Ignite Me: Shards of Glass, Part One (21 page)

I moaned as I squeezed his peachy ass as he pushed up.

“You feel pretty good too!” I ran my fingers back up his spine, gripping his shoulder blades.

His hand pushed my thigh up, giving him better leverage to roll his hips, he didn’t just pump his cock in and out of me like Sean did, no Cameron knew what he was doing, and he ground his hips, then rolled side to side, his mouth exploring my neck. This wasn’t about his pleasure this was about both of us.

“Fuck.” I moaned as his thrusts started to become erratic a fine mist of sweat formed on his forehead.

My legs started to stiffen as my body built under his.

“Come on baby, let me feel you.” His hand pushed my hip up higher.

I arched my back up, my body relaxed for a second before it stiffened again and the glorious ripples started to build deep inside me, my sex was contracting like mad as he thrust deeply inside me.

“Yes, oh fuck I can feel you squeezing me.” He dropped his head and buried it in my neck. “You are mine, all mine.” He growled huskily into my ear.

I moaned. “Yes, all yours.”

His words were my undoing as I felt myself release around him.

Our bodies glistened with sweat, my hands gripped his shoulders. His thrusts became erratic as he spilt himself inside me. I felt the hot rush and cried out his name as my fingers dug into his shoulders. But he wasn't done yet. He arched his hips and pushed against me again, rubbing his erection out inside me.

Oh god I can't, it's not possible.

My heart beat fast in my chest, making me feel giddy as my body started to build again.

“Oh yes Evan, yes, feel what you do to me. It’s all for you” He arched his head back and thrust hard against me.

“I can't.” I closed my eyes as I tried to find my release in his.

“Yes you can, come for me baby.” He groaned as he rolled his hips. “Show me what you got.”

I cried out his name as the pleasure rippled over me, my sex contracting like crazy, I wasn’t used to coming more than once and I could hardly breathe.

“Oh Evan I love you.” He collapsed against me spent.

I ran my hands into his damp hair and I dragged air into my lungs. “Hey, you.” I smiled as I stroked his floppy curls from his face. I admired his head against my breasts and committed it to memory as I held him against me, his skin was hot against mine.

“I love you Evan, oh god I love you.” His dark eyes glistened up at me.

I grinned at him stupidly.

We laid together a while as we both calmed our breathing down. Our bodies tangled together. I stroked my hand down his back.

“Thank you for being gentle with me!”
He'd been so gentle yet so passionate with me, unlike Sean, who'd never really cared about if he was hurting me as long as he was getting pleasure.

He kissed my chest gently as he looked up at me.
“I will always be gentle with you, it's always going to be you before me!”

I grinned up at him. “I just hope I'm enough for you! I mean I'm not massively experienced! But I learn damn quickly!” I wasn't ashamed to tell him that.

He sighed. “I don't care how experienced you are, we are with each other for more than the sex! Making love to you was like nothing I've ever experienced! I've never loved someone I've had sex with before and it made a difference! I can teach you everything else, I quite like that I can nurture you!” He moved slowly as he pulled out of me and laid next to me.

I took the opportunity to stretch my arms as I sat up and linked my fingers together as I stretched them above my head, pulling my back up with it. If felt good to stretch my muscles out.

“I look forward to you nurturing me! If I'm honest, aside from, you know you're the only other man I've been with!” I blushed a little.

He ran his hand up my spine. I arched my back like a cat into his touch.

“I look forward to finding out what makes you tick! Trust me, I will find out!” I could almost hear the grin in his voice.

I sighed contented as I glanced around his room. I felt at home here.

His fingers brushed my hair over my shoulder and I tried to push it back over I didn't want him to see my burn. I didn't want to have to explain how I'd got it.

“Why did you just stop me from seeing your scar? You shouldn't be ashamed, it's part of you!” He sat up.

I sighed. “I wish it wasn't! It's not a scar, it's a burn!”

He moved my hair again and I don't stop him this time. My heart beat a little funny in my chest.

“How the fuck did you get a burn like that!?” He stroked his hand over it.

I hugged my knees wondering if I should tell the truth. I lifted my head and looked out of the window, it was a beautiful view of the tree tops and the London skyline.

“Please tell me, also I know a plastic surgeon that could reduce that, if you wanted it to be that is!”

I sighed. “My Dad said the same! Offered to pay but I guess it's a reminder to never let Sean back into my life!”

Cameron went silent and when he did speak again, he sounded restrained. “Are you telling me that Sean did that to you?! “

I nodded. “Yes he did! We were all drunk, we'd all literally been drinking until we couldn't fill cups anymore and I fell asleep when the boys went for pizza leaving me with Sean, he said he'd tried to wake me up cause he was lonely and he couldn't wake me up so he decided he'd have a smoke, kinda set my jumper on fire when he passed out and dropped his cigarette on me. I don't really recall much aside from Danny throwing water at me and then pulling me out of bed! He saved me! Sean slept through the whole thing! After that I just knew I had to get away from him! It wasn't the first time he'd put me in hospital. My Dad packed up my stuff and shortly after that I came to the UK!” I sighed even remembering the whole hospital trip gave me mild anxiety.

His arms wrapped around my shoulders, strong in support. I always felt dead inside when I spoke about it, but it wasn't good to keep it bottled up.

“Why wasn't he charged for that?! I've seen his rap sheet! That wasn't on it! Oh Evan please tell you me you pressed charges?!”

I sighed. “If I'd have pressed changes it would have been classed as an accident! He didn't set out to burn me! Yes, he might have hurt me in the past, but that wasn't deliberate! Plus my dad put him in the hospital a few weeks after it happened! Broke his jaw and a few ribs!” I shrugged. I didn't even want to ask how he'd seen Sean's criminal record.

“Accident or not he still did it and it should have been recorded against him! You could have been a lot more seriously hurt than just a burn!”

I didn't want to talk about it. I hated even thinking about that night, and the days that followed it. “I'm going to the bathroom!” I said with a slightly shaky voice as I slipped down from the bed and grabbed the T-shirt he'd been wearing as I went.

“Evan?!” Cameron sounded confused.

I reached the bathroom and closed the door behind myself leaning on it. It was cold on my naked back, but it helped clear my head. I knew I'd have to get used to telling Cameron these things. It was just that I'd not told many people and found it hard to talk about without getting upset.

I pulled myself together and pulled his shirt over my head. It smelt heavenly and I held the neck of it over my nose and inhaled it. The scent of Cameron calmed me down.

There was a tap, tap at the door and I smiled.

“Evan, are you okay?! I didn't mean to be so overpowering about it!”

“It's okay!” I pulled open the door and glanced at him. He'd put his boxer shorts back on.

“I was worried when you left like that! I understand it's upset you to talk about it! I'm sorry! I don't want it to spoil our day.” He smiled.

I wrapped my arms around his middle and hugged him. Letting my head rest on his chest. “Don't say sorry, I need to be able to talk about these things! It's not healthy to keep it locked away! Yes, it does upset me, but it's good because I know you meant well!’’

He stroked his hands down my back, over my shoulders. “I will never let him touch you again! He won't hurt you again! I think it's good that you were able to talk about it a little bit with me, I appreciate you trusting me!”

I smiled up at him. “I do trust you! I just guess it was kinda traumatizing for me at the time! I'm not gonna let him ruin my life! Or ruin what we have. You still wanna make pizza?!” I grinned up at him.

“I do very much so! I'd also like to say how attractive you look in my T-shirt!” He grinned.

I smiled widely. “Thanks! I think I'm keeping it! New night shirt!” I let go of him and slipped past him. I scooped up my panties and pulled them back on.

“You're more than welcome to keep it! I'll always know that even when I'm not with you at night I will be because you will have my shirt!” He smirked as he walked back to his bed and picked up his jeans.

I flopped down on the bed and pulled my socks back on. “Thanks for being cool about the whole scar thing! I promise I will get used to talking about it, I just guess I have to learn to handle talking it over!” I smiled.

He pulled on his jeans and walked over. “You don't have to thank me, angel what he did to you is horrible and I get why you'd not want to talk about it but I'm glad you trust me! I won't betray a trust! Like I said if you ever wanted it reduced I do know someone.”

I got back up and pulled my skinny jeans back on. “Thanks, I'll think about that! So we making these pizzas, cause I'm starving after all our exercise!” I grinned at him as an idea flitted across my mind. “Hey, I dunno if you want to but later on, you wanna share a bath?! Your tub is huge!” I smile shyly.

His face was impassive for a moment or so. “I would like that! I often have a bath at night because it relaxes me for sleeping! Brings all your muscles down!” He smiled.

I grinned. “Plus, I bet you get a cool view over the park! It's a beautiful apartment!” I licked my lips. “I'm gonna go get my soda, I'm actually super thirsty!” I walked off towards the closest door and intended to get my phone from my jacket pocket while I was in there.

“Okay, I'll meet you in the kitchen, I'll get all the ingredients ready!” He smiled widely. “If you want to bring out the items that were pink I'll have them sent back and pastel blue and green sent instead!”

I'd forgotten about that. “Oh, okay, I wasn't being ungrateful I just don't suit pink! I like other pastels though! It's very kind of you to buy me those! My American wardrobe just wasn't suitable for the English climate!” I grinned.

“Yes, I can quite imagine! I'll see you in the kitchen!” He turned and walked towards the door and pulled it open.

“You sure will! Let the pizza making commence!” I pulled open the closet door and slipped in. The lights popped into life and I smiled seeing Cameron's jacket lying on the floor, mine was still on the shelf. I picked up my can and drained most of it. I bent down and picked up his jacket and hung it on the peg, and did the same with mine only I fished my cell phone out of mine.

I checked if for texts and found a missed called from Damon and text from him.

I opened the text.

Hey Evan, I'm really sorry but I'm gonna have to bail on pizza tonight my ex is having some kinda episode and she's been taken to the hospital! I'll explain when I see you next! You still owe me that pizza though! ;)

I pulled a face. I wondered briefly if his ex-girlfriend was okay.

I hope she's okay, I hope you’re okay! If you wanna talk you know where to find me! :)

I shoved the phone into my pocket and turned around to pick all the pink items out. I folded them up and laid them on the shelf. I rummaged around in the draw that had all the nice underwear in and choose a black and purple lace bra. I had a natural D chest and it hurt if I didn't wear a bra for too long. I figured I might as well get used to the new items. I pulled his t-shirt off and put my bra on. It fitted like a glove. I pulled the shirt back down and then wandered over to Cameron's t-shirt shelf. I picked out a navy blue one then returned and added it to the small pile of pink clothes and headed back out. I stopped back in his room and tided up. I put my blouse on the chair along with my bra. I'd pack them away later on. I straightened out the bed sheets and smiled.

chapter 15

I headed back out of his room and back the way we had come in, it was easy to find my way around. The hall led the way, no getting lost. I really did like his apartment.

I placed the small pile of clothes down on the little table near the door and picked up his shirt and carried it into the kitchen. I grinned as I found him stooped over a set of scales weighting out flower.

I took the opportunity to study him as he concentrated on tipping the flour into the bowl of the scales. He turned around and smirked catching me admiring the view.

I grinned. “Hey, I wasn't sure if you'd want a shirt on or not so I brought one out for you!”

“Thank you, I never thought!” He smiled widely at me. “You've put on one of the bra's I got you! I knew they'd be an excellent fit!”

I blushed a little wondering how he could tell the difference from one I had worn before and the new one. I handed him the shirt.

“They fit so well! Thank you again and I've put the pink stuff near the door, I assumed that's where you'd want them!”

He took the shirt and pulled it on ruffling his already dishevelled hair. Sex hair suited him, I prayed mine wasn't looking too bad. I absentmindedly fiddled with my hair as I looked at his shirt. It fitted his chest showing his toned muscles.

“Ah yes, Jones knows to take them way and swap for the blues! You are more than welcome Evan, and your hair looks fine! Stop fiddling with it!” He grinned and turned back around.

I shook my head as I walked over to the counter and found he'd got various things out to make pizza with.

“So can I do anything?!” I looked around.

“Wanna help make the base?! Oh and I got a bottle of water out for you as you said you where thirsty!” He indicated the bottle sat on the counter.