Grogoch [Bedtime Stories 2] (4 page)

“Fine but I bet my cock is bigger than his,” he grumbled. I couldn’t officially comment either way, but from what I felt, Finbar was bigger.
“Either way, I don’t kiss and tell,” I replied instead. “Can you help me or not?” I didn’t like him pointing out what I was giving up for Finbar and wanted to move the conversation along.
“Of course.” He smiled at me, instantly changing his attitude when he saw I was getting upset. “What do you need?”
“Umm, everything?” I hadn’t really thought ahead on this and there wasn’t much Finbar had. “The nephew of the next farm over came to claim his inheritance and the place is in shambles. Food for one, but some seeds and basic supplies to start.”
“I can do that.” Travis and I worked out a deal that gave him two months’ protection and growth on his crops. And I got a cart full of food, provisions, a two-year-old horse, a calf, and two pigs. I didn’t normally make deals of this type but I thought I did well.
He hitched up the cart to another horse, explaining the young horse would need to be broken in. I had no clue how to do something like that and hoped Finbar did. Otherwise, I might not have made as sweet of a deal as I had thought.
“Why are you helping this guy?” Travis asked me as we walked along the path to the farm next door. He led his horse pulling the cart and I led the young horse.
“I’m not sure,” I answered honestly. Well, there was one thing but it was more than that. “He’s different. I’ve never had anyone come so close to seeing my real form upon first meeting. And he needs someone. He’s so sweet and has been so abused that I just want to give him hope and help him.”
He nodded, seeming lost in thought. We walked for a while longer before he spoke again. “I’m not close to picturing your true form, am I? ”
“No, sorry.” I patted his arm as if trying to comfort him when it was really a slight against me. If he had cared enough about me or was able to put me before his own needs ever then he would see the real me. Funny, how we tend to comfort people when we should be the one comforted.
We turned onto the path to the house and barn, startling Finbar in the process. I gathered he’d finished cleaning out the barn because he had been sitting on the ground panting from exhaustion and exertion. The barn was for crap but it was big and that meant it had a lot of stuff in it. He quickly jumped to his feet, blushing that he’d been busted.
“Oh hey,” Finbar said with a little wave as he tried to be nonchalant and lean against the barn doorway. The man couldn’t pull it off to save his ass. His eyes were darting between us and the cart as if scared to find out what deal had been made.
“You shouldn’t be so tired from cleaning out just this barn,” Travis announced, puffing out his chest. Men. I swear they all needed a good smack upside the head for their pride and arrogance sometimes.
“It only took me three hours though,” Finbar snapped right back. “I admit I’m out of shape but I also haven’t eaten in four days.” He closed his mouth so quickly after that I worried he bit his tongue in the process.
“Be nice or I’ll kick your ass,” I hissed at Travis when I saw the shame he’d caused the other man.
“I apologize, neighbor,” Travis said to Finbar, clearing his throat. “I was miffed at the fact I could not have my normal intimacy with Cuidi because he promised himself to you today. This isn’t how I normally greet new neighbors.” He walked over to Finbar and extended his hand. “I’m Travis from the next farm over. If you ever need anything, please let me know.”
“Thanks, Travis.” Finbar let go of his hand and turned to me. I yelped as he lifted me into his arms. “Thank you, Cuidi. No one’s ever kept their word to me, never thought I was worthy of keeping it for.”
“Well, I have plans for you and I always keep my word,” I replied nervously. I’d never had someone thank me before for being honorable. Hell, I had lots that said I had no honor for wanting sex like I did and making deals. I had a few even call me a demon. Right,

anyone to make a deal with me. I offered services for a price of my choosing.
How is that any different than selling goods in town at the market?
“What plans are those?”
“Well, Travis asked me why I promised myself to you today,” I drawled as he set me on my feet. I walked over to the cart and pulled a muffin Travis’s wife had made that day out of one of the sacks. I handed it to Finbar who practically swallowed the thing whole. “And I think he needs to see that you’re willing to do things for me he never would.”
“I’d do anything for you, Cuidi,” Finbar swore with such sincerity that it warmed me down to my bones.
“One more muffin and then I’m going to feed you something else.” His eyes lit up with curiosity.
“What would that be?” he asked before swallowing the second muffin.
“Get on your knees and find out.”

I gave Finbar a warm, rewarding smile as he did as I wanted. He still looked at me with confusion and a little apprehension now that he was in a subservient position. I saw understanding light up his features when I started to undo my trousers. He licked his lips and stared at me with such desire.

“Show Travis why I was willing to give up sex with him for you, Finbar.” He nodded as I pulled out my cock, leaning forward to give it a tentative lick. “Do for me what most won’t, baby, and I’ll reward you.”

He froze then and sat back on his heels. “Reward me in kind or by another deal?”
“Why does it matter?” I asked, shocked this was such an issue for him.
“Never mind,” he answered shyly, ducking his head and moving back to his task.
“No, tell me what’s on your mind.”
“You’re going to get mad,” Finbar rambled as he met my gaze. “I’m not trying to insult you and maybe it’s my lack of experience that has me feeling this way but…” He trailed off, unsure of himself.
“I won’t get mad if you’re simply being honest with me.”
“I don’t want my first time pleasing you orally to be about a deal,”

or you to feel it’s payment for your help.” I looked into his mind and saw he saw me even closer to my true form now. Amazing. He was so damn close and it hadn’t even been a day. I nodded, speechless at his tenderness.

The smile I got from him was worth my confusion and slight discomfort. I’d never had someone care for me so quickly and deeply. Then he went to his task. I moaned, his mouth feeling wonderful wrapped around my dick… Even if he had no clue as to what he was doing. He was suckling on it, like a calf might on a cow’s tit. Oh, he was doing it enthusiastically, but I needed more.

“Use your mouth as you would your hand, Finbar,” I coached him gently. “Long strokes, taking me deep into you.” He moaned and complied willingly. Now we were getting somewhere. I ran my finger through his soft hair, his deep blue eyes never leaving mine.

It didn’t take me long to finish and when I was spent, Finbar pulled me onto his lap and ran his hands over my body lovingly. I gasped for air, coming harder than I ever had from oral sex before.

“Did I do it right?” he whispered in my ear, aware we had someone watching us.
“That was amazing, baby,” I cooed as his lips moved along my neck. “Are you truly sure that was your first time?”
“I swear it.” He moved me on his lap and I could tell how much he had gotten into sucking my cock. Finbar was so hard it was a wonder he hadn’t exploded. “I want more, Cuidi. I know you don’t want to rush me and take things slow, but I need you.” I wasn’t sure if he was even aware of it but he was moving me so my ass rubbed against his groin. “Please? You are so damn sexy. I want to show you I can be as good as the others. I’ll do whatever you want to keep you in my arms.”
Travis cleared his throat, gaining both of our attention. “I can see why you’d promise yourself to him today. I’ll take my leave.” I raised an eyebrow at him, not sure what he was trying to tell us. “No man should have his first time watched or another lover of his partner around during it. Return the horse and cart at your leisure since I won’t be needing it today.”
“Thank you, Travis.” I beamed up at the man, his kind nature reminding me why I always liked visiting him. He leaned down and gave me a quick kiss.
“Just be happy, Cuidi. You deserve it more than most who find it.” He straightened up and turned away before I could even have a chance to think of a reply. Maybe people saw what was inside of me more than I had realized. Granted, most still didn’t see my outer shell but I couldn’t think I was so alone in the world anymore after some of the conversations I’d had the past few days.
I’d been so lost in my thoughts that when I focused on Finbar again we were both naked. How had I missed him undressing me?
“Did you change your mind after he kissed you?” he asked me gently, his hands petting me softly.
“What makes you think that?”
“You’ve not said a word and you’re still soft,” he whispered as his hand moved between my legs. He wasn’t saying it to be a jerk. Finbar thought he hadn’t been enough to keep my attention.
“I’m sorry, baby.” I threw one leg over his thigh so I was straddling his lap, pushing my groin into his hand. “The past few days I’ve had some conversations that are starting to make me rethink how I see myself. Or rather, how people have really seen me. Travis is the second one to say he wants me to be happy and find love even if it means I never come back to his bed.”
“Is it wrong that I don’t want the same for you?” He sounded sad and stopped playing with me. I moved my head so I was gazing into his eyes.
“What do you want for me then if not to be happy?”
“Oh, I want you to be happy but happy with me,” he blurted out quickly. “I want you to be happy here with me and love me. I want to be the one you fall in love with.”
“Why would you want me to fall in love with you?” Maybe it was bad form to ask but I’d never had anyone put it out there like that. I’d had people want me to desire them most, tell them they were the best I had. But love? No. No one had ever wanted me to fall in love with them before. Lust maybe.
“Because you make me want to be a better man for you,” he admitted after a few moments of thought. “You make me feel like a real man instead of a scared boy. You amaze me with your kindness and patience with me.”
“I don’t know about that,” I whispered, blushing profusely. No one had ever described me that way before and I found myself unsure of how to reply. When I saw he was about to argue with my comment I decided there had been enough talk on the subject. “Tell me how much you want me.”
“I’ve never wanted anyone the way I want you, Cuidi.” I gave him a quick kiss.
“Then let me show you how wonderful it can be between two men.” He nodded and I instructed him to sit on his feet as I held his dick and lowered myself onto him. I felt my ego inflate when his eyes practically rolled back into his head and he let out a guttural moan I felt vibrate through his chest.
“I never imagined it would be like this,” he panted. I moved his hands to my hips, helping him keep me steady. “What do I do?”
“Go with your instincts. Thrust up when I push down if you can keep balance.” He smiled as I wrapped my arms over his shoulders and around his head. Then I started moving, using my feet to lower my body up and down his cock. I had been right about Finbar… He was a big, big boy in the dick department. Probably the biggest I had ever been with when I thought about it.
“Good?” he asked with a cry as he thrust into me hard.
“Yeah, baby. So fucking good,” I cooed, praising his moves. It was impressive for his first time.
“I never want this to end,” he declared a few minutes later. Then he roared my name and filled me. I rode him like a champ, drawing out his pleasure. When he was spent I was wrapped around him and stroked his back lovingly when I realized he was shaking. “We should clean up. ”
“Oh, okay,” I mumbled, slightly confused. I hadn’t finished and Finbar was upset. Instead of telling me I could practically feel him withdrawing into himself and shutting down on me.
He lifted me from his lap, making sure to duck his face so I couldn’t see him. I picked up my clothes, worried there was something really wrong when he leapt to his feet and jogged over to the stream. What the fuck had happened to make him act like this?
When I got there to clean up he was finished and dressed, but still pretending to fasten his pants so he didn’t have to look at me.
“Tell me what’s wrong, Finbar,” I said gently but firmly.
“Nothing. You were wonderful and I thank you,” he mumbled. Thank you? I stood there in shock, mouth hanging open as he briskly walked back to the barn. I took a deep breath and washed up. Obviously something upset him and he wasn’t ready to talk about it. Either I could push, risk making it worse, or give him some time to collect his

Once dressed, I went over to the barn and quickly used my magic to clean the inside while he unloaded the cart. I made the vermin leave their hiding spots, driving them out to find another home. I evened out the dirt floor and packed it down so it was almost as good as having wood planks to walk on.

Then I carried in all the food Travis had traded into the kitchen and put it away. Just as I was finishing up, I heard the banging of a hammer. Checking out the noise, I found Finbar building a stall for the horse and heard him sniffling slightly. It had been almost an hour since we’d had sex and my patience was wearing thin. I couldn’t stand to see him hurting and not know how to help.

I stomped into the house, pissed at myself for my indecision on what to do. I wasn’t used to this type of interaction. Normally, I made the deal, had the sex, and left. I’d never stayed before or even had a virgin that I knew of. What could be wrong with him?

I cleaned up the bedroom as I had done the kitchen, fixing broken furniture and whatnot. When I was done, I was exhausted and strangely wanting comfort from Finbar. Maybe I had done something wrong? Had I pushed him to do too much too soon? And just like that it clicked why he was upset. I raced out to the barn, seeing his shoulders tense when he heard me.