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Authors: James McBride Dabbs,Mary Godwin Dabbs

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tern, but lack testosterone receptors. These people are genetic males, but they are sterile, and they look like women, sometimes exceptionally attractive women. There is another condition, a genetic disorder, mostly identified with the Dominican Republic, that causes boys to look like girls, but only until they reach puberty. Then they suddenly start responding to testosterone; their testes descend and they develop male bodies.
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People who have undergone male-to-female sex-change operations often say they have always known deep down in their hearts that they are really women. There appear to be biological reasons for these feelings. Research at the Brain Institution of the Netherlands indicates that some male-to-female transsexuals have a nucleus in the hypothalamus, a regulatory part of the brain, that is more typical of females than males.
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Some people mistakenly identified as transsexual are really genetic females with an enzyme disorder resulting in excessive testosterone, which causes their external genitalia to appear masculine.
One such case was Gordon Langley Hall, a socially prominent white man in Charleston, South Carolina. In 1968, Hall had an operation, emerged a woman, took the name Dawn Pepita Hall, and married John-Paul Simmons, an African-American man who had been her driver, butler, and companion. At the time, interracial marriage alone was shocking, and combined with a sex-change operation, it was scandalous. Three years later, in 1971, the couple set society further atwitter when Dawn gave birth to a baby. It turned out that all along Hall had been a biological female with ambiguous genitalia, wrongly identified at birth as a male.
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Sexual versatility is the norm in many species. Members of some can readily change from one sex to another. In one species of coral fish, the largest and most dominant female turns into a male if the dominant male dies.
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Even among those without genetic or congenital abnormalities the line between the sexes is blurry. Few men are totally masculine, and few women are totally feminine. Masculinity and femininity lie on an irregular continuum, with some people on either end and some in the middle, but most about at the average for one sex or the other.
This chapter has emphasized sex differences, especially as they are related to testosterone, but we should put these differences in perspective. Men and women represent distinct groups, different in many ways,
 
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but at the same time there is overlap between the two groups. Men and women have personality characteristics in common, and they share values, ambitions, hobbies, prejudices, and ways of making a living. They overlap in height, weight, strength, and other physical traits. We call traits masculine if they are associated with high levels of testosterone, but this is a shorthand way of speaking. Testosterone is present in both sexes, more in men and less in women, and it affects them similarly. The higher the testosterone level, the more it makes people, men or women, act in the way that men typically act.
Differences between the sexes are averages based on large numbers. A particular man or woman may not be like the average member of his or her sex. Some women are high in testosterone, and some men are low. Many men and women differ from other members of their sex in masculinity or femininity. Beryl Markham and Shirley Muldowney made their marks in the masculine worlds of aviation and automobile racing. Jean-Jaques Rousseau and John Dewey contributed more typically feminine communal viewpoints to philosophy and education. Some cultures allow men and women to deviate from standard sex role stereotypes, and some cultures do not. Joan of Arc was condemned and burned at the stake for her masculine behavior, but tough women among the Blackfoot Indians were "manly-hearted" and valued members of the tribe.
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And when the forces of Geronimo, the last great Apache leader, had been reduced to seventeen warriors in their fight against the combined United States and Mexican armies, one of the warriors was a woman.
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Testosterone, Mind, and Behavior
"This Is Not What I Had Expected"
In 1992 a sex-change patient in Holland was in transition from female to male. He
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was taking testosterone to make his body masculine, and later he was going to have surgery to complete the change. All his life he had felt that inside he was a man, and now after three months of testosterone treatments, he began to view the world differently and think differently. In an awkwardly eloquent statement, he described some of the changes he was experiencing, many of which surprised him:
I have problems expressing myself, I stumble over my words. Your use of language becomes less broad, more direct and concise. Your use of words changes, you become more concrete . . . I think less; I act faster, without thinking.
The visual is so strong . . . when walking in the streets I absorb the things around me. I am an artist, but this is so strong. It gives a euphoric feeling. I do miss, however, the overall picture. Now I have to do one thing at a time; I used to be able to do different things simultaneously.
I can't make fine hand movements anymore; I let things fall out of my hands.
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Although the physical transformation from female to male was not complete, the patient was living as a man, which makes it appropriate to refer to him as "he."

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