Indestructible

Element Preservers Series

Book Five

INDESTRUCTIBLE

Alycia Linwood

Copyright © 2014 Alycia Linwood

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Chapter 01

Vivid images filled my mind, but I couldn't concentrate on a single one of them. The darkness kept sucking me back into its cold grip and I kept fighting it. Our little game seemed to go on and on, but just at the moment I wanted to give up, someone’s voice reached out to me. It was a familiar voice, yet I couldn’t put a face to it. Why couldn’t I remember? My thoughts were too scattered, too hazy.

“Ria, I know this will sound crazy, maybe even a little bit pathetic, but…” The voice was louder and clearer than before. It trembled slightly, as if there was something funny. If I could, I would have frowned or asked what it wanted. “I know you can hear me. Please come back to me.” Sadness tore through the words. “I’m not sure this will work, but… I love you.”

Something rustled and I could swear I felt something warm tickle my forehead, then my lips. A sliver of hope sparked inside of me. This was more than I could feel and hear for days, maybe weeks? I didn’t know for how long I’d been slipping in and out of the darkness, but it sure as hell felt as an eternity. I wanted out of this stupid state I was in, but the problem was that I didn’t know how to do that.

“You should get some sleep. She won’t go anywhere,” another voice broke through my consciousness, although it was quiet and light.

“I’d prefer to stay, Lily.”

Lily? I’d heard that name before. A blurry image of a dark-haired woman with vivid brown eyes flashed through my mind. Lily, right. She was… my brother’s… something. I didn’t even know what they were to each other, but something told me they didn’t know either. Lily was the one who had a group of magic disease carriers and their sympathizers on her side, and she fought for the rights of all carriers and those with impure elements.

A wave of fear overcame me. We’d been in a fight, trying to stop the government from taking out carriers, those with weak elements and even their supporters. I vaguely remembered the horrors that had occurred at the main square. I killed someone. My fear quickly turned into rage.
Ethan
. His name was Ethan and he was the one who’d kidnapped and tortured my best friend.

“Ria!” Someone yelled. “Call the nurse! Something’s happening to her!”

I wasn’t exactly sure what the whole fuss was about because my body wasn’t moving, or was it? Pushing with all my strength, I tried to twitch my fingers, but nothing happened. Ugh. What was wrong with me? I could feel my body, but I couldn’t move, couldn’t talk, couldn’t open my eyes,…

“Adrian.” Someone sighed. “I’m sorry, but she’s not waking up. Not now and maybe…”

“Don’t finish that sentence if you wish to live,” the mysterious voice turned vicious and cold, and now I knew it belonged to my boyfriend, Adrian.

“Adrian, relax. The doctor is only stating his opinion,” Lily said in her usual calm and collected tone.

“How am I supposed to fucking relax when everyone is telling me she’s going to die?” Adrian yelled.

Die? Wait, what? I wasn’t going to die. I was pretty much alive. Right?

“We’re doing what we can for her, but I’m afraid her brain suffered too much damage. It’s unlikely she’ll…” the doctor said.

Umm, hello, doc? I was much tougher than that. Besides, having brain damage was my natural state.

“You can’t know that,” Adrian said. “You’re just guessing because something like this hasn’t happened before or at least you haven’t seen it.”

“It’s true we don’t have enough experience with cases like hers, but that doesn’t mean we are completely ignorant. Her vitals are fine, but she’s not waking up no matter what we try.” The doctor’s voice grew distant. “I really wish there was something else we could try, but for now the only thing we can do is wait. I’ll check up on her tomorrow.”

“That’s not good enough!” Something thudded to the floor, as if someone had hit an object.

“Adrian!” Lily’s voice, filled with weariness and annoyance, rang through the room. “You’re not helping her.”

“And what am I supposed to do? Give up?”

“No, but you don’t have to snap at everyone.”

Adrian snorted. “Well, I’m sorry if I’m not able to calmly watch my girlfriend die day by day. If my behavior bothers you, why don’t you leave?”

“Alright. I’m leaving, but I’ll be back tomorrow. Don’t think for a second that I don’t care about the two of you.” She sounded sincere. I heard some rustling and scraping until the door slammed shut.

“Ria, you have to wake up. You can’t leave me alone with those idiots. Come on. I’m only one breath away from freezing them all to death.”

Cold skin brushed against mine, but it was impossible to tell whether the coldness came from me or from him.

“Ok, how about this? If you wake up, you don’t have to go back to the university if you don’t want to. The Element Preservers Organization was shut down, so technically you’re no longer the president.”

I wanted to smile at Adrian. What he was saying was a tempting offer and I wished I could tell him that, but his last sentence got me worried. It wasn’t surprising that the Element Preservers had been shut down, but it would have taken at least a couple of weeks to make such a decision about the organization’s fate. A governmental organization, of all. Exactly for how long had I been like this? Shit. No wonder Adrian was worried.

“No?” There was a desperate edge in Adrian’s voice. “Do you want me to sweeten the deal? How about… me? If you move your finger or flutter your eyelashes, you can get me. Whenever you want, however you want.”

I focused all of my energy on prying my eyelids open, but it didn’t work. Instead, the darkness came back for me, sucking me in, blocking every feeling I had and ripping Adrian away from me. The scariest part about all of it was that there wasn’t a damn thing I could do.

Chapter 02

Another day or two passed, or at least that was what I thought. I’d been drifting in and out of consciousness, sometimes aware of my surroundings and sometimes not. Adrian had stayed at my side, but my attempts to give him some sort of a sign were unsuccessful. At one point, I’d even tried using my elements, but I couldn’t feel them at all. Whenever I reached into that part of me that contained my elements, all I could find was the coldness. Still, I refused to give up.

“I’ve talked to another doctor about your condition. Do you want to know what he said?” Adrian said, his voice cutting through my jumbled thoughts.

Yes
. I knew he couldn’t hear me, but answering him in my mind somehow made things better.

“He said that you could wake up at any time.”

Really? Because it certainly didn’t feel that way.

“That you just needed a little push,…” Adrian’s voice trailed off. “But no one knows what that means, not even the doctor.”

Geniuses, all of them. What could have possibly happened to me that they didn’t know how to bring me back? I’d drained my energy when I used my elements together at the same time to create a tornado, but I should have woken up. It wasn’t like I’d hit my head, because I could remember Adrian catching me before I fell.

“I’m going to try something that you might not like, so forgive me if this ends up hurting you, but I don’t know what else to do.” I heard the scraping of the chair and the rustling of the sheets. Adrian was coming closer to me, but I couldn’t tell how close. Panic spread through me. What was he planning to do? I trusted him, but I didn’t like not knowing what would happen. Or maybe that was the whole point?

Adrian sighed very close to my ear. “No matter how much I kiss you, you just won’t open your pretty eyes, will you, my sleeping Ice Queen?”

It was strange not to be able to feel the touch of his lips against mine, but maybe it was better like that. It would be infuriating if I could feel his kiss, but wouldn’t be able to kiss him back.

“Fine,” he said determinedly. “Be that way, but let me try something first.”

A gust of cold air enveloped me and I would have gasped if I’d been able to move my lips and throat. An image of a frozen lake filled my mind, every detail perfectly clear. A shadow to the right caught my eye and I was surprised I could take a step toward it. Thrilled that I could finally move, even if it was just in a vision or a dream, I raised my hand in front of my face, only to realize it was translucent. Great, now I was a freaking ghost.

As I took another step toward the shadow, the blurry shape in front of my eyes turned into a human being. Cold gray-blue eyes looked up at me from under a mop of black hair. My breath hitched in my throat.
Adrian!
I hurried toward him, but I slipped on the ice and fell face first into the snow. Cradled in the snow’s tight hug, I let the coldness seep into every pore of my body, hoping my fire would surge out at any moment. I didn’t care whether the fire would turn out to be mine, Ethan’s or a mix of both, even though I still remembered being terrified when I couldn’t feel my fire after I took Ethan’s.

“Ria, come on!” Adrian’s urgent voice reached my ears and I slowly pushed myself up on my elbows, snowflakes covering my eyelashes. I wanted to respond, but no matter how hard I tried, my voice didn’t come out of my mouth. Adrian’s shadowy figure was still sitting in the middle of the frozen lake, his right arm carelessly draped over his leg as if he were enjoying himself. He probably
was
enjoying himself since this was his world, not mine, but what could I do to return to Adrian who was waiting for me in the real world?

I clambered to my feet and looked around for some kind of a door, but all I could see was endless ice. Great. How was that supposed to help me wake up? I had no doubt Adrian would soon have to pull back his element, so I didn’t have much time to come up with a plan.

“Ria.” Only one soft-spoken word was necessary to snap my attention back to the illusion of Adrian in the middle of the lake. His piercing eyes were searching mine, his lips slightly curled up in a smile. He got to his feet and shrugged his black leather jacket off his shoulders.

I raised my hand and motioned him to come over. He licked his lips, tilting his head at me. Right. He wouldn’t come all the way to me, just like I couldn’t come all the way to him. We’d have to meet halfway, as always. Putting one foot in front of the other, I made my way across the icy surface, praying this wasn’t another one of those nightmares in which a monster popped up through the ice and took me with it, effectively trapping me in the depths of the frozen lake.

Adrian more glided than walked until we met in the middle. His hand reached for my cheek but never touched me, sending another wave of coldness through me. Still, I couldn’t use his element like I’d done a couple of times when we exchanged elements.

“Why won’t you come back to me?” Adrian said, but his lips didn’t move at all. Instead, he motioned for me to turn around and, after I complied, he slid his jacket over my shoulders. I wasn’t sure whether I was the one imagining Adrian being here or whether this was Adrian’s projection of himself. Did it even matter?

I gave him a pleading look, pointing at my throat and trying to indicate that I couldn’t speak. If this was his vision, maybe he could control it and give me back my voice.

“Ria!” Adrian’s voice rang in my head again, more urgent than ever. My whole body shook with the force of it, my fingers solidifying and going numb from the coldness. At least I no longer looked like a ghostly version of myself.

Worry filled Adrian’s eyes, his lips finally moving. “You have to go, my Ice Queen. This is not a place for you.”

“Tell me what to do,” I gasped out, my throat raw.

He shook his head. “Only you know that.”

“But I don’t know anything! I’ve been trying to wake up for days! I just don’t know how. Please, help me.” I ran my hands through my damp hair, realizing some of my dark brown strands had turned into icicles. Could I freeze to death in a dream or a vision? Or was this a projection of what was happening to me in the real life? Usually Adrian’s ice wouldn’t hurt me if he was controlling it right or if it had temporarily become mine, but maybe it was hurting me now.