Read Maybe Forever (Missing Pieces Book 1) Online
Authors: Keyanna Butler
Jamie
Jamie couldn’t have asked for a better birthday. Dinner was incredible. The conversation was light and full of laughter as Harper shared embarrassing stories from Jamie’s childhood. Dakota made sure to share some good badass stories to make up for the embarrassing ones—some of them Harper knew and some she didn’t. He figured Jamie would appreciate it for Bianca’s sake. Now they had all retired to the living room to open Jamie’s presents.
“I’ll go first,” Casey suggests as she sits on one of the lounge chairs. Dakota and Harper sit on the long sofa next to each other while Mason and Bianca sit next to them. Aiden stands by Casey. Jamie sits on top of the coffee table facing everyone. Casey hands him a gift bag. Jamie sets it down in front of him and then tears into it, pulling out a framed picture of the two of them.
Jamie starts to laugh, running his fingers over the picture of the two of them at the beach this past summer on the 4th of July. Jamie is standing with his arms folded across his chest in his best 007 impression, and Casey is leaning on his shoulder, kissing him on the cheek. The frame is decorated with seashells and has the words
‘
Beach Bums’
at the top of the frame.
“This is so awesome, Casey!” he says.
“Check inside the card, though. There might be a part two.” Jamie takes the card out of the gift bag and opens it up, giving Casey a suspicious look. When he opens the card, four tickets are hidden inside.
“Tickets to see the Cavaliers? Cas, are you kidding? I thought all the season tickets were sold out!” He jumps up from his seat and wraps her up in a bear hug. She giggles, and everyone starts to laugh at their exchange.
“One of the doctors at the hospital did his undergraduate study at U of V and forked over some tickets. All I had to do was go out on a date with him.”
“Aw, you prostituted yourself for me?” Jamie says, hugging her tighter. Everyone laughs.
“Only for you, kid,” she says, laughing. Jamie returns to his seat on the coffee table. “There’s four tickets, so Mason and Bianca, you are more than welcome to come along. I set up an appointment to tour the campus and everything, so we can all make a day of it.” Bianca and Mason nod their heads enthusiastically.
“Thank you, Cas. This is really amazing.”
“You’re welcome, kid,” she says, smiling big. Bianca hands Jamie her bag next. Jamie smirks and pulls out a set of
The Walking Dead
comic books.
“I know how much you love the show, so I figured it would be cool.”
“This is beyond cool, Bianca. Thanks,” he says and gives her a hug. They both pull away, blushing, and Jamie quickly moves on to Mason’s gift before anyone can make fun of them for it. Jamie unwraps the gift that Mason got him to reveal the latest version of their favorite video game.
“Dude, we were just talking about this!” he says, punching him playfully in the arm. Mason laughs. “Thanks, man.” Mason nods.
“Welcome,” he says, grinning.
“Should I be prepared for some all-nighters?” Harper says, smiling.
“Absolutely, Ms. Montgomery,” Mason says. “And I’d like to request the homemade salsa you made last time.” Everyone laughs. Jamie moves on to Harper and Dakota’s gift.
“So we coordinated our gifts.”
“You two are adorable,” Casey says, taking a sip of her wine and glancing up at Aiden, smirking. Aiden gives her a dirty look, and Casey chuckles into her glass.
“Since you had a blast this summer shadowing me and you said you were seriously considering photography as a career, we thought this would be fitting.”
Jamie digs into their gift bag and pulls out a digital camera, along with a carrying case and computer software. Aiden rolls his eyes.
“Wow, you guys, this is great!” he says. “I can take amazing pictures with this.”
“I can show you how to work it later,” Dakota says. “It’s the camera I used when I was your age. It’s perfect for practicing and goofing off with your friends, but it will train you for the real thing whenever you are ready.”
“This is the actual camera you used to use back in the day?”
“It wasn’t that long ago, Jam,” Aiden says, taking a sip of his wine. Dakota grins at Aiden, ignoring his snide remark.
“It’s the actual camera I used to use,” Dakota says. Jamie hugs him.
“Thanks, Dakota,” he says seriously, and Dakota returns his hug.
“You’re welcome.” He hugs his mom too and kisses her on the cheek. Everyone looks at Aiden, knowing that he’s the last on the list of gift givers. Aiden sets down his glass of wine.
“Guess it’s my turn.” Aiden goes into the breast pocket of his jacket and pulls out an envelope and hands it to Jamie. Jamie takes it and opens it up. Inside are round-trip tickets to New York City.
“Whoa, Dad, you’re taking me to New York?” he says and gets up to hug him.
“We can go for a weekend and visit some museums, see a show, whatever you want.” Jamie looks at the tickets again and realizes there are three tickets.
“Who is the third ticket for?” Jamie asks, confused.
“For your mom,” Aiden says, picking up his wine glass again. The room gets quiet, and everyone glances at Harper awkwardly.
“For me? Why would you get me a ticket?” she asks.
“I figured you would want to be with Jamie at a moment like this, and you’ve always wanted to go, so I figured it would be nice to do it together.” Dakota’s eyes narrow slightly, but he recovers.
“That would be pretty cool for you to come, actually, Mom,” Jamie says quietly and then looks at Dakota, feeling guilty.
“We’ll talk about it,” Harper says, swallowing the awkward in the room.
“I think that’s really cool,” Dakota says and picks up his glass of lemonade. “Sounds really fun. Something you can all do together.” He takes a sip, his face completely straight.
“Glad you approve, Dakota,” Aiden replies smoothly. There is silence for a few seconds.
“Well, thank you, everyone, for the gifts. They really are great. I appreciate the love,” Jamie says, trying to diffuse the tension. Everyone murmurs their “your welcomes.” Harper gets up from her seat.
“I’ll go slice up the cake.”
“I’ll help you,” Dakota says, and Casey goes to follow them.
“I’ll get the plates for you guys,” she says, and they disappear from the living room. Aiden takes Jamie aside as Mason and Bianca talk amongst themselves.
“So I wanted to tell you while your mom was here, but this seems as good a time as any. I have another present for you.” Jamie looks curious. “I know I haven’t been around as much as I should have, and I’m really sorry for that. I can’t even imagine how long it would take to make it up to you, but I plan on trying the best that I can. And I think the only way I can do that is by being closer to you.” Jamie’s eyes narrow.
“What do you mean?” Jamie asks.
“My company is opening a branch here in Blue Moon, and I asked if I could be in charge of running it. I’m moving to Blue Moon,” he says.
“What?” Jamie says.
“What?” Harper says from behind them.
“What?” Dakota says from behind her.
“Are you fucking kidding me?” says Casey from behind him. Jamie looks at his dad, trying to figure out what he could possibly be thinking.
***
Harper
“What are you thinking, Dakota?” Harper says when Dakota emerges from the bathroom. It’s the end of the night, and everyone has said their goodbyes and last birthday wishes to Jamie. After Aiden’s announcement, things got pretty uncomfortable for everyone. After about a half hour, everyone decided to leave for night. After Jamie and Bianca and Mason helped cleaned up the place, the three friends retired to the porch and Dakota and Harper decided to head up to bed. Harper could feel that Dakota’s mood had changed from the moment Aiden walked in the door, and she hated that he had the power to do that. Something had happened between Aiden’s arrival and Aiden’s leaving, and Harper wanted to know what.
“I’m not thinking anything,” Dakota says softly. Harper brings her knees up to her chest and wraps her arms around them, looking up at Dakota as he gets into the bed next to her.
“Don’t do that, Dakota. We need to talk about what happened today.” Dakota rubs between his eyes.
“There’s nothing really to talk about, Harper,” Dakota says.
“I know you’re not okay with what’s happening, so tell me. Tell me how you feel about Aiden moving here.” Dakota sighs deeply.
“I think it’s great Aiden wants to be closer to Jamie. It’s something Jamie has always wanted no matter how much he pretends that he doesn’t.” Harper nods her head, agreeing with him. “But I also know Aiden is a dick, so he probably has more on his mind than just strengthening his relationship with his son.”
“What, like strengthening his relationship with me?” Harper asks.
“Yes. I know that’s what he’s up to. He’s going to try to steal you away from me.” Dakota removes his T-shirt. He lays on his side facing her and holds his head up with his hand.
“I love you, Dakota,” she says. “So as far as I am concerned, he can’t steal me away because I belong to you.” They stare at each other for several seconds. The atmosphere in the room changes completely. Dakota swallows and then clears his throat.
“I love you too,” he says. Harper smiles at him, blushing slightly. Dakota lays flat on his back, and she rests comfortably on his chest. He wraps his arms around her, amazed at how she fits every curve of him like a puzzle. Harper feels drunk and disoriented from his scent. She presses her forehead into his naked chest so her nose fills up with his fragrance. Dakota has a slight intake of breath as she rubs her hands up the sides of his chest. She curls up closer to him, throwing her leg across his so there is no space between them at all. Her lips brush the tiny hairs on his chest. Dakota catches his breath quickly, but the reaction does not go unnoticed by Harper. She looks up at him, surprised.
“Are you okay?” she says, looking concerned as her heart races a mile a minute.
“Yes, I’m fine,” Dakota says, pressing his lips together slightly. Harper giggles as he pulls her on top of his lean body. She brings her legs to either side of him and finds his lips.
“Dakota,” she says breathlessly between kisses, feeling her foggy head is going to fall off her shoulders, it feels so light.
“Yes,” he says, connecting his forehead to hers.
“I want you…all of you,” she says, licking her swollen lips. Dakota doesn’t respond to her with words; instead he makes her lips part again, showing how much he cares.
“Christmas Eve in New York. Is he fucking kidding? Why did he have to pick Christmas?” Harper mouths an apology to the people surrounding them in the cafeteria as Casey has yet another outburst from their conversation.
“Casey, keep it down,” Harper says through clenched teeth, half amused and half exasperated. The transition from being a nurse to a nurse manger has been challenging, and Casey has been there every step of the way, but at the top of the list of challenging things was keeping her friendship with Casey at work intact even though, technically speaking, Harper was now her superior. Simple things like not complaining when she had to schedule her for some Saturday nights were like pulling teeth. But there were some perks like getting first choice on her break hour and maybe not assigning her to the more obnoxious patients first. But Harper promised they would always have their lunch together, and that’s what they were doing currently.
“You can’t expect me to react quietly when you tell me that your ex wants you and your son to spend Christmas Eve together in the most magical place there is. I mean come on, have you seen the end of
Home Alone 2
? You have a little over a month. Are you prepared? Thanksgiving is in a few weeks.” Harper shakes her head.
“There is nothing to prepare for. What, am I supposed to say no, Casey?”
“Yes. In fact, you say hell no. You say no fucking way are you kissing him under a mistletoe in Central Park.”
“But what about Jamie? He seems so…excited about the idea of all three of us spending time together. I mean, I know he would never admit how much he wants it, but he does. Should I let him down?” Casey shakes her head. She sighs and puts her fork down on her tray, her grilled chicken salad nearly finished.
“Have you talked to Dakota about all of this?” Harper nods her head.
“Yeah. I mean, he’s not excited about it. He doesn’t trust Aiden’s intentions, but he thinks it’s important for Jamie to see his mother and father getting along. And it’ll be the first Christmas we’d all be together.”
“I don’t trust him either. He gets his eyebrows professionally waxed. I don’t trust guys who get their eyebrows professionally waxed.” Harper chuckles and takes a bite of her sandwich.
“I mean what’s the worst that could happen? Aiden makes a move on me?”
“Yes.”
“And then I set him straight. Done.”
“But what about ice skating?”
“Jamie will be my partner.”
“But what about the tree?”
“What tree?”
“The huge magical tree in Rockefeller Center.”
“Seriously, Casey, your obsession with Christmas is scary,” Harper says, chuckling. “Look, nothing is going to happen. We’re going to give Jamie a great Christmas Eve, and then we’ll come back Christmas Day to give him another one with Dakota. It’ll be great.”
“Okay,” Casey says, half enthused.
“All right, now, there’s something else I have to tell you about Aiden.”
“What?” Casey says before finishing her water.
“He’s going to the game with you, Jamie, and Bianca tonight.” Casey spits her water out all over her tray.
“What the
fuck
?” Harper bursts into laughter and spends the next half hour pacifying her best friend.
***
Jamie
“Aunt Cas, just think about how much you love me,” Jamie pleads on the phone in his bedroom a few hours later.
“I don’t know if I love you this much, kid.”
“Mason couldn’t get out of work. Dad was with me when I got the call when he picked me up from school today, and it would have been rude not to invite him. I could tell he wanted to go. I’ll-I’ll make it up to you. How about I do your grocery shopping this month? Next week?” Jamie could hear keys rattling in the background. He suspected she was getting in her car leaving from work. There is a long pause, he hears a door slam shut, and her car start up.
“Ugh, you are so lucky I love you,” she yells, causing Jamie to laugh.
“Love you too, Aunt Cas.”
“Mmhm. I’ll pick you and Bianca up in a couple of hours.”
“Okay, see you soon.” Jamie hangs up the phone. As soon as he does, his phone vibrates. He looks at the screen and Bianca’s name appears, showing that he has a text from her.
Be Be: I’ve been knocking for ten minutes.
Jamie:
Sorry, Be Be. I was in the shower. The door is open. Come in.
Be Be:
Kk. And stop calling me Be Be.
Jamie laughs as he slips on the pair of jeans lying on his bed. He buttons them up just as he hears footsteps approaching his room. Bianca knocks lightly.
“Come in,” Jamie says, towel drying his hair.
“Getting all pretty for the college girls?” Bianca asks. Jamie chuckles at her sarcasm but doesn’t miss the sincerity in her eyes or the way they linger on his chest. She flops down on his bed behind him, staring at his back for a few seconds before looking down at his navy blue comforter. He wasn’t ripped by any means, but he was for sure nice to look at. This wasn’t the first time she had seen him shirtless in the last few months they had been friends. Jamie wasn’t shy about his body. She found that out when he answered the door in a loose pair of sweat pants and nothing else one night she came over to help him cram for a biology test.
“What are you thinking so intently about?” Jamie asks once he successfully slips on a t-shirt and socks. Bianca looks up at him.
“How awesome this trip is going to be,” she says. Jamie smiles.
“Yeah?” He grabs his towel to dry his hair again.
“Totes. U of A is my first choice.” Jamie nods, remembering her mentioning that once in passing. Bianca gets up on her knees and takes his towel and begins drying his hair. Jamie grins, wondering what caused the gesture. He’d have to analyze it later as well as whatever she was wearing today. She smelled like strawberries. She always smelled like strawberries, and it drove him mad.
“Your dad went there, right?”
Bianca nods. “Yes, and Mom and grandmas and aunts and uncles and big cousins. It’s a family tradition.”
“That’s cool. It’s nice you want to continue it.”
“Where do you want to go?”
“Art school for photography.”
“Like Dakota?” Jamie smiles, loving that Bianca remembered that fact.
“Like Dakota,” he says. Bianca rubs his head softly one last time and then sinks back down on the bed. She wads up the damp towel in her lap. She ruffles his hair.
“Hair’s dry,” she says in a tada type voice. Jamie chuckles.
“Thanks,” he says. “You’re pretty good at that. Might make you my permanent hair dryer.” Bianca blushes and rolls her eyes. Jamie takes the towel from her lap and throws it in a hamper in the corner of the room.
“Why don’t you ever show me your pictures?” she asks, folding her legs like a pretzel as she sits on the foot of his bed. Jamie sits in his desk chair. They both seem to agree on giving each other lots of personal space right now.
“They aren’t really good yet.”
“What’s good, exactly?”
“I don’t know. The way Dakota’s pictures come out.”
“Dakota’s had study time. You haven’t. Can’t compare. Let me see some.”
“Let me read one of your short stories.” Bianca’s eyes narrow in defeat. Jamie had been bugging to learn about that side of her. The creative writer.
“Exactly. It’s not that easy. I mean…showing you my pictures is like showing you the world through my eyes, the things that I love, find interesting, and beautiful. It’s like a piece of my soul. I’m not sure I’m ready to share my soul with you yet, B. Are you?” Bianca licks her lips.
“You finished that collection of poetry book I lent you, didn’t you?” she says, diffusing the tension. Jamie chuckles and nods.
“So what are you doing here so early, anyway? Casey won’t be here for another two hours.”
“I was bored. Parents are working late and Grams had her bingo friends over. Not the coolest crowd in town.” Jamie laughs.
“Well, nice to know where I stand in the cool department.”
Bianca nods, chuckling. “So Daddy-O’s coming tonight, huh?”
Jamie starts to spin absentmindedly in his desk chair. “Yep, first time we’ve ever gone to a basketball game together. Weird, right?”
“Not surprising, since this is the first time he’s been consistently in your life since forever. This past month must have been pretty cool for you.”
“I don’t like to talk about it too much because I don’t want Dakota to feel any sort of way, but yeah. I really like having my dad around.”
“I’m sure Dakota understands how you feel about your father. He wouldn’t be mad at you.”
Jamie nods. “No, I know that. I just…I don’t know.”
“Have you talked to Dakota? Like really talked to him about the changes?” Jamie shakes his head. “I think that should happen.”
“Yeah, you’re probably right.”
“Always,” Bianca says, smiling.
“I’m glad we’re friends,” he says softly. “Tonight should be fun.”
Jamie smirks, satisfied. He had talked to Dakota about something important, but it wasn’t about Aiden moving to town. It was about how to win the heart of a girl like Bianca Bradley. They hatched a plan, and Jamie was starting to think it was working. It was working very well.