Losing Francesca (30 page)

Authors: J. A. Huss

BOOK: Losing Francesca

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And Barker walks out.

Brody sits down in the seat next to me and there is complete silence.

"Well," Nic says as he walks around the table to stand on the other side. He looks over at me as I fiddle with my new ring. "This is a mess."

"No shit," Brody says sarcastically. He puts his hand on my shoulder until I turn. "Are you marrying this guy?" He jerks his thumb towards Nic.

I take the ring off and slide it across the table. I look over at my dad and he's shaking his head. I look over at Nic and he's just staring at the ring. "I'm sorry," I tell him. "I'm sorry, but really, I have nothing to be sorry about. You guys do, because you've been lying to me."

I stand up and turn to my dad. "I don't hate you, I don't even blame you, honestly. I'd probably do the same thing if I were you. But this is over now. That judge in Ohio was right. Frank Sullivan deserves his chance to get to know me. You've had me almost my whole life. It's not Frank's fault you're hated and dangerous. All he knew was that his wife and child were gone. He loved me, they all love me and I'm not even related to any of them. And none of this is my fault, either. Why do I have to be punished because you're—"

I stop myself from saying the words, but I
want
to say them. I want to say,
You're the bad guy here. You are very, very bad. You do things that make people hate you so much, they want to kill your family. You are some kind of evil criminal, and none of this is my fault.

But I don't say any of that because he is still my father and I will always love him. Besides, he doesn't need me to tell him what he is.

He knows.

Brody stands and takes my hand but my dad reaches out and touches my arm before I can walk away. "You will not be safe there."

"I won't be safe anywhere, Dad. Life is a risk. But it's my life now and I'm going to live it the way I want. I deserve time with Frank and Sean and Brody. I like them, I like what they have back there. It's a nice family, it's a nice place, and just like you could never replace them, they will never replace you."

He remains silent as his mouth drops into a deep frown. I lean down and hug him, then whisper into his ear in my bad Russian, "I know who I am now." I switch to Romanian. "I will love all of you forever." I switch to American English. "But I'm leaving with them and I'll be back when I'm ready."

I lean down and hug Sophia, then kiss her once on each cheek. "You know I love you, right?"

She squeezes me tightly, then kisses me on both cheeks. "Go," she says. "Go and start your life, Faina. You know where home is."

"Thank you," I whisper.

I turn and look at Brody. His smile is a little too smug for such a somber moment, but hey, the guy's waited twelve years for his moment, so I let him have it. He laces his fingers in mine and we walk out of the building together.

Epilogue - Brody

The first surprise we got after returning to Ohio was Sean's silver filly munching hay in the front paddock, looking pretty satisfied to be hanging out with her own kind for once. Angela told us she just appeared the morning after we left for Fiji, eating random weeds alongside of the big barn, pretending she hasn't been running wild the entire summer. I'll be honest, I'll miss her morning visits begging for treats because after Fiona was taken away, that filly was like a lifeline for me. She kept me hopeful. But it's better that she went home. She's safe now.

Fiona's mom and dad sent her boxes and boxes of shit. Just plain shit she didn't need. Like fucking seashells from Fiji, like she never saw a shell before and these seashells will be the answer to all her prayers. Or clothes. She's already got a boatload of clothes, Angela and Frank couldn't stop shopping for her once she got home. Or even housewares. Like Sophia and Viktor feel they were missing out on the whole first apartment deal and had to send a toaster.

They took it real well though. Considering. I think they were just as relieved to have the secret out in the open as we were to get Fiona back. They still call her all those other names. She's Filia one minute, then Faina, then Fiona. But it always comes back to Fee.

She's always been Fee.

After the toaster gift I shouldn't have been surprised when they sent the deed to a beach house in Hawaii. Fiona decided not to go to UCSD. It freaked her out to know the FBI would have to watch her. Plus, she was anxious to get back to the South Pacific and when your dad buys you a house in Hawaii, it's pretty much settled.

And even though that Vik is a sneaky sonofabitch, I'm cool with it. Renn and the little brothers are fine without me. Renn figured I picked up all his slack while he was getting his career started, so he owed me.

How could I ever deny Fiona island living? Besides, her dad paid someone off and got her enrolled at the University of Hawaii starting winter term.

Fee was like a little clam when that news came in. Happy.

When we got back to Ohio after the big reveal in Nadi, the farm was quiet and safe. Frank always shuts the barn down when the kids go back to school, no lessons or nothing for an entire month. Gives parents a break, he said.

Fee stayed there that month and we tried to hide her from the town, but you know how that shit goes. There was a big meeting at the fire station and we tried to explain the deal. Pretty much everyone shut up and left us alone after that.

But it was too risky to stay there. And Vik was just a paranoid maniac. He had so much private security in Woods people actually complained about the slump in the local economy when we left for Hawaii.

Our house is small, just a one-bedroom cottage, but it's on the beach and it's not too far from Fee's school.

Frank is flying everyone out for Christmas and they're all staying at some resort close by. Not to be outdone, Vik is flying us all down to his island for New Year's. He can't come to Hawaii. Barker kept his word about Fiona, but all deals are off if Vik sets foot in the US.

I skip a rock into the crashing waves of the Pacific Ocean as I stand on the beach outside the back door of our house.

I am twenty-one-year-old Brody.

And every bad thing that has ever happened to me has been wiped away.

It took a long time. It took a lot of mistakes, and anger, and sadness, and waiting.

But I finally found Fiona Sullivan.

The End

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