Nobody's Fool (87 page)

"We gotta make a quick stop at the men's store," he called out to Wirf, who snorted awake on the sofa where he'd fallen asleep watching television while Sully was in the shower.

"What?" Sully slipped into his dress shoes, barefoot.

"I

gotta get some socks." Silence a moment for this to compute.

"How docs a man in jail run out of socks?"

"Easy," Sully explained from the doorway.

"I was out of socks when I went in. This look okay?" In addition to having no clean socks, he was also missing the pants that matched his suit jacket. Had he been a betting man, and he was, he'd have bet they were at the dry cleaner's and had been since the last time he wore his suit. Which would have been when? Things he took to the dry cleaner's usually stayed there until he needed them again.

"Spiffy," Wirf said without much interest.

"I'm not sure I'd even bother with socks. You don't want to overdress."

"Spoken like a man with only one foot to freeze," Sully said.

"Let's go."

Wirf stood, looked at the television all the way across the huge living room.

"You need a remote control for this thing," he observed. Sully looked around the room, did a quick inventory. He needed a lot of things.

A remote control wouldn't even make the list. Still, he had the impression, indeed had felt it as soon as they'd entered, that there was something different about the flat. Nothing was missing, nothing misplaced so far as he could tell, yet it still felt different, somehow. An atmospheric shift, he decided, of the sort that always registered after one of Clive Jr. "s unauthorized visits, except that Clive's presence was easy to detect because of his aftershave. This was a more subtly sweet smell that he couldn't quite place. It smelled like something young, he finally decided. Or maybe it was just his own absence he was smelling. A week of no rank work clothes piling up on the floor of his bedroom closet. Which reminded him that in two days, the first of the year, he was supposed to be permanently absent from this flat. " Where's this apartment I'm supposed to look at?

" he asked Wirf. " On Spruce," Wirf said. " Two fifty a month. "

" One bedroom? "

" Two. "

" I don't need two, really," Sully said, pulling on his parka over his suit coat. The bottom of the parka came about eight inches above the bottom of the suit jacket.

"Jesus Christ," Wirf said.

"You don't own an overcoat?"

"What would I do with an overcoat?" Sully said.

"Two-fifty a month is more than I pay here," Sully said.

"You could stay in jail," Wirf suggested.

"That'd solve your housing problem. I could spring you for weddings and funerals."

"I make more money in there, actually," Sully said.

During his six days of incarceration he'd won over two hundred dollars playing cribbage with three different cops. Together the two men made their slow way down Sully's front stairs, Sully limping and groaning, Wirf stumping and puffing.

"I hope all the others aren't cripples," Wirf said at the landing. In point of fact, Hattie's bearers were not an able-bodied crew. In addition to Wirf and Sully, there were Carl Roebuck, who had a quadruple bypass on his recent medical resume;

Jocko, whose knees, ruined by high school football, had twice been replaced and sometimes clicked audibly; and Otis, who got red-faced getting into and out of cars. And Peter, thank God. On short notice they couldn't have done much better without recruiting women. Old Hattie's casket would have been in safer hands with Ruth and Toby Roebuck and Cass and Birdie at the handles. In fact.

Sully could think of only two women in town who wouldn't have been a physical improvement. One was his landlady and the other was in the casket they were going to bear. But custom was custom, and custom, in this case, demanded six men, never mind in what condition. Thinking of his landlady. Sully decided to look in on Miss Beryl, whom he hadn't seen since the morning he'd discovered her covered with blood.

According to Peter, who'd looked in on her a couple times, she was doing fine.

"You know my landlady?" he asked Wirf.

"I'm her attorney," Wirf said.

"No shit?"

"I need a few paying customers to offset my pro bono work."

"Meaning me?"

"No," Wirf said.

"You're my pro bonehead work. You I do strictly for laughs." Sully ignored this, knocked on Miss Beryl's door and opened it all in the same motion, calling, "You still alive in here, old woman?" Miss Beryl was not only alive but dressed for the funeral. She had her hat on, in fact.

"I thought you were still in the hoosegow," she said. Sully entered, Wirf following reluctantly, unused to barging into the living quarters of elderly women without invitation.

"I've got a good lawyer," Sully explained.

"He can spring me for funerals."

"Just the ones he's responsible for," Wirf corrected, this in reference to old Hattie's bizarre end. Sully still wasn't sure he believed it.

He'd gotten the story separately from Peter, Wirf, and Carl Roebuck, and while their versions differed in tone according to their personalities (Peter maddeningly detached; Wirf sentimental and apologetic; Carl choking with hilarity), nevertheless the facts were consistent, and so Sully guessed they must be true, however improbable.

Peter, as far as Sully could tell, hadn't the imagination to think up such a lie, Wirf was too kind, Carl too self-absorbed. What had happened was this. After Sully's brainstorm to set up the old cash register at Hattie's booth, the old woman had been content, ringing crazy, random totals every time one other customers passed her on the way out of the diner. Some of these customers, who had ignored her for years when she sat small and blind and nearly deaf, though still malicious-looking, in her booth by the door, now found it easy to stop on their way out and argue good-naturedly about the price that sprang into the cash register's window, into the clogged nest of previous numbers. One of these had been Otis Wilson, who may have wanted to convey to the old woman that he held no grudge against her for hitting him behind the ear with her salt shaker. On the fateful morning in question, old Hattie had gradually slumped down in her booth until she looked like she was in danger of slipping beneath the table and onto the floor. Other than her daughter, who was usually too busy. Sully was the only one who ever took the liberty of grabbing the old woman by the shoulders and righting her on his way out.

Certainly Otis wouldn't have dared touch the old woman, whom he considered lethal, though he was inclined to play to the assembled crowd by loudly refusing to pay twenty-two fifty for a cup of coffee.

"Pay!" the old woman had predictably cackled, leaning forward, squirming, struggling to lever herself up straighter just as Otis hit the total key of the old register, which usually had the effect of clearing the nest of numbers in the register's window. This time, for reasons still unexplained, the cash register's drawer, long frozen shut, shot forward with the force of long-repressed desire, nailing the poor old woman in the middle of her forehead. She had died, without protest, on impact, sitting straight up.

Miss Beryl went over to her drop-leaf table, picked up a legal-size envelope sitting there and handed it to Wirf.

"Since you're here .. . you're authorized to pursue both matters we discussed." Wirf took the envelope, a little reluctantly, Sully thought.

"You're sure you feel okay about this, Mrs. Peoples?" Sully frowned at them.

Another riddle. Since getting out of jail, he'd been feeling increasingly disoriented. He wouldn't have dreamed he could fall so far behind on current events by spending a few days in the Bath jail.

Had the whole town gone crazy in his absence?

"As to this house, it's time, Abraham," she said, not exactly answering his question.

"Only a stubborn, selfish old nuisance of a woman would have put it off as long as I have." She looked at Sully now and nodded.

"While old Harriet was alive and always trying to fly the coop I knew I wasn't the battiest old woman in town. With her gone I just might be the oddest creature around, so I decided to take care of things before I'm the one you all have to start chasing with a net." Wirf put the envelope into his pocket.

"You understand you may not be able to undo this next month if you change your mind." Miss Beryl, who followed the envelope into her attorney's pocket with a wary eye, looked like she might have changed it already.

"I won't," she assured him.

"If I'm to be seeing Clive Sr." star of my firmament"--here she indicated her late husband's photograph on the mantle" --again in the near future, I need to put things in order. Lately he's been chiding me. "

" Well," Sully said. " If you're hearing voices, it probably won't be long. " Miss Beryl, who usually enjoyed Sully's mordant humor, now stared at him with the expression she reserved for those occasions when he'd been an especially bad boy. " Donald," she said. " You and I have known each other for more years than I care to add up. Might I offer a personal observation? "

" You always do, Mrs. Peoples," Sully said.

In fact, he'd been wondering when she'd get around to chastising him for his latest round of misdeeds. Doubtless his punching a policeman and getting thrown in jail for the holidays struck Miss Beryl as conduct unbecoming a man of his years, a man with a son and a grandson and a handful, at least, of adult responsibilities he'd not succeeded in dodging. When was he going to grow up? Since Miss Beryl was the only person he allowed to lecture him, he took a deep breath and prepared to take his medicine.

"It'd give me great pleasure to overlook the matter," she began ominously enough, fixing him with her stern gaze, "but I cannot. Try as I might to ignore your shortcomings, I feel compelled to mention that you are not wearing hose this morning and that you look positively ridiculous as a result." Sully looked down at his shoes and bare ankles.

"It's our next stop," he promised.

"Well, I should think so," she said.

"I'll thank you to remember that when you leave this house, you reflect upon me as well as yourself. There are times, I suspect," she added significantly, "when you forget this." This, Sully realized, was his lecture.

"I'm sorry if I do, Mrs. Peoples," he said, because he genuinely was sorry.

"I never mean to shame you."

"It's true," Wirf put in.

"Most of the time he's content to shame himself."

"Well, no man is an island," Miss Beryl reminded them both.

"Do you recall who said that?" Sully nodded.

"You did," he said, his standard response when his landlady began lobbing quotations at him.

"All through eighth grade." Miss Beryl turned to Wirf.

"It frightens me to think, Abraham, that I helped to shape this life. What will God say?"

"Be just like Him to blame you," Sully agreed. In his experience, people usually got blamed for the very things they were most innocent of. It happened to himself so frequently that he'd come to think of the phenomenon as a facet of divine Providence. Its corollary was that the things a person really was guilty of were mostly ignored. His father, for instance. Big Jim had never even been charged in the matter of the boy who'd been impaled on the spike. The lifelong drunken cruelty he'd inflicted on his family had gone unpunished. He'd died well fed, untroubled by conscience, happily playing grab-ass with nurses who considered him full of spunk. As near as Sully could figure it, there was something in human nature that sought to ignore or absolve obvious guilt on the one hand even as it sought to establish connections and therefore responsibility in the most unrelated things.

Of course, these principles applied to himself as well as others.

He'd made his share of mistakes, and there was plenty of legitimate blame that might be laid on his doorstep, but his sense of things was that other people mistook what they were. He had not been the best husband to Vera, who had legitimate gripes. But she had been uncanny in her ability to select, as the focus other fury, something he hadn't done. Ruth was the same way, trying to make him feel responsible for Janey. For his worst blunders, on the other hand, he'd been consistently rewarded. After burning down Kenny Roebuck's house, he'd been thanked profusely. The result of ignoring his son was that Vera and Ralph had managed to make an educated man out of him. He was beginning to sense in all of this perversity the way his current situation would eventually shake down. Somehow, although he'd assaulted a police officer in front of witnesses, he was going to walk.

He could feel it. In return for which it would generally be conceded that he was responsible for Hattie's death. No, the world, in Sully's view, did little to inspire belief in justice. The conventional Christian wisdom seemed to be that all of this world's inequities would be rectified in the next, but Sully had his doubts. Wasn't the perversity of the world he knew more likely a true reflection of its source? What if Big Jim Sullivan was grinning down at him from heaven, seated comfortably at the right hand of the Father? That would surprise a lot of people, though not Sully.