Gemini (24 page)

With that, I kissed her harder, stopping suddenly as my hands developed a mind of their own, reaching down, pulling off her boots one by one, followed by her skirt and then sliding the tube top down her legs.

I looked down at her naked body, covered only by the front of a nude colored lace thong, taking the beautiful view in again as her long hair lay messily across the pillow.

So fucking hot
.

She looked at me with an intense longing and pulled my face into hers.

I struggled to unzip my jeans fast enough, pulling them down, leaving on my boxer briefs, which could barely contain my hard-on.

I don’t remember feeling this intense kind of longing for a woman ever before. All fearful thoughts about the repercussions of this were buried deep in the back of my mind. All that mattered in this moment was that Allison seemed to want me just as badly as I wanted her.

As she pulled my shirt over my head, I couldn’t wait to feel her skin to skin. I pressed down onto her to feel her breasts against my chest as we grinded fast against each other. I thought I might fucking lose it then and there, feeling totally out of control and knew there was no turning back…so I took off my glasses.

I
had fantasized about this moment from the first time I laid eyes on him.

Feeling Cedric’s rock hard body rubbing against me in the flesh felt surreal.

Just a couple of months ago, this man was a mere dream, a pure fantasy for me.

Now, we were about to have sex.

His utterly perfect physique definitely made me self-conscious. I had truly never been with a man as gorgeous as Cedric, so chiseled and naturally tan, not a blemish on his skin. My body seemed to react uncontrollably to him and I wondered whether he could feel how wet I was becoming through my barely there underwear.

My heart pounded against his chest as he pressed against me. His heart was pounding too and it excited me to know that he was as turned on as I was.

Sliding my hands down his back, I gripped his firm ass through his boxer briefs and he reacted with a moan, kissing me harder.

Suddenly I felt the slick tip of his bare, hard penis rubbing against my stomach…it seemed to have burst out of his underwear. Jeez…there was definitely nothing lacking in that department.

Instinctively, I spread my legs apart. Cedric’s moan vibrated down my throat and he began kissing down my torso stopping at the top line of my underwear.

Then, he went lower and started to kiss my inner thighs softly and I could swear that alone was going to make me lose it. He continued this for some time, starting down at my knees and trailing his tongue up to my underwear line, stopping there at the top of my thighs and returning his kisses back down my leg again. One of the times, he pulled my underwear with his teeth, teasing me, as he licked me…everywhere
but there
. My legs quivered and shook with the anticipation of what he was going to do next.

Just when I thought I was going to lose my mind, he ripped my thong apart pushing it down my legs, which I then wrapped around his back.

He looked at me with a wicked grin, nodding no and pushed my legs back down off of him and spread me apart, lowering his mouth downward. I felt his hot tongue invade me down there suddenly and fiercely, as I gripped his thick hair.

I rocked my pelvis in synch with the thrusts of his tongue and screamed out for a pleasure that I had literally never felt before. Every time I would shriek, I could feel the vibration of Cedric’s moaning in response.

He continued to devour me for minutes until I couldn’t take it anymore. I wanted him inside of me, so I pulled his head up to mine and kissed him hard, pushing his boxer briefs down and opening my legs around him.

Feeling his hot erection against my stomach, I panted in frustration as he took turns sucking hard on each of my breasts. This continued for minutes and I closed my eyes, gripping his hair, lost in the ecstasy of it.

Suddenly, the abrupt coldness of his absence hit me as he lifted off of me, reaching for his pants that were strewn on the floor. I heard the crinkle of a wrapper and lifted my neck to see him sheathing himself with a condom. Cedric looked down at me with glowing eyes and smiled, his chestnut hair, now a tousled mess. I couldn’t help but smile back at his beautiful face.

“Are you sure you are ready for this?” he whispered, looking down at me longingly and rubbing my stomach with his big hands in slow circles.

I breathed out in a combination of frustration and ecstasy. “Yes, Cedric. I trust you.”

I meant it. I trusted him and had no doubts about what I was about to do.

He closed his eyes and inhaled slowly for a moment at my words, as if he was processing what I said. Was
he
having doubts? I couldn’t tell what he was thinking at that moment, but he seemed to be deep in thought and breathing erratically.

When he opened his eyes and stared into mine, I smiled back at him. After a few seconds, he exhaled, reached for my face and cupped my cheek, caressing it with his thumb. He stayed like this for a minute staring at me and then, never taking his eyes off mine, very suddenly lowered himself and plunged into me deeply, claiming me, in one movement. The initial burn quickly turned into a euphoric feeling.

“Fuck…Allison,” Cedric whispered into my ear as we moved together slowly. 

“Oh…God,” I said. Feeling this beautiful man inside me was truly the most amazing thing I had ever experienced. I didn’t know if it was because of the sheer size of him or because it had been a while for me, but he seemed to fill me completely, like it was my first time without the pain. It was just the most unbelievable feeling in the world.

I closed my eyes, never wanting this feeling to end and opened them to find Cedric staring into me intently. I don’t think his eyes ever left mine for even a moment. I held onto his back, pushing him deeper and deeper into me.

Cedric was whispering incoherently, but then I clearly heard what he said next.

“I love…this…being inside you. You’re the most beautiful woman in the world,” he said huskily as he continued to rock into me, his eyes still firmly planted on mine, as we developed a rhythm.

“Aaaaaagh.” I moaned, not being able to respond with anything more coherent.

“God, I wish I could stay inside you forever.” Cedric panted and suddenly began thrusting harder and deeper than before.

With those last words and his change in pace, I could feel myself losing control, climaxing suddenly and unexpectedly. “Cedric, I am coming,” I said.

He seemed relieved to be able to let go. “Oh, God. Come, baby…I’m coming too…holy shit.” Cedric’s thrusts quickened as I felt his orgasm pulsating inside me while I climaxed.

As we both recovered from that Earth shattering experience, his movements slowed. He stayed inside me and slowly kissed my neck.

I closed my eyes trying to relish every moment of being here with him like this. We stayed together silent for quite some time before Cedric spoke.

“That was amazing, Allison,” he whispered in my ear as he slowly pulled out of me. He turned over quickly and I heard him remove the condom and discard it.

I turned toward him with my head resting on my elbow. “Cedric, I am so glad you came home.”

“Me too,” he said as he pulled me closer to him and rested his forehead against mine. “You have no idea.”

I can’t believe I almost backed out of the most intense sex of my life. It was the moment I asked her if she was sure, when she told me she trusted me.

I trust you.

Hearing Allison say that really struck a cord and it was the only moment where I momentarily snapped out of the trance she put me in. I had closed my eyes beginning to doubt whether taking this step with her was a good idea and everything flashed before me…past, present and future.

By the time I opened my eyes again, the sheer power of her sweet face looking up at me crushed everything else and I buried it all again…by burying myself in her.

Maybe I wouldn’t be able to live with myself if the guilt caught up again later, but it was a risk I was willing to take. It was worth it to experience making love to her. Sex with her was different from all of the rest. I hadn’t ever experienced the feeling of wanting to completely possess someone and of wanting her to completely own me, to be so completely connected to the person, not just the act.

I had meant it when I said I wished I could stay inside her forever. All of my doubts seemed to disappear there. As long as we were connected, I knew I couldn’t lose her. This was the opposite of what I normally felt after sex, which was a feeling of wanting to run, where the connection ended with the orgasm. 

It was now the middle of the night and Allison lay sleeping beside me rhythmically breathing so peacefully.

A moment ago, a terrifying dream had awakened me and relief replaced panic when I realized she was still lying next to me.

In the dream, Allison and I were walking in the park, when I suddenly started taunting her like a child in a sing-songy voice, repeating,
‘I know something you don’t know. I know something you don’t know’
over and over again.
She had a terrified look on her face and then I woke up. The dream was brief, but just enough to make me sweat profusely and remind me how fucked up this was.

But, thankfully, for now, in reality, she was right here sleeping next to me like a baby. God, I loved hearing the sound of her breathing. I wished she could always be peaceful and that there were no secrets threatening to destroy that. I would inevitably take away that peace, but she had a right to know everything.

Yeah…sleep was not happening for me tonight.

Tempted to kiss her awake, I rolled over away from her to squelch the urge and tried to get some sleep to no avail.

After a half-hour, I turned back around to watch her peaceful face again. There was no way I would ever want to hurt her. Unable to resist, I moved in slowly to softly kiss her on the forehead. She moved a little, still asleep and her breathing changed from the interruption.

             
At some point after 4:00, I dozed off.

When Allison’s alarm went off at 5:30, I jolted awake and noticed her yawning next to me. She would have to leave soon for the diner, but I wasn’t about to let her go that easily.

“Good morning, sleepyhead,” I said as I leaned over kissing her on the lips gently.

             
“Hi,” she whispered groggily and pulled me in tighter, kissing me again.

             
“I wish you didn’t have to go to work so darn early,” I said, rubbing her back as she got up and sat at the edge of her side of the bed. She was still completely naked and crossing her arms over her breasts, her sudden modesty surprising me.

             
She continued to look around the room probably for some clothes.

“Do you mind turning around, so I can get up and get dressed?” she asked.

She was blushing and adorable.

I turned around immediately pained at not being able to look at her beautiful ass. “Let me know when it’s safe,” I said.

After a minute, I heard her say, “Safe.”

I slowly turned around to see Allison kneeling on the bed over me, wearing my navy blue shirt, her hard nipples poking through the cotton fabric. There was something so hot about a girl wearing your shirt, particularly when she was as sexy as this one. She had also thrown on a pair of sexy red satin underwear.

“That looks way better on you than on me, sweetheart,” I said, tugging on the bottom to pull her down to me.

She kissed me and as I squeezed her ass, she giggled. “I figured if I wore your shirt, you’d have no choice then to let me ogle your chest over coffee.”

I squeezed her and rolled her over pinning her down under me in one fast motion. “Oh, is that what you had in mind? Well, I am happy to oblige on one condition.”

Allison pushed my face towards hers. “What’s that?” she asked.

“You let me make you coffee and breakfast,” I said.

Allison nuzzled my neck. “That sounds awesome. Do you have to work today?”

“I’ll probably go into the office at some point, but nothing major going on since I was supposed to be in Cali, so my schedule here is free and clear. How about I come down to the diner for lunch?”

She smiled at my suggestion. “I’d love that.”

“Good…because I love being with you,” I said as I pulled her toward me into another kiss.

Allison broke away from me and walked away toward the bedroom door not saying anything. She lifted my shirt off and threw it by the threshold.

As I shook my head in disbelief at how lucky I was to be here and to have seen that, I heard the sound of water running in the distance and wondered if she was taking a shower. That thought immediately made me hard and I decided I needed to personally investigate.