Incognita (Fairchild Book 2) (28 page)

“Don’t eat them,” he said. “They taste like poison.”
 

Anna laughed. “How do you know?”
 

Henry changed tactics, a gleam lighting his eye. “Try one.” He stuck out his palm.
 

“It looks like it would be tasty,” Anna said, playing along. “But I’m not sure.”
 

“It’ll be delicious,” Henry promised, forgetting his warning just seconds ago.
 

“Give it here,” Anna said, opening her arms and letting Henry climb into her lap. He reached up, putting the sloe to her lips.
 

“Are you sure?” Anna said, moving her chin aside.
 

“Try it,” Henry begged, bouncing a little.
 

“Do you really think I should?” Anna asked, trying to keep a straight face. “I’ll share it with you. You first.”
 

Henry’s face fell, but only for a moment. “No, you.”
 

“All right,” Anna said, bracing herself for the worst. It had been decades since Tom Bagshot and her brother Richard had tricked her into eating sloe berries. They couldn’t taste that bad. She opened her lips and Henry pushed the berry in, his eyes locked on her face. Tentatively she moved the berry around with her tongue, then squeezed it between her teeth.
 

“Faugh!”
 

Henry rocked back and forth with laughter, his face scrunched up like a monkey’s, while Anna struggled to work some spit onto her tongue. Her entire mouth was coated with dry bitterness, as if she’d chewed a whole handful instead of a single berry. She spat the rough feeling fruit on the ground, rubbing her tongue against her teeth, trying to scrape off the taste, suspecting what she really needed was a towel or a toothbrush. But Henry was grinning at her, his eyes bright, his smile so wide she could count nearly all his tiny teeth.
 

“You!” Her fingers clambered up his ribs like gangly spiders, all the way to his armpits, making him shriek. “It tastes awful! You should try one,” she said, quickly composing her face, plucking a sloe from the nearest branch and sticking it under his nose.
 

“Uh-uh,” Henry said, shaking his head.
 

“You don’t think it will taste delicious?” Anna teased.
 

“No.”
 

“It made my mouth all prickly,” Anna said. “What if it stays that way?”
 

Henry didn’t answer with words, just gave her a cheeky grin that flooded out of his face and lit up his eyes. Anna nearly started in surprise when he butted his head into her chest and stayed there, leaning against her breast. Before he could pull away, she moved her arms to rest around him, gently, and looked down at the top of his head. His hair needed trimming. He was a beautiful boy, with his dark, too-long hair, his shoulder blades sticking out like wings, his perpetually drippy nose smearing against the bodice of her dress. Anna pursed her lips and blew softly, shakily, just enough to stir his silken hair. It didn’t wave and spring back like his vanished baby down, but the touch of her breath made Henry squirm and move closer. One breath. Two. Then he was in motion again, sliding off her lap, stepping on her skirt and rubbing it into the dirt, his fingers catching up a handful of black earth that he poured into her lap.
 

“What’s this?” Anna laughed.
 

“Treasure,” Henry said, like he was sharing a secret.
 

“Can I keep it?” Anna asked. “Or should I just hold it for you?”
 

Henry seemed unwilling to give it away for good. “Hold it,” he said.
 

Anna nodded. Henry brought more treasure. When Anna suggested transferring the pile of twigs, stones and earth to her handkerchief, Henry agreed. She plucked it from her bodice, but Henry was more interested in the crackle of paper than the lace-edged linen she held out to him.
 

“What’s that?” he said, reaching for the neck of her dress.
 

“Henry!” Anna laughed. “A gentleman never puts his hands—never mind.” She didn’t want him sticking his hands down her dress, but she didn’t want to scare him away either. She quickly passed him the folded square of paper. “It’s a letter. From Captain Beaumaris.” It had arrived just this morning.
 

“From the ship?” Henry asked.
 

“No, he sent this one from Lisbon.”
 

Henry settled on his heels, folded his arms around his knees and looked at her expectantly.
 

“You want to hear it?” she asked.
 

Henry nodded, so Anna unfolded the letter. The paper was soft from being next to her skin.
 

“My Darling Anna,”
she read. “That’s me,” she explained, seeing Henry’s look. She scanned the letter, trying to chose what to say.
 

I’m told this style of address is permissible to one’s fiancée. Even temporary ones.
No, she couldn’t read that.
 

“I read all my books on the voyage to Lisbon and most of the captain’s too. Skipped the ones on navigation and South American ports. With the fine weather, we arrived even before the water on board got musty. I’d forgotten just how lovely this city is.”
 

Wretch. She could imagine.
 

“The Light Division is in Madrid—”

“You said he was going to Spain,” Henry said.
 

“Madrid is a city in Spain. It is where the false king lived, until we chased him away.”
 

Henry liked that news, and let out a small hurrah.
 

“I haven’t seen Madrid myself, but I’m told it too has many beauties,” Anna began, then decided to skip the next part, which read:
But I’d rather you’d given me a miniature of yourself, so I could appreciate yours. No matter—memory will serve well enough.
 

“You will be enjoying parading around town, I hope, even at this slow time of year. You and my aunt must make a fine picture—
molto elegante—
that means very elegant,” Anna explained to Henry. She left out the next bit.
 

I hope your Spanish stretches that far. How about this? Besas como un ángel.
 

Tomorrow she was buying herself a spanish dictionary.
 

“Give my regards to Master Henry, and tell him I haven’t gotten him a French sword yet. I have every intention of doing so before we drive them back to France.” There was a break, then a new paragraph, the one that made her anxious.
 

“Appears I won’t be idling away in Lisbon, or crawling to Madrid with the newest infantry recruits. The General Staff is borrowing me and sending me on a jaunt to the siege at Burgos.”
 

He said how glad he was to leave the provisioning and packing to Griggs, how preferable it was to ride speedily on his own, but Anna couldn’t help her unease, imagining him crossing unfamiliar mountains and desert plains alone. Of course, by this time, he’d probably reached Burgos and left already. At least she knew where to get her news from.
 

He signed his name with a flourish at the bottom of the single sheet, styling himself her fond Alistair.
 

Fond. She wasn’t sure she cared for that word. It sounded fatherly. Indulgent. Not the way she liked to be kissed, for certain.
 

“I like him,” Henry said, returning to his game as Anna folded away the letter. “Will he be back soon? We could show him the steam works.”
 

Anna carefully tied her handkerchief around the dirt treasure and tucked it into her hand. If Henry asked, she’d give it to him, but he seemed to have forgotten it in favor of snapping off thorns. “Would you like to go with Grandpapa again?” she asked.
 

Better to evade questions that had no happy answers. Still, she was happy a letter had come, that he was well, that he ascribed himself as fond, instead of
Yr. Obedient
. Now she had permission to write him again—keeping to her budget of one letter for each one she received, though she didn’t see how she would restrict herself to a single sheet.
 

Half-composed sentences continually jostled in her head, waiting to be spilled onto paper. She wanted to tell him about Henry’s battles with tin soldiers, tease him with the names of the gentlemen she danced with, and bore him (probably) with the results of her shopping expeditions with Lady Fairchild. She would tell him about Henry taking Lord Fairchild’s book out in the rain, feeding her sloe berries and fitting himself into her arms. Hadn’t Lord Fairchild warned her against being careful? Very well, then. She’d give up some caution and still keep some pride. She could abide by her decision to exchange letter for letter, but when she wrote, she would fill as many sheets as she liked.
 

“Yes, and you must come too,” Henry said.
 

To the steam works, Anna realized. Of course she would go. She would accompany him to a leper colony—anywhere he chose to invite her. “All right. I’ve always wondered which makes more noise—a steam engine or my very own boy.” She nipped his nose, leaving a smudge of dirt.
 

Henry pulled away, rolling his eyes. But he was smiling.
 

*****

When Alistair arrived in Madrid, Griggs and three letters were waiting for him: two inscribed in a neat hand from Mrs. Anna Morris, and another from his aunt. Alistair endured Griggs’ fussing for an hour, trying not to let his hands twitch for the letters as his batman had his way with wash towels, razors and ointment. He was worse than ever, frowning over the holes in Alistair’s hat, reminding him he’d promised Mrs. Morris to look after him. Finally Alistair couldn’t wait any longer. Dismissing Griggs with an oath and a hurled boot (true, Griggs had got him a very tolerable billet, but all the fussing had already used up any credit he’d earned there), Alistair adjusted himself more comfortably on the bed and reached for the letters.
 

“We’ll apply that ointment again in an hour,” Griggs said, cracking open the door.
 

“Let me alone with my letters, or I’ll apply it to your eyeballs!” Alistair snapped. The door closed with a thud. Alistair forced himself to open Lady Fairchild’s message first. It was short, written in thick, emphatic lines that might have bled through to the other side if not for the quality of the paper.
 

 
. . . Lovely to look at of course, but there is a Wall of Reserve I cannot get past . . . sometimes I think she is rather sly . . . it relieves me tremendously when I remember she isn’t really going to marry you. The cost of maintaining her appearance would be ruinous. You wouldn’t believe what she spent on stockings last week!
 

Things couldn’t be going well if his aunt was finding fault over such trifles. Alistair sighed and opened the next letter.
 

Dear Alistair—

It was a sight better than Captain Beaumaris.
 

I hope this letter finds you well.
 

That last, not so much. It sounded a good deal like the letters he’d been forced to write his parents from school.
 

For myself, I’m contemplating life as a monkey trainer—it appears so much easier than mothering my son. I took him to a pantomime yesterday and the woman in charge of the monkeys seemed to have an easier time of it. She had a very fine costume of silver spangles, so animal training seems to offer a tolerable style of living. Of course, I’m comfortably circumstanced thanks to your intervention with my brother-in-law. I could conceivably buy a silver-spangled costume without coaxing furry creatures through hoops, but I think your aunt wouldn’t like me wearing anything so revealing in her house. She doesn’t like me much, I’m afraid.
 

He laughed, then winced.
 

Your uncle has been very kind.
 

Oh dear. That wouldn’t help.
 

With the Little Season upon us, there are innumerable parties. I prefer the dancing kind, though I did win a pretty sum playing silver loo the other night. Exhilarating, when I am used to playing against my parents for matchsticks. My mother, of course, does not approve. I attend church with my parents and continue working with my mother on behalf of the dispensary. I saw the most interesting rash this week.
 

Alistair scanned over these gruesome details. Really, his own saddle sores were bad enough. Idling around Madrid would give them a chance to heal, as would the vile smelling ointment smeared across his bare buttocks. Griggs said, as he’d been slathering it on, that word was they’d be in Madrid for a few more weeks. Alistair rolled onto his back, pulling up the edge of his blanket to cover his midsection. Griggs wouldn’t like him getting ointment all over the sheets, but the stuff smelled powerfully enough Alistair thought it might be good against the fleas. He grabbed his boots from the floor and stuffed them under his shoulders, propping them up so he could read comfortably. He opened the second letter.
 

More parties of course, but they are less fun now that your cousin Henrietta is gone. We visit my parents more. I miss them and they love to see Henry. He likes to go with my father to watch the ships. They also went to see a steam works—Henry was most impressed. Since the expedition he has been trying to build his own version upstairs in the nursery. I think it will be fine since I have removed his stash of coal and made sure he can’t get any matches.
 

Do all children require such extraordinary vigilance? You won’t credit the number of times I’ve caught him a moment away from disaster. I have lurched from heart-stopping fear to wrath more times than I care to count. He listens to perhaps one word in ten when I scold, but he smiles at me. Several times a day now, though often with mischief. He fed me sloe berries. I’d forgotten how truly awful they are.