My Love Forever (The Night Movers Vampire Series Book 1) (21 page)

“Why didn’t you listen to me and go straight inside your mums’ home Julia?”
He breathed heavily. “Why did you blatantly disregard your own safety and try to play detective?”

“Alex it wasn’t like that at all. I didn’t think about the danger I was in, I just saw the man staring and I shouted to him and when he disappeared I looked where he went, heard and then saw the car, that’s all.”

“That’s all. You had time to shout to him and find out the type of car he was driving, and you can’t see how stupid that was.”

“Alex I’m not stupid, I suppose I was just a bit shocked at seeing the man.”

“You didn’t see a man Julia, you saw this...” Alex flicked the light switch at the side of us and when my eyes adjusted to the light I looked up to see the silvery eyes with the red rims and fangs clearly visible and protruding over his lower lip.

“Alex why are you being like this, don’t you think I’ve had enough of a shock today.” I wasn’t sure what to make of his behaviour but I didn’t like it one bit.

“You should have fled indoors and armed yourself Julia. You should have listened to me. I was trying to keep you safe, but you thought you could take him on, this vampire.”

“No Alex, you’ve got this all wrong, I think it was shock that kicked in first and controlled my actions, the fear didn’t come till he had gone.” Alex’s grip on me tightened as he pressed me further to the wall and I felt the back of my neck grow damp with sweat.

“Fear should have been the first thing you felt. It would have took nothing for this vampire to rip out your throat,” he said as he bent his head to inhale around my throat and lick my damp neck, allowing his fangs to graze the skin.

“Or he could have just gutted you with his claws,” growled Alex as he his nails turned to claws before my eyes and he ripped my dress straight down the middle.

I couldn’t understand why he was being like this. Did he want to scare me away? If that was his intent, at this moment in time he was doing a good job.

He placed his hand against my chest and let his claws tear through my bra, and then my knickers and tights got the same treatment.

“I can smell your fear now Julia. Think about how you are feeling now, multiply that by a thousand and you will still not be anywhere near how scared I was when I took that phone call today. Knowing that you weren’t taking yourself to safety, like you wanted me to suffer.” He leaned in close and ran his lips up and down the side of my face, breathing in through his nose deeply, taking in the scent of me. I could feel his erection straining against the fabric on his jeans and the need for him hit me hard.

“If anything happened to you Julia, I wouldn’t survive it. You are my woman, my hope, my future and I cannot be without you, do you understand this?”

I ground my sex against his leg and kissed him hard. I felt his fangs against my lips but I didn’t stop, because despite his actions tonight I knew that he wouldn’t hurt me. I wanted him so bad at that moment that when his grip on me released, I shook off my coat and shredded clothing, then unzipped my boots and kicked them to the side with my ripped tights following.

I stood there naked with Alex just looking at me, his eyes still that startling silver grey with the deep red rims and his fangs exposed, although he no longer had claws.

This was the man, the thing, the beast that I agreed to spend my life with, but although there was a small amount of fear running through me, it was quickly being overtaken by lust.

I placed my hand in his and my head against his heart. I wanted him to hold me, but he still didn’t move.

“Alex, please, come back to me. I wasn’t hurt and you came for me, protected me. I will be more careful next time. I promise.”

“If you were mine already I would have known you were in danger, sensed your fear. I could have been there sooner so you wouldn’t have chance to act so foolish and put yourself at risk.”

I was getting angry now; I shouldn’t have to keep repeating myself. I was stood here naked for god’s sake, most of it by his doing.

Well if he didn’t want me I wasn’t going to hang around. I let go of his hand and stepped away from him. I only got two steps away before he grabbed me roughly and pulled me back.

“Where do you think you are going?”

“I’m going to get dressed. We’re late for work.”

“We aren’t going to work Julia. We’re not leaving this cottage for some time.” His words caused me to pause and look up at him warily.

“Tonight you are mine Julia, body and soul, and I will be yours, to have and to hold, till my death do us part because I swear to you I will protect you with everything I have, so that nothing will ever hurt you.” With those words he carried me to the bedroom and kicked the door closed.

I watched him remove his clothing. His actions were slow and steady, his silver and red eyes never leaving mine, the determination evident and I knew he would not be swayed from whatever he wanted tonight.

He came towards me and ran the fingers of his right hand over my breasts but left out my nipples. Then he ran both his hands over the rest of my body, everywhere but my sex. He turned me around and did the same over my back, my arms, and my legs, then back up again until he reached my bottom. He gripped my cheeks in his hands and kneaded them firmly, parting them and stroking the pucker between.

“I’m going to have all of you Julia, including this. And you are going to love it, demand it, like you do when I’m fucking you here,” he said as his other hand moved lower and he slipped a finger inside my sex.

A gasp escaped me and I wanted him to continue, but he removed his finger and came around to my front again.

He lifted me up easily and dropped me in the middle of the bed.

I bounced a little awkwardly and his eyes were fixed on the movement of my breasts. He climbed on the bed over me and I reached out to run my hands down his chest, but he grabbed them and pinned them above my head.

When his head dipped and he took my nipple into his mouth I cried out as the sensation of the sucking and tugging reverberated through my body, ending up at my clit.

I tried to free my arms from his hold so I could pull his body against me but I couldn’t, and the more I struggled against him the firmer his grasp became. Still he kept on with the sucking and tugging on each of my nipples and I could feel wetness from my sex coating the inside of my thighs.

He brought my hands down to my sides and held them there. I looked in his eyes and saw the same lust and need that were in my own. The silver in the centre of the red was quite mesmerising and I found myself wanting to lick all around his fangs.

I don’t know what that made me, but I wasn’t a bit bothered at this point in time. He was mine and I would take him any way I could.

Alex placed kisses all over my belly and followed them with little brushes of his fangs. When his mouth ended up just above my mound I thought my heart was going to beat out of my chest.

I heard Alex let out a throaty chuckle and then his head dipped lower and his tongue went straight to my clit, licking a figure eight motion rapidly, without stopping once, and I came screaming with my hands held down by my side, unable to move anything but my head.

Alex dipped his head lower finding my entrance and thrust his tongue inside. I wasn’t the only one moaning this time. I raised my head to look down at Alex and I saw that he was enjoying this as much as me, and that, combined with the long slow movements of his tongue set me off again.

This time when I came I felt my whole body become boneless, and I didn’t have the strength to move anymore.

Alex let go of my hands and crawled up my body, guiding his throbbing length inside me as he went. His movements were firm and deep and it was pure bliss but he didn’t hold me like he usually did, he just held himself above me while he thrust in a rhythm that drove me crazy.

I lifted my arms and wrapped them around him, trying to pull him to me but he wasn’t having any of it.

“Why won’t you let me hold you Alex?” I asked, frustration seeping into my lust filled haze.

Alex stopped moving and his vampire gaze met mine. “I am trying to hold back from forcing you Julia, and it’s getting harder to do each time my body moves within yours.

“How can you be forcing me Alex? I want to have sex with you. God only knows how hard I have to try not to jump your bones on an hourly basis,” I said smiling as I reached up to touch his face.

“You don’t understand. I want something so badly just now, that I was going to force it on you, and I cannot do that, but right here and now, I want you to do my bidding.”

“Alex whatever you want tonight, just tell me and I will do it.”

For a moment Alex said nothing, but then he let out a sigh, closed his eyes and began to speak.

“I want you to bond with me Julia, not tomorrow, tonight. Now in fact. I want you to take my blood as I take yours, and I will hold you and give you my love for all eternity. I want you to become pregnant with my child and for us to be a family. I just want everything with you, for always. Will you do this with me?”

“Yes, Alex,” I said as I wrapped my legs around him and pulled him closer. “Just show me what you need me to do.”

He looked at me a few moments longer and in that time his eyes changed from silver and red back to beautiful grey. He leaned down to kiss me and wrapped his arms around me.

My emotions were all over the place but his kiss kept me centred.

When he began to move again it was slow and deep and my hip rose up to meet each thrust, our kiss never ending despite the breathy sounds coming from my mouth.

When I felt the familiar throbbing of a building orgasm I looked into his eyes and silently acknowledged what needed to happen next.

Alex tilted his head to the right and cut into the side of his neck with an extended claw.

At first I hesitated when I saw the blood run freely from his neck to his chest, but he lifted my head and guided my mouth to the cut.

I fastened my mouth around it and took my first suck, the metallic taste familiar and addictive because when I swallowed it down I knew I wanted more.

So I took it, drinking it down in frantic gulps, Alex moaning as if in deep pleasure.

Seconds later I felt the sharp pain of him biting deep where my neck met my shoulder, and as he took my blood into his body I saw flashes of light behind my eyes. It felt like someone had sucked all the air out of the atmosphere. Then my orgasm hit.

Pleasure like I had never felt before was running through my body in turbulent never ending waves as I let go of his neck and screamed his name again and again.

The pleasure only intensified more when Alex’s orgasm quickly followed my own. I felt him in my, head, in my body, but also in my heart. A connection building second by second, like the thud thud of a heart beat.

We were both panting as he rolled us over so we lay on our sides facing each other. He stroked the damp hair out of my face and pressed a kiss to my forehead. I had to keep touching him because not doing so didn’t feel right.

His hand was still in my hair stroking away and I heard him say I love you....but his mouth didn’t move at all.

“I love you too Alex,” I told him, but I couldn’t stop the confused look creeping over my face.

“Did you hear me say that to you?” I thought I heard him say, although again his mouth didn’t move.

“Yes I heard you say it, but your mouth didn’t move.”

“It’s the bond,” he said, out loud this time though. “Sometimes at the beginning you can only sense each other and communicating telepathically comes later. Our bond must be strong from the start if you can hear me now.

“Will you be able to hear me?” I asked hopefully.

“I don’t know. Why don’t we try it?”

In my head I told him that I he had to buy me a new dress for ruining the one I wore today, then I waited to see his expression change.

It didn’t change.

He didn’t say anything back.

“You couldn’t hear me, Alex. Does that mean the bond hasn’t worked for you?”

He kept a serious face for a few more seconds, and then burst out laughing.

“You can have as many new dresses as you want my love, as long as you don’t mind me tearing them off you, because that made me as hard as granite.”

“Oh you rotten sod Alex, that really upset me when I thought that was all one sided,” I yelled as I slapped him across the backside in a loud hard wallop.

“Ouch,” he yelped. “You little minx. If any anyone deserves a spanking it’s you Julia, for not listening to your lord and master today.” He grabbed me, rolled me on to my belly and slapped me hard across my bottom.

“Oww. Alex, that hurts.”

“Take your punishment like the good girl you’re not,” he said as he quickly slapped me twice more on each buttock.

“Oh fuck look at how her arse wobbles with each slap,” I heard Alex say inside his head.

“I heard that Alex,” I said out loud as I turned my head to glare at him. But what I saw in his eyes and sensed through our bond took my breath away.

Alex was hugely turned on.

He licked his lips and ran his hand over my bottom in a light caress. Then he bent over and licked each cheek where his handprints were.

I could hear his voice in my head telling me that he wanted to lift me onto my hands and knees and fuck me hard and deep. So I knelt on all fours, put two pillows under my hips, and told him in my thoughts that I wanted him to do it.

I couldn’t believe how quickly the need had spiralled inside me, but I felt Alex’s need too, and I knew our bond was the cause of my libido going from zero to sixty in two seconds flat. I would never survive this bond. I was beyond help, I was sure of it.