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Authors: Lila Guzmán
She gasped, appalled by her thoughts.
Hawthorne reached over and placed his hand on hers. “Are you quite all right, Madame?”
“Yes,” she lied. “It's nothing.”
But it wasn't. How could she think that the man who kidnapped her was a nice person?
Suddenly, she recalled what an old friend named George Gibson once told her. His brother John had been taken captive by the Indians when he was a young man. An old woman who had lost her son rescued him from certain death. For several years, John lived with the tribe. He even married an Indian girl.
“Why didn't your brother try to escape?” Eugenie had asked. She would never forget George's answer.
“After the third or fourth day, John said his feelings shifted with a jolt. He realized that they could have killed him, but didn't. He didn't speak the tribe's language and felt isolated. The old woman who adopted him had shown him acts of kindness. He began to identify with his captors. He didn't even try to escape.”
At the time, Eugenie thought George's brother was a weak man who had given in to pressure.
Now that she was in a similar hostage situation, she understood how he had felt.
Three days after the hurricane devastated New Orleans, Lorenzo collapsed into a pew in St. Louis Church, leaned his head back, and closed his eyes. He had reached the point of complete exhaustion. He wanted to sleep, but could not.
Someone slid into the pew beside him. “Lorenzo, come join us in the choir. We need more singers.”
Lorenzo peered at Colonel Gálvez through halfclosed eyes. “With all due respect, sir, go away and let me sleep.” He shifted in the pew, trying to find a comfortable position.
“If you change your mind,” the colonel said, “I'll be over there.” He headed toward the choir loft.
As usual, Don Bernardo De Gálvez was a bundle of energy. He hadn't slept since the hurricane struck, but that didn't seem to slow him down. He helped evacuate people upriver to higher ground, where clean drinking water was available. He supervised the cleanup of the city, making sure downed trees, broken glass, and dead animals were disposed of. The colonel even had to deal with an alligator found swimming the streets of New Orleans.
Today, at the colonel's request, a Te Deum would be sung and a special Mass of thanksgiving offered. The colonel was truly amazing. The hurricane had left New Orleans a muddy mess and destroyed his plans to attack Baton Rouge. A lesser man would have thrown his hands
up in frustration. But there he was, putting on a robe so he could sing in the choir.
The last three days had been a blur to Lorenzo. Staying busy kept his mind off Eugenie. He spent hour after hour treating people who had taken refuge in the church. Some had been cut by flying debris. Others had suffered broken bones when their homes caved in.
Many people in New Orleans were now homeless, out of a job, and living in St. Louis Church. Charles Peel was among them.
Lorenzo found himself homeless as well. He lived at the church because he had no other place to go. The colonel and his wife asked Lorenzo and Thomas to stay with them. Thomas had accepted, but Lorenzo politely refused, knowing it would dredge up painful memories.
The Gálvez house suffered little damage, except for a smashed room. The hurricane had uprooted the cypress in the courtyardâthe tree Lorenzo and Eugenie always lunched underâand had hurled it into her room. The hurricane had struck late at night when most people were asleep. If she had been in bed, she would have been crushed to death.
Old feelings surged through Lorenzo, emotions he hadn't experienced since his father's death. He was mad at God. Lorenzo attended Mass every Sunday and went to confession regularly. Why was God punishing him? Why had He taken Eugenie away?
When it appeared Mass was about to start, Lorenzo headed toward the door. He passed the priest and his retinue standing in the back of the church waiting for the processional to begin.
“Where are you going, my son?” the priest asked.
“Out,” Lorenzo curtly replied.
“Aren't you going to sing in the choir?”
“Why? What do I have to thank God for? Eugenie is gone.”
The priest looked stunned by Lorenzo's short-tempered remark.
Altar boys standing within earshot looked equally stunned. Several made the sign of the cross and gaped at him.
“Lorenzo,” the priest began. He laid a comforting arm on his shoulder.
Lorenzo shrugged it off. “Leave me alone.”
He stomped outside and crossed the Plaza de Armas. Leaning against the Royal Treasury Building, he buried his face in the crook of his arm and wept.
Lorenzo had never gotten over his father's death. It had left a hole in his soul. And now Eugenie was gone. So too were all his dreams for starting a family and having a normal, peaceful life.
“That was quite some scene back there.”
Lorenzo recognized Charles Peel's voice and looked up.
Charles stood beside him, solemn-faced, head down, hands laced behind him. “I understand what you're feeling.”
“How could you possibly understand?”
“I lost my fiancée too.”
Lorenzo looked quizzically at him.
“When Anne died,” Charles said in a subdued tone, “I was angry at God. I hated Him for letting her be ⦠murdered.”
“I'm sorry,” Lorenzo said.
Charles acknowledged his sympathy with a nod. “Grief sometimes makes us do things that we later regret. You're strong and will get through this. God never gives us more than we can bear.”
“I'm not so sure about that.”
Music floated from the church, followed by a chorus of men's voices.
“You have two options, Lorenzo. You can reject God and completely turn your back on Him. Or you can trust Him. For my part, I reject the notion that the world is chaotic. Everything happens for a purpose.”
“Was there a purpose to your fiancée's death?”
“Yes. I don't know what it was, but I know God will reveal the purpose some day. Everything is in His hands.”
The words struck a chord. Lorenzo had been in some tight spots when everything looked bleak, but things had always worked out for the best.
“Come on, Doc,” Charles said, gently tugging on his arm. “You can't let this break you. The church service will do you good. You need to be with friends at a time like this.”
Lorenzo shook his head stubbornly.
“If this doesn't beat all!” Charles exclaimed in exasperation. “I finally find a doctor who knows what he's doing and I save his sorry carcass from drowning. What does he do? He goes to pieces! I can't win! Come on, Doc!” He butted his shoulder against Lorenzo's. “Snap out of it!”
Lorenzo focused on the music drifting from church. Charles was right. He needed the consolation of religion and friends. For several minutes he listened to the soothing music.
Charles stayed by his side.
Lorenzo suddenly realized there had been a reason for his father's death. It had made him leave Texas. He would never have met Eugenie otherwise. He would never have joined the Continental Army. Life would have been completely different.
One of Papá's favorite sayings suddenly leaped to mind. Sometimes his patients didn't have money to pay him for his services. Papá would put on a mock serious face and say, “In God we trust. All others pay cash.” But
Papá would accept the chicken, piglet, or whatever the patient brought as payment.
Lorenzo laughed out loud.
“Did I miss something?” Charles asked.
“It would take too long to explain. You're right, Charles.”
“Really? What was I right about?”
Lorenzo headed back to church without answering.
Hawthorne awoke at first light and rotated his head to work out a crick in his neck. He wished he hadn't spent the night sleeping in a rocking chair. He had started out beside Madame De Gálvez as usual, but she had thrashed about, making a good night's sleep impossible. At first, he thought she was doing it on purpose just to annoy him, but as time went by, it became obvious that she wasn't feeling well.
He watched her sleep. She looked exhausted, with rings under her eyes. Her cheeks were slightly flushed and she mumbled something that sounded like “âEnzo.”
The morning breeze billowed the window curtains. He peeped around them to look at Baton Rouge. The rising sun sent spears of light over the town. A million beads of dew spangled the ground.
He sat at a desk and penned a note to Gálvez. Hand to chin, he watched his hostage sleep. He tried to keep an emotional distance from her and refused to address her by anything but “Madame.” In spite of that, his feelings toward her were starting to shift. Regrets began to seep in and he didn't like that. If what he suspected were trueâif Gálvez was readying his forces to attackâthen taking her hostage would serve a double purpose. Not only could he bring Gálvez to justice, he could prevent an attack on Fort New Richmond. The colonel would think twice about attacking a town where his wife was being held.
He reread the letter to Gálvez, sealed it, and stuffed it in his pocket. At the first opportunity, he would hire someone to hand carry it. That meant he and Madame had to go into town. He riffled through their baggage and found a green dress and matching bonnet ideal for visiting. He hung it up to let the wrinkles fall out of it.
His stomach rumbled. He snapped open his pocket watch and found it well past breakfast time. He washed up and changed clothes. A quick check showed Madame still deeply asleep.
Leaving her alone was risky, but he believed he could go downstairs, brew a pot of tea, and return before she awoke and tried any mischief. The stairs were the only exit from the top floor, unless she tied bedsheets together and clambered out the window. He left the kitchen door open so he could keep an eye on the staircase. He threw kindling into the stove, took the tinderbox off the ledge, and lit it. He put on a kettle of water and searched through the goods he had bought until he located a tea ball and two tins, one containing loose tea, the other, biscuits.
A few minutes later, he carried a tray upstairs and set it on the nightstand. “Wake up, Madame. Breakfast is served.” He sat on the edge of the bed.
She rubbed her eyes and sat up. Her cheeks were tinged a light red. It worried him, but he dismissed his concern, telling himself that people with porcelain-like complexions blushed easily. “How are you feeling?”
“Fine.”
“Is your throat still hurting?”
“A little.”
He filled her cup, added honey, and stirred it until dissolved. He passed it to her.
She took a sip and winced.
He frowned. “I have an errand to run at the fort. Afterwards, we will go downtown and visit the doctor. Go change your clothes.”
She slipped behind the folding screen.
“Remember,” he said, making his voice low and threatening, “you must play the role of Mrs. Hawthorne to the hilt or there will be hell to pay.”
She thrust her head around the screen and smiled sweetly. “But of course, Robbie.”
What a strange woman the colonel's wife was! She didn't seem scared of him at all.
She stepped from behind the screen and looked in the floor-length mirror to comb her hair. The dress accented her eyes and hair perfectly. Hawthorne silently congratulated himself on his ability to put women in clothing that brought out their best features.
Not a breath of air stirred the humid August morning as Eugenie and Hawthorne made their way to Fort New Richmond, a quarter-mile from the house. Meadows of indigo and fields of sugar cane stretched behind them.
Using the back of her hand, Eugenie wiped away sweat forming under her bonnet brim. She cringed and hoped Hawthorne hadn't noticed the mistake. Felicité would have dabbed her forehead with a handkerchief instead of wiping away sweat like a common field hand.
Eugenie glanced up at him.
He frowned in a mixture of surprise and confusion.
Playing the role of Felicité drained Eugenie emotionally. It took far more mental effort than she expected. She had been Felicité De Gálvez's maid for several years and knew her likes and dislikes. It was one thing to be around someone day after day, but it was another matter entirely to be that person.
Hawthorne slowed his pace. “Are you quite all right?”
“I'm fine.” But she wasn't. She felt awful. Her sore throat had prevented her from eating solid food, and she felt weak with hunger.
“I need to stop in the fort and speak briefly with the commander. Are you sure you feel well enough for a visit?”
“I'm just tired from the trip.” She liked the idea of going inside the new fort to see what the British were doing.
A dirt road led to a plank drawbridge. A high wooden gate, the only entrance to the fort, stood wide open. Two sentries leaned on their muskets. Apparently, they did not know Colonel Gálvez's army was on the march and would soon reach Baton Rouge. But Eugenie did. The colonel had confided to her that he and his army would set out on August 22.