Juicy: The Complete Series (27 page)

“Awe, naw. I
’m not trying to kill nobody…yet.”— Lexi

“Are you ready to go home, Ms. Burden?” The nurse said smiling and entering the room with a field of papers.

“Yeah, I guess, as ready as I
’ll ever be,” Lexi sighed trying to gather the rest of her belongings and pack them inside of the hospital issued plastic bag.

“Okay now the doctor prescribed some meds for you, which are nothing more than some prenatal pills and iron pills to make the life growing inside of you big and strong,” The nurse was overly happy.

It made Lexi very uncomfortable since she was not the least bit happy about being pregnant or being alone. She had envisioned her life being more luxurious than what it was. Her life was supposed to consist of traveling the world with her dream man and begins with him proposing to her under a French moonlight in Paris. She was supposed to be every woman to her man pleasing him not only in his pants but also in his heart and his mind stimulating his mental every chance she got. Her mother was never around to teach her how to love a man but she was definitely going to do her research to ensure she kept hers happy.

“Thanks,” she replied uninterestedly.

The more she thought about the life she could have had with Kojack the more it began to sadden her that it would never come to pass; at least not while he was indifferent about where he wanted to be. She knew eventually she would have to let him see his kid but she had a whole eight months left before that was going to happen, which also meant he had eight months to get his shit together as well. In the end, after what he had put her through, she felt they would probably never be in a relationship. She would always be the young girl in his life and he would always find a reason to leave.

“Child, you don
’t seem happy about being a new mother. This is supposed to be a happy time, a time for celebration.” The nurse hyped as she moved in to pinch Lexi’s cheeks, something she always despised. “If you don’t mind me prying in your business, what’s wrong?”

“I really don
’t want to talk about it, ma’am.”

“Hmm, sometimes you youngsters need to talk about your problems. Maybe if more of you talked it out then there would be less killing.”

“Awe, naw, I’m not trying to kill nobody…yet.”

The women laughed. Lexi felt a sense of ease as she took a deep breath exhaling it. It was the first time since her breakup with Kojack that she had smiled. The nurse sat down on the bed and spanked a portion of it next to her urging Lexi to take a break from packing and take a seat. She wanted to resist but thought it best not to as she needed some motherly advice right then. The nurse looked considerably older even though she did not know her true age, she just took her as someone who was wise in her ways and felt the need to listen to what she had to say.

“That man that came in here earlier; he’s the father of my baby,” Lexi breathed as she sat down next to her.

“Oh ok, that
’s an awesome thing. Most of the young moms that come up in here have no clue of who they slept with the night before, let alone who the father of their baby is. So consider yourself lucky.”

“But I
’m not lucky. He’s an ass. He broke up with me, basically on my birthday and he refuses to talk about it. Now all of a sudden my sister tells him I’m in the hospital and he wants to come and see how I’m doing? I don’t think so.”

“Honey but he came. You are so busy looking at the negative that you can
’t accentuate the positive. If he didn’t care about you he wouldn’t have been here and… he wouldn’t be standing in the hall waiting for you either.”

A broad smile filled the nurse
’s oval shaped face. She hoped that would make Lexi smile as well and send her racing out the door to find him. Instead Lexi rose from the bed and stood there staring at the door wondering why he was out there. Her breathing sped up as she contemplated her next move. The nurse witnessed her hesitation and rose to block her line of sight to the door.

“See honey, no one can raise a child alone. Now after having a brief conversation with him in the hall, I can see he truly is sorry for whatever it is he
’s done,” The nurse said sweetly as she caressed her shoulder lightly. “Just hear the man out. If it sounds like bullshit you know what to do baby.”

“I don
’t know. This is the second time he’s abandoned me knowing how we feel about each other. It’s my age and I understand that but the way he’s going about it is wrong.”

“Your age, girl you
’re pregnant now? What other harm can be done at this point?” The nurse shrugged, “Truth be told, you need to figure out what you’re going to do because raising a baby alone is no joke. You either need its daddy or an abortion.”

She walked to the door peeping carefully out of the small rectangular shaped window noticing a nervous Kojack pacing the floor, “You decide.”

The nurse toddled out of the door leaving Lexi with her thoughts. There was not much to think about when it came down to Kojack, in her mind. She knew that gut punching him where it hurt was all that would whip him into shape. The one thing in the world she desired, she was denied, so she was not about to be a fool and keep handing him her heart on a platter for him to feast a little then discard the rest. She headed towards the door opening it forcefully, unafraid of facing him.

“Get in here, Kojack,” she said heading back towards the bed to finish packing without looking up at him.

“Lexi, I know what you said about leaving you alone but I need to talk to you. We need to talk this out,” Kojack walked up to her grabbing the bag from her hands and slamming it down on the bed.

“Don
’t fucking touch me, I just don’t get why you wanna talk to me now. You never wanted to talk before. Cowards don’t talk they run. Remember?”

“Alright I deserve that,” Kojack replied massaging his chin, “But things have obviously changed.”

“Why, ‘cause I’m carrying a baby?” Lexi squinted, folding her arms. “You know I thought about gut punching you and telling you that it wasn’t yours but then I said you know what, that’s too easy for you. You’ve had life too easy up ‘til now and that’s why you always run away from your problems.”

“I don
’t run away, I just need time to think,”

“No, be a man and call it what it is, running!” Lexi rubbed her head for stress relief, “You know what amazes me is that even though I
’m only seventeen, I’m more of an adult than you’ll ever be.”

“I…okay. I can
’t take this anymore,” Kojack said grabbing Lexi’s arm pulling her close to him.

SLAP!

“Stop! No!” Lexi pushed and shoved trying to get him off of her.

Kojack let go gently hoping she did not run out the door and scream rape. He was fucked up in the head that his plan backfired realizing at that moment that she was indeed more of an adult than she really is. She is stronger and more level headed than both of her sisters and when she is sober she appears to be on her game one hundred percent. He knew his typical lines and fetching looks were not going to be enough to convince her to take him back; underestimating her intelligence was his first downfall.

“Lex, I’m sorry. I just don’t want you to alienate me from your life or the baby’s life.”

“Just answer me this, was my age that hard for you to accept when you were planting your face in between my legs tasting me? Was your dick worried about my age when I was riding it in the front seat of your car? Or when you were banging me from the back pulling my hair tightly making me squirm?” Lexi ran her fingers across his zipped up black leather jacket.

Her fingers tapped against his jacket yet in his mind they felt like feathers on his chest. It was hard to explain the way she made him feel when she was around him. It was a feeling that no other woman has ever been able to make him feel and that was the number one reason why he left her alone. Kojack knew if he did not jolt out of her grasp he would never be able to leave her and do the right thing in the eyes of the law of Illinois. In that state, sex with a seventeen year old who was considered a minor was illegal but he could not help who he painfully desired. Granted she played games to get him but her game worked and he was definitely hooked, unable to fight the temptation any longer. The fact that she was carrying his baby was icing on the cake.

“Baby, I…”

“Naw, don’t baby me. Your ass is worthless. Know that me and you are over, Kojack.”

“How you gonna leave me with my seed in your stomach, girl? You ain
’t got no money and no place to go. Diamond ain’t gonna take care of your ass. So you might as well come be with me and quit playing damn it,” Kojack advised firmly.

“See your smug ass still can
’t see past your money. I don’t want your stupid, fucking money. I want you to be a damn man, get your shit together and realize that you were an asshole for punishing me for our love.”

“I
’m not punishing you,” Kojack paused turning towards the door,” I’m punishing me and you’re getting hurt in the process. I’m just having a hard time dealing with this shit, Lex. I mean, have you ever taken a second out to think about me in all of this?”

“Every damn second, I know what could happen to you if the wrong people found out, but Kojack, did you ever stop to think that no one is going to find out? Did you ever think about the fact that no one cares? I won
’t be seventeen forever and I for damn sure won’t be acting seventeen with a baby.”

In actuality, he had not thought about any of her scenarios. She made valid points but all Kojack could think about was the fear of doing hard time in a county jail all in the name of love. She was an amazing person and an even more amazing lay but he struggled with the one question that he could not find an answer to. Was she more than worth it? He did not want the answer to be yes simply because she was carrying his child.

“Can we talk about this back at the house…please?” Kojack winced picking up her light bag throwing it over his shoulder.

“I guess, since I have nowhere else to go.”

“I didn’t mean that, Lex,” Kojack sighed. “Anyway, I figure we could stop and get something to eat and then go to my office so I can get something I left there.”

“It
’s not what you meant, it’s what you said. Don’t try to change the damn subject, but whatever.”

“Have you heard from Diamond yet?” Kojack replied trying to switch the subject to a lighter mood. “Does she know about the baby?”

“About the baby, don’t trip on that cause I’m getting an abortion,” Lexi retorted as she headed out the hospital room door.

“Prove it.”— Oxy

“This shit was never supposed to happen,” Ivan snarled as he backed out of Pandora
’s snatch relieved of all of his stress.

“But it did. So try to take it back,” Pandora teased hopping down off of the table straightening her dress.

“You just keep your mouth shut, alright?” he replied with heavy panting desiring to taste her sweet lips.

“I
’ll think about it,” she smirked as she headed for the staircase, “You just make sure I can beat that case lover.”

Ivan knew that he had been played, used and he hated the feeling that followed. He felt dirty, icky, and nasty needing to cleanse his self of all the wrong doing that took place just minutes ago. He rubbed his skin attempting to remove the leftover smell that lingered from her juicy, tasting opening. The more he scrubbed the more the smell spread, refusing to disappear. He turned, watching as she disappeared up the stairs like a quiet little rat as he headed for the kitchen to try and rinse off.

Pandora slowly ventured up to the bed to check on Oxy. Her eyes were closed and the slight snoring that was present before she left was still sounding off. She appeared as though she had not actually moved since Pandora left. Her shoulders shrugged feeling as though she may have imagined her watching them, even though it felt so erotically real. She lived for shit like that, making other people jealous and pissing people off. To her, it was stupid of Oxy to believe that she would ever marry her. Another woman would never get all of her ever again.

Without slipping out of her party clothes, she slid in on the opposite side of the bed being careful not to stir Oxy as she slid under the thick covers. She relaxed her tired bones staring up at the clock on the wall noticing that it was rather early for her to be in the bed, 7:45 pm. Her eyes could not find a way to drift to sleep regardless as to how soothing Oxy
’s snoring became. She turned over on her left side staring out the window at the trees blowing in the wind thinking heavily that it was a sign, a sign for her to get the hell out of there before the good Attorney could inevitably decide her fate. Pandora closed her eyes forcing herself to fall asleep from boredom, feeling that when the sun made its presence in the sky again she would put her thoughts in motion.

Two hours went by without movement or noise in the room. Oxy rose, creeping out the bed effortlessly like she was floating on air, still feeling the effects of the drugs and alcohol she had previously consumed. She stood at the foot of the bed gawking down on Pandora
’s golden face as she slept unaware that she was being surveyed. Oxy took her fingers running them along the tops of her bare naked toes testing to see if that would stir her but when it never did she knew she was in a dark, deep sleep.

“Is she asleep?” Ivan said peeping slightly in the door.

“Shh,” Oxy hurriedly scampered shoving his head back out the door and closing it behind her, “You put the bitch to sleep now you wanna wake her up?”

“No. I was actually coming in there to get you,” he replied walking back down the stairs.

“I bet you were,” Oxy expressed following right behind him.

“I was. I told you I don
’t like her.”

“You sure have a funny way of showing it. She belonged to me. She was mine and you spoiled her!”

“Lower your fucking voice to me. I am still your daddy.”

“What the fuck ever. Some fucking daddy you are, sleeping with my girlfriend,” Oxy fumed shaking her head and crossing her arms. “I thought you would never do that to me?”

“Hey you listen to what the fuck I say! You got that,” Ivan reached down wrapping one hand of his strong fingers around her tiny neck, squeezing just enough to send her the message, “She’s poison. She seduced me.”

“I
’m sorry daddy. I just figured since my mom left that you would be all mine. You would never give it to anyone else. I haven’t fucked any other men, only bitches and you just took one from me.”

“You went rogue, Oxy. You wanted to go out in the streets and act crazy and run with fools while I sat here deprived. After your mom left, you said you would take care of me.”

“I know what I said. I just…I just needed a break is all,” Oxy lowered her head in shame feeling badly that she had disappointed Ivan, “You said that you would always understand about my needing to spread my wings and fly so long as I didn’t fuck other men. Well I’m only fucking women but I will never stop loving you, daddy.”

Truth be told, she was torn between the idea of being with her mother
’s husband and the fact that everyone outside of them considered her his stepdaughter. It felt a bit sickening at times but at others she was in heaven. Her break away from him only heightened the long-lived infatuation she has had for him, since her pussy was old enough to throb. They had been fucking since she was sixteen but now that she was a grown woman and done running the streets and running from his love, she was determined to get the one thing every young girl dreamt about, the ring.

“Well I hope you
’ve sowed enough oats because if you ever leave me again, we are done,” Ivan snarled worse than a ferocious dog. “No more lavish hand me outs, no more daddy dick, nothing.”

“Oh yeah, well give me a reason to stay if you want me here so badly.”

Oxy wrapped her scrawny arms around his neck allowing his tongue to slap box with hers. Her lips had never graced the lips of another man and her pussy belonged to him as well. He was okay with her doing girls because they were not any kind of threat to him. He laid pipe and knew no bitch or dildo could ever amount to that. As he ran his muscular hands down her back to her flat almost nonexistent backside, he began to become aroused ready for round two except with her. As they continued to make out heavily in the hall, she began to become turned off, tasting the very essence of her pussy in his mouth.

“Wait!” Oxy groaned backing away from his advances. “You have to promise me that you will never fuck her again.”

“Oxy, I told you that I don’t fucking like her.”

“Do you take me for some kind of fool? You licked her pussy, daddy. I taste her all in your mouth. You
’ve never licked my pussy before and we’ve been together for years,” Oxy folded her arms pouting like a five year old.

“She made me. I told you she made me.”

“Well you’re gonna get on your knees and lick mine too, then,” Oxy demanded.

“Anything you want me to do, I
’ll do,” Ivan responded feeling hotter than ever for Oxy as he leaned in sucking her neck, moving down to her petite breasts.

“Oh my God!” Oxy paused, “You
’re in love with her, aren’t you?”

“What? No, no you
’ve got it all wrong. How could I love her? I don’t even know her.”

“You don
’t love her, daddy?”

“No. I don
’t,” he replied between kisses.

“Prove it.”

Ivan halted his lustful act then looked away from her gaping over at the moonlight shining through the window. He rubbed the left over spittle from his lips massaging all the way down to his chin before looking back up into accusing eyes. Oxy reached up scratching her fingers on his chin stubble like he was a helpless puppy. Their history together twinkled in their eyes as they stared deeply, reading each other’s thoughts like soul mates.

“Go do it right fucking now,” Oxy whispered to his face. “And when you
’re done, I’m going to take good care of you.”

“Yeah…mmmm,” Ivan moaned as he leaned in to slob her down once more but was halted by her finger to his lips.

“There will be plenty of time for that later. Right now is business,” she demanded.

As Ivan headed for his office, Oxy remained by the stairs looking in the direction of her room trying to see if there was any movement. Oxy danced wondering what the hell was taking him so long then noticed how dark the house actually was. She began to grow impatient swallowing her insecurities about the dark and slowly heading back towards the office. A dark figure emerged prompting her to back up her stride all the way to the mildly lit area of the dining room, watching as Ivan loaded his gun.

“Are you sure you wanna do this cause once it’s done there’s no going back,” Ivan questioned as he finished loading and securing the piece.

“Get your ass up those stairs so we can fuck already,” Oxy smiled.

Ivan moved with haste, heading up towards her bedroom with Oxy tugging close behind. She bit her nails but she was far from scared anxious to see what Pandora’s brains would look like plastered all over the wall. Thoughts ran through her mind about burying her in the back yard directly under her window so she could think of what they had from time to time and still feel like she was in her life. Remorse for her flew right out the window the closer they came to the bedroom door and anger began to fill her head with the thoughts of Pandora’s eyes when Ivan was banging her.

“Hey. Don
’t get any blood on my Hello Kitty blanket, alright. I really like that blanket.”

“Ox, you can buy another blanket,” Ivan shrugged.

“So but I like that blanket. Why should I go buy another one when I have one already? Just don’t get any fucking blood on it.”

“Are you shittin
’ me right now?”

“No. Ugh, just go,” Oxy urged.

Ivan carefully pushed the bedroom door hoping it would not make a squeak. As they tipped in the room their eyes were focused on the big lump on the bed waiting for it to stir as they moved in closer. Oxy placed her hand on Ivan’s arm gripping his Oxford button down as tight as could be. He looked back urging her to let him go as he inched around to the side of the bed to peel back the covers and get one last look at the beautiful goddess before he destroyed the wonderful canvas forever. The sound in the room was eerily quiet, not even the sound of breathing could be detected. Ivan fidgeted at the side of the bed looking up at Oxy for reassurance.

“Go on,” she mimed using her hands in a shoving gesture.

The fingers on his right hand made a typing motion as he toyed with the notion of killing something so beautiful and then it hit him. He was mildly attracted to her. He could not make out if it was the mind-blowing sex that had him gone or if it was indeed her beauty but something in him could not bear the thought of ending that connection for good.

“Do it!” Oxy encouraged as she walked over to pull back the blanket herself.

She whisked the blanket away from the bed gazing down upon a long formed pile of clothes. The sight of the clothes angered Oxy to the max as she tussled through them screaming at the top of her lungs and searching the room. Ivan grabbed her by the arm forcing her to grab a hold of herself as he quietly pointed towards the closet. He knew she could not have gotten far and the jump from the balcony would have indeed injured her. Besides the sliding glass balcony door was closed, which was something that could not be accomplished from the outside. The closer they got to the closet door the more the anticipation built inside of the two of them.

“Ha, bitch!” Oxy roared as she slid the closet door over and flicking the wall light. “Where the fuck is this bitch?”

Pandora made a quick dash out of the bathroom, which was next to the room exit and high-tailed it down the steps and on towards the front door. Her feet moved swiftly like a roadrunner trying to get away from the two craziest motherfuckas she had ever encountered. Ivan and Oxy were on her ass like white on rice, watching as she struggled with the front door locks.

“Shoot her ass! Don
’t let her get out!” Oxy screamed shoving Ivan slightly.

Oxy stood waiting on her blood to splatter all over the corridor already thinking about what cleansing product to use to clean it up. She looked at her attire wondering how she had gotten dressed that fast; feeling as though she might not have ever been sleep and was only pretending when she was standing over her. If that were the case it meant Pandora heard every single word they said. Ivan shot shattering one of the door
’s glass triangles imbedded inside, which was two feet higher than Pandora. Finally the door opened freely, as she ran out in a panic without looking back. Oxy looked over at Ivan evilly knowing exactly what he did.

“Do you expect me to believe that you seriously missed her by accident? You
’re a fucking ex-army nerd for Christ sakes,” Oxy crossed her arms showing the most sinister look on her face. “If you are in love with that bitch then go be with her.”

“I don
’t fucking love her,” Ivan swallowed knowing he was only partially telling the truth.

“Then I
’m going to get the car and you are going to run around to the back of the house and go after that bitch and this time, don’t miss. She will fuck up your career, daddy. She will let everyone know what goes on in this house. She’s poison. Remember?” Oxy coaxed, “Do you want her to fuck up your awesome lifestyle and your respectable career?”

“Hell no!”

“Then go get that bitch!” Oxy pointed, “NOW!”

Ivan did not hesitate to follow directions. This was no longer about Oxy it was about him. She was right. He could not allow Pandora to get away and exploit his business to anyone. He could not fathom the thought of losing everything he had worked so hard to acquire over fifteen years. She had to go and he was fueled with the adrenaline to get rid of her ass post haste. In the back of the house, Pandora ran through the huge yard and into a baseball field compiled of high snow mounds and dried up dirt.