Authors: Heather Graham
“I'm surprised she keeps in any kind of contact with him.”
“She has to. They're connected by her mother's trust fund.”
“You know what?” Kelsey said, suddenly decisive. “I'm going out there right now.”
“Wait a minute! Why?” Cindy asked. “We're going to have beer and quiche. Kelsey, you have to eat, you know. You can go out and see Andy Latham anytime. Go tomorrow in the daylight.”
“It's still daylight now,” Kelsey said. She was already at the door, slipping her sandals back on. “I suppose I really should have gone out there to see him first.”
“Why? Sheila hated him, you know that. If she had plans, she'd never have shared them with him. Not that she really made too many long-term plans. I lived in the other half of the same building, and I never knew what she was doing.”
“You just said she had to keep in contact with him because of her mom's trust fund. He still might know something,” Kelsey said.
Cindy sighed. “Kelsey, her car is gone, so she obviously drove somewhere. Maybe you should start by looking for the car instead of with her stepdad. Though I still think you're making a mountain out of a molehill.”
“Cindy, she knew I could only take so much time off. And she really wanted to see me. She was worried about something.”
Cindy was silent, which made Kelsey aggravatedâwith herself and with everyone else. Maybe they were right. She hadn't seen Sheila in forever. A sense of guilt had brought her here, but the fact that she was feeling guilty didn't mean that Sheila had suddenly become responsible, or that she wouldn't forget her plans with Kelsey the same way she forgot plans with anyone else. Sheila might have talked to her, sounding desperate, then forgotten the plans they'd made just a few minutes later.
“Want to come with me?” she asked Cindy.
“No,” Cindy said with a shudder. “And I really don't think you should go out there, either. You should wait. Get Nate or someone to go out with you. Dane would go. Dane has actually opened an investigations firm here. This is the kind of thing he does for a living. If anyone can find Sheila, it should be him. Make him go see Andy Latham with you.”
Kelsey shook her head, still feeling the burn of her encounter with Dane. “Hire one drunk to go see another?”
“You don't understand about Dane,” Cindy said.
“Cindy, you'd champion Dane if he'd just robbed the National Bank.”
“Not true. He's justâ¦I don't really know the story, but one of his clients was killed in St. Augustine.”
“Murdered?”
“Not exactly. According to the police, it was accidental manslaughter, or something like that.”
“All right, so something bad happened,” Kelsey said. “Bad things happen in the world. It shouldn't have changed Dane into a vegetable. Anyway, I certainly don't want his help now. He was like a slug this afternoon. I'll be fine by myself. Andy Latham is just scuzzy, not dangerous. I'll be back soon. Throw some quiche in the refrigerator and I'll microwave it when I get back.” She was at the door.
“Great dinner companion you turned out to be,” Cindy called.
“Sorry.”
Kelsey, glad to feel that there was something she could actually do rather than sit around and wait for Sheila, let the door close behind her and headed quickly for her car.
She was startled when the door opened in her wake and Cindy came out. “Hey!”
Kelsey paused. “Yeah?”
“Kelseyâ¦he might have been drinking this afternoon at Nate's, butâ¦why did you call Dane a drunk?”
“Let me seeâ¦Nate says he comes every afternoon. He'd had half a dozen beers by the time I got there. He was just sprawled out on a lounge chair when I arrived, looking like his mind had been fried for years. Nate said he's been back here for several months, and that he's opened a business so he can
look
like a solid citizen, but that his heart isn't really in it.”
“That doesn't make him a drunk.”
“He sure looked like one today.”
“He goes to Nate's and drinks club soda most afternoons,” Cindy said.
“Trust me, he was reeking of beer.”
Cindy shrugged. “Okay, maybe he was drinking today. I've been known to have a few too many myself on occasion. Whatever. If you want to think he's a drunk, fine, think he's a drunk. I still think you'd be better off bringing a big drunk with military training out with you to see a scuzzbag.”
“I'll be all right. I'll keep my distance.”
“Honestly, Kelsey, you should wait,” Cindy said.
But Kelsey was already on her way.
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“Help me, Dane.”
He could remember her words so clearly, and now, with the lowering sun bringing the onset of evening, he found himself hearing their echo over and over again.
There were things he should be doing. But he had searched the beachfront over and over again, and he had found exactly what he had expected: nothing. The “near storm,” as they were calling it, an exceptionally bad spate of weather that had never actually formed into a hurricane, had come through about a week ago before petering out when it moved north and west over Homestead and the Everglades. There had been no damage to the house, but palm fronds had come down with a vengeance, and the beach had been flooded for twenty-four hours before the water receded.
His first response upon examining the photo shoved under the door had been to search, regroup, search again, then think it all out and search for a third time.
No, his first response had been shock. Then sorrow. Deep, gut-wrenching sorrow.
Then had come the knowledge that he was being framed, and that no matter how hard he searched he wouldn't find fingerprints or proof of any kind that anyone but he had been on his private beachâwith Sheila.
The time for emotion was past. No, maybe it could never be past. But he sure as hell didn't have time for the luxury of pity, self or otherwise. Nor could he fly off in anger.
Now it was time to spread out further, to figure out what the hell was going on and who the hell had hated Sheila viciously enough to kill her. Who was cunning, cruel and psychoticâand held such a deep and maniacal sense of vengeance against him?
With Kelsey in town, acting like the FBI, he was going to have to move more quickly than he'd imagined. Thankfully he had friends in the right places. But since he was withholding evidence, he'd also been aware that he would have to take everything very carefully. But nowâ¦
Now it was different.
He had an almost photographic memory, which was going to stand him in good stead right now. After the initial shock of seeing the photo, he had known just where to begin, starting on the most logical path to carry him in the direction of the truth. Except that, with what he did know, the path didn't make any sense. He shouldn't be wasting time, except that sitting here had never really been wasting time.
The water and the peace that could be found on a spit of dock on a little island called Hurricane Bay were always good for rational thinking and reasoning.
And remembering.
The long summer day was ending; at last the sun was beginning to set. This was the time when the world was most beautiful. He remembered, thinking as a kid, that his dad was just crazy. They'd had no air-conditioning, but his father had pointed out that the breeze always came through. The house had seemed a shack, but his dad had pointed out that they didn't need any art on the walls, because they had the most beautiful vista anyone could ever imagine, every night. All they had to do was sit on the rustic porch and watch the sun set, watch as colors came out over the Atlantic, pinks, reds, golds, yellows. Sometimes the skies would be clear and the blue would turn slowly to strange pastels, then indigo, and then night would fall. Sometimes there would be clouds in the sky, and they would become a billowy cobalt before turning into dancing shadows against the moon. When storms came, it was just as beautiful, if different. The lightning would strike the water like bolts cast down by a furious god, and the trees would whip and bend in the wind.
Everything his father had said was true. Now he knew. Just as he knew that no meal in the world was better than fresh fish, just pulled from the sea and thrown on the grill. Odd that he would come to love this place, Hurricane Bay, when he had been so blind to its charms as a kid. Back then, he'd had no idea how great it was to own a private island.
He was glad he'd had the time to let his dad know how much he appreciated the place and had come to love it.
Sitting on the wooden dock, staring out over the water, he closed his eyes and heard her voice again.
“H
elp me, Dane.”
Sheila's voice was an echo in his head. A ghostly reproach.
He didn't need to keep hearing it. He'd already damned himself a hundred times over.
He'd been sitting here that night, just as he was now, the last time he'd seen Sheila arrive at Hurricane Bay.
But before thatâ¦
Would things have been different if he hadn't seen her in action just that day?
He'd been at the Sea Shanty just before she had come over. He'd been drinking soda water with lime, discussing surveillance cameras with Nate. Nothing big had happened. Nate thought that maybe one of his bartenders had decided he wasn't quite making it on tips and was helping himself to the till. Dane didn't intend to work for Nate, and he had no intention of charging for the advice he gave. Sheila had been there, too. She came almost every afternoon at about five.
She never bought her own drinks.
Maybe she hadn't known he was there. Maybe she had known and hadn't cared. Once upon a time, way back when, he and Sheila had been something of a twosome. But he had to admit, he'd never been in love with her. From the time he had been a little kid, he'd had a path in mind for himself, a plan for his life. A lot of that had come from Mr. Cunningham and Joe, but whatever the reason, his future had been the burning essence in his mind.
He hadn't wanted to wind up a fisherman in Key Largo, hoping for a catch, dodging the tourists, sucking up to the tourists, watching restaurant managers come and go.
If anything, he'd been determined he was going to own the restaurants.
And Sheilaâ¦
Well, at one time she might have loved him in her way. But she'd been just as intent on her own path. She'd wanted out. And getting out had meant more to Sheila than attaching herself to a man with no specific prospects, even if he had ambition. She'd spent her high school years sizing up the tourists and the weekendersâFloridians who usually lived fairly close to Key Largo, where they kept condos or vacation homes, and left their prestigious jobs in the city on Friday after work and returned Sunday night, ready to go back to work on Monday morning.
But he'd always thought he was her friend. They'd had their occasional thing together, even after their passionate breakup way back when. But not in the last few years. Not since he'd finished his military obligations, settled in the St. Augustine area, opened Whitelaw Investigationsâ¦and fallen in love with Kathy Malkovich.
He'd seen Sheila a few times since he'd retreated back home. Only with other friends, mostly, or sitting around the bar. She'd even shown up at his place once with Nate when they'd made a major dolphin fish haul a few weeks back and barbecued it on the grill at his place. Because of their past history, people were making more of it than it had been.
Nate had talked about Sheila's current activities, then cut himself off, remembering that she and Dane had once been more than friends. The usual guy talk had sounded too coarse, even for Nate.
So he should have known. Sheila had always been a flirt. And she was soundly of the opinion that most people fell out of love in life, and that some guys were good in bed and some guys weren't, so going to bed with a man because he could offer her something was in no way a sin. Look at the jerks most women slept with because they thought they were in love, or thought the guy was decent, she always said.
Sheila gave new meaning to the term “jaded.”
That afternoon, though, just a week ago, he had really seen her in action for the first time. Seen her work her “magic” at the bar.
So he was a little jaded himself. Not exactly sunk in despair, but then again, not ready to go out and tackle the world. And when he had watched Sheila, he'd experienced some strange sensations. Relief, for one. He was thankful they'd never gotten serious orâGod forbidâmarried each other. He felt sorrow, too, remembering the kid she had been. And he had also felt a bit of disgust, wondering what the hell she was doing. There she was, a beautiful woman, doing things she didn't need to do. She was young, with the world in front of her, and she had seemed to be on the path of self-destruction.
Her sole purpose was apparent from the minute she climbed on a bar stool next to a guy. First there had been the middle-aged Hispanic man sporting the loud jewelry. Heavy gold chains had hung around his neck, and his fingers had been bedecked with gold and diamonds. Sheila had crawled atop a chair with a cigarette, asking for a light. They'd started talking, and he'd bought her a drink, but he hadn't stayed long. There had been a woman waiting for him out on the patio. Before he'd left, however, Sheila had written something on a piece of paper and given it to him.
Then there had been the younger guy, maybe twenty-five. His cutoffs had carried a designer label, and his sandals were straight from the pages of
GQ.
His T-shirt had sported a label, as wellânot just designer but
top
designer. Even if he ever got as rich as Croesus, Dane couldn't see spending that kind of money on a T-shirt.
Sheila had been studying her drink when the young guy had walked in. She must have had some kind of natural radar, because she'd turned around immediately, seen her new quarry, squashed out her cigarette and knocked another out of the pack in front of her.
They'd talked for a long time. And again Sheila had given him her number.
No one had appealed to Sheila after that. She'd noticed Dane at the back of the bar by then. She might have colored just a little, seeing him there. Then she'd tossed her long dark hair and come over.
“Soâ¦it's the long-lost home boy nursing his woes at the shanty bar, huh?”
“Hi, Sheila.”
She'd lit her own cigarette then and tapped her matches on the bar.
“See, old flame, men do still find me attractive,” she'd said softly.
“Sheila, you're beautiful, and you know it.”
That had brought a smile to her lips. “But it isn't enough, is it?”
He remembered lifting his hands with a certain aggravation. “It depends on what you want. What the hell are you doing?”
She looked at him. “Do you remember when you liked me, Dane?”
“Sheila, I still like you. You're a friend.”
That brought another smile. “You never loved me.”
That seemed out of the blue. “
You
never loved
me.
”
She looked ahead. “We both wanted to get out, and here we are again. You loved
her,
though, huh? That woman in St. Augustine.”
He didn't answer because she didn't allow him to, rushing back in. “What's wrong with me, Dane?”
“Sheila, there's nothing wrong with you. We just didn't have the commitment, the shared interests, the right whatever.”
She shook her head, staring ahead. “I couldn't stay with Larry, either. Why not? I should have. It's like I'm always looking forâ¦I don't know.” She stared at him. “Hey, want to sleep with me?”
“Sheilaâ”
“Oh, yeah. I heard. You're still in mourning. I wish you weren't. I'd feelâ¦secure if I were with you.”
“Sheila, feeling secure isn't a reason to sleep with a guy. Any more than money is.”
She turned to look at him with amusement. “Money is as good a reason as any. Come on, Dane, aren't you feeling just a bit of the old magic?” She reached out beneath the bar, long delicate fingers light on his thigh, then zeroing in.
Actually it was the little jump of arousal he'd felt that had stirred his temper. He'd gripped her fingers, pushing her hand aside, and risen. “No,” he told her angrilyâand too loudly.
“Dane, don't leave me.”
“Sheila, I can't leave you if I'm not with you.”
He'd turned and left the bar. Nate had seen them, of course. He hadn't known what they were saying, but since he was at the end of the bar, he must have heard the anger in Dane's voice. And damn if Cindy Greeley hadn't been there, too, that dayâhe hadn't seen her until then, but there she was, with Nate at the end of the bar, showing him the new T-shirts she'd designed for his bar.
He'd said hi to Cindy and gone on.
That night Sheila had shown up at his house. She'd told him not to worry, she was just stopping by, seeing what he was up to. They were still friends, right?
“Friends, Sheila,” he had told her, and let her in.
At first she had been so casual.
She'd asked him about what had brought him back. He'd told her it had just been time to come home. She hadn't believed him, but she had pretended to.
“I think, for you, everything changed with Joe.”
He hadn't answered that. Instead he'd said, “Sheila, what the hell are you doing?”
“Getting by. I should marry some nice guy and settle down. Problem is, there aren't that many nice guys out there. Besides, you knew me when I was young and sweet and innocent. Okay, I was never innocent. But I
was
a little sweet.”
“You were married to Larry Miller. There's a nice guy.”
“A boring guy, I'm afraid. I like excitement. Or maybe every nice guy is a boring guy. I don't know. You know what, Dane? Men just don't come in the kind that I really want to keep. Actually, I may be a real voice for my sex.”
“Oh?”
Sheila had laughed, and looked stunning. “Yeah. Guys are usually ratty to women. They fall in loveâ¦lust first, most of the time. They marry, they cheat.”
“Not all of them. I'd say it's pretty even.”
“Not on your life! Trust me. Men always seem to need someone to bolster their egos. Some guy told me once that it's just natural. You know, survival of the species. Long ago, guys had to sow their seed, just like lions, or some shit like that. Mate all they could so their DNA would go on and on. Instinctively they're still that wayâexcept, of course, that they don't really want to procreate anymore, because on the not so instinctive side, something resembling brains kicks in and they don't want to pay child support. But some guys are innately bad, maybe not even in a way they can help. Look at all the old geezers looking for trophy wives. Sixty-, seventy-, even eighty-year-olds throwing out wives they've had for years, finding some beach bunny and patting themselves on the back for having a kid when they're members of AARP. Makes 'em macho.”
“Sheila, you know, I have friends who have been left by their wives, taken to the cleaners big time by them.”
“See, there you go. Defending your sex.”
“I'm not trying to defend anyone. I just think that people in general aren't always so great to others. I've seen plenty of men behave like real assholes. I've seen some women who are just as cold and calculating.”
“Different thing,” Sheila said, waving a hand in the air. “Someone should do a study on it. As for me, well, I guess I'll just go on thinking that I'm standing up for my sex, using guys like paper cups, tossing them out as soon as they get a bit soggy.” She'd looked at him then. “Daneâ¦are you sureâ¦I mean, sometimes, way back when, we'd get together when neither one of us had a steady thing going.”
“Sheila, you've got to trust me here. I'm not what you're looking for. But I will give you a speech, which is what you need. You're beautiful. You deserve ten times more than you're giving yourself. Not to mention the fact that your lifestyle is dangerous. There are a bunch of assholes out there, not to mention the fact that these days the world is full of sexually transmitted diseases, some of which can kill you.”
She'd laughed then. “Oh, great! You think I'm infectious. Dane, I'm careful as hell.”
“No, you're not. If you were, you'd be looking for something more than money.”
“It's not just money,” she said softly.
“Thenâ¦?”
“I told you, I'm making up for all the assholes out there.” She'd leaned against the pillows on the sofa then, watching him with a rueful smile. “I hear you're in deep mourning over something gone wrong. I can help. I can make you feel better. If only for a night.”
He had to admit, the thought had been tempting. But Sheila couldn't really give him anything. And there was nothing he could give her.
“No good, Sheila,” he had told her softly.
And still she'd stayed. They'd had some wine, played chess. She was a good player. Then they'd had some more wine. And finally it had been really, really late, and she still hadn't gotten up to go.
“I wish you'd want me, Dane.”
“Sheila⦔
“What's wrong with me?” she asked for the second time that night.
“Nothing. You're beautiful. It's what's wrong with me, and the fact that I don't think we're particularly good for each other.”