In the Dark (19 page)

She didn’t doubt her ability to handle what ever he asked of her. In that vein, she dismissed the uneasiness and lifted her chin in defiance of her own lingering uncertainty. There was only one way to cut to the chase here—be direct. “What is it you need, Director Calder? I’ve never turned you down before. Is there some reason you feel this time will be different?”

Two and a half years ago the CIA had, after noting her work in the field of restorative facial surgery, approached her. They needed her and she had gladly accepted the challenge. She would not change that course now.

“We are aware of the relationship you maintained with Agent Maddox,” Allen broached, answering before Calder could or maybe because he didn’t want to bring up the sensitive subject. “I believe the two of you were…intimate for more than a year before his death.”

The oxygen in Elizabeth’s lungs evacuated with out further ado. She swallowed hard, sucked in a necessary breath and told her heart to calm. “That’s correct.” To say she was surprised by the subject would be a vast understatement. But, within this realm, there was no room for deception or hedging. Those traits were best utilized in the field. And the fact of the matter was Elizabeth had never been very good at lying. She was an open book. Subterfuge and confrontation were two of her least favorite strategies.

Just another reason she had no life. Real life, emo
tionally speaking, was too difficult. If she kept to herself, she wasn’t likely to run into any problems.

But you’re about to change that attitude,
a little voice reminded. She had made up her mind to dive back into a social life…to take a few risks.

If only she could remember that mantra.

Director Calder picked up the conversation again, “Three months before his death Agent Maddox was involved in a mission that garnered this Agency critical information. He was, fortunately, able to complete the mission with his cover intact.”

Elizabeth imagined that maintaining the validity of a cover would be crucial for future use. She nodded her understanding, prompting him to carry on.

“Though the group he infiltrated at the time was effectively eliminated, two members have moved into another arena which has created great concern for this agency.”

Outright apprehension reared its ugly head. “I’m not sure I know what you mean.” She did fully comprehend that there were certain elements she would not be told due to their classification, but she had to know more than this. Tap dancing around the issue wasn’t going to assuage her uneasiness.

“The two subjects involved have relocated their operation here. On our soil,” Allen clarified. “They have an agenda that we are not at liberty to disclose, but they must be stopped at all costs.”

Elizabeth divided a look between the two men. Both wore poker faces, giving away nothing except determination. She hated to say anything that would make her look utterly stupid but her conclusion was simple. “If you know they’re here, why don’t you just arrest them or…or eliminate them.”

Made sense to her. But then she was only a doctor, not a spy or an assassin. She felt certain they had some legitimate reason for taking a less direct route to accomplish their ultimate goal, though she couldn’t begin to fathom what the motivation could possibly be.

“I wish it were that simple,” Calder told her thoughtfully. “Stopping the men they’ve sent won’t be enough. We have to know how they’re getting their information to en sure the threat is eliminated completely. Otherwise the root cause of the situation will simply continue generating additional obstacles.”

Now she got it. “You need these two members of the group David infiltrated to lead you to their source,” she suggested. She’d seen a crime drama or two in her life.

“Exactly,” Allen confirmed. “If we don’t find the source, they’ll just keep sending out more assassins.”

Assassins. That meant targets.

“How does this involve me?” Her heart rate kicked into over drive. She moistened her lips as the silence stretched out another ten seconds. This could not be good.

Director Calder turned more fully to ward her, fixing her with a solemn gaze that reflected nearly as much desperation as it did determination. “In order to infiltrate this group we need someone with whom they’ll feel comfortable. Someone familiar. We have an agent prepared to take the risk and infiltrate the group, but we need to make a few alterations.”

Her head moved up and down in acknowledgement. She was on the same page now. “You want me to give him a different appearance? A new face?” That’s what she usually did. No big deal. But why all the beating around the proverbial bush?

“Correct,” Calder allowed. “But just any face won’t work. We’ll be requesting a specific look.”

“Someone these assassins know, feel comfortable with,” she echoed his earlier words.

“Precisely,” Allen agreed enthusiastically. “This part is crucial to the success of the mission. If the tar gets think for even a second that our man isn’t who he says he is they’ll kill him without hesitation. There is no margin for error whatsoever, Dr. Cameron. That’s why your help is critical.”

She looked expectantly from Calder to Allen and back. “What is it you need,
exactly?
” she asked, focusing her attention on Allen since he loved to throw around those extreme adverbs. The requirements sounded simple enough.

“What we need,” Allen told her bluntly, “is David Maddox.”

Her breath trapped in her throat and shock claimed her expression. She didn’t need a mirror, she felt her face pinch in horrified disbelief. Her fingers fisted to fight back the old hurt. “David is dead,” she replied with just as much bluntness as he’d issued the requirement. What was this man thinking?

Calder reached across the table and put his hand on hers. Echoes of the anguish she’d felt two months ago reverberated through her. “I know this is difficult, Elizabeth. You must believe that we wouldn’t ask if there was any other way.”

He was serious.

“Oh my God.” She drew away from his comforting touch. Shook her head to clear it. This was too much. “How can you ask me this?”

“Dr. Cameron, there is no other option,” Allen said flatly, his tone far cooler than before but his eyes re
flected the desperation she’d already seen in Calder’s. “We need David Maddox, but as you pointed out, he is dead. So we need a stand-in. We need you to do what you do best and give our agent David Maddox’s face.”

Tears stung her eyes, emotion clogged her throat, but some how she managed to say the only thing she could. “I can’t do that.”

Director Calder leveled a steady gaze on hers. “I’m afraid my colleague is right, there is no other option, Elizabeth.”

J
oe Hennessey waited with Craig Dawson in the corridor outside the conference room. He didn’t have to be in the room or even watch the proceedings to know that Elizabeth Cameron would not like the idea. Not that he could blame her if he looked at it from her position but there were things she didn’t know…would never know.

“She’ll be okay with this,” Dawson said quietly as if reading his mind.

Hennessey shrugged one shoulder. “She’s your asset, you should know.” His indifference might seem cold, but he had serious doubts where this whole operation was concerned. What the hell? He had a reputation for being cold and ruthless.

Dawson cut him a look that left no room for further discussion. He had faith in the woman even if he didn’t have any in Hennessey.

Though Hennessey hadn’t known David Maddox particularly well, he had met the woman in his life once. And once had been enough. Elizabeth Cameron had cool down to a science. Maybe she was hot between the sheets, but in Hennessey’s estimation, a woman that reserved and uptight usually thought too much. Good, hot sex was definitely no thinking matter. It either was or it wasn’t.

In his line of work he’d learned to take his pleasure where he could and not to linger for too long. Dr. Elizabeth Cameron was not the type to go for a thorough roll in the hay and then walk away. She was one of those women with a commitment fetish. She didn’t do casual sex. Probably didn’t even understand the concept. From what Hennessey had seen, the woman was all work and no play. Completely focused.

If she agreed to do the job, that would be a good thing. He damn sure didn’t want a lesser surgeon screwing up his face. Not that he considered him self the Hollywood handsome type but he got his share of second looks. Including one or two from the good doctor. Though he doubted she would admit it in this life time. Just like before, she wanted to pretend there was nothing between them. In reality, there wasn’t, not really. Just that one night. The night he’d saved her life but she would never own up to it. She would only remember his manhandling and over bearing attitude. But something had sparked between them that night…in the dark.

The chemistry had been there. Strong enough to startle him almost as much as it had her. She’d hated it and her extreme reaction had only made bad matters worse. But then, he loved a challenge. He’d felt the electricity between them again today. But like before, she’d wanted to ignore it. What did all that attraction say about the
relationship she’d had with Maddox? Maybe there was a little bit of the devil in all of us, he mused, even the strait laced doc.

Well, she might prefer to ignore him, but if the director had his way, she might as well get used to having him around. They would be spending the next three weeks in close quarters. Not that it would be a hard ship. He thought about those long, satiny legs hid den beneath that conservative peach-colored skirt. The lady had a great body. She worked out. He’d watched her. She kept a hell of a boring routine. Yet there was no denying that blond hair and those green eyes were attractive even if she did make it a point to camouflage those long, silky tresses in a bun and those lovely green eyes behind the ugliest black rimmed glasses.

Well, attractive or not, hot in bed or not, Elizabeth Cameron held the key to his future. He hoped by now she understood that. His survival in the up coming mission depended upon his ability to fool the enemy.

The idea of sporting another man’s face held no real appeal, but if it got the job done Hennessey could deal with it. He could even man age to put up with the doc’s company for a couple of weeks and maintain the necessary level of restraint. What he wasn’t at all sure he could handle was her constant analysis.

He recalled quite well the way she’d studied him that one time. Her lover had apparently related a number of tales about the legendary Joe Hennessey, none of which had sat well with Miss Prim and Proper.

Half the stories were exaggerated and the other half were no body’s business. But that wouldn’t keep her from holding his past, real or imagined, against him.

Hennessey put his life on the line for his country all the time. The last thing he deserved was some holier
than-thou broad, however talented, treating him like he was the scum of the earth. Throw that in the mix with the undeniable physical at traction and he came up with distraction.

He’d learned the hard way that if a guy thought with his privates in this business he ended up dead. He’d had his share of ladies along the way, but he never let one distract him from the mission.

He didn’t intend to start now.

The door swung open and Hennessey came to attention. A leftover habit from his days in Special Forces. Anytime a superior officer was about, he came to attention as was expected.

Directors Calder and Allen moved into the corridor, closing the door behind them. A frown pulled at Hennessey’s mouth. Where was the woman? He’d thought the plan was for him to be called in once they’d broken the news to her. Had she out right refused to do the job?

That would be just his luck. Damn. He wanted the best. And she was it.

“Agent Hennessey,” Calder announced with out preamble, “Dr. Cameron would like to see you now.”

Hennessey blinked. “Alone?” He didn’t relish the idea of the confrontation with no one else around to temper it.

Calder nodded. “She hasn’t committed to the request. She insists on speaking to the operative as signed to the mission first. If she continues to resist, you have my authorization to enlighten her.” He qualified his statement with a warning, “Her participation is essential, but she doesn’t need to know any more than absolutely necessary.”

With a heavy exhale and a nod of understanding, Hennessey stated for the record, “Yes, sir.”

As he reached for the door, Dawson stopped him with a hand on his arm. “I know your reputation, Agent Hennessey,” he cautioned quietly. “Don’t do any thing you’ll regret. Dr. Cameron is a nice lady.”

“I think Agent Hennessey is aware of proper protocol,” Director Calder suggested, his tone as stern as his expression. He would tolerate no roadblocks now or later. The reprimand was meant for both Dawson and Hennessey.

For the first time since going to the hospital to pick up the good doctor, Hennessey removed his eyewear. He’d worn the dark glasses in side purposely, to remain anonymous until the decision was final. Apparently there was going to be no help for that now. He hoped like hell she wouldn’t let that one night influence her decision.

Hennessey leveled an unflinching stare on Dawson. “I have never jeopardized a mission or an asset.”

“Just remember,” Dawson persisted despite the director’s warning, “that she is a very valuable asset.”

Hennessey shoved his sunglasses back into place and opened the door. He didn’t need Dawson telling him how to do his job. He had no intention of getting tangled up with Dr. Cameron. There might be some sexual energy bouncing back and forth between them, but she definitely was not his type.

Opinionated women were nothing but a pain in the ass.

Like he’d said before, some things don’t require thought.

Elizabeth couldn’t shake the idea that she knew the other agent. There was definitely something familiar
about him. That mouth…the way his presence overwhelmed the atmosphere around him.

It couldn’t be
him.

She would remember if it was him. It wasn’t like she could forget that night. That one night. She shivered. She’d tried not to think about it, but every now and then it poked through the layers of anger and guilt she’d piled on top of the memory. He’d practically held her hostage. He’d made her feel things she hadn’t wanted to feel. A hot, searing ache, a yearning deep down in side her. It had been wrong. A betrayal. And with
him
no less. David had told her all about Special Agent Joe Hennessey. His dark, alluring charm that the la dies couldn’t resist; his ruthless single-mindedness. An agent like no other.

She wondered if David would have spoken so highly of him if he’d known how close his supposed friend had come to seducing her…how close she’d come to allowing it?

Heat infused her cheeks, rushed over her skin at even the memory of those few hours. He’d cast a spell on her. Made her want to for get everything and everyone else. Thank God she’d come to her senses.

Chafing her arms she banished the disturbing memories. She had to figure this out…had to find a way to make them see that she could not do this. She simply couldn’t do that to David’s memory.

Only, David would want her to help.

If lives were in danger he would want her to do whatever was necessary to help his fellow agents. But she needed more information. Surely they couldn’t expect her to do this with out further clarification.

And, dear God, could she do it?

Could she recreate David’s face on another man?

She stood on the far side of the room, her back to the door. For about three seconds Hennessey hesitated, admiring the view. She might be a pain in the ass, but he could look at hers all day. Nice. All those hours on the stair-stepper clearly made a difference.

He closed the door, allowing it to slam just enough to get her attention. Startled, she whirled to face him.

The frown of utter confusion telegraphed her first thought loud and clear:
What the hell do you want?
She had no doubt expected the directors to return with their man in tow. The last person she’d expected to enter the room was him.

“Dr. Cameron, I’m Special Agent Joe Hennessey.” As he moved to ward her he reached upward and removed his concealing eye wear. “If you’ll recall we met once before.”

Her eyes rounded and that cute little mouth dropped open. “You!” The single word was cast like an accusing stone.

He tossed the glasses onto the conference table and propped a hip there. “You remember me,” he offered, his smile infused with all the charm in his vast la dies’ man repertoire.

She pointed to the door then to him, her confusion morphing into disbelief. “It’s you he wants me to prepare for this mission?”

Hennessey flared his hands. “That’s right. Is there a problem?”

Her head moved from side to side as all that confusion and disbelief coalesced into outrage. “You’re nothing like David,” she accused.

Well, she had that right but he saw no point in bursting her bubble where her former lover was concerned.
“I’m the same height and build. The hair color is close enough, the eyes will be an easy fix with colored contacts.” He shrugged, the control necessary to hold back his own patience slipping just a little. “I don’t see the problem.”

She blinked rapidly, her head doing that side-to-side thing again as if the very idea was blasphemy. “You’re not
like
David,” she argued.

He pushed off the table and moved to ward her, lowering his voice an octave, slowing the cadence of his words as he recalled the numerous taped conversations he’d listened to. “I can do any thing it takes to get the job done,
Elizabeth.
” Her head snapped up at his use of her first name. He said it with emphasis, the same way Maddox used to. “You’d be surprised at just how versatile I am.”

Her pupils flared. She shivered. But it was the little hitch in her breathing that actually got to him, made his pulse skitter and chinked the armor he wore to protect his emotions. He shook his head and looked away. How the hell had he let that happen?

“You expect me to trust any thing you say?”

Well, she had him pegged, didn’t she? Apparently she’d accepted every rumor she’d heard as fact. “Bottom line, Doc, I can’t do this with out you.” His gaze moved back to hers and he saw the concern and the hurt there. Dammit, he did not want to hurt her. Maddox had done that well enough him self, but she would never know it. “Will you help me or not?”

She tilted up that determined little chin and glared at him, a new flash of anger chasing away the doubt. “And if I refuse, what then?”

“People will die.”

She blinked, but to her credit she didn’t back off. “So
I’ve heard. Can you be more specific? I need to know what I’m getting into here.” Her compact little body literally strummed with her building tension.

The question kind of pissed him off. Or maybe it was the glaring fact that he couldn’t keep his mind off her every reaction, couldn’t stay focused. “You know, Doc, according to Director Calder, you generally don’t question his requests. I understand this is personal,” he growled, “but do you really think Maddox would have a problem with me borrowing his face for a little while?”

Her fists clenched and Hennessey had the distinct feeling that it was all she could do not to slap him. Good. He wanted her responses to be real, wanted to clear the air here and now. He didn’t need her hesitation coming back to bite him in the ass down the line.

“David would probably say it’s the right thing to do,” she said tightly. “It’s me who has the problem.”

He resisted the urge to roll his eyes at her misplaced loyalty. He couldn’t help wondering if, when he died, any one would think so highly of him. Not very damned likely. He was far too open to lead any one that far off track. Well, except for his tar gets and that was his job.

In his personal life he kept things on the up-and-up. He never lied to any one, most especially a woman.

He liked women. Before he could put the brakes on the urge, his gaze roamed down the length of her toned body, ad miring those feminine curves, before sliding back up to that madder-than-hell expression on her pretty face.

He liked women a lot. They knew what they were getting with him. If he and the doc did the deed there would be no questions or doubts between them.

But that wasn’t going to happen.

Mainly because it would be stupid.

Not to mention the fact that she looked ready to take off his head and spit down his throat.

Fine. If she wanted to play hard ball, he was game. “You want to know specifics?” He leaned closer, so close he could see the tiny flecks of gold in those glittering green eyes. “You’ve completed makeovers on fourteen operatives in the past thirty months. Two of those operatives are dead.” One being the man who taught him everything he knew, but he didn’t mention that. He had no intention of giving her any personal ammunition. In addition, holding on to control was far too important for him to let his personal issues with this mission get a grip right now. He kept those feelings tightly compartmentalized for a later time. “If I don’t stop these guys the rest of those operatives will end up dead as well.”