Authors: Kevin Brooks
âHe said he was going to get me.'
âWhen?'
âA couple of weeks ago,' I explained, stuttering, trying not to cry. âThere was a Christmas dance, an end of term thing at school. I was talking to a girl. That's all I was doing, just talking to her. I didn't know she was Dean's girlfriend.'
From behind me, Finlay spoke for the first time. âWhat's her name?'
I didn't turn round. âI don't know. I only spoke to her for a minute or two. She was on her own, waiting in the corridor. We just started talking. She seemed quite friendly. She was pretty. We were just talking. Then Dean appeared at the end of the corridor and she suddenly got frightened and told me I'd better go. He was her boyfriend, she said, he didn't like her talking to other boys. I thought she was just being stupid, you know, trying to impress me. But she looked really scared. So I decided to go. Just as I turned to leave I heard Dean shout out something and then he started to come after me.'
âWhat did you do?'
I shrugged. âI ran. He looked angry, mad. I think he was drunk.'
âThen what?'
âI just ran. I don't know if he followed me, I didn't look back. I went home. I didn't think any more about it. But then, a couple of days later, I started hearing rumours that he was after me, that he knew who I was and that he was going to get me.'
Breece looked puzzled. âBecause of the girl?'
âI suppose so.'
âAnd you don't know her name?'
âNo.'
âHow old was she?' Finlay asked. âWhat did she look like?'
âAbout sixteen, seventeen. My height, short blonde hair, pretty.'
âWas she someone from school?'
âNo. I'd never seen her before.'
âWhat was Dean doing at a school dance?' Breece asked.
âI don't know. He was there with some other bikers.'
Breece frowned. He wasn't happy. âYou have seen him recently, then?'
I nodded, then remembered the tape and said, âYes.'
âWhen?'
âLast week,' I said remorsefully. âHe came round to my house.'
âWhen?'
âThursday. With one of his biker friends.'
âName?' said Finlay.
âI don't know. He was shorter than Dean, slighter, younger, with straggly black hair. They came into the house ... I thought they were going to get me ...' I shuddered at the memory.
Breece shot another glance at Finlay. âGo on.'
âDad couldn't help me, he was ill, fast asleep, upstairs in bed. Dean pushed me about a bit, told me to stay away from his girlfriend or he'd kill me.'
âHe said that? That he'd kill you?'
âYes. Then he asked me if there was any money in the house. He said if I didn't give him some money him and his friend would do me. I told him there wasn't any, we didn't have any money, but he didn't believe me. Then he started searching everywhere, pulling out drawers, looking in pots, all over the place, but he couldn't find anything. I was really scared, he was acting crazy. He told his friend to watch me while he went upstairs. I heard him searching through my bedroom, then Dad's room ...'
âHe went into your father's room?'
âYes. He was everywhere. When he came back down he was carrying some letters and he had this mad grin on his face. They were the letters you showed me, the ones about Dad's money, the will. I didn't know anything about it.'
Bennett spoke up. âJust a minute, Martyn. You don't have toâ'
âIt's all right,' I said, âI want to tell them what happened.'
âYes, I know, butâ'
âI
want
to. All right?'
Bennett pouted and went back to his notepad.
I went on. âDean showed me the letters and told me he wanted the money, all of it. Thirty thousand pounds. I told him I didn't know anything about it, it was Dad's money. It was probably in the bank. But he didn't care. He was all wound up, like he was on drugs or something. He told me he'd be back on Monday and if I didn't have the money then, he'd kill me.'
âWhy didn't you report this to us?' asked Breece.
âHe told me that if anything happened to him his friends would get me.'
âDid he come back? On Monday?'
âYes,' I sniffed. âIt was about lunchtime. I didn't know what to do. I was going to talk to Dad about it, but he was ill until Saturday, then he disappeared. I was on my own. I was scared, I didn't know what to do. I told Dean I couldn't get the money, I tried to explain, but he wouldn't listen, he was furious, ranting and raving, saying I was dead meat, I was history ...'
âWas he alone?'
âI don't know. I thought I saw someone on the back of his motorbike when he arrived, the same one who was with him on Thursday, but Dean was alone when he came into the house, so I'm not sure. It was snowing, I couldn't see properly.'
âWhat happened then?'
âHe threatened me some more and ... I don't know ... he went upstairs for a bit, used the bathroom, then I heard him stomping around in Dad's room again. He had a bag with him, like a rucksack. I think he was nicking stuff.'
âWhat stuff?'
âI don't know. I never went in Dad's room. I don't know what he had.'
âHe definitely went into the bathroom?'
âYes. I heard him.'
âThen what?'
âNothing really. When he came downstairs he said I had one more chance to get the money. He'd be back that night, with his friends this time.' I shrugged. âBut he never showed up.'
The room was silent for a while. Bennett stopped writing and Breece just stared across the table at me, tugging at the skin of his neck, thinking. Behind me, I could hear Finlay scribbling in a notebook, and across the room the tape recorder whirred on, mindlessly recording the silence.
âWhy didn't you tell me this earlier?' Breece asked.
I looked down, ashamed. âI was scared. I didn't know what to do. I'm sorry.'
âDid you go anywhere near Dean's motorbike, at any time?'
âNo.'
âDid you see anyone else go near it?'
âNo. Unless there
was
someone on the back of it when he arrived, you know, the one who was with him on Thursday.'
âDid you see Dean with a sleeping bag?'
âNo.'
âWhat about in his bag? You said he had a rucksack. Could there have been a sleeping bag in his rucksack? Or anything else?'
I thought about that. âMaybe,' I said, âI don't know.'
âAbout this moneyâ'
âI think that's enough for now, Inspector,' Bennett interrupted.
âI have a few more quesâ'
âI
am
a bit tired, actually,' I said. Which was putting it mildly. Lying's a tiring business, and together with no sleep and nothing to eat, I was just about ready to drop.
Breece studied me again. It was hard to tell what he was thinking now. But at least I'd given him something to think about.
âAll right,' he said eventually, looking at his watch. âInterview terminated at 13.02pm.' He nodded at Finlay to turn off the tape recorder.
âCan I go home, now?' I asked.
Breece stood up and stretched, glancing at Bennett.
Bennett said, âWe can't let you stay in the house on your own, Martyn.'
âWhy not?'
âYou're too young.'
âI've done it before.'
âI dare say you have,' he said, neatly packing his notepad and pen back into his briefcase. âYour aunt has kindly offered to look after you.'
âNo way,' I said.
âPardon?'
âI'm not going with her.'
âWhy not?'
âI'm not. I'm not going to.'
Bennett's thin lips smiled. âI'm afraid there's nowhere else.'
âI'll stay here.'
Finlay found that amusing and grinned quietly to himself.
âYou can't stay here,' Bennett said.
His stupid voice, the way he talked to me like I was mental or something, I felt like punching him in the mouth. I knew I would if this carried on much longer. So I shut up.
Bennett took my silence for acceptance. âI'll give you a lift to your aunt's. We can talk on the way, sort things out.'
I'll sort you out, I thought.
Breece was watching me from across the room. I knew he didn't believe me. He knew I was lying. And I knew he didn't know why. But what could he do?
âIs that all, Inspector?' Bennett asked.
Breece didn't take his eyes off me.
âInspector?'
Breece turned to Bennett and looked at him like he was a bad smell. Bennett pursed his lips. There was an awkward silence, then Breece shrugged, nodded and began to clear his stuff from the desk. âWe'll need to speak to you again,' he said to me.
âI won't leave town,' I replied.
He grinned coldly but said nothing. Finlay was writing something on the back of the tapes. He pocketed them, closed his notebook, glanced at Breece, then went to wait by the door. Breece put his jacket on and started across the room.
âHow did you find him?' I asked.
Breece froze. âWhat?'
âMy dad. How did you find him?'
âDivers.'
âYes, but how did you know he was there?'
âKnow he was where?'
âIn the gravel pit. You told me, he was sunk at the bottom of a gravel pit, weighed down with rocks.'
âStones, I said.'
âStones, rocks, what's the difference?'
The hint of a smile flickered on his craggy old face. He clipped his pen into his jacket pocket. âAnonymous phone call,' he explained. âThree o'clock this morning from a stolen mobile phone. Gave us the precise location of the body. Male voice, fortyish maybe, sounded drunk.' He buttoned his jacket. âAny ideas?'
âNo,' I said, a shade too quickly.
Breece raised an eyebrow and opened the door.
âIs that it?' I asked.
âFor now.'
It was bright outside. Cold, bright and humdrum. Another reality. It was like coming out of the cinema into the late afternoon daylight when everything feels dull and pale and flat. The light, the smell of the air, the sound of the sparse Christmas Day traffic â all too real. Peter bloody Bennett marched along beside me through the station car park, swinging his car keys in one hand and his stupid briefcase in the other, prattling away about god-knows-what. But I wasn't listening. I was thinking of Alex.
Alex.
You thought of everything, didn't you?
A
nd that's about it, really. That's just about all I'm going to tell you. I've been at Aunty Jean's for almost a year now. It's not as bad as I thought it would be. Although that's not to say it's great or anything. There's plenty of Aunty's crap to deal with. She's forever trying to
educate
me, for one thing. Constantly introducing me to what she thinks are the social niceties of life â boring little parties, nice people, manners, hobbies. Social education, she calls it. âGet yourself a decent hobby, Martyn, for goodness sake â rambling, bird-watching, something healthy. You can't spend all day lying on your bed reading detective books.'
Why not?
And she always wants to know where I'm going, where I've been, who I've been with. Not that it really matters, I hardly ever go anywhere. And even when I do I don't tell her anything. I just lie. But still, it gets on my nerves.
At least her house is quite nice. Semi-detached, on the other side of town, nice and quiet with plenty of room. And she's all right for money, too. So things aren't too bad.
The funny thing is, it turns out she's a drinker too. Just like Dad. It must run in the family. She makes out that she only drinks
socially
â sherry, cocktails, that kind of thing â but she's got bottles hidden all over the place. Under the sink, in the airing cupboard, in the bathroom. Gin, mostly. You wouldn't know she's drunk a lot of the time, she covers it up pretty well, a lot better than Dad. But some nights, after she's been sipping all day, I see her stumbling up the stairs, red-faced and boozy, wall-eyed, mumbling drunkenly to herself. She pretends she has a head-cold, holds a scented handkerchief to her mouth to hide the smell of the drink. But it's all right, I don't really mind. She doesn't get violent or anything, she's more of a maudlin drunk. She just cries a lot. Nice, quiet, drunken tears.
The whole Dad and Dean thing never came to anything. There was a coroner's inquest, of course, then a couple of weeks of madness with all the newspapers and the television people crawling all over the place. And then the funeral, which I hated. It was terrible. Sitting in this stupid chapel with a load of people I didn't know, all silent, their eyes carefully avoiding the cloth-covered box waiting patiently at the front while taped funeral music groaned out from hidden speakers. I remember looking around, staring at all these miserable faces, wondering who on earth they were. That old woman dressed in a sad sack of a black dress clutching a limp black handbag in her lap, the one with blank orbs for eyes. Who's she? Those two ferret-like men with gaunt faces sitting rigidly beneath the high window. Who are they? And that tarty blonde woman snuffling noisily into a tiny white handkerchief, tugging at the hem of her short black skirt as if she can't understand why it's so short. Do I know you?