My Darling Melissa (3 page)

“But I couldn’t have,” Melissa argued. “Mama and I had had words about Ajax on more than one occasion—she never liked him, you know. And if I’d told my brothers—well, Keith would probably have been civil enough—he’s a preacher, after all—but Adam and Jeff? It doesn’t bear considering. Heaven only knows what they might have done to Ajax.”

Mr. Rafferty let out a long sigh, as if to show an infinite
capacity for suffering. “So you decided to jump aboard the first train out of town,” he said.

“Of course not. I was just running, that’s all. And I ended up in the railroad yard, so—”

A richly masculine chuckle sounded in the darkness.

“Do you live in Port Hastings?” Melissa asked, wanting to change the subject. “I don’t remember ever seeing you there before.”

“I make my home on the other side of the peninsula, Miss Corbin. In Port Riley.”

Melissa settled deeper into the silken sheets. There was a certain rivalry between the two towns, and that added a spark to an already provocative situation. She sighed. “My brothers say that Port Riley will be a ghost town in five years.”

“Oh, they do, do they?”

“Yes. To use Jeff’s own words, there’s one piss-ant sawmill grinding out two-by-fours, and that’s it for industry.”

“ ‘One piss-ant sawmill’?” It was obvious that Melissa had touched a nerve. “I’ll have you know that
’piss-ant
sawmill’ is mine, Miss Corbin, and I own one of the biggest timber operations in this state. There are four banks in Port Riley, along with a cannery and a library and a hospital. Until six months ago, there was a newspaper.” He paused and drew a deep breath before finishing grandly, “Furthermore, there are seventeen saloons.”

“Oh,” Melissa chimed, with prim airiness. “That changes everything. Any community with seventeen saloons is certainly worthy of its position on the map.”

“Go to sleep, Miss Corbin. Tomorrow will be a long day.”

Melissa didn’t want to think about the next day—or all the tomorrows that would follow it. And she wasn’t ready to go to sleep.

“What happened to the newspaper?”

Rafferty gave an exasperated sigh. “What newspaper?”

“The one Port Riley had until six months ago.”

“It was burned out.”

“By accident?”

“On purpose. Somebody had a difference of political opinion with the publishers.”

“Who?”

“I have no idea, Miss Corbin.”

“Well, that’s a fine thing. Don’t you have a United States marshal in your town?”

“Yes, we have a United States marshal in our town,” Mr. Rafferty mimicked. “I think he has his suspicions, but he never came up with any proof. Now, if you’ll just shut your lovely little mouth, Miss Corbin …”

“I need to talk.”

Rafferty sighed again. “I think Sir Ajax Whoever may have missed out on a fate he richly deserved.”

“What is that supposed to mean?”

“Nothing. Nothing at all. Forgive me,” Mr. Rafferty said wryly. “I lost my head for a moment.”

“Why are you going to Spokane?”

Mr. Rafferty groaned. “I have business there.”

“What kind of business?”

There was a short, deadly silence, but the answer, when it came, was quite reasonably stated. “I mean to deposit you in a hotel, then contact your family and let them know that you’re all right. After that I will meet with some business partners of mine—”

“I am not going to be ‘deposited’ in some hotel like a runaway child,” Melissa, sitting bolt upright in bed, informed him. In that moment she knew that she could never go home—her pride wouldn’t let her—until she’d accomplished something real and lasting all on her own. Otherwise the family would fuss over her ever after, as if she were an eccentric spinster.

The prospect was alarming; the reality would be unbearable.

She got to her knees and moved aside the window blind to peer out at the passing countryside. The moon bathed the barren country of central Washington State in an eerie light. “I can look after myself,” she said, hiding all her uncertainties in a bright tone of voice.

And then she lay down again, closed her eyes, and slipped into a fitful sleep.

When Melissa awakened the car was filled with sunlight, and an elephant seemed to be balancing on one foot on her chest. Her nose was clogged, and the heat emanating from her body was so intense that it threatened to smother her.

A stranger with a bristly white mustache and a stethoscope affixed to his bald head was bending over the bed. “You’ll be just fine, miss,” he told her.

Melissa was certain that she was dying of some mysterious plague the likes of which had never been documented before. She started to croak out her last words and found they wouldn’t come.

“Lots of lemon juice, that’s what she needs,” the doctor said jovially. And then he turned away.

Accommodatingly, Quinn soon brought her a steaming mug. He looked damnably handsome and damnably healthy in his clean, well-tailored clothes. Melissa could see the ridges left by a comb in his still-damp hair.

Despite her proximity to the hereafter, she managed to drag herself to a sitting position and reach out for the mug. The lemon juice had been liberally laced with liquor.

“Sorry about your new start in life and all that,” Quinn said merrily. “Guess you’ll just have to go on with the old one.”

Melissa narrowed her eyes at him. The moment she arrived on the other side she’d get permission to become a ghost. And then she meant to haunt Mr. Rafferty until all his hair either turned white or fell out.

Rafferty laughed as though he could read her impotent thoughts and patted her fever-hot cheek. “If you’re very good, I’ll bring you a present,” he condescended to say. “Mind Eloise now, and rest yourself.”

Eloise, a dour woman in black sateen, appeared at the end of the bed. She was holding a Bible to her bosom and peering through the tiny square lenses of her glasses. It was clear that she had the wrong idea entirely about who Melissa
was and what she was doing in Mr. Rafferty’s railroad car, sick unto dying or not.

Melissa closed her eyes. They must be in Spokane, she realized, too ill to care what it was she’d meant to do there.

The day was a difficult one. Melissa slept deeply at intervals, but then the fever and her fiery throat would awaken her, making her toss and turn in abject misery.

She was delighted when Mr. Rafferty arrived at nightfall. He brought a present, just as he’d promised, and sent Eloise away.

With the last shreds of her failing strength—she was sure to be dead by morning—Melissa clawed the wrapping paper from the gift Quinn had laid in her lap. It was a book, and Melissa would have laughed if she’d been able to, because she’d written the opus herself—under a pseudonym, of course.

Her eyes sparkled with more than fever as she looked questioningly at her benefactor.

“They’re bringing beef stew from the dining car,” he said, undoing his tie beside the bed. His glance fell again to the book. “Pure trash, according to the bookseller,” he said, “but women love it.”

He looked completely baffled when Melissa hurled the volume at his head.

Two

Quinn dragged a chair to Melissa’s bedside, determined to lend comfort whether it was wanted or not, and sat down to read from the book she had just thrown at him. Wearing the same serious expression she’d seen on her brother Adam’s face when he was perusing a medical journal, Mr. Rafferty turned to the first page of chapter one and read soberly, “ ‘Phoebe Millikin was a woman bound for destruction.’” He stopped and gave the book’s cover a pensive look, then cleared his throat and went on.

Melissa settled into her pillows, all ears. Despite the fact that she’d written
Phoebe’s Dangerous Decision
herself, she was intrigued. The carefully chosen words sounded different falling from Mr. Rafferty’s lips. More august, somehow.

He’d covered only about two pages when there was a respectful rap at the railroad car’s inner door. Quinn got up to answer it, leaving the book in the seat of his chair.

The beef stew had arrived. Quinn allowed Melissa the use of the tray while he sat on the edge of the bed, holding his bowl in one hand and his spoon in the other.

“Mind your manners,” he warned, waggling the spoon at
Melissa. “I can overlook having a book thrown at me, but stew is another matter.”

In spite of herself and all her miseries, Melissa smiled. She tasted the stew and found it as savory as any Maggie McQuire might have concocted for the family back home.

Quinn was frowning at her; he had yet to take a bite of his own food. “We have a problem here,” he said, as though that were some great revelation.

“We have a number of problems,” Melissa pointed out in a scratchy voice that hurt her throat.

Rafferty took in the wrinkled linen shirt she had been wearing since taking off her wedding dress. “You haven’t got a damned thing to wear,” he said. “This is a scandalous situation—the kind of fine how-do-you-do that could ruin a lady’s reputation.”

“What about your reputation, Mr. Rafferty?” It pained Melissa to ask.

He grinned, showing those flawless white teeth of his. “It can only be enhanced,” he said.

Melissa considered crowning him with her bowl of stew but in the end refrained. She was ravenously hungry—it appeared that death was not imminent after all—and wanted every morsel of her food. She said nothing.

Quinn’s glance strayed to the book sitting in the seat of the chair he’d occupied a few minutes before. “I’m sorry you didn’t like your present,” he told Melissa.

Melissa chewed thoughtfully and swallowed with great care for her sore throat before replying, “It wasn’t the present itself, Mr. Rafferty. It was what you said about it.”

He looked genuinely baffled. “What was that?” he asked.

“You called my book ‘trash,’” Melissa answered reasonably. “I worked long and hard on the manuscript, and while Phoebe is admittedly no Emma Bovary or Jane Eyre, she does represent my best effort.”

Quinn’s mouth sagged open; Melissa resisted an urge to thrust a spoonful of stew into it. Again, it was greed that stopped her.

“You wrote that book?” Rafferty finally managed to ask.

Melissa finished her stew and fell back against her pillows,
weary from the effort of eating. “I did indeed. That one and three others, if you count the dime novels I wrote as Marshal S. Whidbine.”

“I’ll be damned,” Quinn muttered.

“Probably,” sighed Melissa, “but that’s no concern of mine.” She yawned widely, closed her eyes, and tipped her chin at an imperious angle. “Read on,” she ordered.

“I will not,” Quinn said flatly.

She heard dishes clatter together on the tray and felt it lifted from her lap but did not open her eyes. After a while she slept.

The renewed motion of the train awakened her; she sat up in bed. They must have begun the journey back west. The car was dark, except for a splash of golden light fringing the partition. “Quinn?” she called in a small voice.

When he didn’t answer she scrambled shakily out of bed and peered around the wall.

Quinn was seated at a desk, Melissa’s novel open before him. He looked up at her and shook his head in dour amazement.

Melissa felt a blush climb her face. Though she couldn’t think why, she wanted Quinn to like her work, even to admire it. Obviously, it was more of a curiosity to him.

“You might have mentioned that we were leaving Spokane,” she said as the floor shook under her feet. “It just so happens that I wanted to stay there.”

Quinn shrugged. There was a parcel on the corner of his desk, and he tossed it somewhat cavalierly to Melissa. “Here. Compliments of your devoted nurse.”

Melissa caught the flying bundle in both arms; it was quite heavy. “What is it?”

One of Quinn’s powerful shoulders moved in a shrug. “Some evidence of her Christian charity, I would imagine. She and the doctor were very concerned for your soul.”

Melissa had already learned that Eloise was the sister of the doctor Quinn had summoned to the railroad car that morning. She was almost afraid to look inside the parcel. “I suppose I should go back to bed,” she remarked lightly, feeling lonesome.

“I suppose you should,” Quinn answered, closing the book with a telling slam and standing up. “I think I’ll go to the club car myself. Play a hand or two of poker.”

Melissa’s knees were a bit shaky, and she made her reluctant way back to bed. “I know how to play poker,” she volunteered hopefully. It was going to be downright dismal in that car if Mr. Rafferty went away and left her.

She heard a drawer open and close, and then Quinn was standing in view of the bed, his hand on the door that led to the next car.

“Get some sleep,” he said, giving her an indulgent grin, and then he was gone.

Melissa’s eyes burned with tears; she dried them with her palms and valiantly refused to shed more. The devil with Mr. Rafferty, if he didn’t want to play a hand of poker with her. He was probably an easy mark anyway.

After a few moments of true despair Melissa forced her attention to the package Eloise had sent. It was wrapped in brown paper and bound tightly with twine, and it took a good deal of concentrated effort to open it.