Authors: George Rowe
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My Undercover Vendetta
to Take Down the
VAGOS OUTLAW
MOTORCYCLE GANG
7.
 Happy Trails, Motherfucker
12.
 Aspirin, a Tampon and a Gun
13.
 The 2,000-Mile Pizza to Go
To my father . . . who loved me unconditionally.
L
ightning flashes anger, and thunder sounds my rage.
My heart screams to be out of this hell-bound cage.
My soul cries out and yearns to be free far from this place.
Hemet, California; Thursday, March 9, 2006
A
few hours before dawn I'm wide awake and skittish as hell, waiting for the shitstorm. My fiancée lies asleep beside me, nine months pregnant and blissfully unaware her world is about to shatter. For three tense years I've been living on the edge as a federal informant, operating deep undercover to gather criminal evidence against one of this country's most violent motorcycle gangsâevidence that will lock my brothers away. My fiancée knows me as a patched member of the Vagos Motorcycle Club, but that's only half the story. I wonder how she'll take it when she learns the rest: that the man she loves is a man she never really knew . . . that our time together was a lie.
Talk about a rude awakening.
Too restless to stay in bed, I head into the kitchen for coffee and cigarettes. Leaning against the counter, chain-smoking Marlboros while the coffee drips, I check the clock on the microwave.
5:36 a.m.
Almost time.
In less than thirty minutes there's no turning back. At precisely 6:00 a.m. (PST), more than seven hundred heavily armed law enforcement
officers will sweep through Southern California in one of the largest gang busts in United States history.
And it all starts with me.
In the winter of 2003, the year I went undercover, my hometown was under siege, its citizens terrorized by a group of crank-fueled outlaws no one could control. I was a local businessman with a shameful historyâa one-time drug dealer and two-time felon haunted by the sins of my past. Though I'd spent much of my life in the company of Harley-riding outcasts like the Hells Angels, for the sake of the community I turned against the brotherhood and vowed to end their violence and intimidation.
When I volunteered for that thankless mission, shaking hands with Special Agent John Carr in Bee Canyon, my path seemed clear enough; a few months riding with the Vagos and wham-bam-thank-you-ma'am, I'd have my hometown cleaned up and those fuckers in cages.
Dumb bastard. What the hell were you thinking?
Before that handshake I had the world by the balls, brother. Ol' George Rowe was sitting pretty. Now everything's gone to shit. The life I knew, like the man I was, is slipping awayâand there's not a damn thing I can do about it.
Guess I should have known where this was headed. I might have been three years under, but it's taken a lifetime to get here. I've been riding a hell wave, and there's no breaking free. Nothing to do but let the waters take me.
N
inety miles east of Los Angeles, out beyond the San Bernardino Mountains and down into the scorching heat of the San Jacinto Valley, you'll find the city of Hemet, California. My old hometown was still a ranch and farming community when Mother forced it down my throat in the summer of '71ânothing but potato fields, low buildings and a few flat streets skirting the western edge of the Mojave Desert. But with Californians migrating inland from the coast in search of affordable property, the valley's population was booming.
From the Santa Rosa Hills on Hemet's south flank to the city of San Jacinto, which shares the valley floor to the north, came a growing flood of retirement communities, trailer parks and stucco subdivisions. In just ten yearsâfrom 1970 to 1980âthe city's population nearly doubled, creating opportunities for anyone looking to make a buck . . . legal or otherwise.
For the lawless few, geography was the key to scoring big money. Hemet's founding fathers would have shit their Levis had they known their little start-up would become the ass-end of a pipeline delivering marijuana, cocaine and heroin from Mexico, one hundred miles to the
south. Starting in the 1960s, Hemet became a banging place for outlaw biker gangs hungry for a slice of that Mexican drug connection, many rolling in from neighboring cities like Riverside and San Bernardino, birthplace of the Hells Angels.
As a boy, I grew accustomed to the roar of their straight pipes blasting through the valleyâiron horses farting thunder, ridden by barbarians with wild manes, greasy leathers and fuck-you attitudes. I wanted some of that. I too raised my middle finger to authority and shared a passion for motorcycles, which I'd been riding since I was seven years old, barely tall enough to reach the shift lever of the little Hodaka my father bought me before he died.
He was tough, my old man, a full-blooded Yaqui Indian and decorated Korean War veteran. But the warrior was no match for malaria and alcohol, a one-two punch that fried his brain and ravaged his liver. Terminally ill, Dad wanted to spend his last years teaching his boy how to hunt and fish in the mountains, but for that he needed custody from Mother, a mean-spirited drunk with a face like leather, ridden hard and put away wet by more men than I can remember. When I was a toddler I swear I spent more time napping in bars while Mommy trolled for bed partners than I did sleeping in my own room.
Warren Road in Hemet, biker paradise.
Custody was hard fought and harder won by fathers in those days, but when I jumped to my feet at the juvenile court hearing and screamed, “I don't want to live with her, I want to live with my dad!” the judge heard me loud and clear. Mother got my sisters, Carol and Lin Ann, while Dad pulled me from kindergarten and took me into the Cascades up near the California-Oregon border.
Those were special years we shared in the high country, the absolute best of my life. But watching your father wither away from cirrhosis and thrash on the ground in fits of epilepsy, eyes rolling in their sockets, was asking a lot from a ten-year-old. So in 1970, with the end near, the old man packed our belongings and came down from the mountain, returning to Southern California to die.
Me at five years old, just before dropping out of kindergarten.
Dad was forty-one when his wasted body finally quit. In my mind's eye I can still picture the end like it happened this morning. We were sitting on a couch watching television when he slumped sideways and fell across my lap. At first I thought he'd passed outâit had happened beforeâbut as his skin grew cold I realized there was no waking him up again. Four hours later my uncle stopped by and found me still pinned beneath Dad's stiffening body. Truth is, I didn't want to let go. I was ten years old and terrified of a future without him. Afraid of being alone.
I became a ward of the state, bounced between foster homes until a kind woman from Buena Park took me under her wing and tried teaching me how to read and write, lessons this kindergarten dropout had missed while learning survival skills in the Cascades. The world turns
unexpectedly, and certainly nothing is guaranteed in life, but I believe my future would have been different had I stayed with that woman. I really do.
But then Mother returned, looking for custody of the Social Security checks I'd been collecting since my old man passed away, and once they were hers I was dragged into the backseat of her Oldsmobile 88 and shanghaied to Hemet. I still remember heading east on the San Bernardino Freeway, desperately trying to memorize the road signs that would lead me back to that foster home in Buena Park. Instead the bitch dumped my ass on the county, and I ended up in a cage at juvenile hall trying to figure out what “incorrigible” meant.
The couple that rescued me owned the Hemet property where Mother was shacking up. With her blessing, they adopted me a few months later. Guess I should have been grateful for a roof over my head and three squares on the table, but life was never easy with that dysfunctional crew. There was a shitload of drinking and fighting in that house, with much of the anger directed at me.
My new dad was a tough little sonofabitch, strong and tanned from working with the town's park and recreation department. Pat was a firm believer in old-fashioned “spare the rod, spoil the child” discipline. And when that man doled out punishment, the lessons came hard. To be fair, I was never a choirboy and probably deserved the occasional butt-kicking, but Pat's brand of abuse was an entirely new experience. The dad I'd lost had raised his hand to me only once.