Night of the Toads (6 page)

‘Ted Marshall?’ I said.

Silence. ‘Not just him. She keeps away from me.’

‘Do you know what she does weekends?’

‘Does? Sells herself in her night clubs.’

‘Yeh.’ I said.

‘Do you have some idea? You sound—’

‘I’ll know more after I’ve been back to her apartment.

I hung up before she could ask me more. All I had was an off-beat suspicion. I told Marty to wait an hour. If I wasn’t back, Joe would put her into a taxi. She understood.

Chapter Seven

There was nothing like police outside Anne Terry’s building. The stream of homecomers had thinned to solitary stragglers as the last purple light faded. The street door was open, and I heard noise in the basement. I went up, hoping the lock on her door hadn’t been fixed. It had been. I listened for a full five minutes. That can be a long time alone in a corridor. There was no sound inside. I took a breath, opened the new lock with one of my master keys.

The police had done a routine search now, but the place hadn’t changed. It was still warm, comfortable, and just beginning to have that feel of emptiness deserted apartments get after a time. Or that could have been me—looking all day for a girl who wasn’t anywhere. Only she had to be somewhere.

I started, again, with the closets—every pocket, the linings, the floors, the shelves. One concrete hint of a second home was all I needed. I didn’t get it. The chests-of-drawers were no better. Books are often good for addresses, other names. Hers weren’t: no inscriptions, no pieces of paper, no bookmark envelopes. I had hopes for the bathroom—drugstores use name-labels, and with luck she would have bought some medicine at her other place. She hadn’t.

The desk was next. It took an hour, the silence of the apartment growing heavy on me with distant voices all around from other buildings. Over an hour, but when I found it I got all at once. A sales slip from Macy’s. Among all her paid bills; a grain of sand if I hadn’t been looking for it. I didn’t fault the police, I had seen it once myself. But now I knew what I wanted. A sales slip for a bathrobe, with her name and the Tenth Street address—and an address for the robe to be sent to: Terrell, 1977-A Steiner Street, Long Island City, Queens.

I took the subway. There was no pot of gold in this. Northbound from Eighth Street it wasn’t crowded until we got to Forty-second Street, and I had a seat. By Rockefeller Centre I sat dark in a valley of humanity hanging from hand-holds. They rocked with the train, adapted to it after long years. Some read. Some stared. Some muttered to themselves. Some hung with their eyes closed, asleep standing. The late ones who worked long hours, whipped.

In Queens I found the right bus. It let me out in one of those neighbourhood business sections that fill the boroughs of New York. A thousand ‘downtowns’ like Chinese boxes, the smaller inside the larger from the centre of Manhattan out to Little Neck. The ‘New York’ the world knows is only the heart of Manhattan, the rest a series of main streets a lot like Peoria.

The main street was crowded, the stores open late where profit hung by a fingernail. Twenty yards right or left any solitary figure on the dark side streets moved like a silent shadow in a forest. Semi-detached brick houses lined the streets, driveways beside them, the yards behind. At the corners, tall apartment houses made the semi-detacheds seem isolated, individual. In each house a family lived unique in its own eyes, individual. To a giant’s microscope each family in each house was the same. That is the power and the weakness of people in mass civilization. Weakness that they believe themselves more individual than they are while the giant manipulates them. Power that they can be, in the last fire, individual beyond the giant.

Steiner Street was on a border: the border between middle-class needs and the spread of slum and industry. The same semi-detached houses, but fewer of them, surrounded by small factories, warehouses, garages. Not shabby themselves yet, the houses, but ringed by shabbiness. A street where the not-quite-poor held to the last pride of middle-class values. On its way down. Where the residents fought a rearguard action with brooms, hoses and geraniums.

The unit that had to be 1977 was the last pair on the block next to a tall warehouse. One driveway had been lost to the warehouse, and the whole semi-detached seemed squashed by the shadow of the warehouse. It would be the cheapest unit on the block. The side near the warehouse was lighted, the other side was dark. I didn’t feel optimistic. In New York, even in a semi-detached where two families live so close, neighbour too often knows nothing of each other. But there are exceptions, and I decided to ask some questions at the lighted side first.

How much of our life is automatic assumption? We see what isn’t there, because we see what our minds expect: our minds a storehouse of prejudices, automatic notions, assumptions unaffected by observation. If I had not approached the house up the narrow walk I would have taken an oath, later, that the side I wanted was the dark side. I would have believed it completely, sure I had seen it, because my mind assumed that, since I was often a mystery, the side I wanted was the dark side. I would have been wrong. The lighted side was 1977A. There was loud music inside. Very loud music, bright and bouncy.

When I rang the bell the music did not stop, but quick, light footsteps scrambled and literally ran to the door. There was a frantic fumbling at the lock, and the door swung wide open. I had to look far down at the tiny girl who stood there.

‘I’m Aggy. What’s your name?’

By her size she looked maybe three years old, but I guessed she was nearer to five. A tiny child with a round, freckled face, and big, eager brown eyes.

‘Dan,’ I said. ‘Can you tell your Daddy I’m here?’

‘Did you bring me something?’

She had seen my missing arm, and began to circle around me looking for it. She giggled, sure that the missing arm was a game—I had it hidden somewhere with something for her in it.

Another voice called, ‘Don’t stand with the door open!’

It was a firm, authoritative voice, but not adult. Aggy vanished at a run. I closed the door as a second child appeared. She was drying her hands on an adult apron. The apron touched the floor. She was about seven, thinner than Aggy.

‘Hello. Do you know how to bake biscuits?’

‘No, sorry,’ I said. ‘Is you Dad at home?’

‘I want to make some biscuits,’ she said, and gave an exaggerated sigh of annoyance—mimicking adults sighing.

The house was grim. A barren living room was meagerly furnished with secondhand relics: serviceable, nothing more. Some crude pieces had been built half-heartedly from packing boxes and orange crates. They had been left unpainted. Yet everything was draped and covered with random pieces of coloured cloth that seemed to have no pattern, that added to nothing. Or did they add to beauty for a child, the random pieces of cloth? The efforts of a child playing house.

‘Mommy loves biscuits,’ the little girl said.

The second room was even more barren. There was an old television set, a single armchair, and a battered record player on the floor. Toys were littered all across the floor: old toys, mostly broken. The record player was the source of the loud music, and the smaller child, Aggy, sat in the one chair with her thumb in her mouth, listening.

‘I’d like to talk to your Dad,’ I said to the older child.

‘He’s not home yet. I’m making dinner.’

In the kitchen a chipped, enamel-top table was set for three, but awkwardly, as if by someone with all thumbs. A package of crackers and a carton of milk were on the table. Soup bubbled on the stove. There was a box in front of the stove. The older child stood on the box to stir the soup.

‘It’s Lipton’s chicken,’ she explained. ‘In little paper packages, you add water. I can’t open cans. Aggy likes lettuce. I don’t, ugh, so I have raw carrots. I hope Mommy wakes up soon; we’re out of cookies for dessert.’

‘Your mother’s here? Asleep?’

‘We’re too young to stay alone, silly. Only Mommy won’t wake up. She’s been sleeping awful long. She came home early, but Daddy had to go away. We played, but she got tired. She said maybe she’d sleep a long time, we had to play nice and not make a mess. I hope she wakes up soon. I’m too short.’

‘Where is she, honey?’

‘In bed, of course. You know people sleep in bed.’

The loud music stopped, and the smaller child yelled for a new record. The seven-year-old hurried away, fussy and exasperated—like Mommy. I found the bedroom.

Anne Terry lay on top of the bedspread covered awkwardly with a blanket. Her face was quiet and slack, her eyes closed, her hands on her stomach. A glass of water on the bed table had bubbles of stale air in it. A bowl of cereal and a plate of doughnuts were untouched on the bed table. From her slack face, the odour, the stiffness of her cold legs, I guess that she had been dead for maybe two days.

I took off the blanket. She wore a black slack suit and a white blouse. There was no blood, no marks, no wounds. A small bottle of pills on the bed table was half full. No violence, no pain on her face, only death. I went back out.

The smaller child was singing with her record. The older was back stirring her soup. There was a brightness to the seedy rooms as if the little girls, despite the older one’s mothering, knew they were only children and needed light and noise.

I touched the older child. ‘What’s your name, honey?’

‘Sally Anne Terrell. Is Mommy awake now?’

‘Not yet. Can you tell me how long she’s been asleep?’

‘A long time.’

‘Today is Monday. Do you know that, Sally Anne?’

‘I know that!’ She was insulted.

‘Good. Do you know what day your mother went to sleep?’

‘I don’t know.’

‘Yesterday?’

‘Oh, no. Before that.’

‘She came home early. When was that?’

‘On Friday, silly. It’s always Friday when she comes.’

‘She went to sleep Friday night?’

‘Oh, no! She read to us on Friday. Daddy was gone. Next morning she went away. Saturday, I guess. Cartoons were on.’

‘She went out Saturday, and came back?’

‘Daddy was away. Mommy came back and played. Only she got tired. She broke two glasses at dinner! She walked funny. She went to sleep. She won’t wake up. We always watch
Lassie
. That’s on Sunday, I know that. I gave Aggy her milk money today. She’s only kindergarten, but it’s important to get good habits. I stayed home with Mommy.’

‘That was good. When your mother said she might sleep for a long time, did she do anything? Tell you anything?’

‘No. Oh, she took some aspirin, of course.’

‘Your Dad hasn’t been home since Friday?’

‘He was mad, I think. He went to drink. He gets pains.’

‘You didn’t call him? At his work? Today?’

‘Oh, he doesn’t work except sometimes. We don’t have any telephone.’

‘All right, Sally Anne. I’m going to find a telephone. Your mother is sick. I’m going to get some help.’

‘Okay. I’ll feed Aggy.’

I had to go to the main street to find a booth. I called the police. When I got back to the house, the little girls were playing a game with a kind of plastic bucket that shot coloured balls all over the room. The object was to chase the balls and get them back to receptacles on the bucket first, each player having a different colour. I got green. The three of us were still chasing balls and shouting when the police arrived.

Chapter Eight

A Lieutenant Denniken was in charge. I didn’t know him, Queens isn’t my beat, but I saw the kind he was. A ‘cop’ who lay awake nights hating the Supreme Court for coddling ‘evil’. Law and order; but order before law. Injustice better than disorder.

‘You talk when we ask, Fortune. Go sit down.’

Yet he was human. He found a neighbour woman, not next door where it was still dark, but three houses down. He sent Sally Anne and Aggy with the neighbour before the assistant Medical Examiner arrived. She agreed to keep them until something was decided, if it wasn’t too long, she had her own affairs. She knew nothing about the husband except that he was a bum.

‘There’s a sister,’ I said. ‘Sarah Wiggen. She doesn’t seem to know about kids. Mrs Terrell lived a double life.’ I could have added that Anne Terry had really lived a triple life, but Denniken wasn’t going to care about my abstractions.

‘Shamski, get the sister’s address from Fortune here, and give him the spiel,’ Denniken ordered.

The ‘spiel’ was the recitation of my constitutional rights. Denniken couldn’t even bring himself to say them.

‘Okay, Mister Fortune, now tell your yarn,’ he said.

I told him the whole story except that I left Ricardo Vega out. He scowled when I had finished.

‘Missing Persons and her Village Precinct are looking for her? You’re sure?’ He didn’t like anyone in on his cases, especially not the Centre Street brass.

‘I’m sure, Lieutenant.’

‘How come you followed up on your own? You didn’t report the lead brought you out here?’

‘A hunch, not a lead. I’ll report now.’

‘No, mister. I’ll report. You’ll answer questions.’

The assistant Medical Examiner came out of the bedroom wiping his hands with distaste. It suddenly brought home the fact to me: Anne Terry was dead. The beautiful body, the hard work, the dedication and the ambition, the strong self-reliance, were all gone. The good actress, the struggling girl, and the mother. I could hear her bony voice, ‘So long, Gunner.’ I had liked her. To the M.E. she was only decay, unpleasant.

‘We’ll have to autopsy before I can tell you, Denni-ken,’ the M.E. said. ‘A tough one. She had—’

‘Hold it, Doc,’ Denniken snapped. ‘Fortune here doesn’t need to know.’

‘I’ve got a client, Lieutenant.’

‘To find the girl. You found her. Take him in, Shamski.’

‘For what?’ I said.

‘Material witness. We need your statement—tomorrow.’

‘Like that?’

‘You want to argue?’ Denniken didn’t smile.

I walked to the door without answering. I waited there for Detective Shamski. Denniken didn’t seem to like my attitude, but that didn’t bother me. Anne Terry could have died of natural causes. Most people do, even at twenty-two. There were no signs of violence, and the whole thing could be over for me. What bothered me was the little girls, the toys on the floor. Children make me feel sad, vulnerable, as I get older.