word: Trap.
Belly scales stretched out across the tunnel floor, Kuort's sensitivity to vibration increased sufficiently enough for him to gut the first of his attackers as they sprang. Whether the assassins had been sent by Dryga, Asvrin, or another commander, Kuort did not know. But as the first stab caught his thigh, he knew he could not escape or outfight them in such a close space.
“Give it to us,” hissed a voice. “And we mightâ”
“I will surrender it to you.” Kuort tried to make his voice sound shaky, as if death were a thing to fear and life precious. Drawing the canteen of blood from his back, he unscrewed the top and spat his venom inside. Screwing the cap back into place, he began to shake it even as the fangs and knives found his vitals and cut him down.
But it was too late! He slumped to the ground, chortling, a sound like dry leaves stirring. He could feel the lumps thunking against the sides of his canteen. The blood was useless, as now was he. Tail writhing wildly as his nervous system died, Kuort blinked at two pinpoints of light. A glow that would have been unnoticeable in the light of day blazed a bright amber in the dark of the tunnel.
“I'm impressed,” the death god said, pulling him to his hind legs. As he rose, pain vanished.
“You are Torgrimm?” Kuort asked the being. “I had expected Kilke perhaps, orâ”
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“A scarback?” Kuort dropped to all fours, padding closer, tasting the air. “How?”
“The scarback,” Kholster said. “I am Kholster, and you did not run from me or curse at me or even spit your venom in my eyes.”
“What purpose would any of that have served?” Kuort lowered his arrow-shaped head in acknowledgment of a more powerful warrior. “I am equal to many, better than some, but I know my limits, and fighting you is beyond them.” Kuort spared his corpse a backward glance. “What next?”
“I think you're the first Sri'Zaur I've met who might need to go on to Minapsis.” Kholster held out a hand. “Walk with me. I want to know what you see in this General Tsan of whom you are so fond.”
To meet the sister to the Master of Secrets and Shadow, to have completed his mission, and to have impressed the god of death? Kuort glowed, and in that light he saw two human spirits watching him.
“Marcus Conwrath and Japesh,” Kholster explained. “They have never seen a Sri'Zaur impress me either.”
“Some spirits walk with you forever?” Kuort asked.
“Just these two,” Kholster said, “and not forever. They are here now to remind me.”
“Of what?” Kuort asked.
“I don't remember.”
*
“Torgrimm looks better in farmer's clothes.” Marcus Conwrath leaned against the wall of the foyer to the home of the Horned Queen and the Sower. Sharing bites of an apple with the soul standing next to him, Marcus watched Sower, Reaper, and the supposedly impressive Sri'Zaur spirit. Could Japesh and he have each had their own apple? Marcus had no doubt they could ask and Kholster would provide, but he couldn't count the number of meals the two old campaigners had shared over the brief span of years the two of their lives had intersected even if he tried.
When there was only one of something, they split it unless one or the other of them didn't want it, and even then there had been more than one time one or the other had had to force the other to eat his share anyway. You kept your friends alive in battle as best you could before, during, and after.
“When's sa last time you saw the hunnert smile like 'at?” Japesh asked around a mouthful of the sweet, crunchy fruit, juice spilling down his chin.
“A better question is where that warsuit of his got off to.” Marcus gestured with the remains of the apple (mostly core) at the empty space Harvester had occupied a few breaths previous. He sniffed at the apple, bit it in half at the core, and chewed, the bitter taste of the seeds something to be relished, in his eyes, just as much as the sweet meat. He held the other half of the core out to Japesh, who waved it away.
“I ain't looking for him this time,” Japesh snorted. “I get lost.”
Marcus's laughter brought a frown to Japesh's lips.
“I don't know what you think you're laughing after,” the scowling spirit pouted. “The last time he had to come and find me.”
“That'sâ” Marcus polished off the apple in two more bites, talking between mouthfuls “âbecause you kept leaping around from Kholster to Kholster. There's plenty of him, but only one real Harvester.”
“Well, maybe.” Japesh sniffed, jutting his chin out at the conversing deities. “If he'd killed me with his bare hands I'd be more of an expert.”
Marcus blanched, but he'd had that coming and knew it.
“Fair enough.” He wiped the sticky sweetness of the apple off on his pants. “I'll go. You'd know where he was if you thought about it much instead of being so worried about getting lost.”
“How would I know that?” Japesh asked.
“Well.” Marcus looked down his nose at his friend, counting the options off on one hand. “We already know he's watching Vander, Rae'en, Wylant, Vaxâ”
“And them Overwatches his girl's so fond of.” Japesh jabbed his finger at his former captain as if pinning the point to his chest.
“And the Overwatches. They're all up to their cheeks in this war business.”
“And?”
“And if Kholster's watching the ones at war . . .” Marcus winked, “. . . then, given how protective warsuits feel . . . which one is Harvester likely to keep checking up on?”
He vanished before Japesh could answer, feeling for the armor like a boat for its anchor. It was true enough that the Bone Queen had taken Conwrath and Japesh from their spiritual rewards to stop Kholster from completely arvashing her husband, and it was further true that she'd left them to keep the new god company, but she'd tied them to Harvester . . . not to Kholster himself.
Swirling like mist through a world of gray cold, Marcus materialized on a warm ocean-view veranda built of polished stone.
A female Cavair, one of the bat-like race common to the seaside mountain of southern Barrone stood very still while an Aern, the spitting image of Kholster save for the colorful facial tattoos and the bleached and braided hair, carved its likeness into a block of stone.
Clean-shaven and clad only in a pair of loose-fitting silk pants, the Aern, obviously Kholster's Incarnaâone of those who were born identical to a member of the First One Hundred forged by Uledâlaughed loudly at the warsuit standing next to him.
Marcus knew at once such a laugh had rarely escaped Kholster's own lips but came frequently to this Aern's. He was well muscled, his body as honed as Kholster's, but his chest and arms were covered in the pigmented dye used by the Hulsites at weddings or on holy days, but where the dye was the same, the patterns were not. His looked whimsical, at first, then one caught the design and found depth and beauty in it.
“Why are you laughing at me, Irka?” Harvester asked.
“Because you know all the answers to your own question, silly bucket.” Irka kissed the bat-like female on the cheek and told her to go get something to eat and rest her arms.
Marcus's eyes bulged when she nuzzled his neck in return and flew off of the balcony and out into the salty air.
“Please explain.” Harvester held out his gauntlets, pleading.
“Don't beg, bucket.” Irka patted the warsuit's chest. “I'll lay out the hunt for you.” He walked to the veranda, warsuit following close behind. Irka sat on the edge of the marble railing, leaning back at a treacherous angle. “He is acting strangely because he's been strangely altered.”
“Who has?” Harvester asked.
“Well, I, for oneâ” Irka winked, “âthought we were talking about my father.”
“But he hasn't been altered.”
“Was he a god last month?” Irka asked.
“No,” Harvester said.
“The month before?”
“No.”
“Was he a god of any kind in the past six-thousand-odd years since his creation until quite recently?” Irka closed his eyes, leaning back farther as the wind picked up and blew his hair about wildly.
“I think I understand,” Harvester said.
“I don't think you do.” Irka pushed himself away from the rail and put his forehead on the armor's breastplate. “I heard my sister in my head. And I'm glad she is First. Kholster knows I had no interest. But you say Kholster left Bloodmane behind?”
“He did.”
“Exactly how?” Irka did not wait for an answer. “Because I'll tell you how Amber's father did it. She used to come visit me out here in the summers and go air dancing.” His eyes twinkled. “We'd have a few of my Cavair friends fly us out to Ripped Wing Point and fish up as much as we could eat. Diving for mussels, trapping coastal lobsters, and crabbing. We'd mate and sleep out under the stars. You'd be amazed the things you talk about lying on a beach with a full stomach, utterly sated and staring up at the stars.”
That all sounded good to Marcus. He'd always wondered what it must be like to live as strong and free as the Aern were capable. He'd even met an Aernese female who took a liking to him once, but as he was already married, Marcus had been forced to leave that curiosity unsatisfied. Nothing was worth hurting his wife like that.
“It sounds decadent,” Harvest intoned.
“Maybe a little.” Irka laughed. “Anyway the point is, she told me when Scale Fist joined with her, it was like moving into a berth in a new squad. There were signs someone had slept there before, memories they'd left behind, but the person was gone. It took over a year before there really was a Scale Fist again, with its own distinct personality, because it held a sliver of her soul now. Her father's memories and knowledge were there, but her father's spirit was not. Do you see?”
If Harvester didn't, Marcus did. Kholster's soul had burned when it touched Bloodmane, and he hadn't taken it with him into the afterworld but had left Bloodmane behindâa piece of his soul. But which piece?
“But isn't that what Kholster did?” Harvester asked.
“If it was . . .” Irka looked up into the bone-steel armor's crystalline eyes. “. . . would I be talking to you, my father's new warsuit, or to Bloodmane transplanted into a brand-new suit of armor?”