Maverick Danker [Beyond the Marius Brothers 5] (Siren Publishing Ménage Amour ManLove) (10 page)

“And you’re gorgeous and I’m huge and so I kept thinking, would I hurt him? Would I be enough? Does he wish I was a wolf or a vampire like Mav? Then I just start to get past that and then I learn what you’re into sexually, which is hot by the way. And then my brain won’t stop running. What if I can’t satisfy you? Will my lack of experience show? Then Mav starts acting strange and I just had
no
idea how to handle that.

“So I handled it poorly. I was scared. What if the effects were permanent? Would you hate me for changing him? Did you blame me? And then the Queen, who’s like my mother, is yelling at me and you’re leaving. So I race after you and I see another warrior touching you and all my earlier worries came to the front of my mind. Maybe you didn’t want me anymore and I handled that even worse. Then you wanted to have sex.

“I was already spinning and then all the blood in my body went to my dick. So none was left in my brain by the way. And you wanted it in front of my friends. I didn’t understand the submission thing. I saw it as me
using
you and thought you wanted me to use you like a toy. I’m sorry I didn’t know enough about wolf culture that I insulted you and I suck. I admit that. But please, cub. Just take one minute and see all this from my perspective!

“I can’t ever seem to get my feet under me. Hell, the only time I’ve felt solid and not like I’m spinning out of control is when the demons showed up. I
knew
I could protect us all. I knew it. I won’t ever let them take you or hurt my mates. Even if I have to put a protective barrier around our house every night to keep you safe, I will. Please, Tyler.”

Wow, that was an impressive ramble! Asterio seemed almost hysterical by the end of it. And now that I had a moment to see things from his perspective, I didn’t blame him. I could see Tyler felt the same.

“Next time if you’re not okay with having sex in front of your friends, you lean over and nip my neck,” Tyler whispered hesitantly. “It shows me and any wolves around that you understand I was submitting to you and accept me. It wasn’t just what you said, Asterio. You basically denied me as your mate in front of them. I get that you didn’t understand that, but it still hurt.”

“Cub, I’ll fuck you all night long in front of the Queen if it will make you happy.”

“Um, you said she’s like your mom, so no thanks.” Tyler chuckled.

“I don’t care. I’ll deal with my discomfort if it’s what you need. I’m so sorry.”

“So did we deal with all your worries?” I asked gently, hoping my mate felt better. Because damn, I needed him. I needed them both.

Tyler

“You both could kick my old Alpha’s ass with one hand tied behind your back, so I’m not scared of that anymore,” I admitted, finally relaxing a bit. Seeing that I wasn’t the only one that had fears about our mating helped penetrate the haze of freaking out I’d been hiding in. “But as for the rest, I guess time will only tell.”

“So you’re not leaving?” Asterio asked with so much hope I’d have to be evil to have denied him.

“No I’m—” I didn’t get to finish because he mashed his mouth down to mine in a kiss that was filled with so much passion my toes curled.

“Thank you, thank you, thank you,” he said in between peppering my face with kisses as I gasped for air. How could he talk after a kiss like that? I assumed that he just had bigger lungs, otherwise I might take offense. I held his face still and stared into his eyes, searching them for one answer.

“You really do care if I left or not, don’t you?”

“Yes!” he exclaimed with wide eyes.

I took a risk and trusted my mates were telling me the truth. I’d never had people in my life who would do that. But who better to take a chance on? “Then I’m going to grab a bag for a few days’ worth of clothes while we discuss where we want to live, and let’s go see if there’s any food left from the party. I haven’t seen
Planet Earth
in years. I really liked it and want to see it again.”

“Sounds like one of the best ideas all day,” Mav agreed with a smile. I raised an eyebrow at him.
One
of them? He shrugged and gave me a wink. “You did come up with the idea to have sex a few times today. Can’t rule that out.” I think he realized his mistake the moment it was past his lips. “Cub, I’m sorry.”

“No, it’s okay.” I gave him the best grin I could muster. “I need to get past it. I know it wasn’t really you. Let’s just go relax and answer any questions our mate has about our world while we watch TV and have some snacks.”

“Thank you, cub.” Mav leaned over and brushed my lips with his as Asterio still had me pinned down. Now my mind was just in the gutter. While I always pushed for sex, sex I could do, I didn’t want to be that person with my mates. I wanted them to see there was more to me, even if I didn’t have a clue what was there.

Asterio let me up, and I closed up one of the bags with a few days of clothes and some of my toys. I really hadn’t planned it that way. But who the hell was I to mess with a fortunate turn of events? Well, fortunate if they wanted to play with the toys… On me.

On the way out, Ayden stopped me and apologized. I not only forgave him but said I was sorry as well. I jumped down his throat earlier instead of hearing him out. He gave me a hug and said if I needed to talk about anything, he’d be there for me.

“Let me get a few things settled and then maybe soon I’ll come to you for help.” I took a deep breath and met my mates’ confused faces. “I’ll explain on the drive back.”

“They want you to be happy, Tyler. I can hear it in their heads as if they were screaming it to me,” Ayden whispered so no one else could hear. “These are good men. Trust them.”

“I’m trying.”

“That’s all any of us can do.” I hugged him again and we left.

I was proud of how Asterio hopped right into the truck with no issues. But then I realized he rode in a vehicle to get to Darcy and Ayden’s house after all. I guess he liked it. It made me smile. I wanted him to like our world. I wanted him to be happy.

“So, there are different types of fae, like warriors and ones with extra magic, right?” I asked, noticing when Asterio nodded. “Ayden’s like that but for wolves. He’s got powers that are rare. He told me that supposedly he’s descended from the god of love or something, but I don’t know about that. All I do know is they help people. He can work with mates on communication or hidden desires. But he can also guide people through past traumas.”

“Make you relive them or just see them like I can when I drink blood and focus my gift?” Mav asked quietly.

“I don’t know. One of the vamps was talking about how his trauma was when he was a child and Ayden helped him go through it as an adult. I’m not sure how that will help me, but I know he can work with the brain to dull down the fear and accept what happened.”

“Why have you not asked him for his help before?” Asterio sounded so confused that I shot Mav a look.

“I explained certain parts of what I saw when I drank your blood, but we were in mixed company.”

“Yeah, right, I knew that,” I mumbled, focused on the road. I felt like and ostrich sticking my head in the sand. Maybe if I didn’t look at them and kept my eyes on the drive, they wouldn’t look at me. Riiight.

Asterio seconded my thought process. “It might be easier to tell me now when we’re not facing each other rather than later.”

“I didn’t hate everything I went through,” I blurted out, wanting to bang my head on the steering wheel. “I mean, I wasn’t a fan of the demons using me as a chew toy, but when my blood hit them,
god
, I loved that. They’d use me so good and treat me like such a slut. I was chained with my hands over my head most of the time and they’d just line up to take me. They knew I liked it and part of me was glad for that.”

“Why?” Asterio whispered, and now I really couldn’t look at him. I didn’t want to see the disgust on his face.

“Because they might have drank from the other captives there, but they didn’t force themselves on the other shifters when the demons had a willing hole. But I loved it. They’d fuck me until I passed out and then I’d wake up overflowing with cum and bathed in it practically. I heal faster than vamps do so they could do it to me all the time and never really hurt me.”

“And your Alpha? Did you enjoy his attentions?” He phrased his question very carefully so I couldn’t tell what he was thinking.

“I hated the guy, but I was so starved for any attention that I took his shit. All the enforcers would use me and I know they thought I was a joke but they never said anything. They knew I could kick their asses just not my old Alpha’s.”

“So if I told you to pull the truck over so we could push you against the truck and fuck you until we were sated, what would you do?”

“I’d pull over and beg to be your slut,” I answered quietly.

“Then I think you should, cub.” Asterio couldn’t have shocked me any more than if he’d announced he was really a woman. I looked at him in shock and the truck swerved. I quickly focused and pulled over, throwing it in park.

“You’re not disgusted?”

“Why would I be?” he asked with a raised brow. “You have a high sex drive and like to be taken by multiple men. You
have
two mates. You didn’t say you wanted to be beaten or something untoward, Tyler. You like to be a slut with your partners and give yourself freely. I see nothing wrong with that as long as you will be faithful to us.”

I looked away from him then, my shame filling me.

“Cub, were you unfaithful?” Mav asked, pain in his voice.

“What? No!” I exclaimed as I stared at him with wide eyes. “It’s just when I thought you guys were done with me and those warriors looked at me with such lust, part of me wanted what they were offering. I want to be wanted, and you didn’t want me because of Asterio’s blood or whatever, and he ignored me. I told them right away I was mated, but yeah, in the back of my mind I thought about it.”

“But you didn’t act on it, Tyler,” Asterio said gently as he cupped my cheek. “We’re mated, not dead inside. We can appreciate an attractive man or fantasize at times. You just can’t ever betray us.”

“Even if you guys both told me to take a hike and you never wanted me again, I don’t think I could let anyone else touch me,” I admitted. My cheeks heated up. It sounded so lovesick and dorky, but it was the way I felt.

“Good answer,” Asterio growled as he reached past me and opened my door. Then he practically shoved me out of it. I heard Mav’s door open and close as our fae mate dragged me over to him. “Grab onto the side of the truck.”

“Okay.” I did as he asked, shivering at his deep, commanding voice. He quickly undid my jeans and pulled them down to my thighs. Then I heard his pants unzip right before I felt his big cock pushing against my ass.

“Bend over more. I don’t want you to spread your legs though. I want you as tight as possible.” I nodded as my body opened up for him, my hole secreting wetness for my mate. It took only a moment, and as soon as I was ready, Asterio thrust hard. I screamed out in pleasure. He didn’t even give me a second to get used to the invasion before pounding into me over and over again, much harder than he had earlier in the day.

“Who do you belong to, cub?” Mav asked as he stepped up to the side of me.

“You. You and Asterio,” I grunted, impressed at how good he felt inside of me and the force he was fucking me with. “I’m your mate, your slut.”

“Good.” He ran his fangs over my neck, and I tilted it to give him room. He bit me and I screamed again as I came. He only took a little bit just so I felt the bliss from his bite. Seconds later Asterio roared out his release, pumping seed deep inside of me.

“I need to build up my stamina,” he mumbled as he pulled out of me. Mav immediately took his place and thrust into me.

“Don’t feel bad. I can’t last long with Tyler either,” Mav said with a snicker. “He feels too good to hold back and try to draw it out.”

“I do?” I looked over my shoulder and saw them both nodding. Wow, if that wasn’t an ego boost! “Show me.”

“Are you getting pushy with me, my hot slut?”

“No, never,” I moaned as he fucked me in the ass so fast he was almost a blur. It was so good I held on to the truck so tightly that I heard the metal groan. Whoops. Didn’t want to hurt my wheels! I eased up right as Mav finished, taking me with him.

They each fucked me once more until I couldn’t hold myself up. Then we got back into the truck, Mav behind on the wheel as I sat on Asterio’s lap, leaning against him like a wet noodle. I could feel my mate’s excitement as we drove. He practically vibrated as we pulled into the driveway of the estate.

“I take it you liked what you saw of the show?” I teased as we got out of the truck once Mav parked.

“It was amazing, Tyler. Everyone gasped and I don’t think any of us really understood that there are other planets out there. Even the warriors I know who’ve been here before. Makari was sitting by me and I know he’s crossed over several times, but he was watching with such awe. Your plan was amazing, my love.”

“Your what?” I froze as we got to the porch, staring at him as if he’d grown a second head.

“Is it not acceptable to call loved ones by that term here?” Asterio glanced at Mav for confirmation.