Authors: Dan Moore
âI â err, I bet that was different.'
Freddie reached for the Doritos, but so did Jess. Another shiver ran through him, this time along his fingers and up his wrist as their hands brushed. He pulled his own hand back, allowing her the first choice. He wanted to seem polite, not greedy.
âGet stuck in,' she said, âit's dog-eat-dog when it comes to food in this house.'
âSo, why does Ursula want this place? I mean â I've been inside the manor, it's massive. I bet a Premier League footballer would struggle to get his hands on a house like that.'
âIt's a fantasy, I think. You see, this place has barely changed since she lived here.'
âBut even so?'
âPerhaps she was happiest here, with her mum and dad.'
âI can sympathise there,' he said.
4
He looked down at the bacon sandwich Elizabeth had placed in front of him. Seated at the kitchen table, his stomach spinning like the tumble dryer Rhona so often forbade him to use â Freddie, for once, didn't feel hungry.
âGet it down you, lad,' said Greg. âYou'll need the energy. There's plenty for us to be getting on with today.'
Freddie watched him upend a wellington boot, tipping a tickertape parade of straw onto the tiles. It was huge; Greg's boots resembled small canoes.
âAnd plenty for me too, apparently,' said Elizabeth, glaring at Greg and pointing a dripping spatula at the straw.
âSorry, dear.'
Elizabeth's glare faded, replaced with a smile. At least they weren't arguing, thought Freddie, or chatting about ghosts. He lifted the bacon butty to his mouth, the fatty smell inducing audible taunts from his belly. He took a bite.
âWhat size are your feet?' Greg asked him.
âUmm, eleven.'
âI'll go dig some wellies out for you,' he said, pulling his own boots on. âFind you a set of overalls.'
Freddie nodded, chewing for far longer than needed. A gang of nerves, definitely uninvited, were hammering on his door. He'd never done a day's work. What if he was no good? What if Greg told Jess he was useless? Would she still chat to him in such a carefree manner? She'd cheered him up and he wanted to get to know her better.
Greg yawned as he got up from the table, ambling out of the kitchen.
âYou'll be all right,' Elizabeth said.
But he knew he'd be ok. He had to be. Rhona's gloating face awaited any such failure. And that prospect would propel him further than any bacon butty could, no matter how good it tasted.
He followed Greg into a small, gently sloping yard, surrounded by a muddle of ageing farm buildings. Some had been built with brick, others with stone or wood. Some were tiled, others thatched. He'd seen a similar setup on a documentary a few months back, the only difference being that the documentary had been on farming practices in Victorian times.
âI've got a grand job lined up for you first thing, lad.'
What job could Greg have waiting for me?
he worried. Perhaps he'd be aiding in the birth of a new life; shearing a sheep; milking a cow? Greg seized a metallic object leant up against a nearby wall and handed it to Freddie. He wouldn't be shearing sheep.
âThanks,' said Freddie, twirling the muck fork.
âYou'll be mucking out the pigs.'
The roughness of the rusty handle irritated his soft hands. At least he was up to date with his tetanus jabs! The muck fork looked older than him. As they moved out of the yard, through a gap between two apparently unused sheds, Freddie got his first view of Ridge Farm in the daylight.
âI bet you get vertigo up here,' he said.
It was, indeed, a ridge. Wide at the entrance to the farm, the ridge stretched along the hillside for what he guessed to be around two miles, narrowing into a steep arrowhead.
âIt's not the best land,' said Greg, his smile illuminated by the recently risen sun. âBut it's my three-hundred acres.'
A flock of starlings rose from nearby trees, flooding across the ridge in a rolling wave. Freddie was planning on studying business at university. He could see that Ridge Farm was a mess. Further proof, Freddie now suspected, that the farm was on the brink of crashing down the hillside.
He'd listened carefully to Greg's instructions. Remove muck and wet straw from the lying area. Replace straw with wads from a bale which Greg had placed beside the shed â four wads per pen. All straightforward enough.
âAnd don't worry about the pigs,' Greg had said. âThey can be a bit playful.'
âWhat time did
you
start?' Freddie asked.
âFive-thirty.'
âBloody hell, five-thirty!? When you say they should leave me aloneâ¦?'
âOh yeah, they can be a bit feisty.'
He sighed as the fork struck and then slid along the surface of the matted straw bed. He knew what Rhona would say: âYou're not putting enough effort into it.'
With these words in mind he grasped the handle of the muck fork harder, squeezing until his fingers turned white. Then, using the image of Rhona he'd received yesterday as motivation, he drove the rusty implement hard into the straw. He pulled back on the handle and watched the surface of the bed rise and break. Glancing around, he realised he'd made only the slightest of indentations.
He coughed. His throat stung. He wiped a tear from his eye.
What's happening?
He sniffed, his nostrils wet. He peered into the hole â the straw beneath looked brown and rotten.
What a job!
thought Freddie. Was Greg falling behind on his workload?
Lifting the fork-load of wet straw, he misjudged how heavy it would be and, fearing he'd dislocate his shoulder, he slung the dripping straw through the doorway and out over the fence. Something tugged at his leg. He turned to find a pig biting at his overalls.
Feisty?
There were twenty pigs to a pen and he'd got four pens to muck out â he'd be lucky to escape with his life.
âGet off,' he said, pushing the pig away. Snouts advanced from every direction.
He kept digging until the last of the muck and wet straw had been removed, a waist-high pile displaying his efforts. Already his back ached. But he wouldn't let it get the better of him. He had to go on. Not only did he want to prove Rhona wrong, he also wanted to feel accepted here. He wanted to feel like a proper worker, and to be a part of something.
Hopping over the fence which held the pigs in, he strode over to the bale to fetch fresh straw. Beyond the bale, he noticed a groove had been worn into the land. He spotted a signpost. It read:
Public Footpath
.
What an unusual place to have a public footpath. He could see the path snaking its way around the farm before disappearing behind the barn.
Bending his knees, he wrapped his arms around a wad of straw.
âArrgh!'
Had something bitten him? He withdrew his right hand, a needle-sized splinter protruding from his thumb.
Why does Rhona have to have a friend that lives on a bloody farm?
Greg had told him four wads of straw per pen would do, but, after lobbing four wads through the doorway into the lying area, Freddie wasn't convinced. He chucked another two slices in, just to be sure. He looked on as the pigs set about the straw, tearing the wads apart, fluffing the bed up. By the time they'd settled back down, he could see he'd given them way too much. Yes, he'd gone against Greg's advice, but at least he'd used a bit of initiative, made a decision. He turned towards the doorway, ducking as he exited the lying area.
âOh!' he said, lifting a hand to his chest, doing a double-take.
He'd spotted a lad who looked to be of a similar age to him, maybe a bit older, leaning against the public footpath-side of the bale, watching him work. He looked a little young to be a rambler.
âAll right,' said Freddie, lifting his sore hand in a half-hearted wave, forcing his grimace into something like a smile. But the lad didn't wave. The lad didn't smile. How ignorant. Freddie eyed the lad a little more closely. His clothes looked a little rugged, torn in places. His blonde hair hadn't seen shampoo in a while either, and was almost as matted as the pigs' bed had been.
âOuch.'
He turned to shoo the inquisitive pig trying to tear his own clothes, and noticed that his muck fork had been knocked over. A ring of pigs surrounded the tool.
âHey!'
He chased the mob away before returning to the doorway. The lad had gone.
Lucky git! Why can't my summer be as simple?
thought Freddie. Strolling around the countryside watching other people work! But he knew the second pen of pigs weren't going to muck themselves out, nor the third or fourth for that matter. He sighed once again as he climbed into the neighbouring pen.
Mucking out the pigs had been hard work. Every muscle seemed to have revolted, rising up against his body, complaining about being exercised. He'd used muscles he hadn't worked since fifth-year P.E. lessons. But had he also used up too much energy trying too hard? After all, he'd been desperate to impress.
Greg complimented him on his sweaty brow and laboured breathing while gulping down coffee on a mid-morning break.
âI'll show you round properly later on, lad. I'm popping over to Gerry McGeady's place after this. He's lending me a step-ladder.'
âWhat am I mucking out next?' asked Freddie, his hunched frame aching. âNot more pigs? They kept biting me.'
âOh, no,' said Greg. âI'm not that cruel. I'll give you something a bit easier to do. But only because it's your first day, mind.'
âLet me guess â another grand job?'
âHe is settling in fast,' said Jess, poking her head into the kitchen, grinning. âHe'll be asking for a wage next.'
âWe're going to have a spring clean while you're here. Make use of the extra hands. You can make a start. And don't worry, lad. I'll see to it that you're rewarded for all this work.'
The first recipients of Freddie's spring clean were to be the dilapidated outbuildings near the entrance to the farm. After an hour of wading through weeds and piling up rubbish, he paused to take in his surroundings. Surely the outbuildings could be used for
something
. Not the one with the caved-in roof and collapsed wall, of course, but the others⦠The second and third sheds would take a lot of work but could easily be used for storage, after a good dusting.
Freddie smiled as he entered the fourth and final outbuilding.
This is more like it!
With a bit of love the neglected shed could be turned into a roadside stall. How had no one thought of this before? Surely it would be more profitable to sell directly to the customer. He could already see boxes filled with carrots, cauliflowers, turnips, and whatever else Elizabeth grew in the vegetable garden, stacked against the far wall where broken troughs stood, decaying. Bags of potatoes. Boxes of eggs. Pots of jam. Garden furniture. Hanging baskets. Firewood. Manure.
The produce would come from Ridge Farm, or from a neighbour, thought Freddie. He couldn't wait to tell Greg all about his plans to reel the public in. A chicken clucked nearby, distracting his thoughts. He smiled. How very far from home he was!
He'd never seen anything like it. Junk everywhere. A dozen fly-tippers could've targeted the area around the outbuildings and no one would know. The wild undergrowth covered much of the junk, so much so that he half-expected to pierce his feet on a rusty nail each time he grounded his boots. One item of junk, however, would not be so easy to move by hand. It lay at the entrance to the promising fourth shed. An old plough.
He knew he'd never shift the museum piece on his own. Christ, lifting a wad of straw had been challenging enough! But, at least
attempting
to move the rusting monstrosity with his own bare hands might just impress Jess.
Something cracked in the middle of his back. It felt as if someone had not only stuck a knife in, but had also twisted it harshly into his spine. Why did the image, and the pain, turn his thoughts to Rhona? He hated being called a layabout! He would keep trying, would move the plough millimetre by millimetre just to prove to Greg, to his doubters, that he
could
work.
He heard his name and swivelled. His knees buckled as his grip on the plough slackened, the sun shifting in the sky. He was falling.
What a failure! What a prat!
His backside hit the ground as a pair of hands grasped him firmly under the arms. Jess helped him back to his feet, his face on fire.
âWhat do you think we have a tractor for, moron?'
Had the country air stopped his brain functioning properly? Since when had he relied solely on the power of his muscles?
âI â err, thanks!'
âMe and a few mates are off down to the local tonight, if you fancy it?'
If he fancied it?! Was she for real?
âI'll have to check my diary.'
Had he overdone it? Was he good enough? Would Greg laugh at his efforts over dinner? He tried pushing these thoughts into the shadowy corners of his mind. By lunch his body really did ache. It felt like he'd cleared an area the size of a football pitch, rather than what he'd actually liberated, which amounted to little more than his front garden back home.
âOw!' said Freddie.
He winced as he followed Greg into the kitchen.
âSilly boy!' Greg said. âYou could have done yourself some real damage.'
âJust don't want anyone to think I can't hack it.'
âWell pace yourself, lad. I'm off to the bank later this afternoon, so I want you to carry on with the tidying.'
More cleaning! Brilliant!
thought Freddie. Had the best-kept village judges arrived in town or something? Still, at least he had his evening out at the pub with Jess to look forward to.
5
By Freddie's standards tea was a modest affair â a ham salad served with a single jacket potato. He knew his stomach would be rumbling by the time he and Jess made it to the pub. They were going to have to tackle the whole journey on foot.
After lunch he'd continued tidying the area surrounding the dilapidated outbuildings, working away tirelessly as sweat dripped from his body. Greg returned from the bank around three and gave him a tour of the rest of the farm. He'd seen more pigs. He'd seen sheep and chickens. He'd seen fields of wheat, fields of potatoes. He'd heard pride in Greg's voice, and seen despair in his eyes.
âI'll warn you now,' Jess said, her slender arms swinging rhythmically as they strolled along the country lane. He glanced across at her. She looked stunning in a red summer dress. âIt's nothing fancy. It's not like the bars you'll have in town. The place reeks of muddy boots, and men who shower once a month. And they're not used to strangers, so don't be surprised if they all turn to stare at you when you walk in.'
âWe have pubs too,' Freddie said. âI'm used to them.'
âNot like this!' Jess laughed.
A few pints in the local was turning into a parade at the circus. Had his imminent arrival been advertised? Would all the regulars be as welcoming as Jess and her family had been? What if they hated townies?
âDon't worry,' said Jess, smiling as she linked his arm with hers. His legs felt like they belonged to someone else, and his right arm was developing a twitch where it touched hers. âIt's normal behaviour round here. You'll fit in just fine.'
âI'll probably knock a glass over,' he said.
How many years have I been walking for?
he wondered.
Sixteen?
And yet with his arm linked with Jess' his steps resembled those of a toddler; heavy, erratic. He'd never take walking for granted again.
Freddie hung back a little as Jess pushed open the door which led to the bar of
The King's Head
. He scanned the ground as he shuffled in behind her. The chatter within slowly died, like the power to a vacuum cleaner being killed. Unable to resist a glance at the crowded pub, he lifted his head. What was so interesting about him that warranted so many sets of eyes following his every step? One lad even pointed, whispering to a mate. The short walk from the entrance to the bar felt like a half-marathon. He almost fell over. As he neared the finish line, the barmaid lifted a skilfully plucked eyebrow. At least she didn't pull out a pistol and cut him down, like the bartender of a saloon in those westerns that Dad often watched.
Jess veered off into a group of people gathered in front of a fruit machine. He watched the crowd part as conversations gradually struck back up, as coins clunked loudly into the fruit machine tray, as Jess rose up onto tiptoes and kissed the tallest lad in the pub. He felt his own mouth fall open as he watched the lad kiss Jess back. The lad's hands slid down Jess' sides, coming to rest just above her bum. He should've known a girl like Jess would have a boyfriend!
âWe're here as well, you know,' said a girl, laughing.
Jess surfaced, said hi to her friends, and then turned to Freddie.
âEveryone, this is Freddie.'
âHey,' he said, raising a hand, suddenly interested in everyone's shoes. He felt several hands pat him on the back, heard both male and female voices welcome him.
âWhat can I get you?'
He looked up, the barmaid's eyebrow still raised.
âFreddie?' Jess said.
âOh, err, a pint please!'
âDo you have any ID?' asked the barmaid, looking down her nose, hands on hips.
ID? The barmaid barely looked eighteen herself, and he hadn't been ID'd since he was sixteen, so why the hell now? ID'd in front of Jess and all her friends and the entire crowd of gawkers expecting a show, how embarrassing! Tiffany would not be impressed! He retrieved his wallet, fingers slippery with sweat, playing for time. There wasn't a card inside that could save his embarrassment. Welcome to Ravenby-bloody-le-Wold!
âSorry,' he said quietly. âI don't have it on me.'
âI'm afraid it's company polâ'
âOh, go on, please let him have a drink,' said Jess. âHe's well behaved.'
Sighing, the defeated barmaid pulled him a pint.
BOOM! BOOM! BOOM!
Freddie looked across the bar to where a lad around his own age, hood pulled up over a baseball cap, was punching the juke-box.
âHey! Stupid machine's robbed my money again!'
âI'll take a look at it when I've finished serving this gentleman,' said the barmaid. âStop hitting it!'
âThat's Harvey Templeton,' said Lucas, the tall, blonde, chiselled lad Freddie now knew to be Jess' boyfriend. âAlso holds the post of village idiot.'
Freddie could see that Lucas was everything a girl could possibly want. Attractive. Smart. Funny. Kind. Well spoken. What chance did he have? Yes, Tiffany had been fit, but she'd had tons of boyfriends. He could see that Jess was a different class, a fine wine. So what did that make Tiffany â a late night slasher movie?
âI'm just going to chat with Rachel,' Jess said, pulling Lucas in for another kiss, âback soon.'
Freddie followed Lucas' gaze as Jess waltzed over to a wiry, pencil-shaped girl.
âWhat a girl!' said Lucas, sipping his pint. âSo, Freddie. How's country life treating you?'
âAll right so far, bit different from where I live.'
âI hear you've met Aunt Ursula.'
Aunt Ursula? Lucas must be rich as well, then! He had to hand it to Jess, she could pick them.
âYeah, briefly,' said Freddie, his words drowned out by the sound of the hoody beating up the juke-box.
âWhat did I tell you?!' screamed the barmaid.
âListen Freddie, I have an idea. Do you have a girlfriend back home?'
Jesus, rub it in! Why did people insist on going on about girls all the time? He felt like laying down on the beer-stained carpet so everyone could trample over him, give him a good kicking. Why couldn't they chat about football or cars, or even farming?
âErr, no. Just got out of a relationship, actually, long storyâ¦'
Lucas pointed to a girl who'd recently joined Jess and Rachel at a table in the bay window. She looked ok, he thought: long auburn hair, curvy, nice smile. He blinked. He wouldn't waste another tear on Tiffany Angle.
âThat's Scarlett,' said Lucas. âShe's just got out of a relationship as well. You should go and talk to her, buy her a drink. Come on, I'll introduce you.'
He chuckled to himself all the way to the toilet. Chatting to Scarlett had cheered him up, and the banter being thrown about by the group gathered around their table was refreshing, reminding him of his own friends back home. Mike, Steve, and Timmy seemed cool. He desperately wanted to hate Lucas; wanted to find a flaw in Jess'
oh so perfect
boyfriend. But he couldn't.
Rinsing his hands in a wash basin lined with lime scale, he gazed at his reflection in the mirror above. He looked drained.
Could he really carve a niche for himself in the country?
he wondered.
Could he leave Tiffany behind?
Closure tended to thwart him, an adversary with unreadable footwork, about as easy to grasp hold of as smoke. Perhaps a bit of fun with another girl would help him. Jess was clearly out of his league and really into Lucas, but Scarlett seemed easy to get on with.
He shivered, feeling a draught. Refocusing, Freddie stared deep into the mirror.
Was he seeing double?
He knew he'd had a couple of pints, but he felt okay. A second face stared back at him. The face, topped with a baseball cap, was ugly, and its stupid grin exposed two chipped front teeth. Freddie recognised that it was Harvey Templeton.
When had he come in?
He ignored Harvey; he didn't want any trouble. He snatched a paper towel from the dispenser and dried his hands, glancing back into the mirror. Harvey hadn't moved.
âCan I help you?' Freddie asked, trying to keep his voice calm.
âYou can, mate,' Harvey replied.
âOh?'
âYeah, you can get lost,' Harvey said, taking a step towards him. âThat bird you're all over out there? Yeah, she's mine!'
âSo
you're
the ex-boyfriend she told me all about,' said Freddie, turning to face his aggressor. âThe one she says she's over.'
Freddie saw the hand lunge towards him too late; his effort at deflecting it lame. His eyes felt as if they would explode as Harvey gripped his throat, his hands like the jaws of a vice. He couldn't breathe. Muffled sounds of people enjoying themselves out in the lounge reached his ears. And then Harvey spoke, his voice harsh, words slurred.
âI want you out of here, town boy, right? She's been telling me it's over for weeks but she always comes back to me. Can't get enough, if you know what I mean. You speak to her again and I'll cut you!'
If Harvey didn't release him soon he'd definitely pass out.
Let go! Let go!
Freddie couldn't speak, he could barely think. Harvey's face was suddenly over his, so close that he thought he was leaning in for a kiss. A bead of sweat trickled down Harvey's forehead, plunged from his eyebrow and landed with a splash on Freddie's top lip. His stomach churned. Harvey's chapped lips tickled his ear.
âI always follow up on my threats!'
He splashed water over his face when Harvey left. No one else had come in so he hung back, composed himself, thought through his next move. He wasn't going to leave because one thug wanted him to. But what could he do about his new friends? He couldn't go back to them without being close to Scarlett. She was sat with them.
He stumbled from the toilet and right into the path of another customer. He had to admit, he'd performed a quality shoulder charge, even if unintentional. The man lost grip on his glass, which fell to the floor and smashed. Beer splashed up Freddie's jeans.
Beautiful!
âSorry,' said Freddie, reaching out to steady the bloke he'd collided with. âI didn't see you.' But the chap, middle-aged, with a portly belly, seemed fine.
âIt's all right, boy,' said the man, his accent broad. He was clearly local. âJust be a bit more careful next time. And I'll have a cider!'
How have I gone from buying a girl a drink, to this?
âA pint of cider, please,' he said to the barmaid, after cleaning up the mess.
âAnd a packet of nuts,' added the guy he'd crashed into.
âWell, well,' the barmaid said, reaching up to a shelf above their heads for the nuts, âyour dates are getting uglier!'
âI think you're in there, boy!' said the man. âWhy don't you ask her for her number?'
Freddie coughed, and not because his throat still stung.
âCalm down, Mr McGeady,' the barmaid said. âI'm sure this young man already has a girlfriend.'
Why did everyone assume that?
thought Freddie.
Why did everyone keep bringing it up?
He knew he must be all interesting and new and everything, especially with everyone in the community knowing each other's business, but come on!
âNot exactly.'
âMake that your last drink, Mr McGeady,' the barmaid said. âI don't want your mum complaining about the state we let you get into again. That'll be three pound fifty.'
Freddie handed a five pound note over the bar. His
mum
!? How old was the bloke? Fifty? Fifty-five?
What is it with this village?
he thought with disbelief.
âI'm Daisy, by the way,' she said, smiling.
âI'm Freddie. It's nice meeting you. I think.'
âJust remember to bring your ID next time.'
Freddie followed Mr McGeady to a corner table, the bar not only blocking his friends from view, but also most of the light. Thankfully Harvey seemed to have disappeared. Probably off home to sulk about losing Scarlett, Freddie thought smugly.
âAre you a farmer, Mr McGeady?' Freddie asked.
âPlease, call me Gerry,' said Mr McGeady, getting stuck into the peanuts. âWorked for the Davidson family since I left school. No finer man in this county than John Davidson.'
Gerry was another person who might have come into contact with Rhona. He recalled Ursula's reaction to him mentioning his step-mum's name. He'd give it another go. See what happened.
âMy step-mums' from round here. You might have known her.'
âOh?'
âRhona McCall?'
âDon't recognise the name,' Gerry replied.
Freddie could feel the table wobble as Gerry began tapping his foot on the floor. What had caused this reaction? he wondered. Surely not Rhona! What had she done to these people?
âI'd rather finish this drink on my own, if you don't mind.'
âYou must have been working for Mr Davidson around the time his son was killed,' said Freddie. âDo you believe in the stories about his ghost?'
Gerry nodded slowly, his eyes wandering around the bar as if lost in their sockets.
âWhat do you remember about the day it happened?' Freddie asked.
âI remember telling you I'd like to finish this drink on my own. Now scram!'
Getting up the following morning wasn't easy. His heavy limbs resisted his brain's request to haul his body from its' overnight resting place. When the second alarm sounded he knew hitting the snooze button just wasn't an option now that he had a job â especially when he lived under the same roof as his employer. He dragged himself down the stairs and rushed through breakfast, even throwing half a slice of toast to the floor for Betty. Greg was already out and feeding up. His overalls, spattered with dried muck from yesterday, reminded him of just how far he'd come.
He pulled on his wellies and quietly closed the back door. He trudged round the side of the house and was about to set off down the track to meet up with Greg, when he spotted something flapping on the windscreen of his car. It looked like a flyer. He couldn't believe it. These people really could get you anywhere.