Lucy (3 page)

“What is Lady Angela like,” Lucy at last ventured timidly. There was a little silence while the others wrestled over the temptations of having a delicious gossip, and loyalty to their masters. Gossip won.

“She’s kind of a nothing,” said MacGregor slowly. “She’ll make you work hard but she won’t even notice if you’re alive. The Lady Angela’s very beautiful, mind you.

“She has blond hair, a creamy skin, and blue eyes. A real little Dresden dolly. But even when she was a wee lass, she’d aye look at you with that cold expression. ‘Fetch your workbasket, Lucy, while I attend to my correspondence, so that I may check your stitching.’ That’s the sort of thing she’ll say.”

When he had been imitating Lady Angela, MacGregor had immediately conjured up for Lucy a picture of a languid beauty with a high, slightly whining voice.

“And you may as well get as much rest as possible,” put in the cook, Mrs. Maclean, “for they’re having a big house party next week and that means eighteen hours a day without any time off, for a whole three weeks.”

“Take my advice,” said the housekeeper, Mrs. Benson, “and learn quickly and then find yourself another position. That one’s miserable to work for. She’s only eighteen and you’d think she was eighty.”

Lucy was to be given an hour to herself after lunch to unpack her clothes and prepare her own wardrobe. The rest of the day was to be spent in making and mending clothes for the countess. Lady Angela was expected to arrive late that evening and Lucy would begin her proper duties first thing in the morning. She had been given a small room in the attics rather than one in the servants’ wing so that she could be conveniently on call at all hours of the day. The room was sparsely furnished with one small window set into the deep walls affording a view of the loch which looked surprisingly near. The castle gardens must run down to its edge, Lucy decided.

She mulled over the gossip about Lady Angela and then dismissed it. She was young, Lady Angela was young. They would probably get on very well indeed. Lucy had what the other servants did not—the boundless optimism of youth.

After arranging her scanty wardrobe, she changed into her black dress and joined Miss Jones in the schoolroom to begin her allotted work. Lucy found that she was expected to mend pair after pair of silk stockings, with exquisite darns. She wondered why such an obviously wealthy woman as the countess, who could have afforded to have bought a cartload of new silk stockings without feeling the pinch, should go in for this economy. She spoke her thoughts aloud but Miss Jones only pressed her lips together and twitched and did not deign to answer.

The sun blazed down outside the schoolroom but it was like looking out at a picture, for the thick castle walls allowed no sounds of the outside world to penetrate the room. Lucy had paused in her work to suggest that they might open the window, but the silent Miss Jones had gone into such a violent paroxysm of twitches, that she had dropped the subject.

MacGregor was absent from the dinner table, having taken the evening off. The Pug’s Parlor was silent and there was no brandy served with the coffee.

Later, Lucy was too excited to sleep so she decided to slip away for a walk on the grounds. It was a beautiful evening and the castle gardens still held a few roses, gallant survivors of the disastrous summer. She had entered, upon her arrival, by the tradesmen’s entrance at the back of the Castle and so she decided to creep around quietly and take a look at the front.

A stone bridge spanned what had once been a moat and which was now used as a vegetable garden. Lucy drew back into the shadow of a clump of rhododendrons as she heard the sound of horses’ hooves clattering up the drive. A victoria pulled by two steaming horses clattered over the bridge and through the stone arch that led to the front of the castle.

That must be Lady Angela, thought Lucy, and, overcome with curiosity to see her new mistress, she crept forward, always keeping in the shadow of the bushes, until she could see the main entrance to the castle.

The gaslight blazing over the main door lit up Lady Angela to perfection. She was the most beautiful girl Lucy had ever seen.

Hair like spun gold was gathered into a heavy knot at the back of her neck. She wore a dashing little hat of scarlet feathers with a scarlet wool traveling dress. She was slender with a perfect hourglass figure. To Lucy’s dazzled eyes, Lady Angela was like some fairy-tale princess. Her heart gave a great bound. No one so beautiful could possibly be unkind. She could hardly wait for the morning.

She retreated quietly the way she had come, rounded the corner of the castle backward, and tripped and fell headlong over a body which lay stretched across her path.

She opened her mouth to scream and then closed it again.

Lit by the pale light of the stars, MacGregor lay sprawled among the bushes. An empty whiskey bottle was clasped to his chest and his long, thin mouth was curved in a faint smile. He was fast asleep. Lucy struggled to her feet.

She bent and shook him roughly. He slowly opened his eyes. He stared up at her. “’Tis the fairies come for poor MacGregor at last,” he murmured and with a happy smile he turned onto his side and went back to sleep.

“Mr. MacGregor! Mr. MacGregor!” pleaded Lucy, shaking him harder. “You can’t sleep here. Look! The grass is all wet.”

He came fully awake and sat up with a groan. “Oh, lassie, lassie,” he moaned. “Why could ye not let me be? Why bring me back to this terrible world where a man cannot call his verra soul his own?”

“You are talking nonsense,” said Lucy firmly, helping him to his feet. “Come with me to the kitchens and I’ll make you some coffee.”

MacGregor gave a heavy sigh. “It’s all right. I’ve slept myself sober. Dearie, dearie me. I’m the genie that goes back into the bottle every night I get free. I live in there, Lucy, with my dreams and my whiskey and it’s the one time that old battle-axe cannot chase after me.”

“I think you take a very depressing view of your employers,” said Lucy. “Don’t you know how many families there are that are literally starving? We are housed and fed.”

“’Tis true. ’Tis pity. And pity ’tis, ’tis true.’ But I want more, Lucy. Much more. I would like to travel, to sit in the sun under the plane trees on some Parisian boulevard and watch the world go by. And sleep! I would sleep fourteen hours a night.”

He led the way with lanky, stumbling steps toward the kitchens. “Mind you, I once had one small piece of rebellion. They had a house party which went on for five weeks. Five weeks of bells ringing and ringing and ringing. No time off to go into my bottle and escape. So one night I cut all the wires and for two blessed hours those bells of hell were still. A schoolboy trick. The only thing I could do to kick back after my years of servitude. I’m sixty-seven and my days are numbered.”

Lucy looked at him in alarm., Why, the butler was talking positive treason. Everyone in the world fought and scrabbled for an opportunity to serve their betters.

MacGregor saw the distaste on her face and laughed. “You’ll see, lassie. You’ll see. You’re not like the rest of them. You’ll soon be fretting in your chains. Now off to bed with you. My Lady Angela will have you dead on your feet by this time tomorrow night.”

Lucy went to bed in a temper. MacGregor was a disgrace. Someone as ungrateful as he should not be allowed to hold such an important position.

She was awakened by the underhousemaid next morning and sat up with a glad feeling of anticipation. She scrambled into her clothes and ran downstairs to the schoolroom and started working quickly and efficiently until she was sure it was spotless. After a hurried breakfast, she collected Lady Angela’s breakfast tray and made her way back upstairs with a beating heart. She set the tray down gently beside the bed and drew the curtains. Sunlight flooded into the room and Lady Angela yawned lazily and sat up in bed. She flicked a disinterested glance at Lucy and then drawled, “In future, make up the fire before you wake me.” With shaking hands, Lucy arranged the tray on her lap and then moved as silently as possible over to the fireplace. “Not so much noise, please,” came the voice from the bed, carrying that faint, dissatisfied whine that MacGregor had caught so well.

After the fire started blazing merrily up the chimney, Lucy began to move around the room quietly, picking up the clothes which Lady Angela seemed to have thrown everywhere. She laid out clothes for the day, praying under her breath that she had chosen the right garments, and went to run the bath, thankful that the castle had running water in the bedrooms.

Then it was her job to dress Lady Angela, fastening her stockings and pulling her corset laces as tight as possible. All the time the girl stood like a beautiful statue. Then to her surprise, Lady Angela pulled on a pair of white cotton gloves and began to run the fingers of them across the furniture. Eventually, she triumphantly held up one black finger. “The edge of the mantel has soot on it. Clean it immediately and then make sure the schoolroom is free from dust. I shall check it after breakfast.”

Lucy fled to the schoolroom and dusted and cleaned in a fever of anxiety. She had just finished when Lady Angela reappeared, complete with white gloves, and began a minute inspection of the room, running her fingers along the skirting, the window ledges, and even the tops of the doors. “Not bad,” she said laconically, examining the tips of her fingers. “Go and fetch your hat and coat. I am going into that little burg down the road to look for ribbons.”

Lucy scurried obediently off with her hopes rising. Two young girls out on their own should achieve some sort of rapport. She returned breathlessly to the schoolroom only to find Lady Angela gone.

She descended the main staircase for the first time to find MacGregor standing in the hall. He gave her a mischievous wink and held, open the door of the drawing room. The countess was talking to her daughter and neither looked up when Lucy entered. “See if you can find me an artificial rose in just this shade of pink,” the countess was saying as she held out a piece of material. “Ask the maid,” said Angela in a tired voice. “It’s all too, too boring.”

“Oh, forget it!” snapped the countess. “You—what’syourname—Lucy! You cannot go out in that hat. Most unsuitable.” She rang the bell and Miss Jones appeared with such rapidity that she must have been leaning against the outside of the door. “Hat, Jones,” ordered the countess, with a jerk of her massive head in Lucy’s direction.

Lucy miserably removed her smart new black straw and stood dangling it while all three waited in silence. The countess absentmindedly hitched up her skirts, exposing a great tree trunk of a leg which she began to scratch with obvious satisfaction. Angela removed a primrose kid glove and turned her fingernails to the light, examining each perfect oval with care. The room was full of the sound of clocks, from the great wheezing ticktock of the grandfather in the corner to the racing breathless tick, tick, tick of the French clock on the marble fireplace, where an explicitly nude Proteus disported himself with various marble maidens.

A little apologetic cough sounded in the doorway. A small man, who looked rather like a clerk whose spirit had been broken by years of work, sidled in. His patent-leather shoes squeaked abominably and he started like a rabbit at every sound, hopping and skipping until he reached the countess’s side. To Lucy’s surprise he kissed the countess on the cheek, covering his pursed little lips with a film of gray powder in the process.

“How ye doin’, Charlie?” said the countess, reluctantly dropping her skirts. He mumbled something and squeaked and hopped over to an armchair and then barricaded himself behind a copy of the
Daily Mail.
This then was the earl.

Miss Jones came scurrying into the room carrying a depressing felt hat of the style known as “pudding basin.” The countess raised a fat finger to indicate that Lucy was to put it on and then turned to her daughter. “Off you go. But first, give mumsie a kiss, petty-pooh.”

“Don’t slobber so,” said her daughter calmly. “Come, Lucy.”

Lucy peered out at the sunny world from under the low brim of her borrowed hat. She was very disappointed. She had hoped to cut a dash in front of her old school chums but now she doubted if they would even recognize her.

The sun shone bravely as they climbed into a brougham, but to Lucy, it seemed as if a black thundercloud hung above their heads all day.

Angela was not cruel throughout that long day although she worked Lucy hard.

Lucy could somehow have borne cruelty. What was unbearable was to be treated with total indifference as if she were merely a useful piece of machinery.

Few people in the town recognized her as she walked like a black shadow a few paces behind her mistress. But by the end of the long weary day, Lucy had not given up hope. Proximity would make the heart grow fonder.

The rest of the week was to prove her wrong. She traveled to Edinburgh and Glasgow with her young mistress; she was constantly in her company. Once, on arriving in Edinburgh, she had cried out in delight at the sight of the huge castle perched on its rock and Lady Angela had turned and given her a look of cold distaste. Apart from that one look, she never showed that she considered Lucy to be a human being.

On the first night of the house party she realized that the past week had been a holiday compared to the work to come. The great dinner party was over and the kitchens were cleared, but the privileged upper servants had to wait in the Pug’s Parlor until their masters and mistresses deigned to go to bed. And that, as MacGregor gloomily informed Lucy, could well be four in the morning. The small parlor was stuffy and crowded, their ranks having been swollen by the visiting servants.

Lucy sat putting tiny stitches into a froth of lace and cambric as she listened to the hum of conversation. What a lot of affairs and liaisons seemed to go on under the cold facade presented to the world by their masters. The servants were naturally involved, many of them having to make sure that their lords and ladies found the right bedrooms for their nightly assignations.

MacGregor occasionally roused himself to put in a “Now, now. You should not be talking like that,” while all the while his whiskey-bright eyes gleamed with amusement.