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now and not just concerning the lovemaking. I dream of him smiling at me over a meal or of him returning to me after a day at court full of talk about all he has seen and done. And, Nora, I dream of holding his bairns.”

Nora cursed. “Ye love the rutting fool.”

“I just said that I thought I might.”

“Nay. Ye do. There is nay
might
about it. ’Tis the dream of bairns that tells me that. I wager they all look like him.”

“Aye, but that dream could be born of the fact that I am three and twenty and have never been wooed.

Grabbed, wrestled with, offered a coin or two or e’en a rabbit for stewing, and e’en attacked in my own home, but never wooed.”

“Mayhap when this is all done and people ken that ye helped catch these monsters that will change. Ye will have saved so many other women from a like fate.”

Morainn smiled slightly for she could hear the doubt in her friend’s voice. What she did not hear, had not heard throughout the conversation, was disgust or condemnation. Nora was only concerned that Morainn would be hurt. It was a very great possibility that she would be, but that would not stop her.

“Nay, it willnae change. If naught else, my help in this matter will only confirm people’s opinion that I am a witch.”

“Ye are going to do it, arenae ye?”

“I believe I am. E’en if it is only a fleeting, tempestuous thing, I want it. E’en if all the mon can give me is his passion and a sweet, fond fare-thee-weel when it is done, I want it. Then again, he may give me more, may be the mon my dreams tell me he is. If he is my future, would I nay be a fool not to try and grab hold of it?”

“Could ye nay do that without bedding him?”

“Mayhap, but this is Tormand Murray we speak of. I think he is the sort of mon who willnae last long through an innocent wooing, sharing naught but a few kisses. They say that the way to a mon’s heart is through his stomach, but I am thinking that, in Tormand’s case, it may be a wee bit lower. Aye, if I give that mon but a hint that I am ready and willing to be his lover, that will settle the matter there and then.

But who can say, mayhap in the heat of passion, in the soft afterward, that is where I might wriggle my way into his heart.

“And, to be blunt, I have no wish to die a virgin. Also, too many men think I am free for the taking and the knife I keep beneath my pillow may nay save me the next time some bastard comes acreeping into my bedchamber in the dead of night. Or one who catches me alone somewhere. I would rather give it away to a mon of my choosing, a mon I might be able to make a future with, than to have it ripped away by someone else.”

“I think I would do the same and I wish ye luck.” She laughed when Morainn leapt to her feet and hugged her. “Get to work, woman. My wedding draws nigh and I mean to have a chest or two full of fine linens.” As soon as Morainn sat down again, Nora said, “Now, tell me how the hunt for these killers fares.”

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The sun was going down by the time Morainn left Nora’s home. Her friend walked beside her with Harcourt and Rory ambling along behind them. Nora’s aunt lived along the route to Tormand’s house and Nora was to meet her family there for the evening meal. Morainn was just trying to think of what she could set out for a meal when she felt a cold chill swirl around her and stopped.

“What is it?” asked Nora. “Did ye see someone ye wish to speak to?”

“Ye cannae feel the cold, can ye?” she asked Nora, as she felt Harcourt and Rory step up beside them.

“Nay, there is no cold, Morainn,” replied Nora, looking confused. “’Tis a warm night.”

“Is it the cold ye feel in the visions, lass?” asked Harcourt.

Morainn looked at him in gratitude. She doubted she would ever be able to explain how good it felt to have people around her who truly understood her visions. “Aye, exactly like that. They are watching us.”

She felt Nora clutch her hand. “I just cannae see them,” she muttered as she looked around.

She started to move, like a hunter stalking a deer she began following the cold she felt, and dragging Nora with her. Harcourt and Rory stayed close and alert and that gave her courage. It was as she walked by a deeply shadowed alley that she stopped. The cold she was feeling grew sharper and Morainn shivered. She could also feel eyes on her, feel the evil intent of the watcher. He was furious that she had found him.

Quickly turning, she stared into the alley. A huge shadowy form stood there and she could almost see his eyes. Morainn knew it was one of the killers. She had seen the huge man in her dreams too often to be mistaken. The way he stood there staring at her made her want to run back to Tormand’s and hide under the covers.

“He is in there,” she whispered, her voice so soft and shaky that she feared neither Harcourt nor Rory would hear her, but they moved quickly. When Rory hesitated just a little, obviously thinking that someone should stay with her, Morainn shook her head. “Go. We will stand here where we are seen and can be heard by many people.” Even as she watched him follow Harcourt she knew they would fail to catch the man who had already disappeared deeper into the shadows.

“Was it one of the killers?” Nora whispered, her voice shaking with fear.

“Aye, but dinnae fret. We stand in the light with dozens of people close at hand.” Morainn smiled a little coldly. “And I have a verra big knife tucked in a sheath just inside my skirt.”

“Oh. Can ye reach it quickly?”

“Aye. I reach it through a wee slit just beneath my waist and my hand rests upon it e’en now.”

“They arenae going to catch him, are they?”

“Nay, I dinnae think so. It will make them verra cross.”

“It would make me verra afraid and yet ye seem so calm.”

Morainn nearly laughed. Inside she was tight with fear. The proof that the killers were watching her so closely terrified her. She could still feel those eyes on her and she wanted to wash the feel of them away.

For a brief moment, as she had stared at that shadowy form, she had smelled the blood on his hands, had heard the screams of the murdered women in her mind.

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“Nora, I want ye to ask James to make sure that ye and yours are never alone.”

“But none of us has ever had anything to do with Sir Tormand and ye said it was his women the monsters were after.” Nora stared at Morainn, her eyes widening with fright. “
Jesu
, and ye intend to become one of them.”

“Weel, actually, my intention is to try verra hard to be the last name on that list, but, remember, the killers were already after me. That madwoman believes I am already in his bed. She wouldnae believe me if I told her that was nay so and she is just as concerned about Sir Simon using my gift to find her, as she is about what I may or may not be doing with Tormand. But, since they are after me, I worry that they may try to pull me into a trap by using those I care about. Being my friend could be verra dangerous now. So, please, ask James to have ye and yours weel guarded and ne’er go anywhere alone.”

“I promise.” Nora shook her head. “I ne’er really thought of the danger ye are in. The murders horrified me, but I didnae think myself or anyone I kenned was in danger and so went merrily about my business.

But, as ye say, these people are mad, and they dinnae have to make sense in their choices of victim.”

“Nay, and, worse, they like the killing. There is a pleasure in it for them.”

“I really wish ye hadnae told me that,” Nora muttered. “Now I am truly terrified.”

“Good. Until these beasts are caged and then hanged, I believe everyone round here ought to be terrified. The woman who is doing this kills anyone she feels has hurt or wronged her and those injuries are usually all in her twisted mind. I believe she has already killed her husband, and, considering the way her illness makes her think, she may have already buried some of her own kinsmen.”

“And, curse it, your guards havenae found the one ye saw and so the danger remains,” Nora said softly, as Harcourt and Rory returned, both men looking furious.

“The mon disappeared like smoke upon the wind,” said Harcourt, his anger making his voice hard and cold. “’Twas like trying to chase a shadow.”

“I feared that would be the way of it,” said Morainn, as they started to walk toward Nora’s aunt’s home again. “I have told Nora she should get James to see that she and her family are guarded.”

“Good idea,” said Harcourt. “I begin to fear that these killers are growing bolder and have gained a taste for what they do, mayhap e’en begin to need to feed that sick hunger more often.”

Nora groaned. “I didnae need to hear that, either. Shouldnae ye be telling everyone ye can that there are monsters out there who may be growing ever more monstrous?”

“’Tis no secret,” said Harcourt. “Nay matter what we say they willnae think they could possibly be in danger. In their eyes this is all Tormand’s trouble and they think themselves safe if they have naught to do with him.”

Pausing in front of Nora’s aunt’s home, Nora briefly hugged Morainn. “Be verra careful, my friend,” she whispered into Morainn’s ear. “Ye have picked a verra dangerous mon and a dangerous time to fall in love.”

Morainn watched Nora disappear into her aunt’s house, sighed, and started walking toward Tormand’s home. “Mayhap I paused too long to think what that feeling of cold meant,” she said, speaking more to herself than to her companions.

“Nay,” said Rory. “The mon was watching all of us. He moved as soon as we did. It would have been
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the same nay matter when ye had mentioned the cold ye felt. It wasnae another vision though, was it?”

She shook her head. “Just a feeling. I get them sometimes. Yet, I begin to fear that some strange bond has developed between me and the killers. ’Tis nay just feeling when they are close; ’tis that I hear their voices in my dreams and visions. Aye, and ’tis the way that woman actually speaks to me when she slithers into my dreams or visions. I wish it gone and yet I also wish it was stronger for it might weel lead us to them.”

“Nay, lass,” said Harcourt. “Ye dinnae want to be bonded to that pair in any way, nay matter how much it might help us. I ken ye cannae catch insanity, but is that true when ’tis a vision or a dream? If they have grasped hold of your mind, just what can they do?”

Shivering with the thought that such evil was in her head even when she had not called it there, Morainn wrapped her arms around herself as they entered Tormand’s house. “I dinnae ken. I only ken that I am terrified whenever I hear that icy voice in my head.” She hastily shook herself free of that fear. “I need to wash up and then I will get us all something to eat. I ken weel that ye are all going to be out hunting tonight and ye need a full belly ere ye go.”

Everything moved quickly after that until the time working with Nora felt like a nap. Morainn set out a rough but filling meal, all the while answering questions about what she had felt and seen on the walk home from Nora’s. She then put Walin to bed, smiling at how weary the boy was. The Murrays were very good at tiring out an active boy.

By the time she had cleaned up the kitchen and returned to the great hall all the men had disappeared, leaving only Tormand staring a little morosely into the fire. She helped herself to a tankard of ale and went to sit beside him on the small wooden settee placed before the fireplace. The small, gently burning fire took some of the damp out of the air and spread a soft flickering light over Tormand. She sipped her ale and thought about how handsome he was, the kind of handsomeness that made a lass lose the capability to breathe. Even when he was looking a bit like Walin did when he was denied something he really wanted.

Tormand knew he was in a morose mood when even the fact that Morainn sitting beside him without being asked only lightened his dark humor a little. “I should be out there with them, helping them hunt down these bastards.”

“They would have to guard ye every step of the way and that would hinder their search,” Morainn said.

“The talk and the mood of the townspeople grow more dangerous every day.”

“I dinnae understand how they could believe I am the one doing this. I have ne’er hurt a woman. I am ne’

er unkind to the poor and e’en helped a friend of mine set up a verra fine home for the children left to fend for themselves, either because they were tossed aside or they were orphaned and had no kin that could or would take them in.”

“That was verra good of ye.”

He smiled faintly. “I can be good on occasion.”

“I am verra certain that ye can.”

Tormand stared at her in some surprise. He knew he had a habit of reading things into her words and smiles that might not be there, hope making him foolish and wishful, but those words had a sultry tone to them that stirred his blood. He leaned back in his seat and idly slipped his arm around her shoulders, feeling a little too much like a green boy trying to steal a kiss. Morainn was not looking at him, but there
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was the hint of a blush on her face that made him think he had not heard her wrong. She had not been speaking of his charitable deeds. Deciding it would be wise not to admit openly he had heard the tease in her voice, he sought for something they could talk of.

“I but begin to feel like some maiden in a tale who is locked in her tower.”

Morainn laughed. “Nay, Tormand, that is something ye will ne’er be. They need to be free to find these people and, whether ye need protecting or nay, they would feel it necessary to watch ye. Be honest, even ye would be hard put to win out over an angry crowd.”

“I ken it. That and the knowledge that Simon or my family could be hurt as they try to help me is all that keeps me here.” He cautiously leaned closer and gently nuzzled her hair. “Of course, there is one good thing about being held captive in my own home.”