Loving You (Love Wanted in Texas) (11 page)

“I won’t forget,” Jase said walking up to me and wrapping his arm around me. Every time he touched me, my heart either skipped a beat or my stomach dropped.

“Let’s go get you packed up and ready to move.”

I was sure my face was beaming as I rapidly nodded my head. Jase followed me to my car. Trying like hell to walk normal, I fought not to break out into a run as I calmly made it to my car. After picking up his truck in Llano, Jase followed me to Austin. I couldn’t help but look in my mirror every two minutes at the handsome cowboy in the black Ford truck.

The moment we got to my apartment I knew what I wanted to happen. Peeking over to Jase, I couldn’t help but smile when I saw his face.

He was hoping for the same thing.

The second the door to my apartment shut, Jase pushed me against it and kissed me like I’d never been kissed. Things quickly heated up as we each undressed one another as fast as we could.

“Jase,” I panted into his mouth, “I want you so much.”

His hands were everywhere on my body. It was as if he was trying to memorize everywhere he touched.

“Sweetness, we need to slow down.”

Lifting his shirt over his head, I took in his amazing body. Years of working on his father’s cattle ranch gave him a broad chest and abs I’d forgotten were so amazing. My hands gently rested on his skin. Warmth radiated through my body as our eyes met.

“I’m so glad everything is packed up,” I said quickly.

Jase looked around and smiled. “You’re all packed?”

“Yep. That means you can take your time making love to me.”

He turned back and pierced my eyes with his. I’d never seen them so blue before. He lifted me up while I wrapped my legs around his waist.

“Bedroom?” he asked against my lips.

My breathing was labored as I felt his hard-on pressed into my body. Stammering, I said, “Down the hall, last door on the right.”

Before I knew it, Jase was gently laying me on the bed where he slowly peeled the rest of my clothes off until I was in nothing but my panties.

He feasted his eyes on me while licking his lips. “Jesus . . . you’re so beautiful.”

My cheeks heated as I watched him unbutton his jeans and take them off.

“Do you always go commando, Mr. Morris?”

With a wink, he crawled onto the bed as I held my breath. His lips began to kiss my neck while he whispered into my ear, “Most of the time.”

“Oh God . . . what a thought,” my breathy voice spoke.

The smell of his cologne felt like a warm blanket wrapping around my body. I wasn’t sure when he did it, but he had turned on music as I attempted to look around for the source.

His hand cupped my breast, causing me to arch my back and moan.

“I want to touch every inch of your body, sweetness.”

My hands twisted the bedspread while I gasped for air when he took my nipple in his mouth.

The way he worshipped my body and took his time was driving me insane, yet made it even more amazing.

Moving to my other nipple, I closed my eyes and dreamed of what was coming next.

Goose bumps spread over my body when his hand slipped inside my panties. My legs spread open wider, inviting him to take me with his fingers.

“Fuck . . . you’re so wet.”

Lifting my head, I watched him kiss down my stomach and run his tongue around my belly button. My head dropped back to the bed as I let out a long moan.

When I felt him removing my panties, I barely had the energy to lift my hips for him to slip them off. His hands were everywhere but where I wanted them.

Kisses peppered along my hips as he moved his fingers lightly over the inside of my leg. If I had more courage, I’d tell him what I really wanted him to do with his mouth and fingers.

“I want to taste you.”

My head lifted while my chest rose up and down rapidly. “Okay! Yes! Please . . . now!”

The desperation in my voice shocked me, but I didn’t care. It had been too long since he had touched me. I wanted him to do everything to me all at once.

And everything is what he gave me. His fingers pushed in at the same time as his mouth worked magic on my clit.

My orgasm hit me so fast and hard I saw stars while I rocked my hips against his face.

“Jase!” I screamed out. He had stopped and then started again, throwing me into a second, more powerful orgasm.

The room felt as if it was spinning and I was floating in the air. When I felt him moving up my body, I wrapped my legs around him, pulling him to me.

“So greedy today,” he said with a crooked smile and those damn dimples.

Lost.

I was completely lost in this man.

His smile. His blue eyes that were staring back at me with nothing but love in them. Utterly lost.

“You’re mine,” I whispered.

His eyes pooled with tears as he replied, “Thank God.”

“I feel so lost in you, Jase.”

Resting on his elbows, he laced his fingers in my hair and slowly pushed into me as we both sucked in a breath of air. “Better to be lost together than apart.”

His lips brushed against mine. Each movement in and out of me was heavenly. Jase took his time at first. Kissing me so deeply I was sure we were one.

My eyes pierced his while I demanded, “More.”

With that crooked smile of his, he lifted me and grabbed onto my hips and gave me exactly what I asked for.

It was fast . . . hard . . . and the most wonderful experience of my life. Even better than the first time we were together.

He called out my name as my entire body trembled.

Leaning over me, Jase breathed heavily while I wrapped my arms around him.

“My God, Taylor. That was . . .”

My fingertips grazed lightly across his back. “Magical.”

Lifting his body off of mine, he pierced my eyes with his. “Yes. That’s the only word to use.”

When he pulled out of me, I felt the loss immediately. He quickly got off the bed and headed into the bathroom. When he returned, he gently cleaned me off with a warm washcloth. “We never ate,” he said with a quick kiss on the lips.

“I’ll order a pizza and we can pack up the last of my stuff.”

Jase emerged from my bathroom again and said, “What about all the furniture?”

“It came furnished. I only have to worry about my stuff.”

I could see something on his face. He looked . . . worried. I quickly got up and made my way over to him. “What’s wrong?”

Swallowing hard, he closed his eyes and shook his head. “I know why it felt so fucking amazing.”

With a smile, I felt my face grow hot. “It did feel even better than before.”

His eyes opened and he placed his hand on the side of my face. “Taylor, we didn’t use a condom.”

My face dropped and my chest tightened. “Oh no.”

“You’re not on the pill, are you?”

My hand covered my mouth as my heart dropped.
Oh no. What did I do? How could I be so stupid!
Quickly dropping it, I shook my head. Stumbling on my words, I replied, “I’m not on the pill right now. I swear I didn’t forget a condom with him. I swear to you!”

Jase frowned and I knew I shouldn’t have brought up Clark, but I didn’t want him to think I was having unprotected sex. “I’m sorry . . . I just don’t want you to think I . . .” Shaking my head, I looked away. My stomach felt sick as a million and one things raced through my mind.

I jumped when he placed his hands on my shoulders and turned me to him.

“I got as caught up in the moment as you did, Taylor. We both forgot, and I swear to you I’ve never had unprotected sex. But I won’t lie and say it didn’t feel good, because it was the most amazing thing ever.”

Pressing my lips together, I fought to hold my smile back. He pulled me to him and buried my face in his chest. “Let’s not worry about it now. There’s nothing we can do about it.”

The thought of being pregnant at twenty-four scared the hell out of me. I knew all of my friends had kids young . . . well almost all of them. But hell, even Lauren was pregnant.

But Jase and I were not ready for a baby. We had to work on us first.

“We have to be more careful from now on, Jase. As much as I would love to have a baby with you . . .”

His face lit up as he smiled. “I really want it to be us for a while. I think it’s important for the two of us to spend time together.”

The moment his hand laced through my hair, my body came to life. “I agree with you. I’m so sorry I put you in this situation.”

“We both did. The bigger question is, do you have any condoms?”

With a chuckle, he nodded. “Yes, sweetness, I do.”

Reaching for a shirt I had on the chair, I slipped it over my head. “Good. Let’s get the rest of this stuff packed up.”

Jase pulled his jeans on and said, “I’m glad I talked you into taking me to Llano and picking up my truck. I think we can get everything into your car and my truck.”

Pulling on a pair of boy shorts and some sweats, I noticed Jase staring at me. “What?”

He slowly shook his head. “Nothing . . . it’s just you look so sexy right now.”

Glancing down, I took in the old sweats and faded T-shirt. “I do?”

“Fuck yes. If I thought my dick would come back up this soon, I’d take you again.”

My lower stomach pulled with desire. “I’m glad to see you’re easy to please.”

Jase laughed and walked over to me. Pulling me into his arms, he kissed me deeply. “Let’s get you moved. The faster you’re in Mason, the better.”

Jase

After the last box was placed in the back of my truck bed, I leaned against it and smiled.
I can’t believe Taylor will be living and working so close to me.
Who would have thought this would all work out like this?

Pushing off the truck, I headed back to her apartment. Walking in, I watched as she stood in the middle of the living room vacuuming. The entire place was emptied of her stuff. What she wasn’t taking she dropped off at a neighbor’s who was going to donate it for Taylor.

She turned and saw me watching her. Turning off the vacuum, she gave me the cutest smile ever. “I had a cleaner come in and clean the whole place up for me, but I thought I would at least vacuum.”

I headed into the kitchen and checked all the cabinets. “How did you get packed up so fast?”

“I never really unpacked; I only had out the stuff I really needed. I didn’t like this apartment that much. I had a feeling I wouldn’t be staying long. Most of the stuff was packed still from when I moved in and was from my place when I was in college.”

I let out a chuckle. “Made it easy for me!”

“And you got pizza out of it,” she said with a sexy look.

“That’s true. But you did get free labor out of me.”

With a lift of her eyebrows, she tilted her head. “I believe I get more out of you.”

“You are very right. Where should we say goodbye to your apartment?”

Taylor glanced around and walked up to me, pressing her body to mine. “How about right here in the kitchen?”

My dick jumped at the thought. My hands moved to her hips where I pushed her sweats down. Kicking them off to the side, she quickly unbuttoned my jeans and ever so slowly pulled them down while taking me in her hand.

Sucking in a breath of air, I knew I wouldn’t last long if she played with me. When she licked her lips and went to put me in her mouth, I stopped her. “Don’t. I’ll come the second your mouth wraps around me.”

Biting on her lip, she asked, “Even if I don’t know what I’m doing?”

My eyes closed and moaned. “Jesus, Taylor. Knowing I’m the first guy you’ve done it to almost has me about to now.”

“I want you to teach me how to make you feel good, Jase. There are so many things I want to try.”

My heart slammed against my chest as I pulled her to me and lifted her and set her on the counter. “What’s the first lesson you want, sweetness?”

Her cheeks flushed and she struggled with what she wanted to say. “I . . . I really want . . . um . . .”

Spreading her legs, I took myself in my hand as her eyes widened. “Tell me.”

“I want to know what it feels like to just be fucked.”

My eyes closed and my knees wobbled. Reaching down, I grabbed my wallet out of my pocket. Taking the condom out, I ripped it open and quickly put it on.