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He expected her to deny it. He’d taken her words out of context. She hadn’t really said she hated
him.
But she didn’t attempt to correct him; she stood there, glaring at him through those hazel eyes that seemed years older than when he’d looked into them last.

“Mercedes?” he prompted.

“I hate what you’ve turned me into,” she finally declared.

The tears that streamed down her cheeks made it possible for him to breathe again. She didn’t mean it. It wasn’t as if she’d ever
leave
him. “We’ll talk about it when I get back, okay? I promise. And…and maybe we’ll get counseling.” She’d been begging him to go to a therapist for more than a year. Maybe if he gave her that hope, she’d calm down and he’d be free to do what he had to do before dealing with his marriage.

“If we don’t get help, we won’t make it,” she told him dully, and turned, like a tired old hag in her sloppy sweats, to do the laundry.

Rick knew he should put his arms around her, comfort her, tell her he still loved her and offer a sincere apology. He could see how she’d feel used. When they made love, he pretended she was someone else, someone more attractive. And lately that someone had been Peyton. Fantasizing about another woman wasn’t the best thing for their relationship. He owed Mercedes more. But he couldn’t bring himself to touch her right now. He kept seeing Peyton’s bright eyes, beautiful face and
perfect figure, and the contrast between them was just too great; he was losing all desire for his own wife.

Or maybe it was Mercedes’s fault for not taking better care of herself. If she was more attractive, he’d want her—as long as she could stop acting like a bitch when he needed a little understanding.

Regardless, they’d have to solve their problems later. If he didn’t make this flight, Laurel might not survive the night. Then he wouldn’t have the option to quit; he’d be fired.

“Listen, I—I’ll call you later, okay? I wouldn’t go tonight if I had any choice, but…something big is going on at work. Something that came down from the governor himself. This isn’t optional. It’s flattering that they’ve chosen me to implement it. And I would’ve told you I had to leave except…I knew it would upset you and I didn’t want to deal with the backlash. You can understand that, can’t you? I’m so tired of fighting.”

“You can’t be any more tired of it than I am,” she said.

“Daddy?” Ruby came to their bedroom. “You’re leaving again?” she asked, and the disappointment in her voice and on her face so mirrored her mother’s he could barely bring himself to swipe a kiss across her cheek.

“I’ll be back soon, princess,” he said, and went to tell his other daughter goodbye.

P
eyton wanted to know more about the crime for which Virgil Skinner had lost fourteen years of his life. She also wanted to know more about his mother and his uncle and what they’d done to help or hurt him.

Figuring there had to be some details about him in the media, a piece on his exoneration if not the crime, she went online and began to search. Because he’d been incarcerated in Colorado, she first visited the website of the
Denver Post
and was pleasantly surprised to find an article dated two weeks ago.

Comfortably dressed in sweats again now that she was back from taking Virgil to the motel, Peyton read the article twice, then searched the internet with
Ellen Crawley
and
Ellen Lawson,
in case she’d gone back to her maiden name,
Geraldine Lawson, Martin Crawley, Virgil Skinner,
even
Laurel Hodges
as keywords. But other than a short piece in the
L.A. Times
mentioning Ellen and Gary’s implication in the fourteen-year-old shooting, she came up empty-handed. During regular business hours, she could probably get hold of someone in the federal system who might agree to run his prisoner ID number. But since he’d been released, that might not give her much. She already knew where he’d been incarcerated, at least at the end of his sentence, and for how long. What she wanted was the rest of Virgil’s story….

Leaning back, she glanced at the clock. Nearly nine. Not terribly late. She wondered if she’d be able to reach Wallace. She hadn’t planned to tell him that she knew Bennett wasn’t who she’d been told he was. But now that Rick had left Crescent City, maybe they could have a private conversation. She had Wallace’s cell number in her electronic phonebook. He’d given it to her more than a month ago, when they’d met for dinner to discuss the growing gang problem. He hadn’t suggested anything like what they were doing with Virgil, but she guessed he’d been thinking about developing Operation Inside even then.

She brought up his contact information while walking into the living room, where she could pace in front
of the wall of windows that looked out onto the dark ocean.

He answered almost immediately. “Don’t tell me something’s wrong.”

She realized what he must’ve thought, hearing from her so late and so unexpectedly. “No, nothing.”

“Then what’s up?”

“I need to talk to you.”

“At nine o’clock on a Saturday night?”

“Sorry, but I’m glad you’re available.”

“I’m not…not really. I’m at the airport, waiting in the security line. You’ve got maybe ten minutes. So what’s going on? Is it Bennett?”

“Don’t you mean Skinner?”

He went silent. Then he said, “How’d you find out?”

Being purposely vague to avoid an outright lie, she kept it simple. “I did some research.”

He didn’t question her further. Was it because he knew he hadn’t put any work into that sketchy bio? “Skinner’s the one who wanted to use a false name,” he explained. “I was just trying to accommodate him, for safety reasons.”

His safety wasn’t worth doing a better job?

“Otherwise, I would’ve told you.”

She stared up at the stars, which seemed far brighter here on the coast than they ever had in Sacramento. “I see.”

“Are you…upset?”

“No, but I do feel entitled to some answers.”

Obviously relieved that she was taking his deception so well, he became less stressed and more congenial. “What do you want to know?”

“Why don’t we start with this—why was he tried
in the federal system? Was it only because of tougher sentencing? Or was there more?”

“As far as I know, that was it.”

As Virgil had indicated. “That was a consideration for an eighteen-year-old boy?”

“A kid who’d murdered his stepfather in cold blood. Or so they believed.”

“It sucks to be wrong when you’ve thrown the book at someone, doesn’t it?” She knew it wasn’t Rick’s mistake, but she couldn’t help blaming him because she could tell he didn’t really care what had happened to Skinner.

“Cut the sarcasm, Peyton. How about feeling sorry for the victim and the victim’s family for a change?”

The typical security announcement came over the PA in the background. She waited before continuing, so he’d be able to hear her. “Why do I have to choose between them? In this case, the ‘perpetrator’ was as much a victim as anyone else.”

“Yeah, well, we’re not social workers. And if it makes you feel any better, the fact that Skinner was charged federally could turn out to be very fortunate for him.”

Only Wallace could shrug off so many years of someone else’s pain. “How can
any
of this turn out to be fortunate for him?”

“When it’s over, he’ll stand to receive $700,000.”

Rick was referring to the Justice for All Act, which provided settlements to those proven to be falsely imprisoned. But $700,000, as large as it sounded in a lump sum, wasn’t a lot. Time served was one thing; the experiences Virgil would never forget and how they’d shape his future was another.

“If he’d stayed in the state system, he’d get quite a bit less,” Wallace was saying. “At one hundred bucks a day, California pays more than most states. But that’s still a
couple hundred thousand less than what he should get from the feds.”

He’ll
stand
to receive…
Should
get from the feds…
Wallace wasn’t making any promises, and Peyton knew why. A lot could happen before that sum was ever paid. Even without all the complications of Virgil’s current predicament, even if he’d never acted out in prison, there was a possibility the money would never come. The government could appeal it, force him to fight an extended legal battle. She’d seen compensation funds tied up for years. “That’s supposed to make me feel better?”

“Oh, shit. You drive me nuts, you know that?”

She wanted to ask,
Why? Because I have a conscience?
but knew that would be going too far. Instead, she tried to remain on topic. “I’m just saying Skinner’s sister could probably use the money.”

“You’re saying it to the wrong person. I have no power in the federal system. You know that.”

“Whoever negotiated this deal—the director or the governor—might be able to grease the way.”

“Maybe they’re not too inclined to stick their necks out. He went in an innocent boy, but he didn’t play nice with others while he was inside. He’s a loose cannon. The only reason he’s remotely pliable is because of his sister.”

The stab of defensiveness she felt further irritated Peyton. “Wouldn’t
you
be bitter?”

“Hey, I’m touched by your desire to champion the underdog, but I don’t have time for it today. I’m the facilitator, not the decision maker.”

He had the ear of the decision maker, though. He just didn’t care.

“I’ll talk to you later,” he said.

“Wait! What’d he do?” Peyton made it a habit not to
read C-files, if she could help it. Knowing what a convict had done made it more difficult not to judge or fear. But she was too curious about Skinner; she had to ask.

“Our boy was pretty handy with a blade.”

Her mind flashed to the knife Skinner had held to her throat. She wondered if Wallace even knew he had it, and guessed not. “He killed another inmate?”

“Two to be precise.”

“Two?”
she repeated, shocked in spite of her expectations.

“You ask Skinner, he’ll tell you it was self-defense. They jumped him. But there are witnesses who claim otherwise.”

Thinking of what she’d just read and had already known—that jailhouse witnesses were one of the reasons a certain percentage of innocent people were locked up—she had to ask, “
Reliable
witnesses?”

“Depends on who you talk to. But he shouldn’t have had a shank to begin with.”

Maybe he didn’t feel safe. Maybe he knew he might get jumped…. “Was he ever charged?”

“No.”

Then the D.A. didn’t have enough evidence for a conviction. But she was willing to bet they’d threatened to bring charges. “Someone offered him a deal?”

“If he turned informant and agreed to take down the Hells Fury, the past would stay in the past.”

“I see. And if he didn’t, he’d face the possibility of another trial.”

“That’s right. Even if he hired a good attorney and was able to avoid more prison time, he’d still have a record—”

“If they managed to convict him.”

He ignored her interruption. “And little hope of
compensation for time already served. That’s no place to start a new life.”

No, it wasn’t. She headed to the kitchen, washed an apple and took it into the living room. “He’s not doing this for the compensation money, you know.”

“Like I said, his sister’s the only reason he’s tractable.”

“Is she in real danger?”

“As real as it gets. Skinner could help the authorities get convictions against most of The Crew. But he won’t do it. He has this…twisted sense of honor. Says he won’t break his word or stab his friends in the back for any reason.”

Skinner’s “twisted” honor seemed more admirable than what she’d seen of Wallace’s, but she choked back what she wanted to say and took advantage of the chance to gather more information.

“Then why are they worried?”

“They can’t trust that. They have to assume the worst. And they don’t let anyone walk away.”

“What I don’t get is this—how did the CDCR get hold of him?”

“We had a problem. The feds had a solution. We don’t work in a vacuum.”

Security asked him for his ID. She waited for him to deal with that before continuing. “So…what’s happening here is a favor, a loaner, from the feds?”

“It’s basically a way for
everyone
to get what they want.”

The noise level surrounding him grew louder; she guessed he’d reached the X-ray machines. “At Skinner’s expense.”

“No, not at his expense. He’s getting something out of it, too.”

“A promise to forget what he might or might not have done in prison. And maybe some money.”

“I don’t know what all is involved. The secretary didn’t give me details. Anything else? Because I’ve got to go. I’ll miss my flight if I don’t hustle.”

“Just one more thing.”

“What’s that?”

A fresh surge of jostling came across the line. “Fischer.”

“What about him?”

She threw the apple into the air and caught it. “He doesn’t know Bennett isn’t Bennett.”

“Your point?”

“I’d like to keep it that way.”

“Why?”

“For the same reason Skinner requested it in the first place. Safety. The fewer people who know his real name, the better off he’ll be.” And the better able
she’d
be to protect him.

“Go ahead and go around me,” she heard him say, and imagined him stepping out of line. “Now that you know, I’m not sure that’s the best way to proceed.”

He was already thinking about how it might reflect on him if the truth surfaced later. Always looking out for himself…. “Weren’t you the one talking about how easily word of this could leak? If the Hells Fury figure out that something suspicious is going on, even if there’s no name associated with it, no specific target they can go after, they’ll be defensive and more secretive than ever, which will only make his job harder.”

“You’re saying we can’t trust
Fischer?
”

“I’m saying he’ll tell Frank and Joe, and who knows how many they might confide in. Even if they share it with just their wives it could get around. You know
what Crescent City is like. Shop talk. Everywhere. At Little League. At the hair salon. At the grocery store. I want to give Bennett—Skinner—what he was hoping to achieve by using a false identity to begin with, that’s all.”

“But if Fischer finds out and starts to raise hell…”

“He won’t.”

“Find out? Or raise hell?” he asked dryly.

Two squirrels zipped along her deck. “If he doesn’t find out, he won’t have any reason to raise hell.”

Wallace told some other people to go around him. “Fine. Keep it to yourself if that’s what you want,” he said. “But if it comes out later that you knew all along and he gets mad because I didn’t tell him, I’ll explain that you were the one who decided not to pass on the information.”