Authors: Patricia A. McKillip
“They are troublesome,” she murmured, frowning. “Brave and silly fanatics in love with Severen's power and wealth. I wasn't crazed enough to ride across the bridge. I walked my bike and found the trail to the ancient site. It seemed the perfect spot to build a fire, watch the night fall. And then they all came roaring out here. I hid myself and my bike until they started unpacking shovels. I'm so glad you showed up. I wasn't at all certain, once I got their attention, what to do with them.”
“Neither was I,” Leith admitted. He dropped his hand on Val's shoulder. “You had me worried there for that split second. But I should have trusted you. You rescued us. You have a gift for recognizing what matters. That what he said was true.”
Val slewed a quick, perceptive glance at his father. But he only said wistfully, “I could worship the moon for a bit. Smell
the tide, feel the wind, after all those hours in the limo. Do you want some company around your fire, Dame Scotia?”
Her smile appeared again, like something unexpected and lovely breaking the surface of an unruffled pool.
“Yes. Very much.”
They gathered up twigs and fallen branches for a fire and sat around it among the stones and memories of the island. The night enclosed them quickly; the moon, a luminous eye, watched their fire with them, turning the complicated channels, the coils and threads of water, a silver that the god Severen had never thought to claim. Dame Scotia shared her wine with them, passing a camp cup around, as well as nuts and olives, smoked fish and chocolate. Pierce, leaning against one of the little standing stones, watched the stars form and hang among the tree branches like strange, fairy tale fruit. His thoughts reeled backward through the past amazing days, the scant weeks since he had left Cape Mistbegotten. A face appeared among the stars, long rippling hair, eyes the gray-green of her name.
“Tavis Malory,” he heard Scotia say from the shadows. “Yes. The depraved knight who could not stay out of trouble and was in jail when he wrote the history of the first Wyvernhold king. Part of the land my father holds along the northern marches was once his. At least it was until Tavis had to sell it to pay compensation for one of his despicable crimes. His grandsons managed to buy back the land. They tried to restore his reputation, too, saying that his enemies betrayed and maligned him. But it was a tough sell. Everyone liked the other version of his life better. He did write a fine book, though.” She leaned forward to prod the
fire, and Pierce saw her profile, strong and graceful, the shining braid down her back now, loosed from its coils.
“We don't often see you at court,” Leith commented.
“I'm with my father most of the year, helping him care for the land, especially when he's in Severluna himself, supporting parliamentary issues affecting the north. Water usage, fish habitats, that sort of thing. This time, when the king called the Assembly, my father had to send me alone. He sprained his back swinging a broadsword with too much enthusiasm for his age, and he can't travel easily yet.”
“So you're questing,” Val said. “Like the rest of us. Do you know where you're going?”
“Not entirely.”
Val nodded, reaching out to stir the flames. “Following your heart.”
In the sudden flare of firelight, Pierce saw her eyes widen with surprise, then swiftly fall. She turned, reaching into the shadows for more wood. Pierce's thoughts drifted again, this time back to the Kingfisher Inn, with its odd ceremony that seemed, at the time, as old as the stone at his back. What strange urge had that been, to steal the ritual knife, take it all the way to Severluna to end up coring a nonexistent apple on a field full of trained knights? Had the fish fry suffered because of him? he wondered. The wolf man, Merle, had known Pierce had it.
Take it to Severluna,
he had said in that hovel of a bar on the waterfront.
See what you can do with it.
He had gone; he had seen. He had found his brother with it, then his father. Now he was ready to give it back. Was that the end of it?
His brother and his father were stirring, rising. He stood
up as well, feeling as pleasantly drunk with moonlight as with wine. Dame Scotia rifled through one of her packs and produced a flashlight, which they promised to leave for her at the other end of the bridge.
“What if the knights come back here?” Pierce asked uneasily.
“They won't cross that bridge in the dark. And I'll be gone at dawn.”
They left her beside the fire under a watchful moon. Pierce glanced back at her before he turned onto the trail. She had risen also, and was standing at the edge of the cliff, looking out at the dark that defined itself best, to the human eye, by what it was not.
Light flared from a different night in the corner of Pierce's eye. He turned his head and froze at the reflection of fire in a pair of unexpected eyes. Something big, he sensed, just beyond the light. Something wild, powerful, undefined.
He opened his mouth to warn, then saw those eyes again, their human shape and expression, in his head, in memory. He breathed again, relieved by the thought of a closer, more dangerous guardian for the solitary knight than the wandering moon.
“Pierce,” his father called from the dark ahead.
He nodded a greeting to the wolf and turned again to the path.
C
arrie, veering around knights at any hour and on every corner of Chimera Bay, was hardly surprised, on one of her Stillwater lunch days, to see a darkly clad figure walk into the restaurant door ahead of her. It was too early for lunch, but Todd Stillwater rarely bothered with
CLOSED
signs. People would know, he told Carrie, and mostly that worked, though he didn't explain how. Carrie, causing the knight to turn as she followed him in, saw the expression on his face of someone amazed that he had actually found his way through a door.
Then she recognized the face.
That red hair, those vivid, blue-green eyesâthere was a name attached to the face in some cluttered drawer or file holder in her head. He was frowning at her, recognizing her as well, but in the wrong context. She should, she remembered,
have been carrying sheets instead of fresh basil and oregano from the Farmer's Market.
“Carrie?” she offered helpfully, and he nodded quickly.
“Yes. The Kingfisher Inn. I'm Pierce Oliver.”
He looked older, she thought, than just a week or three. He had seen things, learned things, done something, at least, to be wearing that uniform.
“Did you get yourself knighted?” she asked with astonishment.
“No.” The thought made him smile ruefully. “The only weapon I'm good with is the knife I stole. I plan to give it back,” he added quickly.
“That's what my dad said. That it would bring you back.”
“Really? Merle said that?”
“He did.”
“How didâ”
“He just knows things. If you want lunch, it'll be an hour or so before we start serving.”
He shook his head. “I didn't come for lunch. I came to see ifâ” He paused; a little color streaked his face. “Is Sage here?”
“No,” she said, amazed again, wondering how they had ever met. “She shops on Tuesdays.”
“Of course. On Tuesdays.” He sighed. “If I walked in here on a Wednesday or a Saturday, that would be the day she's out shopping.”
She stared at him, recognizing that dazed look in his eyes. When on earth had he had time to fall in love with Todd Stillwater's wife? Then he was seeing Carrie again; he glanced puzzledly at the world around her.
“What are you doing here?” he asked. “Are you working for Stillwater now?”
She swallowed, stepped closer to him. “Listen,” she said softly. “Please. Don't tell anyone I'm working here. Please. Nobody at the Kingfisher Inn knows. Nobody. I don't want them to know. Except my father. I mean, he already knows. But he's not talking about it. Maybe he'll talk to you.”
“About what?”
“Justâplease. Promise me? If you promise, I'll tell Sage you came here. But I won't tell Todd Stillwater.”
He flushed again. But his eyes, on her face, were wide, curious. “I'll try to remember,” he promised. “Might be easier if I knew why it's such a secret.”
“It's too complicated to explain, and I can't, right now. You should go. I need to work. That way I'll have something to think about, and Todd won't pick you out of my head.”
He frowned at that, still studying her. “Are you all right? I've never even met him, and he has that effect. Of making people not all right.”
“I'm fine. I need to be fine. We'll talk later. Over a beer at the Kingfisher bar. All right?”
“Promise?”
“Yes.”
In the quiet vault, she took the odd pot out of the corner where she always found it, no matter where else she had left it. Stillwater moved it out of his way, maybe. It had other quirks that she was beginning to expect. No matter how thoroughly she washed it, no matter how it brightened and glowed under her scrubbing, it would be, when next she saw it, in the same dull, cobwebby, grimy state as she
had first found it. Stillwater, again, she guessed, though it was hard to imagine him not cleaning a pot, when she never saw as much as a speck on his gleaming machines. Another weirdness was the way it changed size according to what she put into it. It seemed to know what she wanted to cook: It grew huge at the proximity of live crabs from the docks; it dwindled down to the size of a soup bowl when she melted butter.
It could read her mind.
The first time she used it, she had no idea what to expect. None of Stillwater's machines ever did anything predictable. Would it, she wondered, transform a homely potato into a perfect nest of twigs, deep-fry them golden, and lay tiny eggs of potato ice cream in them? It did. Would it stack paper-thin slices of raw beef, black licorice, sweet cherries, white onion, and bittersweet chocolate into colorful layered bites, and add a rosette of red onion on top of it? It would indeed. Might it shred the boiled crabmeat, swirl cracked peppercorns, roasted garlic, and the tender green shoots of onions in such a magical fashion that the concoction could be inserted into hollow straws of deep-fried butter and breadcrumbs, to be sucked through them before the straws themselves were eaten? It might, it would, and it did. Carrie, so enchanted by the results, picked one without a thought out of the pot and bit into it.
Tastes filled her mouth: crab, onion, garlic, pepper, salt and spices from the breadcrumbs. She stood in shock, her mouth full, not daring to chew, just letting the wonderful wave of flavors flow and break across her tongue until, reflexively, she swallowed. The flavors did not vanish; they
lingered, reminding her what charms and delights a simple, single bite of anything at all could hold.
She reached into the pot for another, then another.
Then she heard Todd's voice, Sage answering, Todd's voice again, coming closer as he walked into the vault. He wore his sweet Stillwater face since the restaurant would soon be open. At other times, he did not know, or perhaps he didn't care, what face Carrie saw. She turned to present him with her experimental crab bite, and found the pot had disappeared, along with everything she had made.
She stared at where it had been, then at the corner where it usually sat: it was nowhere to behold.
She still had a bite, she realized, in her hand. He looked surprised by the bare table, the silent machines.
“You haven't started cooking yet? It's nearly time to open. Business is doing well with all the knights coming in. They inspire me,” he said, with a faint, thin smile.
“I was experimenting,” she told him, glancing around again for the hidden pot. “I came up with this.”
She gave him the crab straw; he ate it the way she had envisioned: sucking the crab out like a mouthful of milk shake, then eating the savory little straw.
He nodded. “Good,” he said. “Very good. As always,” which was what he always said, without a flicker of expression, as though he had just tossed back a vitamin pill. “Make more,” he suggested. “And make it fast.”
She gazed at his back as he went out to the dining room. He had tasted nothing, she realized suddenly. He had never tasted anything. He had no idea what she could feed his customers if only she could find what she had made it in.
“Come back, pot,” she whispered, glancing under the table. “Where are you, pot?”
And there it was on the table again. She studied it a moment, wondering at this extraordinary vessel, able to change its size, wear protective coloring, see what she saw, imagine what she imagined, making it, then hiding itself at will from the cook whose machines transformed everything into illusion.
She made more, she made it fast, and she made it all in that peculiar pot.
Stillwater came in again to cook with her, later. She expected the pot to vanish again. But it stayed visible, all the while he worked with his machines and barely noticed what Carrie did. He looked straight at it a time or two, Carrie thought, but he did not comment. So why, she wondered, did it bother to hide?
She answered her own question finally, making tiny, braided loaves of bread out of white root vegetables and baked egg whites.
I can see you, she told it. Todd Stillwater, whatever he is, can't. All he sees when he looks at you is another of his machines. Point taken.
Sage came in, for a taste, as she usually did. Carrie handed her a bite from the rows lined on parchment paper. Sage wondered aloud about the time; Stillwater, whose attention was focused down the gullet of a machine, did not seem to hear. Waiting, Sage popped the bite into her mouth.
She chewed once, then stood transfixed, as though she were listening to music she had not heard in years or remembering a life she had misplaced.
She closed her eyes, chewed again. “Chocolate,” she whispered. “Cherries. Licorice. Raw beef, raw onion. And one lastâ Oh. Yes.”
Stillwater raised his head. The utensil in his hand dropped into the working machine and it made a noise like metal wrapping itself into knots.
Then his hands were on Carrie's shoulders, his face flowing in and out of other faces, other expressions, mostly furious and even more frantic.
“Where is it?” he shouted. “Where is it? It's mine! I rescued itâit belongs to me!” Shocked, she couldn't find her voice. His hands tightened; he focused an enormous, leaf-green eye on her that held a predator's senseless, malignant glare. “Where?” He shook her, then let go of one shoulder and raised his hand, shrieking, “Where? Is? It?”
“Where is what?” Carrie gabbled back, terrified. “I don't even know what it is! I justâI gaveâI had it in my pocketâOne of my bites from the Kingfisher Grill.”
“No. You come here firstâ”
“I went in early to help Ella make cherry tarts for supper. Things were lying around. I justâ So I just made something. Ella liked it, so I brought a piece here. I don't know why you're shouting at me. I don't have anything of yours. Everything in here is yours.”
The eye, luminous and huge, seemed to stare into the bottom of her mind. But all it would have seen, she realized shakily, was a battered, stained old pot, worn beyond use, and most likely found under a sink in the Kingfisher Grill, catching a leak in the pipes.
He let her go abruptly. Sage had vanished somewhere
inside herself, standing motionless, unblinking, trying to make herself into air, nothing more noticeable or important.
Stillwater picked the utensil out of the machine, and shook it, listening to its inner rattlings. He put it under the table. When he spoke again, he sounded as calm and reasonable as ever.
“You should make more of those bites for us, since Sage likes it so much. Yes, Sage. Go ahead and let them in.”
Carrie kept the small bites coming for a couple of hours, sometimes using Stillwater's machines, sometimes the ugly, magnificent pot.
Finally, the last diner left; Sage closed the door, and Carrie came out to help clear the tables, while Stillwater tidied his machines. Finished, he left the rest of the cleanup to Carrie and went out, as usual, to walk and think about tomorrow's lunch, since the restaurant was closed for supper that night. Carrie put plates in the dishwashers, hand-washed the bar glasses, and scrubbed and polished the pot until she saw the gentle glow of its fires.
She put it in its favorite corner and stood for a moment, listening. Stillwater hadn't returned yet. The washing machines were running, full of napkins and tablecloths, which meant that Sage was back in the old bank office, adding up receipts.
Carrie turned, contemplated Stillwater's small, gleaming army of machines.
She went to work.
She took the pot with her when she finished.