Love Inspired Historical July 2015 Box Set: The Marriage Agreement\Cowgirl for Keeps\The Lawman's Redemption\Captive on the High Seas (8 page)

Fanny twisted her hands together. Oh, how she hated seeing her mother so dependent on assistance.

Proving she still had some spunk left in her, Mary Mitchell swatted at her husband's hand. “Cyrus, stop hovering like an old bird. I can walk on my own.”

“Never said otherwise.” Though he stepped back and let his wife leave the ballroom on her own steam, Fanny's father stayed close, hands poised to reach out if she lost her balance.

Lips pressed tightly together, Fanny trailed in her parents' wake.

At the elevator, her mother pulled to a stop. “Cyrus, you will join our sons and Mr. Hawkins, and ensure order is kept. Logic and good sense must rule the day.”

“Now, Mary, you are my primary concern, I will see you settled in our room before—”

“I wish to speak to our daughter alone.” She spoke with the no-nonsense tone that had kept her seven rambunctious children in line.

After a brief argument, Fanny's father admitted defeat. He turned to go, paused, then spun back around. His gaze was not unkind as it settled on Fanny. “You rarely take a misstep, my dear, but when you do, you make it a big one.”

She could not argue the point. “Pa, please don't let the boys hurt Jonathon.”

Her father looked at her steadily, with an ironic lift of his eyebrows. “I suspect the man can take care of himself.”

“Please.”

“Yes, yes, I will be the voice of reason.”

“Thank you.” As she watched her father disappear around the corner, a flood of helplessness washed over her. Jonathon had promised to take his share of the blame.

What if he claimed all of it?

She would not put it past him. Her brothers would force his hand then, which must never happen. If only she knew what was being said behind that shut door. Perhaps she should—

The elevator whooshed open, reminding her of a far greater concern. She ushered her mother inside and told the attendant to take them to the ninth floor of the hotel.

By mutual agreement, Fanny and her mother kept silent on the journey to her parents' suite. Once inside, with her heart drumming wildly against her ribs, Fanny shouldered the door closed and then helped her mother to a small sofa.

The milky glow of the moon spilled in from the windows, creating a long, pale beacon across the blue-and-gold rug. Additional light from strategically placed lamps chased shadows into the far corners of the room.

Fanny sat beside her mother and took her hands.

For a moment, she simply studied the beloved face of the woman who'd raised her. There were new, deeper lines around her eyes and mouth, additional grooves across her forehead. But—Praise the Lord—her breathing sounded regular.

Relief had Fanny's eyes filling with tears. “Oh, Mother, I'm so sorry, I—”

“Hush, child, no apologies are necessary.” Her mother pulled her into her arms and rocked her gently, in the same way she'd done when Fanny was a child.

The lack of condemnation was nearly her undoing. Several tears slipped free before she could call them back. She clung to her mother, praying for a composure she didn't feel.

In the next heartbeat, she squeezed her eyes tightly shut. A picture of Jonathon's face loomed in her mind. She shoved away the image. Enough stalling.

Sighing heavily, she set her mother back against the brocade cushions and said, “Pa was right. I've taken another misstep, far worse than the one before.”

A broken engagement was nothing compared to kissing a man of some renown in the shadows. Her reputation was most definitely ruined. Her life would never be the same.

Jonathon's had permanently changed, as well.

“You know, Fanny.” Her mother took her hand. “I have never put much stock in gossip. Why don't you tell me what really happened between you and your Mr. Hawkins?”

Fanny lifted her hands in a helpless gesture. “I don't know where to start.”

“At the beginning, of course.”

Yes, but where was the beginning? Long before tonight's kiss, she realized. Thus, Fanny told her mother about her relationship with Jonathon over the past year, highlighting how well they worked together. How much he trusted her, and she him. She spoke of their many walks, and felt a smile playing at her lips. “Jonathon and I prefer to stroll in the snow most often.”

“You like him.”

“I do. Oh, Mother, I do like him, so very much.”

“He clearly likes you, as evidenced by his behavior this evening. He did, after all, kiss you under the moon and stars.”

Fanny's heart sank, both at the romantic image her mother painted and the realization that the Ferguson sisters had witnessed everything.

“Jonathon behaved like a perfect gentleman. It was only at my suggestion he escorted me out onto the terrace.”

“I see.”

“No, you don't.” Why did her mother have to be so understanding, so accepting, so
wrong
? “Jonathon didn't take advantage of the situation, I did.
I
kissed
him
.”

There, the truth was out at last. Unfortunately, she felt no better. Wasn't confession supposed to be the first step toward healing her soul?

Fanny felt only worse.

“You claim you initiated your kiss, yet Mr. Hawkins stood by your side during the call for donations, as if he'd been equally culpable.”

“He is a kind, generous man. The very best I know.”

“Perhaps marriage is the answer.”

“No. Do not say such a thing.” Fanny's pulse hammered in her ears. “Jonathon must not be forced to marry me.”

“Perhaps he will want to marry you. The relationship you just described sounds far stronger than most marriages.”

Fanny refused to allow a single spark of hope to flare into life. She liked Jonathon too much to trap him in an unwanted union. She would honor his reasons for remaining unattached. She owed him that. “I will never marry him.”

“You may not have a choice, Fanny. The scandal may be too big for any other solution.”

Fanny refused to despair. There were other ways to avoid scandal. She could return to the Chicago Hotel Dupree, or the one in Saint Louis, or even move to San Francisco. Except...

What if she moved away and her mother's asthma became worse? What if she had a severe, life-threatening attack? Fanny couldn't bear the thought of being so far away.

Besides, running away didn't solve anything. She'd learned that lesson well enough after the first scandal attached to her name. No matter how ugly the whispers became, no matter how hard her life grew, Fanny would not run again.

She would face whatever ugly gossip was thrown her way. She would stand sure, with courage and conviction. She would not, under any inducement or threat, force Jonathon into marriage.

Chapter Eight

W
hen Jonathon was eight years old, and still new to the survival game, he'd picked the pocket of a man three times his size. To this day, he still remembered the fury in his quarry's eyes.

That same look was replicated in all but one of the four Mitchell men. Fanny's father simply observed the scene in cold, stark silence, arms crossed over his chest, expression inscrutable. With his back propped against the door, Cyrus Mitchell was either blocking the exit or allowing his sons to have their say before he intervened.

The three brothers stood shoulder to shoulder facing Jonathon. Their dark scowls and rigid stances indicated their mood. Even dressed in formal attire, each man projected intense, unyielding resolve to get answers.

Jonathon got straight to the point. “I will make this right for Fanny.”

Unfortunately, the right thing by society's standards might very well be the wrong thing for her. A hard rock of remorse settled in the pit of his stomach. There could be no happy ending for Fanny. She wanted more than Jonathon had to offer. He wondered if she would grow to resent him one day.

How could she not?

She was all that was light and good and true. Jonathon was a mix of dark layers and murky complexities. He would ultimately let Fanny down.

Eyes hard, Hunter stalked up to him, going toe-to-toe, a move meant to antagonize. Jonathon strained to keep his hands loose by his sides. He no longer solved problems with his fists. He would not be induced into forgetting that he knew how to keep his temper in check.

“Tell me this, Hawkins.” Hunter spat out his name as if tasting something foul. “Did you intentionally set out to ruin our sister? Was it part of some devious plan to get your hands on our land?”

A deep red haze fell over Jonathon's vision, momentarily blinding him. Of all the evils that could be laid at his feet, Hunter's indictment was the most insulting of all.

In a precise, cold tempo Jonathon ground out his response. “I would never use Fanny, or any woman, for my own personal gain.”

The idea made him sick, a sensation that turned to a hot ball of revulsion in his gut. Using women was his father's modus operandi. Jonathon had thought himself better than the man who'd sired him.

Yet he'd followed in his father's footsteps and caused a woman's downfall. Not just any woman, either, but one he cared about above all others. Dark emotions pulled at him.

He clasped his hands behind his back.

“I'll marry Fanny as soon as we can make the arrangements.” The instant the words left his mouth, he realized he'd made the decision long before this moment. He'd known what he would do even before he'd escorted her back inside the ballroom.

No turning back for either of them now.

Fanny would be trapped with him the rest of her life. Knowing she wanted things he couldn't give her, he felt his throat burn with self-recrimination. He wished there was another way, but there could be no other solution to save her reputation at this point.

The Ferguson sisters had made sure of that.

“Not so fast, Hawkins.” Taking over for his brother, Logan shoved his face inches close to Jonathon's. “We haven't yet decided if you're worthy of marrying our sister.”

Voice low and rough, Jonathon pointed out the obvious. “You would rather she face ruin?”

“That's not what I said.”

“You would have her denied access to public businesses, her favorite shops, perhaps even her friends' parlors? You would have her whispered about on the streets, pointed out as a cautionary tale by mothers of young girls?”

“Of course that's not what we want.” Logan bellowed louder this time. “But even you must agree. Marriage to a man such as yourself may be an equally devastating fate as the one you just described.”

The insult hit home, a solid punch to his gut.

Jonathon blinked hard, his guilt a tangible thing, gnawing at him like tiny little rat claws. He'd made a terrible mistake out on that terrace, and now Fanny would suffer.

Still, resentment formed in the depths of his soul. All three of Fanny's brothers were married to women with similar backgrounds as his. “The circumstances of my birth—”

“Are not in question.” Garrett dragged his older brother a few steps back, then took his place in front of Jonathon. “Our concern has nothing to do with who your mother was, or the childhood you endured. That sort of bias would make us hypocrites.”

Indeed
.

“It is the way you earned your fortune that gives us cause for concern,” Hunter added, his mouth as flat and hard as before. “Your past is not exactly that of a godly man.”

“Interesting argument,” Jonathon said, leveling an ironic gaze over the other man, “coming from you.”

Hunter inclined his head. “Point taken. However, my wife has suffered because of her connection to me. If she marries you, Fanny will also face unnecessary censure simply because she carries your name.”

It was Jonathon's turn to incline his head. Fanny claimed she didn't care about his past, but polite society was not so forgiving. Oh, the good people of Denver loved his rags-to-riches story. That didn't mean they considered him one of them.

Beneath his outward control, Jonathon burned with regret. He'd had several opportunities to walk away from Fanny tonight. Instead, he'd given in to temptation. A single moment's indiscretion had brought life-altering consequences. Yet he wasn't sorry he'd kissed Fanny. He was only sorry she would have to marry a man such as him.

Her brothers flung more questions at him, most concerning his motives for throwing Fanny in the middle of another scandal. When the land deal came up once again, Jonathon chose his words very carefully. There could be no misunderstanding on this matter.

“For the entire time I was out on the terrace with Fanny, your land never once crossed my mind.”

“And yet here we are, one day after turning down your offer, all but forced to welcome you into the family.” Logan curled his lip. “Rather convenient, wouldn't you agree?”

“I would not.”

More questions came at him, most about his motives, some concerning his intentions, his plans for the future.

Jonathon kept his responses clear and concise, even as his mind circled back to the same reality. If he acquired the piece of property from the Mitchell brothers now, his legacy would be forever tainted. And still he wanted to build something out of nothing. He wanted to create jobs for women like his mother, women with few choices available to them in the untamed West.

He did what he could now, gave many of them jobs at the hotel when a position came open, but it wasn't enough. Not nearly.

Cyrus Mitchell shoved away from the door and held up his hand to stop the questions.

Silence fell over the room.

“Boys, you have made your positions clear. I would now like a word with Mr. Hawkins alone.”

The three brothers made no move to leave the room.

“Out.”

His sons headed for the door. Before exiting, they each tossed a silent warning in Jonathon's direction. He acknowledged them with a single nod of his head.

Once just the two of them were left in the room, Jonathon focused his full attention on the older man. Cyrus Mitchell stared back at him with the eyes of a concerned father.

Jonathon cleared his throat. “I meant what I said, sir. I will do right by your daughter.”

He wouldn't rest easy until Fanny's reputation was restored, if not completely, then as much as possible given the situation.

“I appreciate that.” The other man shifted his stance. “This is your chance, Mr. Hawkins, to tell me what really happened out on that terrace between you and my daughter.”

Jonathon hadn't expected an opportunity to explain himself. He kept his gaze as neutral as his tone. “We walked outside for some fresh air. We talked for several minutes. We kissed. We came back inside.”

For several beats, the other man stared at him in stony silence, his face a landscape of hard planes and angles. “I sense you have glossed over several of the important details.”

Perceptive man. “I provided the relevant information.”

“Save for one key point. Do you care about my daughter?”

“I do.”

The man's entire body seemed to relax, and Jonathon felt as though he'd passed a difficult test. But he knew that Cyrus Mitchell was not yet through with him. “Did you intentionally set out to ruin my daughter's reputation for a piece of land?”

“I did not.”

Jonathon held steady while Fanny's father took his measure. “I believe you.”

Unexpected relief nearly buckled his knees. The rest of the conversation would go easier now that this man knew where Jonathon stood. Or so he hoped. “Mr. Mitchell, I would like your permission to ask Fanny for her hand in marriage.”

“You are asking for my blessing?”

“I am,” Jonathon said without hesitation. “I would consider it an honor to call you my father-in-law.”

A look of respect came and went in the older man's eyes. “Don't get ahead of yourself, son. My daughter hasn't said yes yet.”

With the faintest trace of amusement shadowing his mouth, Fanny's father opened the door and waited for Jonathon to join him on the threshold. “Fanny has a mind of her own and can be as stubborn as they come. You may be up against a tougher opponent than my sons.”

Jonathon couldn't argue with the truth. “But if she does accept my proposal?”

“Then I will happily welcome you into the family.”

* * *

By the time Fanny returned to the ballroom, the majority of the guests had left. A spattering of hangers-on milled about, perhaps hoping to see how the latest scandal would play out.

Fanny would like to know that herself.

She caught sight of Jonathon standing in the far corner of the room near the buffet tables, talking to Callie and Reese.

For a moment, Fanny studied her sister and brother-in-law. Marriage suited them both, but Callie positively glowed with happiness. Dressed in a delicate gown a lovely shade of green that matched her eyes, she kept smiling up at her husband, who seemed equally mesmerized with her.

The two were so obviously in love, Fanny's heart sighed with pleasure.

She wondered what people saw when they looked at her and Jonathon. Did they see two friends? Amicable business associates? Or something else entirely?

He caught her watching him and slowly, with casual effort, reached out his hand to her, as if asking her to join him while also giving her the opportunity to make the decision on her own.

She heeded his silent call and set out in his direction.

Whispers followed her as she made her way across the ballroom floor. She ignored them. Or rather, she
tried
to ignore them. Hard to do when speculation about her was so...profoundly...
vocal
.

She wanted to pretend she and Jonathon had done nothing wrong. But they
had
behaved inappropriately. The resulting scandal would not disappear easily. Fanny would give it her best effort, anyway.

Marriage was the obvious option, and one Fanny refused to entertain, even in the privacy of her own mind. Unfortunately, her mother's words came back to haunt her.
You may not have a choice.

There was always a choice.

Finally, she arrived at her destination.

Jonathon took her hand, then laced their fingers together. The simple gesture gave her renewed strength.

She turned to her sister. Callie smiled at her, as did Reese, their unconditional support evident in their sympathetic gazes. Fanny was reminded of Mrs. Singletary's ball a year ago. They'd looked at her much the same way when she'd shown up unannounced, with no warning of her return to Denver.

Fanny still remembered her sister's shock at seeing her from across the room. She still remembered her own shock at seeing Callie with Reese.

Reese had taken Callie's hand and, together, they'd approached Fanny. By then, Jonathon had come to stand by her side. The four of them had exchanged awkward glances.

Just as she'd done that night a year ago, Callie broke the silence. “Well, here we are again.”

It was the perfect thing to say to alleviate the tension, and Fanny finally found her smile.

She dared a glance in Jonathon's direction.

He stood silently beside her. He was so tall, strong and vigilant, ever watchful and protective of her. A little flutter took flight in her stomach.

Callie seized control of the moment, speaking of nothing in particular. Fanny was grateful for the easy conversation. Reese and Jonathon fell into their own side discussion, something about a contract negotiation that had gone bad. Apparently Reese had drawn up the initial agreement that had been summarily turned down.

The two men were of an equal height and build, their hair nearly the same color. Why had Fanny not noticed the similarities before?

Jonathon took advantage of a conversation lull. “Fanny, I'm afraid I have a handful of duties yet to tackle before the night is through. Will you join me?”

His gaze was so intense, so full of hidden meaning that she drew in a sharp breath. “Yes, of course.”

They said their farewells to Callie and Reese.

As they strolled along the perimeter of the room an expectant hush fell over the remaining party guests. It was as if the entire room was poised in anticipation, eager to witness firsthand what she and Jonathon would do next.

Suddenly fatigued of the entire business of scandal, Fanny wanted nothing more than to retreat to her room and sleep for a solid week. There was still a very large issue that needed addressing first. “I hope my brothers weren't too hard on you.”

“We'll talk about it later.” He smiled at a cluster of guests passing by on their right.

Fanny waited until they were alone again, then asked, “Will you at least tell me if they were reasonable?”