Authors: Amber Benson
She reached up and touched her earsânothing wrong thereâthen her face. Her fingers slid across her cheeks, chin, mouth, and nose. Her skin felt tight in places, loose in others, like she was pushing her fingers into a marshmallow.
“Are you all right?”
Eleanora asked, but her words sounded as if they were being filtered through the ocean.
Lyse opened her mouth, but the world began to seesaw back and forth, and she had to close her eyes to keep the vertigo at bay.
“Lyse?”
Arrabelle was at her side, lifting her eyelids, checking her pupils to see if they were dilated.
Arrabelle's face began to blur and twist, all her features swimming together into a dark blob. Lyse felt light as air, and before she knew it, she was floating away. She held out her hands, hoping someone would catch her before she disappeared, but she was moving too quickly, floating higher and higher above the clearing as the others gathered around her, watching as Arrabelle eased Lyse's naked body onto the grass.
Coherent thought left her as her brain winked off like a television screen, the picture irising in until it was only a tiny black dot.
Then that was gone, too.
L
yse opened her eyes, the absolute darkness gradually receding from view until she could make out the tenor of her new surroundings. Above her, the honeyed glow of the full moon held the night at bay, and she was able to look around, surprised to find she was standing in the middle of a newly shorn wheat field. She raised her hands, and the feeling of dissociation from her body was
goneâ
“This way,” a voice said from behind her, its cadence warm and feminine, and she was dragged out of her thoughts.
The idea that this place was real became unimpeachable when she felt a hand on her back, fingers pressing against bare flesh, and she looked down to find she was still naked, though the body she saw didn't belong to her. The breasts were too large, the waist and hips too small, and there was a dark mound of curling pubic hair where her own body had been waxed into a thin strip. The air, fragrant with wood smoke, was pleasantly warm, and so despite her nudity, she didn't feel cold.
Fingers were at her waist again, gently urging her forward, and she turned to find a handsome woman in a flowing purple robe standing behind her. The woman wore her hair pulled back away from her face, a garland of intricately woven lavender and heather encircling her head like a crown, and though her long hair was still thick and blond, her face was crosshatched with delicate lines.
Youth was no longer hers.
“It's time,” the woman said, and smiled warmly.
Lyse felt her feet begin to move of their own volition, heard the
crunch
of freshly scythed wheat stalks as she trod upon them.
The old woman chose not to accompany Lyse as she crossed the field, but she didn't feel aloneânor was she scared. Instead, her body was filled with a sense of anticipation, her breasts softly bouncing as she walked, the nipples hard with excitement. The body she inhabited was looking forward to the experience that lay a
head.
At the edge of the field, where the human-cultivated wheat crop ended, there stood a raised wooden platform shrouded in fog. She approached cautiously, stepping up onto it, her bare feet pressing against the smoothness of the wooden boards, excitement rippling through her flesh like tiny shock waves. She stood there for a moment, uncertain as to what was supposed to happen next, but then the fog lifted like a velvet curtain parting, and she saw that the platform was actually the beginning of a long boardwalkâone that switched back through a shallow marshland swarming with cattails and bulrushes before disappearing into darkness.
She took a tentative step, and as if her footfall had conjured them, two floating orbs sparked to life farther down the path. Like streetlights on a bridge, they illuminated just the next section of walkway, so she wouldn't miss a step. She moved quickly, wanting to discover the light's source, but her curiosity only grew when she found no magic at work: just two flickering tallow candles, each one placed upon a tall metal spike set into the marshy water on either side of the boardwalk.
More candles winked to life ahead of her, and she wondered if someone was using the cover of darkness to obscure their movements, to stop her from discovering their identity as they lit the candles. Continuing down the boardwalk, she heard the
crack
of wooden boards shifting under her weight, and more lights flared into being, the candles guiding her way.
She walked for a long timeâuntil the excitement finally gave way to exhaustionâand then she abruptly ran out of walkway. To her surprise, she found a wooden sailboat waiting for her at the end of the boardwalk, its mainsail tied in place as it bobbed up and down like a cork on the surface of the water.
The ship was made of golden timber, its rigging shimmering in the moonlight, and at first it appeared to be unoccupiedâbut then a man emerged from belowdecks, coming to stand on the bow, his head and shoulders hidden within the long shadows cast by the tall wooden mast. Even in the darkness, she felt his eyes on her, devouring her breasts and belly as his gaze raked across her naked body.
The man on the boat knelt, turning away so she couldn't see what he was doing, and when he stood again, he was holding a hurricane lamp in his hand, the smoky, glass-shrouded light bestowing angles and planes to a face previously obscured by shadow.
She gasped, not because she was frightened, but because the man was not fully a man. He was a giant stagâor, at least, the mask he wore made him look like one. Curving, majestic antlers sprung from the sides of his head like small trees, bulging brown eyes as clear as glass stared back at her; only the lower half of his face was visible below the mask, framing a full, sensuous mouth and a strong, square jaw.
She began to tremble as her body instinctively reacted to what it knew was coming: This man/beast was about to mount her like an an
imal.
She took a step back, and the man sensed the time was ripe to pluck her. He jumped from the ship, shortening the distance between them in a few strides, and then he was holding her, trapping her body within the confines of his solid, muscular arms. He crushed her nakedness against him, and she could feel the hardness of his manhood pressing into her belly through the thin cotton of his pants. He found her lips with his ownâand she thought he was going to crush them, tooâbut instead he brushed his mouth across hers in a gentle caress.
Trailing soft kisses down to the hollow of her throat, he followed the curve of her collarbone in one direction, then the other, tongue flicking snakelike across her skin as he tasted her. He reached down with both hands and cupped her ass, squeezing it as he pulled her up onto her tippy-toes, positioning her pubic bone in line with his cock. He moaned as he squeezed her against him, and she jumped up, her legs sliding around his waist as the tip of him pulsed against her through his pants, his erection rock hard.
She yielded to him, her body relaxing as she opened her mouth, letting him slip his warm tongue inside. He tasted sweet and salty, and she loved it. Her own tongue began to chase his, and as she ground herself against him, he moaned against her mouth. She could feel the wetness between her legs soaking the cotton of his pants, and she wanted him inside her, fucking her.
He swung her around, her body cradled against him, and she nuzzled her face into the warmth of his neck, smelling the cinnamon spice of his bare skin as he carried her over the threshold of his ship and belowdecks.
The ship's galley was neat as a pin, but he carried her right past it and into his bedroom. Gently, he placed her down on the bed, then stepped back so he could admire his prize. The room was small and unadorned, but the glow of a dozen flickering candles bathed the room in golden light.
Now she knew who'd been leaving the candles for her to follow.
She leaned back, her head and neck cushioned by a mound of feather pillows, and smiled, slowly spreading her legs wide, beckoning him to her without words. She wondered if he would take her with the mask on? She hoped he wouldâthere was something erotic about not knowing the identity of one's lover.
She was used to worrying about protection, but this wasn't a real encounterâit wasn't even her own body, for God's sakeâso she decided she didn't need to ask the mystery man if he had a condom.
He watched her writhe on the bed, her hips moving in small, sensual circles, letting him know how badly she wanted him inside her. She ran her fingers across her nipples and they grew swollen and hard beneath her fingertips. She arched her back and moaned, hating him for making her wait so long, for making her silently beg him to touch her.
He did not smile as he stepped out of his pants, but she moaned again when she saw how big and hard he was. He was as eager to be inside her as she was to be filled by him. He unbuttoned his shirt but did not remove it, the solid muscle of his chest gleaming in the candlelight. He was gorgeous, all lean muscle and sculpted six-pack, his chest covered in tufts of golden fur that encircled his nipples before trailing down his abdomen. He was glorious and solid and oh so male, and she was dying with need. She arched her hips and bit her lip, feeling so wanton she could hardly stand it.
He knelt down in front of the bed, placing a large hand on each of her thighs, then pressing them into the mattress. He put his lips to the wetness between her legs, and she began to tremble as he ran his tongue across her clit. She thrashed against himâevery flick of his tongue driving her insaneâbut he held her in place, pinned to the bed, so he could have his way with her. He raised his head, the mask making him look garish and almost frightening in the candlelight, but she didn't care. She just wanted him to stop teasing her with his tongue and put an end to the ache between her legs.
He pulled his mouth away and sat back on his heels, admiring her. He seemed to enjoy her little cries of frustration.
“Please, please don't stop,” she moaned, but the voice wasn't hersâand it startled her.
Before she could start overthinking things, he was on top of her, easily slipping his swollen cock into the wet cleft between her legs. He was so hard she could feel every inch of him as he thrust into her, and she cried out, digging her nails into his back as the sensation of his cock sliding in and out of her brought her to the edge.
He grunted and pulled out, the loss of him so exquisite it was like a slap in the face. She opened her eyes and stared up at him, surprised by the grin on his lips. Grabbing her around the waist, he flipped her onto her stomach, and she squealed as he lifted her onto her hands and knees, taking her from behind.
Her body was slick with sweat as he pumped into her, her large breasts swinging like pendulums. Not pausing once in his thrusting, he licked his fingers and reached around to rub her clit. She gritted her teeth as his movements grew frantic, and she ground herself against him, urging him to go faster. He began to fuck her harder, sliding in and out of her, her pussy opening to him like a flower. He thrust deeply into the center of her, and she came, giving a strangled cry at the sheer agony of her orgasm.
It was unlike anything she'd ever felt beforeâit went on and on, waves of pleasure flooding through herâand all the while, he was still moving inside her, still rubbing her clit to increase the intensity of her climax.
The way she was writhing and moaning beneath him proved too much, and he bit into her shoulder to stop himself from crying out. He shuddered as he spilled his seed, the intensity of his orgasm matching her own. Spent, he finally pulled out of her.
She lay there panting until he grabbed her around the waist and hauled her onto his lap, holding her tight against him. She could feel the rapid beat of his heart, and she opened her eyes, a smile curling her lips. She was warm and satiated. She never wanted this night to end.
“Who are you?” she asked.
In answer, her mystery lover reached up and undid the ties at the back of his mask. As the antlers fell away, the smell of sex turned sour in her nostrils.
Weir.
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“What theâ” Lyse said as she sat bolt upright in the grass, five worried faces encircling her.
Then she threw up.
The retching didn't last longâthere was barely anything in her stomachâand when she was done, she felt as though she'd swum up from the depths of the sea and was seeing land for the first time. Reality felt heightened, but there was clarity, too. She'd touched something unreal, and somehow it made her
more
real.
Dev handed her a handkerchief.
“Thank you,” Lyse said, dabbing at her mouth.
She gazed at the fiveânow clothedâwomen surrounding her, studying their faces for some sign of recognition, some idea that they possessed insight into the surreal, dreamlike reality she'd just experiencedâand what she found in their combined expressions was enough to tell her they knew exactly what'd happened to her. Or some version of it.
“What did you do to me?” Lyse asked, as she climbed to her knees and then unsteadily to her feet. “What did I just drink?”
Eleanora nervously clasped and unclasped her hands, and Lyse could tell her great-aunt was trying to find the right words. Lizbeth had fetched her clothes, and Lyse began to slip her underwear on, her hands shaking. She felt woozy, like everything was coming at her through a fog.
“Ayahuasca.” This was Arrabelle.
“You drugged me?” Lyse asked as she buttoned her jeans.
“If you drink this, it will settle your mind, calm you down,” Arrabelle said, holding out a plastic cup for Lyse to take.
“No way,” Lyse said, backing away from her. “I don't want my mind settled and I don't want anything you've touched. I want to know why I was in somebody else's body.”