Hanging Time (17 page)

He turned east. His thoughts shifted to pickled herring, cajun shrimp, smoked salmon, bagels in exotic flavors. Barbecued chicken—all the things he could have carried home wrapped in white paper and eaten in the kitchen, over the sink. But he didn’t go to Zabar’s and buy gourmet bits and pieces, carry them home to molder in the fridge. He got to Broadway and was stopped cold.

“Jason. Hi.” The voice was warm and confident.

Jason, deep in his own thoughts, swung around in surprise at the sound of his name. Then frowned reflexively as Milicia Honiger-Stanton stepped into his space, her slim hand with its blood red nails held out to him.

“How
are
you?” she said brightly, as if he and Milicia were the oldest of friends meeting unexpectedly after a long separation.

He nodded, disgruntled. He didn’t like it when patients called him by his first name. Familiarity was inappropriate.
Especially if the patient was a woman, lovely to look at, and definitely coming on to him.

She didn’t appear to be put off. Her warm, smooth hand was in his before he could ward off the intimacy. She maintained the contact several seconds longer than necessary, gazing deeply into his eyes as if she could read his desperation there.

Jason looked away, uncomfortable with the powerful sexuality she projected. He hadn’t slept with Emma since before her abduction in May; he hadn’t slept with anyone else since. A normal healthy male starts going bonkers after three or four days of physical deprivation. Couldn’t help it. It was a biological thing.

From habit, before going out he’d put on the khaki jacket that went with his trousers, as if a camouflage of formality could hide the desperation he couldn’t help feeling was exuding from every pore in his body, like the kind of smelly sweat that couldn’t be masked by any cosmetic known to man.

“What are you up to?” Milicia’s voice was throaty and low.

He smiled vaguely. “Just out.”

“I saw you from the corner, and you looked very alone. Have you had dinner?”

She was wearing a purple suit, the jacket open to its one button at the waist, the skirt short and tight. Jason tried not to look at the white silk blouse she had on underneath. Cut low enough to reveal stunning breasts that were bigger than Emma’s, it was embroidered with gold stars and crescent moons.

Jason’s whole body stiffened defensively. He didn’t like her intimate tone, her body language, her insinuations. The assault of sexuality was like Teddy’s aromas from the kitchen, irresistibly tantalizing. Like a computer, he scanned his database for his true feelings. Was he attracted to Milicia, Charles’s architect, who had come to his office looking for—what?

“How’s your sister?” he asked stiffly.

“Horrible.” The eagerness faded from her eyes. “Really horrible. I have the feeling—” She stopped.

“What?”

Suddenly tense, apprehensive, Milicia shook her head. “I—can’t talk about it here.”

They had stopped in front of a restaurant, an Italian restaurant, not very fancy. Milicia gazed through the window wistfully, as if she were as hungry as Jason was.

“Have you eaten? I could tell you in there.”

Jason glanced at the busy restaurant with its red and green flag-of-Italy façade. The pungent fragrance of garlic and tomato sauce blew out of the air-conditioner exhaust above his head. He was tempted to go for it. Charles had suggested he go for it. He had already eaten a meal with Milicia. Hey, what did it matter? Emma had left him; he was free to go for anything. He was tempted and didn’t dare look at her, didn’t want her to know. She had come to him professionally. He could not do it. Probably couldn’t have done it anyway.

“I’m looking forward to talking to you,” he said, trying to keep the ice from forming on his words. “On Friday.”

He didn’t give a reason, and didn’t allow himself to worry at the way her face collapsed at the rebuff. He’d already told her social and professional couldn’t mix. He stood there, inhaling the garlic until she was out of sight, then he grabbed a hamburger and french fries in the Greek coffee shop. His encounter with Milicia brought him way down.

He had been on his way to eat fancy food, but guilt made him instantly slide back to the old habits of before Emma—fast food gulped on the run, pizza, hamburgers, steak. French fries with everything. He ate the takeout hamburger and fries in his kitchen, dripping over the sink. Well, Teddy was right, but he didn’t exactly have a gourmet background. Jewish boy from the Bronx, not so far from the peasant past. What did anyone expect? His parents favored heavy Jewish food, the heaviest. Boiled beef, knockwurst and sauerkraut. Potato pancakes with apple sauce, and gobs of sour cream piled on top. Pastrami and chopped chicken liver sandwiches four inches thick. Matzo-ball soup and chicken in the pot, thick with noodles and chicken fat. Everything
made with chicken fat. The men in his family often dropped dead before they reached sixty.

Jason finished up the fries and threw the wrappings in the garbage. Fuck his arteries. He got the bottle of Tan-queray and poured himself a healthy drink, then sat in the large pale green armchair that Emma had chosen, shuddering at the gin’s fiery path down his throat. Gin had always been his drink, bitter and medicinal. It went straight to the heart of the trouble, kicking in with a jolt like nothing else.

Ebony branches stood out against a sky of midnight blue, slowly fading to gray, then black. He felt like shit, then began to feel a little better. He thought about the twilight sky. The first time he’d seen a Magritte painting of this kind of sky he’d thought the image came from the imagination of the painter. All his life he’d been too busy studying books and the insides of people to see the way light changed colors as time passed and the earth moved around the sun. Now light and colors were preoccupations of his, along with his passion for time. In a few days, he thought, he’d be thirty-nine.

The sound of the mantel clock striking nine was as deep and resonant as Big Ben. The clock kept perfect time exactly seven and a half minutes late. Every forty-eight hours Jason wound the clock and set it to the correct time. Three or four hours later it would be seven and a half minutes late again. There was no explanation for it. Clocks were not alive. They were just mechanical things that measured precise units through a series of spur gears.

Some considerable part of every day, Jason studied the way time was measured. He couldn’t help being awed by what a breakthrough the clock was, the brilliance that conceived the whole idea. The falling weight, or an unwinding spring, that powered the driving wheel through a pinion geared to rotate once an hour. The driving wheel turned the two hands around the face of the clock, ensuring that the minute hand moved exactly twelve times around the dial for every revolution of the hour hand. The pinion drives the minute hand directly. The hour hand is driven through two sets of spur gears that together reduce its speed to one-twelfth that of the minute hand. Another set of gears sets
the speed at which the driving wheel rotates by connecting it to the escapement, the heart of the timekeeping mechanism. The escapement was the thing that went back and forth. The tick-tock.

On the eighth strike of the tenth hour, Emma called.

I
f he didn’t do it, how did he know she was hanging from the chandelier? Huh, tell me that?” That was the question Captain Higgins had shouted at Sergeant Joyce when she suggested they let Block go.

“ ‘Let him go. Are you fucking crazy? He had to be at the scene. If he didn’t do her, who did?’ You should have seen her face,” Mike told April. “She was fucking furious. I’ve never seen her so mad, and she couldn’t show a thing. I thought she was going to explode. What kind of food do you want?”

April checked her watch. It was after eight and she hadn’t had anything to eat since breakfast. There wasn’t any time after the autopsy report came in and everybody went kind of crazy because the report said Maggie Wheeler just happened to be pregnant. That kind of changed things. And they had let their prime suspect go.

Block was being watched around the clock though. He wouldn’t get very far if he changed his mind and tried to run. April and Sanchez stood on Columbus, getting a breather from the noise and chaos in the squad room. A lot of people hung out on New York’s streets in summer. Already there had been two muggings and a rape reported that evening, and it wasn’t even eight-thirty.

April couldn’t help noticing that suddenly Mike was talking to her as though she were one of the guys. A few months earlier he held his tongue on the four-letter words like motherfucker and asshole. She ignored his question about food. She was still mad about being excluded from
the meetings in the Captain’s office. She was clearly not one of the guys in the ways that mattered.

“Yes,” she said sharply. “I should have seen her face. We caught the case together. I should have been there.”

“So we caught it together. A technicality.” Mike stopped on the curb for a red light, forcing her to stop with him.

“A technicality? Is that what you call it?”

“Look, the Captain’s not crazy about women. That’s not my fault. So he calls me in with Joyce. I know one precinct chief that likes the whole bureau in every meeting. I know another likes to work with only one, two guys—” He looked at her quickly. “Women. You know what I mean.”

“I know exactly what you mean.”

“Don’t get political on me, April. Each commander does it a different way. They call the shots. So this is how Higgins does it. It’s not a political thing.”

April shook her head. But it was a political thing. Everything was a political thing, and Mike knew it.

“Hah. Easy for you to say,” she muttered, then checked his face quickly to make sure he wasn’t getting too mad at her. She didn’t want to cross the line with him.

Lots of lines she didn’t want to cross. Didn’t want to get too close, didn’t want to be too far away. It was so complicated, the whole thing was dizzy-making. Or maybe she was dizzy from lack of food. Anyway, Sanchez was watching the traffic light, waiting for it to turn green, and wasn’t looking at her.

She took the opportunity to examine him. She did this from time to time when he wasn’t watching. He wasn’t so sensitive. He stared at her quite openly whenever he felt like it. Now she looked at him like a cop, sizing him at five nine or ten, pretty tall for a Mexican. Medium to stocky build. She got the impression he worked out, had some discipline about what he ate and drank. His stomach hadn’t fallen out yet. Lot of detectives in the bureau got soft and let themselves go. Didn’t have the time or opportunity to eat right or exercise. Too much tension on the job, too much rushing around. Had to keep irregular hours. Mike liked gray and
black, but today his jacket had a kind of greenish cast. Gray tie, drab green shirt.

Black hair cut pretty short. Distinguishing marks: angry red patches on one ear, hands, arms, neck. Eyebrows scarred and uneven. Maybe the burns had killed the hair follicles or something. She thought of them as just distinguishing marks though. Not really disfiguring. He was still good-looking to her, with his intense dark eyes and nice mouth that was always smiling. He wouldn’t talk about the burns, still smiled a lot.

Sometimes she thought about his mouth, with his bushy mustache hiding the top of it, and wondered what kissing him would feel like. He was different from the Chinese she was used to. Chinese didn’t smile so much. In China a smiling person probably just ate your dog. Or had a devious plan to separate you from your money. Mike looked like a
bandido
and smelled like a perfume counter. April’s mother and aunts thought people like that—so big and smiling, with lots of hair on their bodies and smelling like women—were barbarians.

The light changed. Mike turned to her, noted her scrutiny, and smiled. She shook her head, couldn’t believe she had been talking to him like that. What had happened to her? Only a few months before, a quiet little Asian from Manhattan South—way south, all the way in Chinatown—too nervous to say boo. And now she was furious because the new Captain of the Precinct was overlooking her in her own case. And thinking about kissing a superior in her squad, who happened to be Mexican. Was she crazy?

Without exactly planning to, they had crossed the street and wandered down the block to The Last Mango. They stopped in front of the window. The crime-scene tapes were gone, but the brightly colored shirts were still on the clothesline in the display window. The track lights in the ceiling were on.

Around the time Maggie died, it would still have been light outside. But not much of the inside of the store could be seen anyway. A backdrop behind the display in the window hid most of the store’s interior.

“So what did she tell him?” April asked.

“Who?” He was gazing into the store, speculating.

“Sergeant Joyce. What did she tell Higgins?”

“She told him we questioned the guy for almost four hours and he couldn’t come up with a single piece of solid evidence that would hold up in court.

“ ‘But he knew about the chandelier. He knew about the dress. He knew about the fucking
size
of the dress. Explain that for me,’ Higgins screamed at her.”

“That’s what I say,” April agreed. “So what did she say to that?”

“She said, ‘Maybe Block came in after she was dead, sir.’ So Higgins goes, ‘And maybe he came in
before
she was dead and did her just like he said.’ ”

“Anyway, if it was after, how did he get in? You think the killer left the door wide open?” April asked. Elsbeth Manganaro had given April a set of keys to the shop, but they already knew it had the kind of door that locked automatically when it closed.

“Maybe he had a key.”

“Where would he get one?”

They looked at each other. Maggie might have given him one.

“Maybe we better get him back and ask a few more questions. The time frames don’t work for me. When he came back after she didn’t go to lunch with him. When he had this so-called fight with her. How he killed her, and the time he left. If she was alive when he came in, then she might have let him in as he said. But if she was already dead, then how did he get in?” Mike asked.