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Authors: Charles Bukowski
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the balance is preserved by the snails climbing the
Santa Monica cliffs;
the luck is in walking down Western Avenue
and having the girls in a massage
parlor holler at you, “Hello, Sweetie!”
the miracle is having 5 women in love
with you at the age of 55,
and the goodness is that you are only able
to love one of them.
the gift is having a daughter more gentle
than you are, whose laughter is finer
than yours.
the peace comes from driving a
blue 67 Volks through the streets like a
teenager, radio tuned to The Host Who Loves You
Most, feeling the sun, feeling the solid hum
of the rebuilt motor
as you needle through traffic.
the grace is being able to like rock music,
symphony music, jazz…
anything that contains the original energy of
joy.
and the probability that returns
is the deep blue low
yourself flat upon yourself
within the guillotine walls
angry at the sound of the phone
or anybody’s footsteps passing;
but the other probability—
the lilting high that always follows—
makes the girl at the checkstand in the
supermarket look like
Marilyn
like Jackie before they got her Harvard lover
like the girl in high school that we
all followed home.
there is that which helps you believe
in something else besides death:
somebody in a car approaching
on a street too narrow,
and he or she pulls aside to let you
by, or the old fighter Beau Jack
shining shoes
after blowing the entire bankroll
on parties
on women
on parasites,
humming, breathing on the leather,
working the rag
looking up and saying:
“what the hell, I had it for a
while. that beats the
other.”
I am bitter sometimes
but the taste has often been
sweet, it’s only that I’ve
feared to say it. it’s like
when your woman says,
“tell me you love me,” and
you can’t.
if you see me grinning from
my blue Volks
running a yellow light
driving straight into the sun
I will be locked in the
arms of a
crazy life
thinking of trapeze artists
of midgets with big cigars
of a Russian winter in the early 40’s
of Chopin with his bag of Polish soil
of an old waitress bringing me an extra
cup of coffee and laughing
as she does so.
the best of you
I like more than you think.
the others don’t count
except that they have fingers and heads
and some of them eyes
and most of them legs
and all of them
good and bad dreams
and a way to go.
justice is everywhere and it’s working
and the machine guns and the frogs
and the hedges will tell you
so.
C
HARLES
B
UKOWSKI
is one of America’s best-known contemporary writers of poetry and prose, and, many would claim, its most influential and imitated poet. He was born in Andernach, Germany, to an American soldier father and a German mother in 1920, and brought to the United States at the age of three. He was raised in Los Angeles and lived there for fifty years. He published his first story in 1944 when he was twenty-four and began writing poetry at the age of thirty-five. He died in San Pedro, California, on March 9, 1994, at the age of seventy-three shortly after completing his last novel,
Pulp
(1994).
During his lifetime he published more than forty-five books of poetry and prose, including the novels
Post Office
(1971),
Factotum
(1975),
Women
(1978),
Ham on Rye
(1982), and
Hollywood
(1989). Among his most recent books are the posthumous editions of
What Matters Most Is How Well You Walk Through the Fire (1999), Open All Night: New Poems (2000), Beerspit Night and Cursing: The Correspondence of Charles Bukowski and Sheri Martinelli
(2001), and
Night Torn Mad with Footsteps: New Poems
(2001).
All of his books have now been published in translation in more than a dozen languages and his worldwide popularity remains undiminished. In the years to come Ecco will publish additional volumes of previously uncollected poetry and letters.
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The Days Run Away Like Wild Horses Over the Hills
(1969)
Post Office
(1971)
Mockingbird Wish Me Luck
(1972)
South of No North
(1973)
Burning in Water, Drowning in Flame: Selected Poems 1955-1973
(1974)
Factotum
(1975)
Love Is a Dog from Hell: Poems 1974-1977
(1977)
Women
(1978)
You Kissed Lilly
(1978)
Play the piano drunk Like a percussion Instrument Until the fingers begin to bleed a bit
(1979)
Shakespeare Never Did This
(1979)
Dangling in the Tournefortia
(1981)
Ham on Rye
(1982)
Bring Me Your Love
(1983)
Hot Water Music
(1983)
There’s No Business
(1984)
War All the Time: Poems 1981-1984
(1984)
You Get So Alone At Times That It Just Makes Sense
(1986)
The Movie: “Barfly”
(1987)
The Roominghouse Madrigals: Early Selected Poems 1946-1966
(1988)
Hollywood
(1989)
Septuagenarian Stew: Stories & Poems
(1990)
The Last Night of the Earth Poems
(1992)
Screams from the Balcony: Selected Letters 1960-1970 (Volume 1)
(1993)
Pulp
(1994)
Living on Luck: Selected Letters 1960s-1970s (Volume 2)
(1995)
Betting on the Muse: Poems & Stories
(1996)
Bone Palace Ballet: New Poems
(1997)
The Captain Is Out to Lunch and the Sailors Have Taken Over the Ship
(1998)
Reach for the Sun: Selected Letters 1978-1994 (Volume 3)
(1999)
What Matters Most Is How Well You Walk Through the Fire: New Poems
(1999)
Open All Night: New Poems
(2000)
Beerspit Night and Cursing: The Correspondence of Charles Bukowski & Sheri Martinelli
(2001)
The Night Torn Mad with Footsteps: New Poems
(2001)
Sifting Through the Madness for the Word, the Line, the Way: New Poems
(2002)
LOVE IS A DOG FROM HELL
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