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Authors: Erin Hunter

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Toklo rounded on him, then bit back a furious response.
It's not his fault. He doesn't understand.

“Well, for once I agree with Nanulak,” Yakone said. “What's the point of going all that way? It's been hard enough to get this far.”

“I told you,” Toklo repeated, trying not to sound impatient. “It's been hard because we've been doing it wrong. Once we turn back, it'll get easier, I promise.”

Yakone still looked doubtful. “I wish I could believe you, but…”

“I believe you, Toklo,” Kallik said, then turned to the white bear. “Ujurak knows these things. If he told Toklo to go back, then that's what we have to do.”

“I agree.” Lusa moved closer to Toklo's side.

“But I don't!” Nanulak's eyes flashed with anger. “Toklo, I can't believe you want to take me back there! You know the white bears are looking for me.”

“I won't let them hurt you,” Toklo began, trying to reassure the younger bear. “Just let them try. I'll—”

“They won't get a chance to hurt me,” Nanulak interrupted, “because I'm
not going
. Toklo, I thought you were my friend. But if you let me down, then I'll carry on to the sea by myself.”

For a moment Toklo was tempted to give in. He hated the idea that he was letting Nanulak down. But his memory of Ujurak returned to give him strength in his resolve. “That's your choice,” he said quietly. “But I want you to come with us. We have to do this, to show your family they were wrong to drive you away when prey was scarce.”

Nanulak's eyes widened in disbelief. “You'd really leave me alone?” He took a deep breath. “All right. I'll come. But whatever my family says, you'll still take me to the forests, right? I'm still a brown bear?”

“Of course,” said Toklo.

CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
Lusa

Lusa toiled at the back of
the group as they retraced their pawsteps toward the center of the island. She couldn't help wondering how long it would take any of them to notice if she disappeared. Kallik and Yakone were padding close together, while Nanulak kept near Toklo's side. Both pairs of bears obviously belonged together.

And I don't belong with either pair
, she told herself sadly.
Sooner or later they'll split up, and then who will I go with? Maybe they don't want me, anyway.

Kallik and Yakone would settle at the Frozen Sea, while Toklo and Nanulak would journey on until they found a forest where they could claim territory.

“I just want to be home,” she whispered. “With sunlight, and green trees, and berry bushes…”

But that wasn't her home; the only home she had known before the journey had been the Bear Bowl, surrounded by animals that weren't bears, fed and watched by flat-faces, confined to a space smaller than some of the ice floes they had traveled on. However much Lusa missed her family—Ashia, King, Yogi, Stella—she knew she could never go back to the Bear Bowl. She had to find a new home, a place where black bears could live in the wild, far from flat-faces and silver cans of food scraps. For her, this journey had no ending, or at least not one that she knew of yet.

She accepted completely that Ujurak had spoken to Toklo in a dream and had told them to retrace their pawsteps. Still, Toklo's words to Nanulak about showing his family they were wrong had unsettled her. She couldn't stifle a nagging anxiety that Toklo was looking for revenge against the bears who had abandoned Nanulak. Surely that couldn't have been what Ujurak meant.

That is not our battle
, she told herself.
Looking after Nanulak, helping him find a safe place to live … okay. But not deliberately looking for a fight.

But for the time being they were far away from where they might expect to find Nanulak's family. They encountered no white bears, and Lusa's hopes began to rise. She wasn't sure if she was imagining it, but there seemed to be a tiny bit more light every day. The threatened snow never fell, and the skies cleared. Lusa felt as if every hair on her pelt were drinking in the sunshine.

Maybe the sun is on its way back? I've missed it so much! And trees… I'm hungry for trees.

The terrain was easier, too. Toklo had been right about that. Lusa had been afraid that they would have to struggle up and down the ravines again, but somehow they managed to find their way among the crags with no more than a short scramble or a bold leap. Thorn thickets seemed to part to let them through, and the soft snow was soothing for weary paws.

Food gradually became more plentiful. Lusa felt as if something was guiding her to the right spots to dig down and find leaves or lichen, and she found a few stray berries still clinging to the branches of the thorns. Toklo caught a plump Arctic hare, and Yakone spotted a fish beneath the surface of a frozen pool and broke the ice to hook it out.

But Nanulak's reluctance to return seemed to increase with every pawstep he took. He complained all the time about being tired, until even Toklo started to lose patience with him.

“I don't want to do this,” he said one night as Kallik and Yakone were digging out a den. “Toklo, we don't have to stay with these bears. Let them go back if they want to. Let's go to the sea, just the two of us.”

Lusa drew in a breath, shocked that Nanulak would even suggest this.
Doesn't he understand anything?

“We can't do that, Nanulak,” Toklo replied, with an edge to his voice that hadn't been there before when he spoke to the younger bear. “We're doing this because of you. Ujurak said that your story on this island isn't finished.”

“Then he's wrong!” Nanulak insisted. “Why do you listen to him instead of me?”

“Because Ujurak knows these things,” Lusa replied.

Nanulak whirled to face her. “What do you know about it? You're only a
black
bear!”

Lusa stared at him, hardly able to believe he'd said that.

“That's enough,” Toklo growled. “We're going back, and that's that.”

Nanulak opened his jaws to argue some more, then seemed to realize how angry Toklo was and thought better of it. He stayed in sulky silence until all the bears settled down to sleep.

As they drew closer to the ice cap, Nanulak's reluctance gave way to real fear. Lusa noticed that he was always on edge, casting nervous glances in all directions. Even though she didn't like him any better, she found herself feeling sorry for him.

“There's nothing to be afraid of,” she said, falling into step beside him as they followed Toklo up a steep mountain slope.

“Yes, there is,” Nanulak whimpered. “The white bears will get me, I know they will! We never should have come back.”

“Toklo knows what he's doing,” Lusa reassured him, deciding there was no point in mentioning Ujurak. “And he'll look after you.”

“But the white bears are
big
!” Nanulak protested. “Bigger than Toklo.”

“They might be bigger, but they won't fight as well as Toklo,” Lusa told him. “Toklo's the best! He fought a white bear on Star Island. And back when we were at Great Bear Lake—and Toklo was much younger than he is now—he defeated a full-grown grizzly called Shoteka.”

Nanulak blinked at her. “Really?”

“Really.”

To Lusa's relief, Nanulak brightened up, as if he hadn't quite believed until then that Toklo could defend him from his enemies. Bounding forward until he reached Toklo's side, he exclaimed, “Toklo! Tell me about the time you killed a grizzly at Great Bear Lake!”

“Later,” Toklo replied. “I'm going to hunt now. And I didn't kill him.”

“Why not?” Nanulak persisted. “It's good to kill your enemies.”

Toklo let out an exasperated sigh. “No, it's not. Not when you can defeat them without killing them. I'll tell you all about it when I get back from hunting.”

“I want to come with you,” Nanulak announced, following in Toklo's pawsteps as he drew aside from their path and began to sniff the air. “I only feel safe when I'm with you.”

“Yakone and Kallik will look after you,” Toklo told him; Lusa could tell that he was trying hard not to sound annoyed.

“But they're white bears!”

Toklo sighed again. “Okay, you can come. But you have to keep quiet. No stories until we've caught something, okay?”

“Okay!” Nanulak said happily, bounding at Toklo's side until the two of them vanished behind a tumbled heap of boulders.

Kallik took the lead as the remaining bears headed up the hillside. Yakone padded along at her shoulder, then dropped back until he was walking beside Lusa.

“I want to ask you something,” he announced.

Lusa blinked up at him curiously.

“What do you think about the way Toklo treats Nanulak?” the white bear went on. “Why is he so close to him? They're not kin.”

Lusa thought for a moment. “You need to understand what it was like for Toklo when he was a cub,” she said at last. “He had a brother, Tobi, who was weak and sick, and eventually he died. Toklo feels guilty that he wasn't able to save him.”

Yakone nodded. “So he wants to save Nanulak…”

“There's more,” Lusa said. “Toklo's mother, Oka, was so grief-stricken after Tobi's death that she drove Toklo away. He had to fend for himself when he was really too young. So I think he feels very close to Nanulak because he was driven away by his family, too.”

“That makes sense,” Yakone said.

“That's why Toklo became so close to Ujurak, too.” Lusa felt a renewed stab of grief. “They were such good friends.”

“Toklo needs to be needed,” Yakone said. “That's good. But I wish I could believe that Nanulak deserves him.”

Lusa grunted in agreement. Talking to Yakone had cleared her own mind. It did make sense that Toklo would try to fill the yawning gap left after his brother, Tobi, had died, and his mother, Oka, had driven him away. She knew that Toklo had to miss his family the same way that Kallik missed hers, and that he surely longed for a new family the same way Lusa longed to see the bears in the Bear Bowl once more.

We're a family now
, Lusa thought.
Maybe we don't always like it, or understand it, but that's what we are. We have to stick together if we're going to survive.

CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
Kallik

The journey back along the ridge
didn't seem to take as long as the outward trek, and Kallik found the going much easier when they could travel by day.

“We're not hiding anymore,” Toklo had said stoutly. “We've done nothing wrong.”

Besides, the slightly longer days gave more time for hunting and walking. Kallik still didn't like the island: There were too many shadows, too many unfamiliar things, and she couldn't shake the feeling that there was something not quite right about it. But she knew that she could survive there for as long as it took to find Nanulak's family and make them face up to what they had done.

And I have Yakone with me
, she reflected. Warm happiness flooded through her from ears to paws as she looked at the reddish-pelted bear.
I can cope with anything as long as we're together.

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