Love All Out - Part 2 (A Stepbrother Romance)
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Authors: Alice Ward
Love All Out
PART 2
By Alice Ward
This book is a work of fiction. The names, characters, places and incidents are products of the writer's imagination or have been used fictitiously and are not to be construed as real. Any resemblance to persons, living or dead, actual events, locales or organizations is entirely coincidental.
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Alice Ward
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This is Part 2 of "Love All Out" - a five part New Adult Stepbrother Romance Series by Alice Ward.
“I thought I was doing the right thing, walking away from you. But I can’t do it. I’m not strong enough.”
When I caught James Parker in the arms of another woman, I vowed to never speak to him again. That vow became impossible to keep – especially when my father announced his engagement to James’s mom. I guess you really do want the things you cannot have.
Almost overnight, we had two things in common: a desperate attraction and a mutual desire to drive our parents apart.
As partners in crime, we spent more time together and my resolve began to crumble. I didn’t care about his other girlfriends or our parents’ engagement. All that mattered was keeping James in my bed and finding a way into his heart.
We grew closer, in stolen moments and hushed voices. I started to feel like all of my dreams were coming true. Then fate stepped in and my dream became a nightmare. I can’t believe our chance for a happy ending is ruined.
This book is intended for a mature audience, 18+ only.
“Willow, what are you doing here? Is everything okay?” Matt asked with a yawn. “Do you need me to work today?”
I shook my head and wrung my hands, trying to take deep breaths. “I had to get away… I felt like I was suffocating.”
Matt squinted down at me and put a calming hand on my shoulder. “Come inside and tell me what happened.” He stepped out of the doorway and I walked past him into his small living room. Matt led me to his futon, but I was too anxious to sit. I paced the floor while he perched at the edge of his coffee table.
“Willow, I know you’re upset,” he continued. “I felt so bad staying at the rodeo last night. If it makes you feel any better…”
“I’m not upset about last night,” I interrupted. “I mean… I am… but something else has happened… I don’t even know where to start… I…”
Matt rose to his feet, stepped in front of me, and set his hands on my shoulders. “Just take a deep breath and tell me what’s going on.” He dropped his hands to mine as I inhaled and then let the air out slowly.
“Daddy and Renee are engaged,” I blurted out, trying and failing to fight back my tears.
Matt let out a sigh of relief and the sides of his mouth curled up in a soft smile. He squeezed my hands. “Willow, that’s nothing to be upset about.”
“How can you say that?” I demanded through my tears.
Matt led me back to the futon, sat down, and pulled me down next to him. He threw an arm around me and pushed my head to his shoulder. “Shh… I know you’re afraid this means your dad has forgotten about your mom. But I also know that’s not the case. I’m sure the news came as a shock to you, but I really think you’ll be happy once you’ve had time to process everything.” He stroked my hair as I wiped the last tears from my eyes.
“There’s nothing to be happy about,” I insisted stubbornly. I sat up and looked him in the eye. “My whole life, it’s just been me and Daddy. And now I’m suddenly expected to welcome some woman into our home that we’ve only known for a few months? A woman who could very well be marrying my dad for his money!”
Matt narrowed his eyes and gave me a stern look. “Willow, that’s a pretty strong accusation. If I were you, I’d keep that thought between us,” he warned.
I furrowed my brow and stared back at him. “They barely know each other,” I reminded him. I crossed my legs and pulled a throw pillow into my lap. “And their whole relationship has been about what he can give her. It started with a job, and then a job for James, and then a place to live. Now, he’s moving her into the main house and giving her half of everything he’s worked his entire life for. And don’t even get me started on the James side of this. You realize this means I’m stuck with him for life now.”
Matt’s face tightened in a grimace. “Okay, I’ll give you that. I can’t imagine how awkward things will be between the two of you, especially after last night. Have you seen him yet? Does he know about your parents?”
I nodded and fidgeted with the strap of my boot. “He showed up at the barn first thing this morning. We were arguing when Daddy and Renee called us to the house to share the happy news,” I said, my voice oozing sarcasm.
“Did he take it any better than you did?”
I shook my head. “He wants to break them up… and he wants me to help him.” I already knew how Matt would feel about James’s plan. I looked down, unable to meet his eye.
Matt put a hand under my chin and pulled me up to face him. “Please tell me that you haven’t agreed to join forces with James,” he said firmly.
I shook free of his hand. “I haven’t agreed to anything. I didn’t have time to. We only had a few minutes alone before we had to sit down for our ‘first official family breakfast’,” I said, using air quotes to highlight my frustration. “That’s what Renee called it. James and I choked down pancakes while our parents fawned all over each other from across the table.”
Matt rolled his eyes at me. “I’m sure it wasn’t that bad. Your dad is
happy
, Willow. As difficult as it is, you need to suck it up and find a way to be happy for him. You’re being selfish… and I’m not so sure it’s because you don’t want to share your dad.” He raised one eyebrow and gave me his best “you know I’m right” look.
“Share my dad with a gold digger? Damn right I don’t. Don’t you think that’s enough reason for me to hate this whole idea?” I leaned back and stuffed the throw pillow over my face, resisting the urge to scream into its softness.
“If it was the only reason… maybe,” he said, pulling the pillow away from me. “Your dad and Renee’s engagement makes things even more awkward between you and James. Maybe you never want to see him again, maybe you were still hoping for a relationship. I don’t know. But I’m pretty sure if James wasn’t Renee’s son, you wouldn’t have as much of a problem with her marrying your dad.”
My face flushed hot. Even after seeing James with another woman, a part of me had hoped we’d find a way to work it out. I knew that real feelings had developed between us while he was recovering on the ranch, and I’d let myself fantasize about James apologizing and declaring his undying love.
Daddy and Renee’s engagement certainly put a stop to that fantasy. Matt was right, but I wasn’t about to admit it. I jerked the pillow back and hugged it to my chest, shaking my head.
“With James working at the ranch, I’ll have to see him whether Daddy and Renee get married or not,” I pointed out defensively. “This isn’t about him. I’m just trying to protect my family. I don’t know why you’d think I still want anything to do with him after last night.”
Matt nodded. “You’re right, I’m sorry. But better you know the truth now than later on, when your feelings for him are stronger.”
It dawned on me that Matt was going to tell me something about the rodeo before I broke the news of Daddy’s engagement. “When I first got here, you said ‘if it makes you feel any better’, and I cut you off. What were you about to tell me?”
“Oh… nothing that matters anymore, I guess. I was going to tell you that James and Katelyn weren’t at the rodeo together last night… they weren’t on a date or anything. After you left, James told me that he and Katelyn were old friends and they’d just run into each other.”
Yeah, they ran into each other all right… his mouth ran straight into her mouth.
“Katelyn didn’t sit with us or anything,” Matt continued. “Honestly, if she had, I wouldn’t have stayed. James, Lucas, and I watched the rodeo together and then James left early. It was pretty obvious that he was sorry he’d upset you.”
“He was sorry he got caught… and sorry he won’t be able to string me along anymore,” I spat. I knew I shouldn’t take my anger out on Matt, but I felt like he was defending James. “He told me this morning that Katelyn’s not his girlfriend, and then he was quick to point out that I’m not either. He asked if we could still be friends.”
Matt shifted nervously on the futon. “I hate to play devil’s advocate, Willow, but maybe you should just forgive James and forget about all of this. I’m not saying that what he did was okay,” he added quickly when he saw the look of revulsion on my face. “I’m just pointing out that if the two of you could put the past behind you, everyone’s lives would be a lot easier. I’ve seen the way Cole and Renee look at each other. There’s no way you can split them up. You and James are going to be family. You may as well make peace with that and start over as friends.”
I didn’t agree with Matt, but I was tired of arguing with him. I let out a sigh of defeat. “Maybe you’re right,” I said softly.
Matt leaned in and affectionately nudged me on the shoulder. “You know I’m right, about everything. You’re just too damn stubborn to admit it. You’ve got to find a way to accept Renee, and to move forward with James as friends. And for the love of God, don’t waste your time trying to split them up.”
“I promise I’ll consider all of your points,” I offered. “That’s the best I can do right now.”
“I’ll take it,” he sighed. Matt checked his phone, and I got the feeling I was keeping him from something.
“Oh my God, Matt. I’m the worst friend in the world! I haven’t even asked how things went with Lucas last night. You said James left early, but you didn’t call me for a ride. I take it the two of you hit it off?” I took Matt’s hands in mine and gave him my full attention. His blue eyes lit up with excitement and a slight blush filled his cheeks.
“We did,” he gushed. “After James left, Lucas asked me out for a drink. We ended up at this tiny little hole in the wall bar until almost two. He brought me home, and we stayed up until dawn, just talking. Lucas is smart, he’s funny, and we have so much in common. He has about twenty acres halfway between here and Aztec. We’re supposed to go on a picnic this afternoon… unless you need me to come in to work. I know you’re getting a late start today,” he added nervously.
“I wouldn’t dream of having you miss your date,” I assured him. “Before I left the house, I asked Renee to move the horses to the pasture. The weather is supposed to be beautiful this week. We’ll leave them out and let them stretch their legs, give ourselves a few easy days before we start traveling.”
I stood up and made my way to the door. Matt followed, and I hugged him goodbye before stepping outside. “Have fun on your picnic. Call me tonight and tell me all about it.”
“I will,” Matt promised.
I left Matt to get ready for his date, crawled into my truck, and drove home to my new reality.
***
When I got back to the ranch, the horses were in the pasture and the barn was quiet. Renee’s Honda was parked at the house, so I knew she and Daddy were still basking in their excitement. I’d had my fill of love struck stares for the day, so I left them alone and spent a quiet afternoon outside. I cleaned the horse stalls, saddled Mayhem, and went for a long, leisurely ride in the mountains. Mayhem knew the trail as well as I did, so I relaxed in my saddle and let my mind wander.
Is Matt right? Am I overreacting to Daddy and Renee’s engagement because of my feelings for James? The fact that we’ve slept together does complicate things… but I’m also positive that Daddy and Renee haven’t known each other long enough to take such a big step. Why can’t they just date for a while? Why does everything have to change so fast? Maybe James is right…
Mayhem’s foot slipped on a rock and startled my attention back to the present. I gripped the saddle horn and leaned forward, determined to stay on my horse. Mayhem stumbled for a few exhilarating seconds, went up on his back legs, and then mercifully regained his footing. I gently pulled back on the reins and brought the horse to a stop. I dismounted, moved the flat rock off of the trail, and steadied my nerves.
Maybe that was a sign. I was thinking terrible things about Renee, and I almost got thrown off my horse. Maybe I should do what Matt said and find a way to make peace with all of this.
My stomach grumbled so loud it startled Mayhem. I pulled my phone out of a saddlebag and saw that it was almost five in the afternoon. I swung myself back into the saddle and pointed Mayhem towards home.
I’ll try to give Renee the benefit of the doubt. Surely they’ll have a long engagement. I’ll keep an open mind. But if she does anything that makes me think she’s with Daddy for the wrong reasons, I’ll help James break them up.
Mayhem weaved down the mountain trail and back to flat land. Once we reached the pasture, I gave him a light kick to the flank and let him gallop back to the barn. Renee’s car was still at the house and James’s truck had reappeared in the driveway.
Great… I guess it’s only fitting that our “first official family breakfast” be followed by our “first official family dinner”. I guess I’m just going to have to get used to this… or find somewhere else to live. I wish Matt’s house was bigger… maybe I can talk him into moving.
I dropped down from the saddle and led Mayhem into the stables. I was surprised to find Dallas sitting at the small, battered table.
“Hey, Dallas. What are you doing down here so late?”
“Cole called Mary and me earlier and told us the happy news,” he replied with a gentle smile. “I wanted to make sure you were handling it okay. Cole said you didn’t have the reaction he’d expected, and I was afraid it might be a little bittersweet for you, considering your mom.”
At last! Someone finally understands!
“Are you doing all right?” Dallas asked.
“I’m not sure,” I confessed with a sigh. “I know I should be happy for Daddy… but it’s hard. I keep thinking about how different life would be if Mom had just stayed in the house during that blizzard.”
Dallas took the reins from me and led Mayhem to his stall. “Willow, I think that thought has haunted Cole since the day of the accident,” he told me softly. I followed Dallas through the stables and perched on a stall door while he pulled off Mayhem’s saddle.
“You were too young to remember that day,” Dallas continued. “The storm was so bad I thought the world might be ending. Snow and ice bombarded the mountain, and the sky was lit with constant lightning. The thoroughbred barn was hit…”
“And that spooked Momma’s horse,” I said with a nod. I’d heard the story plenty of times, but listening to Dallas tell it again gave me an odd sense of comfort. It was nice to know that someone still remembered my mom.
Dallas nodded as he brushed out Mayhem’s coat. “Jack of Hearts… he was one of Aces High’s colts. Rose had big plans for that horse. When she found out he’d bolted from the barn, she insisted on going after him herself. Cole tried to talk her out of it. He begged her to let the ranch hands handle it. But Rose was stubborn and headstrong… kind of like another horsewoman I know,” he added with a smile. He returned the horse brush to its peg on the tack wall and we walked back towards the front of the stables.