Marianne, the Magus & the Manticore (4 page)

"Same name as yours, so I guessed he was some kind of kin," commented Mrs. Winesap. "Anyhow, he left the flowers with me after he made me promise six times I'd see you got them as soon as you got home. Seemed like a very determined sort of person. You got something cold to drink, Marianne? I been moving that dirt out back, and it's hotter'n Hades for April."

Marianne hid a smile as she went to the refrigerator. It was true that Mrs. Winesap was a bit dirt-smeared, and also true that she was largely responsible for the emerging order in the garden, but it was not even warm for April, much less hot.

Mrs. Winesap simply wanted to talk.

"Larkin bought an edger at the flea market. Paid a dollar and a half for it. Want to go halfies?" This was rhetorical.

Mr. Larkin would present Marianne with a written bill for seventy-five cents, which Marianne would pay without demur.

Sometimes Marianne believed that the two downstairs tenants suspected Marianne owned the place and were playing a game with her. Other times she was sure they had no idea. Whatever their suspicions or lack thereof, they had decided that garden maintenance was to be their particular responsibility, and that the upstairs tenant should pay what they delighted in calling

"halfies." Since the expenditures never exceeded two or three dollars at a time, Marianne managed to cope.

"An edger?" she asked.

"You know. A flat blade on a handle, to cut the grass straight where it comes along the flower garden. It was all rusty is how come he got it so cheap. You know Larkin. Give him something rusty and he's happy as a clam all day cleaning it up. Does your brother know this cousin of yours?"

As usual with Mrs. Winesap's more personal inquiries, the question caught Marianne completely by surprise and she answered it before she thought. "No. I just met him today myself."

"Ah," said Mrs. Winesap with deep satisfaction. "So you'll have to call your brother and tell him about it. About meeting a new relative and all."

The emotion Marianne felt was the usual one, half laughter, half indignation. Her response was also the usual one: dignified, slightly cool. "Yes, as a matter of fact, I was just going to call Harvey, Mrs. Winesap. Take that soda along with you. I do need to catch him before he leaves for the evening...." Polite, firmly shutting door behind her visitor, Marianne fought down the urge to peer through the keyhole at the landing in fear she might see Mrs. Winesap's eye peering back at her. Instead she went to the phone, moved both by her assertion and the need to leave some kind of message.

Harvey always considered it an intrusion for Marianne to tell him anything. Nonetheless, he would deeply resent not being told. A quick message on his machine would be the least risky way of informing him, and if she avoided answering the phone for a while after that, he might see Makr Avehl Zahmani's name on the news and realize that Marianne was, in fact, only telling him the truth. It was part of Harvey's usual treatment of her to accuse her of making up stories, as though she were still seven years old, and once committed to the assertion that she was fabricating it would be hard for him to back off. She encouraged herself to take a deep breath and do it, managing to make the message sound calm and good-humored. She unplugged the phone with a sense of relief. She didn't want to hear it ring if he called her back.

"I am ahead on points," she told herself. "Well ahead, and I have no intention of ever getting behind again." She tried the pot of crocuses in various places, finally putting them on the window seat as she had originally intended, then threw together a few scrappy bites of supper. When she had finished, she started to take the dishes into the kitchen, stumbling unexpectedly over something which was not supposed to be there.

The Box.

It was at the edge of the kitchen counter, where she could not avoid stepping over it, where she must have already stepped over it while preparing her meal without seeing it, without remembering. She stared at it in confusion. That morning—

yes, that morning it had been in the living room under the coffee table. Who could have moved it? Mrs. Winesap? Perhaps out of some desire to help, some instinct to tidy up? With a grimace of actual pain she lifted it back to the place she last remembered it being, half under the table, possessed in that moment by a completely superstitious awe and fear.

The Box was a symbolic embodyment of Harvey-ness. If she gave him cause for disturbance up in Boston, then the Box would take it out on her down here in Virginia. She knew this was ridiculous but was as firmly convinced of it as she was of her own name. Her mood of valiant contentment destroyed, she went about her evening chores in a mood of dogged irritation. Sounds bothered her. Traffic. Mrs. Winesap rattling the trash cans. Doors closing. A phone ringing. Mrs. Winesap laboring up the stairs and a repetition of that firm, brook-no-nonsense knock, the knob turning, her voice.

"Girl, your brother called our phone. Says he's been trying to reach you and can't get an answer." Broad face poked around the edge of the door, eyes frankly curious as the face was frankly friendly.

"Oh—shit," said Marianne, breaking her own rules concerning language and behavior.

Mrs. Winesap pulled a parody of shock over her face. She had heard Marianne's lecture on scatology directed more than once at Mr. Larkin. "Got the phone unplugged, haven't you?"

Marianne nodded in dismal annoyance. "How did he know to call you? He's never been here. He's never even met you."

"Yes, he did. Came by one day about two weeks ago. Told me he was your brother. Introduced himself. Course, I introduced myself back. We talked some."

"You... talked some."

"I told him it was a nice day," she reported with dignity,

"and I told him you weren't in your apartment but I'd be glad to take a message. He pumped me all about you, and I let him know I was blind in both eyes and couldn't hear out of either ear. Did tell him my name, though, and I'm in the book."

"You never told me."

"No reason to. Why upset you? I didn't like him, so I figured you probably didn't either. He was all over sparkle like a merry-go-round horse, expecting anyone with a—with breasts to fall down and play dead."

"Oh." This was precisely Marianne's view of Harvey, but she had not thought it generally shared. This explained why Mrs. Winesap had at first thought Makr Avehl was her brother.

"So, he knew your name and looked you up in the book."

"Most likely. Anyhow, just now I told him the reason you didn't answer was you weren't in and I'd be glad to leave a message for you to call him. Consider message delivered. OK?

Seemed best."

"Thanks, Mrs. Winesap."

"One of these days, girl, you'll get tired of calling me 'Mrs.

Winesap,' and the name 'Letitia' will just slip out. I won't mind, whenever that is." She shut the door firmly behind her, leaving Marianne in some limbo between laughter and tears.

The door opened again to allow Mrs. Winesap to deliver herself of an utterance.

"Marianne, whatever it is you don't like about that man, brother or not, you got a right. Don't you sit up here feeling guilty because you don't like him."

This time tears won.

Oh, yes, she did feel guilty about it. The only family she had left, the only kin, and she frequently wanted him gone.

"Begone, burned, buried," she chanted quietly. If there was any actual guilt, it was Harvey's, not Marianne's, but knowing this didn't seem to make the horrid nagging weight of it any easier. She often tried to reduce the whole conflict to one of disparate personalities. "He is domineering," she told herself,

"and authoritarian. He relishes power, and he uses it, but he is not some all-devouring monster." Saying this did not convince her this time any more than it had before.

"So, I'll return his call," she told herself, plugging in the phone and tapping his number with hesitant fingers.

"Harvey? Returning your call?" She listened with sup-pressed, seething warmth as he complained that she had not been in earlier, that she should not leave messages on his machine unless she would be available to take a call, that—.

"Harvey, I am sorry. I didn't intend that you should have to take the trouble to call me. I just wanted you to know about the Zahmani Prime Minister from Alphenlicht. I thought you'd be interested."

Oily sweet, the voice she hated. "Bitsy? Are you playing one of those infantile 'let's pretend' games again?"

She heard her own voice replying, "Harvey, hold on a moment, will you? Someone's at the door." She took a deep breath, strode to the door, opened it, closed it, mumbled to herself, struck the wall with her hand. Her usual response to him under like circumstances would have been something full of self-doubt, something cringing.
Harvey, I don't
think
so. He really
did look as though he was related. He really did say...

She returned to the phone. "Harve. Someone has come and I have to go now. If you catch the news tonight or tomorrow, you'll probably see the Prime Minister on it. He's here to speak at the U.N. Sorry I have to run." And hung up on Harvey S.

Zahmani without waiting for permission.

He would not want to appear foolish, not even to her. Give him time to find out that what she had told him was the simple truth, and he'd be less likely to take some irrevocably punitive decision about money matters—always his last argument when others failed. She unplugged the phone again, resolving not to connect herself to the world again until morning. "One more point for order," she sighed. "Score for order, for the day, one thousand and one."

In the morning, she forgot to connect the phone. When she got home, it was ringing. There was no time to think who?

How? She knew it was Makr Avehl and answered it without a qualm. "Thank you for the flowers," she said, her voice slipping sideways into childlike pleasure.

"You said you intended to shop for some," he replied, "but I knew you wouldn't have time yesterday if you were in class.

I took most of your afternoon, so it was only proper to repay."

His voice was enthusiastic, warm. It changed suddenly. "I was in New York today, at the U.N. I met your brother. He's very like you in appearance."

"Harvey's in Boston," she said. "Not at the U.N. You can't have—"

"Sorry," he laughed. "I didn't lead up to it. A woman named Madame Delubovoska and I are on opposite sides of a very small international issue. Madame and I are related. Madame, it turns out, is your half-brother's aunt, his mother's much younger sister. Today, in New York, your half-brother was visiting his aunt and I met him. Is that somewhat more clear?

I said he much resembled you."

"It's you he resembles, actually. When I first saw you, I thought you were Harvey."

"That's true. You even said so." There was a long silence, a calculating silence. "Marianne, may I come see you?"

"You're in New York."

"No. I was in New York. I'm about two blocks from you, in a phone booth."

"Well, of course. Yes. Can you find the house—oh, you've already been here once."

"I'll find you." Dry-voiced, humorous, amused at her confusion. She put her hands against her flaming face. It took practice to behave with calm and poise around men like Makr Avehl—around men at all. Marianne had not practiced, had no intention of practicing, for she had decided not to need such skill. She told herself that just now her concerns were house-wifely. She hadn't dusted, hadn't vacuumed since the weekend.

Well, it didn't look cluttered, except for the Box. Better leave it, even if he noticed it.

There was nothing in the house to offer him except some sherry and cheese and crackers. Well, he couldn't complain, dropping in unexpectedly this way. Quick look in the mirror, quick wash up of hands and face. No time for makeup. No need with that hectic flush on lips and cheeks. "Lord," she thought, "one would think I had never had anyone drop in before." A moment's thought would have told her the truth of this. There had been no one to drop in. Except for Mrs. Winesap. And the plumber. And the phone man. And people of that ilk. The stairs creaked outside her door.

He stood there in a soft shirt and jeans, not at all like a Prime Minister, perhaps more like her childhood dream of a fairy tale prince.

"You didn't bring your horse and lance," she said, caught up in the fantasy.

"The joust isn't until later," he replied, "unless you have a dragon you want skewered in the next half hour?" She was so involved in the story she was telling herself that it did not seem in the least remarkable that he had read her mind. Laughing, she waved him in.

They drank sherry and ate cheese. Makr Avehl sprawled on the window seat and waved his finger in her face as he lectured on the day's events. "I made my speech. Madame made her speech. Neither of us convinced the other. I will now bore you greatly by telling you what the dispute is about?" There was an interrogative silence, not long, for she was happy to let him carry the burden of their conversation. "Madame and I are cousins, of the same lineage, you understand. When our land was cut into two parts in the last century—as the result of some minor Czarist expansion or other, utterly unimportant and long forgotten except to those of us directly involved—Tahiti's great-grandfather was in the northern piece of the country and my great-grandfather was in the southern part. They were brothers. You heard my little speech the other day, so you know that Alphenlicht is a theocracy." He bit a cracker noisily, examining her face. "Don't wrinkle your nose so. There are nice theocracies, and ours is one. We are not reactionary or authoritarian; we do not insist upon conformity or observation of taboos." He raised one triangular brow at her, giving her a brilliant smile, and she felt herself turning to hot liquid from her navel to her knees as her face flamed.

She rose, made unnecessary trips with glasses, ran cold water over her wrists in the kitchen.

He went on. "At any rate, in the southern half of Alphenlicht, things went on very much as they had for a very long time. We did begin sending some of our young people out of the country to be educated, and we did begin to import some engineers to do modem things like building roads and bridges.