Into His Keeping (18 page)

First he’d asked her, “Are you my girl?”

“Yes.” She’d frowned at the question.

“Then this pretty mound is mine. I’d like to see it shaved but for now this is fine. There is no shame in this, Jilly-girl. I take care of what’s mine.”

Indeed he did. There seemed no detail of her life he wasn’t interested in. His attention enveloped her, cushioned her life in ways both dreamy and exciting. Like now as he nuzzled her intimately and his tongue pushed between outer lips to nudge her clit with light licks. The act of forcing her folds apart heightened the sensation of him invading her. He was entering the damp portals of her body. Jill moaned, her hands sinking in his hair as his approval rumbled around the prize he’d found.

Heat swarmed over her as his tongue teased. Her legs trembled and his hands on her butt tightened in warning. He wanted her right where she was, not collapsing. The force of his will shot another thrill through her. She didn’t know why, but the feel of him like this was such a high. Her knees started to buckle and he supported her weight ‘til she gathered enough control to do it herself. His ability to gently but forcefully command her compliance was as much a turn-on.

His mouth was open as his tongue ran up and down the valley between plump outer lips. Reaching under her from behind, two fingers swirled through the cream gushing out of her opening. Jill trembled in mounting anticipation as he coated those digits while licking over the bundle of nerves above them. He wasn’t giving her the touch to push her over, just building the sensations. Knowing what was coming increased her need and she pressed into his face, bending her knees slightly to widen herself for him.

Holdin’s tongue flicked over her as those fingers circled and stroked in repeated demand. Jill moaned. He was taking so long. Playing with her while she was already on the edge. Finally he gave her the touch she’d been waiting for.

His fingers dragged liquid back over sensitive skin to tenderly circle her anus. Jill was gasping at the dual sensations as he told her with his fingers that he intended to have her there as well. It was both the wicked, forbidden embarrassment of his intentions and knowledge that she wanted him demanding this from her that wound her to a new level of anticipation and desperation.

“That’s my girl,” he approved softly between licks. Her knees bent farther as she helplessly thrust her hips into his face. “Yes, pretty baby. So ready.” His deep voice crooned as he resumed flicking her clit in maddening licks. The fingers circling behind her dipped in a bit, gently pressing her anus but not entering.

Recently he’d introduced her to this sensation, painting her with her body’s lubricant while pleasuring her to madness with his tongue. He’d forbidden her to come unless he’d entered her ass with those slick fingers. The first time it was only one finger and he’d taken so long teasing and eating her, as soon as the thick digit slipped into her body, she’d crashed into orgasm. Those new sensations of invasion and the tiny burn had mixed with the shattering pleasure and become addictive. She’d come so hard, her muscles ached with strain.

She’d been shocked after but he’d smiled his lazy smile as he held her still trembling body, “Aw, Jilly-girl,” he’d soothed her. “You’re mine. All of you. It’s not wrong or dirty to give me all of you. Did it feel bad?”

She remembered she’d blushed wildly that late spring evening, which was silly considering on that occasion she had been lying in the back of his pickup with him, on a blanket and naked as the day she was born. “No,” Jill had whispered.

He’d chuckled softly. “Just no? Aren’t you the brazen wench who just screamed for me? I was sorta concerned we’d draw attention even though we’re twenty miles out,” he teased gently.

That night she’d learned how to make him bellow in pleasure. Actually he’d taught her after she’d insisted, determined to be woman enough for him. It seemed her mouth could make him as crazy as he made her.

Since then she’d found she craved the new sensations. How did he know what sweet, aching pleasure it was? His command of her response in that way made her feel even more his. Then he’d instructed her how to accept him. Now she complied with his touch as if it were a command.

By now the sensation of his fingers circling her bottom entrance triggered another level of excitement. She gasped and willfully relaxed for him. His hands left her for a few seconds and she knew he was slipping a condom over his two fingers. It made cleanup easier and ensured he never injured her with fingernails when inside her body.

Jill’s body tightened in anticipation as his mouth never left her sensitized folds. He was relentless, sucking her with hard pulls then releasing and petting her with his tongue. The muscles in her legs trembled as she held her knees slightly bent, feet pointed away from her body and tilted her pelvis to his mouth.

Holdin lifted his head from the center of her need and kissed down a straining thigh, he glanced behind her. “Move back. Hook your arms over the beam.” He instructed softly.

Behind her was a divider, a few boards nailed to the support posts and stretching back to the exterior wall. The center board was just the right height for her to hook her arms over behind her and lean her upper back against it. Jill stepped back and adjusted her position. The support helped but now she felt somehow restrained with her arms behind her to hold on to the beam.

“Spread for me, baby,” Holdin growled as he watched her. “That’s my good girl. Look at you. So beautiful.”

He’d followed her body and was still kneeling between her legs. His hands pushed her knees farther apart as his wide shoulders inserted between them. Again his mouth sucked her in but this time he was fierce, almost snarling into her as he nipped and licked over exposed flesh. His coated fingers dragged through the liquid surrender between her legs. He teased her by playing around her pussy opening for long minutes before moving back to the other entrance.

Jill’s head fell back on the beam as Holdin sucked her clit into his mouth and pushed two fingers into her ass. Powerful, burning pleasure shot through her. It was a potent mix of emotion and sensation. The complete surrender of the new position had already excited her with its subtle bondage and the way Holdin’s entire body had reacted to his view of her. His cheeks had sucked in as his nostrils flared. He’d bared his teeth in a grimacing growl and fell on her like a slightly wild beast. She wasn’t afraid of him, but she was very aware of his fierce desire and the control he exerted at all times. His muscles bunched and clenched but he never crushed her, his touch was often firm but never painful.

“Not yet!” he snapped at her as her body tightened in response to the new edge they’d put on their lovemaking. He could feel her hovering on the edge of orgasm and knew his control was what she needed to sink into the pleasure of being who she was. Commanding her to wait gave her the freedom to explore sensations, stretch her sensual limits. It released her from responsibility on so many levels and let her simply be his.

With his fingers buried deep in her ass, he looked up from her crotch at the lush shudder of her large breasts. Pulling the fingers out slowly, he watched breasts jiggle with her gasping whimper. Pink nipples were distended in pouty excitement as her chest was forced up and out by the position of her arms. He pushed back into her ass and her bent legs tensed. She was stretched and spread in a position that showed off her body in stunning detail. She’d never been more beautiful, more wanton, more druggingly sexy.

“That’s it, baby. Feel how good it is.” His fingers began to move firmly in and out of her and he wondered if she was to the place where she could come with just that stimulation yet. He’d been very careful introducing her to the pleasure of her ass being invaded. The completeness of submitting to his control in this way was a classic mix of embarrassment and gratification. He wanted her to have both those pleasures, but he also wanted to be very sure he never damaged her physically. This entrance to her body could be trained to take a cock, stretched to ensure her pleasure the first time he took her that way.

“Yes, yes. Please, Holdin,” Jill moaned softly. “I need more.”

“I know. I’m looking at you, Jilly-girl,” he stated in a deep growl. He never used crude words when making love to her, but had found telling her how much he enjoyed her submission heightened the intimacy for both of them. It was part of the amazing relationship he’d been carefully introducing her too. Showing her that this was what he needed with her. She needed the safety of surrender in the same way he lived for the sweet pleasure of seeing her fly to a new height.

It wasn’t new for Holdin, it’d just never been perfect like this. His other experiences had been a game to his partners and that was all right with him. He’d not intended to keep any of them. Jill was completely different. There was no game in it for either of them and he intended to keep her forever.

Loving Jill made Holdin a complete person. He knew it. Her submission in response to his dominance stretched his limits every time. He knew she wasn’t aware of how she taught him. Actually drove him to learn more about himself as well as her spirit. Guiding her, protecting her, teaching her…these were his pleasures, his obsessions and his greatest fears. Doing anything that might damage the growth of her beautiful submissive was the fear part.

His constant concern had hammered home control and patience. Learning the concept was one thing, being aware he had the power to hurt her made those principles an imperative. Those were his responsibilities and he’d learned them well now.

“I’m looking at those gorgeous breasts bounce with each thrust into your body. Do you see how they dance for me?” He straightened a bit to capture a nipple in his teeth, passing his tongue back and forth over the tip as his fingers jammed into her ass with more force, making her body bounce and her breast strain on the nipple he held.

Fire exploded in her breast as the captured nipple felt the bite of teeth coupled with a tongue-lashing. Pain and pleasure. He mixed them so skillfully that one was not as intense without the other.

“Please, they’re yours,” Jill gasped as he captured the other nipple for the same torment.

His fingers fucked her ass in a steady rhythm as he let the other breast go. “Yes. Mine. All of you, Jilly-girl.” He sank back to his heels and smiled at the view. “So pretty, baby. Straining open for me.” He leaned forward and flicked his tongue over her clit in light licks.

“Holdin!” Jill gasped. “Please.”

“Now!” he commanded, and opened his mouth over her clit, clamping down on it with firm lips and tugging gently.

Jill screamed as her body clenched in release. Her feet came off the ground to pull knees up in an effort to get more of him in her. And then she was flying. Jerking through shattering contractions as popping explosions raced up from pussy and ass, her feet landed lightly on the ground as he continued to pump into her. His mouth worked her hard and Jill suspected she might pass out soon.

Then she was sagging by her shoulders, gasping for air. Holdin pulled out of her, stripped the condom off, turning it inside out as he did. He leapt up and grabbed her, supporting her body so she wouldn’t strain her shoulders. He picked her up and carried her to the blanket, laying them both down as he held her shuddering body.

Tears were streaming down her face as she clutched him. “Shhhhh, baby. Shhhhh. Did I hurt you?” he asked softly, his lips moving over her face, kissing away all evidence of her tears.

“No. It was just…more.” Jill’s voice was small and shaky.

“You are so beautiful. Every damn thing about you is amazing. You know I love you. Right? I’d never hurt you, baby, never. At least not so you didn’t love it.”

He smiled into her eyes as she bit her lip. There was something so naughty about him knowing that the mix of a tiny bit of pain with her pleasure was the thing that sent her off. “You know, don’t you?” Jill asked shyly.

“What do I know?” Holdin purred as his hands smoothed down her back.

“That I need both sometimes.”

“If you’re talkin’ about a little rough lovin’, yeah, I know. You drive me nuts with that. It’s the sexiest thing I’ve ever seen.”

Jill was staring into his collarbone, unable to meet his eyes. “Do you think it’s bad of me?”

“I think,” Holdin put a knuckle under her chin and raised her face to his, “you are the most amazing woman I’ve ever known. I love you, Jill. I love everything about you. But the part that turns me inside out is how you respond to me. Get it?”

Jill searched his eyes. “I make you crazy? You never lose control or, I don’t know, act nuts. You’ve never even asked me to make love properly. Don’t you want to?”

Holdin frowned darkly. “How can you doubt that?” He abruptly rolled over on his back and unzipped his jeans. Out sprang his cock. It stood up from his body—long, thick and hard. The shaft was thick all the way to the tip where it narrowed a tiny bit just below the flared head. The ridge on its underside was thicker than her index finger and stood out firmly. “Wrap your hand around the base of it, Jill,” he directed in a very firm voice.