High and Dry (7 page)

I watched the songbirds' dress rehearsal from the back of the auditorium, and during their fifteen-minute break I snuck backstage and down the stairs, past the makeup room and props storage, all the way back to the dressing rooms. I knocked twice and
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Maria, looking perfectly coiffed in the choir uniform of wine-colored vest, black turtleneck, and black pants, opened the door and scowled at me, like we were still at her party and I was still not invited. “
What
.”

“Who swiped my keys from your place last night?”

“I don't know, and if I did, I'd tell the sheriff's department, not
you
.”

“Can you at least give me the list of guests so I can figure it out for myself? And I'll save you the trouble: yes, I know I wasn't supposed to be there. I guess I had this coming to me, right?”

Bridget appeared behind her. Not the ex I was looking for. As usual. In her choir uniform, Bridget looked like a lusty caterer. She coughed at me. Roughly translated, it meant, “Stay on target.”

I glared at her. Roughly translated, it meant, “Drift received.”

Bridget held out a box of choir programs for
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Maria's benediction. They were for the upcoming winter concert. “I guess we're going to have to send them back,” she said apologetically.

I plucked one from the stack and read the type under the title: “‘Soloist: Maria Salvador.' Well! That's awkward.”

Maria Posey shoved the box back at Bridget. “Get them reprinted by next Saturday. I can't include these in my college portfolio.”

Bridget ducked back into the dressing room. It was strange seeing her all submissive, taking orders.

“You're still going ahead with the concert, even though your soloist is in the hospital?” I asked.

“It's going to be a
fund-raiser
for her.”

“How altruistic of you. Why not leave her name on the program, then, as a tribute?”

“Because that would be inaccurate. Did you need something else?”

“Yeah, actually. A flash drive went missing from the library last week. I'm sort of on duty there, so—”

“You mean you were
sentenced
there for breaking Carl's camera under the stairwell. Props, by the way—”

“—so I have to look into it. I heard you were there second period last Friday?”

Maria squinted at me. “What're you, the library police? What kind of flash drive?”

“The kind that holds information,” I said sarcastically. “Did you see anything suspicious last Friday or not?”

Her nostrils flared. She didn't answer right away, and then she snapped, “Not that it's any of your business, but I was getting tutoring help from Oscar with my French.”

I sucked in my teeth. “Tutoring, huh? And here I thought you were gunning for valedictorian.”

“Maybe you should stop. Thinking.”

I tried to peer behind her. “Is Ellie back there?”

“She already left,” answered Bridget, popping out again. Her Not-Ellie-ness had become an annoying habit of hers. “Come on, I'll drive you.”

This didn't seem like a particularly good idea, considering what had almost happened last time I accepted a ride from her, but neither did walking five miles on a shaky stomach. Besides, we had business to discuss.

“Make sure you mention the fund-raiser on your college application. They eat that shit up,” I said faux-sincerely to
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Maria.

“Thanks for the tip,
Charlie
.”

“You know, I really don't like the way she says my name,” I told Bridget outside in the parking lot, my hands shoved in my pockets.

“Imagine spending the past four years with her,” Bridget replied.

I shuddered. “Why'd you choose choir, anyway?”

“Poms was full and I wasn't good enough for valley belles.” She said it matter-of-factly, without a trace of self-pity, but it made me see her in a new light … Bridget wanted to play volleyball but got stuck singing? I'd had no idea.

Some of the beckhams, like Josh, were tools, but at least I'd gotten my first choice in groups. It never occurred to me other people might've been trapped all this time with people they didn't like. Any group was still better than being a nomad, though.

“Maria agreed to help get me in at the last second, on the
condition that I back her on everything and help her rise through the ranks quickly.”

“On the condition that you be her slave,” I recapped. Maria must've made the same deal with a couple other desperate girls, enabling her to assume the position of head songbird as an underclassman.

“I didn't have a choice,” Bridget sniffed.

“So why couldn't
you
talk to her about the flash drive? Why were you hiding in the dressing room while I did all the work?” I asked.

“I don't trust her, but I can't
accuse
her of stealing it. She'd make my life miserable, and we still have five months left of school.”

“Fine. How'd it go with the deputies?”

“I think your messages made them blush,” she said. “Or maybe they learned something.”

I cringed. “Great.” I reached for her purse and dug sloppily through it, looking for the ticking time bomb. “So now you can erase every single one. And if you show them to Ellie, if you even allude to them in her presence, you can kiss your essay good-bye.”

Bridget raised one perfectly shaped eyebrow. “‘Allude'? Triple word score. Maybe I should just have
you
write my essay.”

“I don't think I could accurately mimic your … unique voice.”

“Why are you so hung up on your precious Ellie? You act like she craps Bazooka Joe gum. Refresh your home page already. She dumped you.”

“What do you know about that?” I demanded.

“More than you do, probably,” she said, sounding bored. We reached her car and she unlocked it.

“Suppose you tell me what you know, and I tell you what I found out about your flash drive.” I ducked inside the car and saw her do the same.

“Well, it's just a rumor …”

I was done neutralizing her phone, so I tossed her purse back at her. “I can make up my own rumors. I want facts.”

She thought for a second, biting her bottom lip.

I couldn't stand that she might be sitting on information, however inaccurate. “Well?”

“I heard it had something to do with soccer or Ryder,” she offered.

I was confused. “Is it like a sixty-forty thing? Which one?”

“I don't know. That's just what I
heard
.”

“So it wasn't about college?” I blurted out.

She pounced on that like a piece of candy, practically licking her lips. “Interesting. Why do you ask?”

I'd known for six years I'd be going to Lambert College. My dad's teaching job cuts tuition in half, and I wouldn't need room and board. It was a small liberal arts school with a large new-media endowment. Putting together the forms and signing up was just the last check mark on a very short to-do list. While my classmates scurried like rats, I'd been picked up by an unseen hand and plopped down right at the end of the maze. It was all decided, all finished. Inevitable.

Ellie, on the other hand, wanted to go back East, her old stomping grounds, maybe NYU or Columbia. She told me she would also apply to Lambert, but maybe that was a lie—maybe she'd just been biding her time until she broke up with me. Applications for most of the places on her list had been due last month; was it really a coincidence she'd called it quits with no warning and no explanation right before college plans needed to be finalized?

“You think Ellie dumped you because you'll be going to different schools?” said Bridget.

“Basically.”

Lambert's paperwork was due this week. I still didn't know if Ellie had ever sent them her records.

Bridget shrugged. “Could be.
Anyway
. What did you find out about my flash drive? Maria seemed edgy, right?”

“She was hissy because she's supposed to be this genius or something, but she was in the library getting tutoring,” I said.

“Maria puts on airs, but she's ranked like fiftieth in our class, which isn't enough to stand out. Her uncle went to Princeton, but there's no way she's getting in without a major donation.”

“Well, it's a good enough alibi. If she was there with Oscar, I doubt she was creeping around other people's computers. I'll cross her off the list for now, and revisit her if nobody else pans out, okay?” I said. “And it wasn't Josh, either.”

I didn't bother mentioning that after today, I was done being her errand boy. If I happened to hear something about her flash drive, I'd clue her in, but the case no longer concerned me. With the
deputies off my back, there was no reason for me to help her, and I hadn't forgotten how she'd tried to blackmail me. Dear Neighbor and I were through.

We made it home, and when we reached the spot between our houses, my seat belt flew off and I practically jumped out of the car.

“You're welcome!” Bridget yelled after me.

ANSWERS

I COOKED A CHICKEN POTPIE IN THE MICROWAVE AND SAT
down with it at the table while my parents subjected me to the interrogation I'd been bracing for all day at school. They circled me like wolves.

“So you and Bridget spent the better part of last night and early morning texting each other questionable messages?” Mom asked.

“I think it's called ‘sexting,'” said Dad. It was the worst sentence uttered in the history of my life.

“I didn't say anything in front of you guys before because I was embarrassed, but we explained everything to the deputies later.”

Dad frowned. “I think that kind of ‘conversing' is best kept private. I'm glad you're not going to be harassed by the sheriff's department anymore, but digital files are forever. You didn't send pictures, I hope?”

“No! God. No.”

“Are you dating Bridget again?” asked Mom. “I thought you were still upset about Ellie. I mean, not that I think one is better than the other …”

“Yeah, no, Bridget and I were just joking around …” I squirmed
in my seat, wishing the potpie would cool down so I could shovel it in my mouth. Actually, I should've shoveled it in anyway. Better to burn the roof of my mouth off and be rendered mute than deal with any more of this discussion.

Besides,
clearly
Ellie was better. How could there be any doubt? My mom's not one of those “No one's good enough for my baby boy” types, but Ellie was superior to Bridget both on paper and in reality. Did she really not see a difference between them?

“Speaking of Ellie, she called an hour ago.”

Way to bury the lede, Dad. I bolted from my seat and reached for the landline.

“Finish your dinner first; she can wait,” said Mom.

“Let him call her if he wants,” said Dad. “It might be important.”

“Did you ever figure out why she broke things off?” Mom asked.

It took me a second to realize she was addressing me and not just spouting theories to my dad.

“I think she's freaking out about college. I think she just needs time,” I said, placing the receiver back on the hook. “Can I eat in my room?”

When I picked up the receiver, there was no dial tone. Odd. I was about to hang up when a voice said, “Charlie?”

“Yeah?”

“It's Ryder. Did the phone even ring? How'd you know I—”

“I was about to make a call,” I said, mildly concerned. Ryder never called my house. “What's up?”

“I know you've been asking around about a flash drive,” he said. “I'm saying this because we're friends, but I'm only going to say it once. You don't know what you're getting into, so get out before it becomes a problem.” He never raised his voice. He didn't need to.

In some ways he was like Ellie. They could both be soft-spoken, which forced you to lean in, and it gave their words more impact than a shout.

I looked out the window at Bridget's house, as if I could find answers there. The whole thing had seemed suspicious from the start, but now my curiosity was piqued.

“What's the big deal?” I asked.

“The less you know, the better. It's not worth dragging yourself into, you know?”

“Can I call you back?” I said.

“I'm not at home. We'll talk tomorrow.”

He hung up before I could respond. I'd already decided not to help Bridget anymore, but Ryder was a different story. Was this his roundabout way of asking for help, or did he genuinely want me to stop looking into the flash drive? What was really going on?

Nothing I could do at the moment except call Ellie back, so I put my questions aside.

I sat on the bedroom floor and leaned against my bed, the phone balanced between my shoulder and ear, as I'd done almost every night when Ellie and I had been dating.