Authors: Paul Volponi
21
RIDING IN THAT
car, I couldn't take my eyes off the faces of the people on the streets of Miami. The INS agents wouldn't let me open any windows. But even through the tinted glass, I could see the light in people's eyes, and how much less weight they carried here. They were young and old, black, white, brownâa few even had hair dyed crazy colors, like orange and purple. But none of them seemed afraid of being who they were. And I just knew that back in Cuba, people would think twice about standing out from the crowd, thinking there was always a chance of getting in trouble over it.
“Julio, what if we see your papi walking around?” asked Luis. “We could jump out of the car and yell, âSurprise!' I swear I'd kiss his feet for getting us here.”
Before I had to come up with a reply, Uncle Ramon said, “El Fuego's not going to be walking in the streets, not today. He's going to be at home, resting for the game tomorrow night.”
But I began to wonderâwhat if we
did
see Papi on the street? Would he be holding the hand of his new son? Or would he be walking alone, forgetting about his family, the same way he did to Mama, Lola, and me?
Then I noticed the GPS built into the car's dashboard. I tapped Luis on the shoulder, pointing at it. His eyes opened as wide as mine. Part of me felt like we were finally living in all of those modern movies I'd seen, while another part was already feeling guilty that I was here without my mother and sister.
“We could have used that on the ocean,” Luis said.
“Why? Such little faith in me to guide you?” replied Gabriel, behind a wry smile.
The agent who was driving must have been impatient. Because instead of waiting at a red traffic light, he tapped a switch and the siren let out a short
whhaaaa
before we went through the intersection. One block later, we turned into an underground parking garage beneath a tall office building. Then an elevator took us up to a third-floor processing center.
The scent of the place tickled my nose. It was unbelievably clean, like someone scrubbed it down with bleach every hour.
Once you got past a long hallway of offices, there was a big open room with hundreds of fluorescent bulbs shining down. Maybe a dozen other refugees were there. And one of the agents said a small group of them had washed ashore from Cuba just a few hours before we had, but that most of them were at a hospital, and in bad shape.
“I have a phone number I need to call,” Gabriel told an agent. “We already have representatives and a sponsor here.”
“I'll pass that on to my superiors,” said the agent, walking away. “For now, just relax and get comfortable. Your processing will take a while.”
The windows nearly stretched from the floor to the ceiling, letting in lots of light. Only those windows wouldn't open. Cool air was being pumped in through vents.
Round tables, plastic chairs, and cots dotted the room. The refugees were spread out among them, talking, looking at paperwork, and sleeping. Against the far wall, beneath a framed picture of the Statue of Liberty, there was a table filled with free food. It had coffee, juice, bottled water, and fruit. There was also a tray of packaged treats, including Twinkies, Sno Balls, Suzy Q's, and Ding Dongs.
I saw those treats and couldn't help thinking about Lola, who was practically addicted to them. Papi used to buy them for her on the black marketâin illegal stores the government didn't know aboutâbefore he defected. After that, we didn't have the money to waste. But every year on her birthday, Mama and I would scrape up enough to buy her a whole box.
“Hey, Primo. Who would be crazy for one of these?” asked Luis, a moment before shoving an entire Twinkie into his mouth.
“I know,” I answered, losing my appetite.
The agent came back and handed Gabriel a cell phone. I watched as he dialed the number by heart.
“Is that my brother's number?” Uncle Ramon asked him.
“I'm not sure,” answered Gabriel as it rang. “I've never called it before.”
I saw Gabriel's shoulders lift as someone on the other end picked up. I moved closer to him, trying to hear.
“We're here. Everyone's safe, in good health,” Gabriel said. “We're at the immigration building in Miami.”
I couldn't make out the voice as Gabriel listened to the short response. Then he gave the agent back his phone and said, “Someone will be here for us very soon.”
“Someone?”
asked Uncle Ramon.
Gabriel nodded.
A few minutes later, the agent brought us into an exam room, where a woman doctor in a white lab coat was waiting. She listened to our heartbeats with a freezing-cold silver stethoscope. Then she used a tongue depressor and a tiny flashlight to look down our throats. After that, she asked about any diseases we'd ever had, like measles or chicken pox.
“Julio, this is just like taking a physical to play baseball,” said Luis, who then lowered his voice to a whisper and asked, “Think she'll hold our nut sacks and make us cough?”
I cracked a half smile over that, but wouldn't answer.
Finally, she gave us each a small plastic container to pee in. They were numbered from 189 to 192.
“That's how many people we've processed this year,” she answered, after I asked what the numbers meant.
It didn't seem like a lot. But I understood it didn't reflect all the people who weren't as lucky as us. The ones who'd died trying to get here, or who got caught and were rotting in prisons.
We went back to the main room, waiting to fill out our paperwork and be interviewed. There was a Cuban familyâa mother, father, and small daughterâat a table near us. The mother had a wide bandage on the right side of her forehead. Gabriel went over to ask about it.
“My little girl was falling out of our raft. By the grace of God I caught her,” she said, crossing herself and then raising her eyes toward the fluorescent lights above. “I hit my head on a wooden oar. It made a big gash. But I'm all right.”
“We're from Havana. Pleased to meet you,” said her husband, shaking Gabriel's hand, as Uncle Ramon walked over as well. “Two days we made it here. The wind was pushing us the whole way.”
“You arrived this morning?” asked my uncle.
“No, five days ago,” he answered. “We've been trying to get placed in a refugee house. So we don't wind up sleeping on the streets and finding trouble.”
“What kind of house is that?” Luis asked the man, going over by the little girl, who was playing on the floor with toy soldiers and animals battling on either side of a blanket hanging down off a cot.
“Maybe fifteen people living together in a few roomsâdifferent families sharing food, looking for work,” he answered. “Houses like that are spread out all over Miami. But they're hard to get into. You'll see when you try.”
“Not us. My uncle's famous,” scoffed Luis, picking up one of the girl's toys. “We'll probably be living in a mansion andâ”
That's when Uncle Ramon gave him a swift kick in the behind.
“I'm sorry. My son thinks he's more important than he is,” Uncle Ramon explained to the man, with a sharp glare for Luis. “Good luck to you and your family finding an opening in a house.”
Luis knew that he'd screwed up, acting obnoxious. So he tried to be extra nice to that girl, making a helmeted soldier fight a striped tiger for her, including sound effects.
“Get ready to shoot,” Luis told her, before putting an empty Ding Dong wrapper to his mouth and puffing it up with air. “One, two, three!”
Then Luis slammed the wrapper between his palms, producing a loud
pop!
Nearly everyone turned around to see. Even though it was just a kid's game, it got quiet for a while, and I could feel the anxiousness in the room until it slowly faded away.
We were stuck there for the next seven hours, watching TV on a Spanish news station and listening to music on my transistor. The signal came in much better now that we were in Miami.
“Very soon?”
Uncle Ramon nudged Gabriel. “Is that what the voice told you?”
“You waited almost forty years to be free,” Gabriel replied. “A few hours in the US and now you're impatient?”
I guess we all were, especially once the sun went down.
Luis even stopped checking his watch after a while. But I think the impatience was getting to me the most. I wanted to see Papi face-to-face. And I wanted the freedom I'd risked my life for to become something more than four beige and blue walls and a tray full of free Hostess cakes.
Then, just as I was about to lose my mind in that room, we were called into a small office. On a table were four pens and four forms to fill out.
A Spanish-speaking agent introduced himself to us. He was about to walk us through the forms when the phone on his desk rang.
“Un momento, por favor,”
he said, and then picked up the receiver.
A few seconds later, he turned his attention back to us and said, “Someone has just arrived to represent your party. May I invite that person to join in?”
“Yes, absolutely,” answered Uncle Ramon.
“Send him in,” the agent said into the phone.
Suddenly, against the hallway wall, by the open door, I saw the immense shadow of a tall figure. I rose up in my seat a little. Then I swallowed hard at the thought of what might happen next.
22
THE SHADOW SLID
forward, turning razor thin. My eyes had to refocus as it rounded the corner, going from shadow to substance. And when my brain finally caught up to my eyes, I realized that it wasn't Papi.
Instead, it was an older Hispanic man in a suit and tie, carrying a sharp leather briefcase. He introduced himself to the INS agent first.
“I'm Antonio Oliva, attorney for Julio Ramirez Sr.,” he said, before turning to us. “I'll be representing each of you in this process. Now, which one of these young men is Julio Jr.?”
“I am.”
“Your father wanted me to express his great relief and answered prayers that you're finally here,” he said, reaching out to shake my hand. “He's focused on the World Series right now, with his obligations to the Miami Marlins. That's why I'm here in his place. But he'll be with you soon. He promises.”
Mr. Oliva wouldn't turn my hand loose until I nodded, acknowledging his speech.
“You mean, as soon as he
wins
the World Series,” added Uncle Ramon.
“From your mouth to God's ears,” said Mr. Oliva. “But what else would I expect from El Fuego's brother? I can see and
hear
the resemblance.”
Right then, I was willing to bet anything that Papi hadn't sent a replacement to read his new son a bedtime story that night.
“I have their forms already filled out. All they need to do is sign,” said Mr. Oliva, producing the pages from his briefcase. “How quickly can these gentlemen be released to Mr. Ramirez?”
“Released to my brother,” said Uncle Ramon in a reverent tone.
“I take it that Mr. Ramirez is willing to clothe, house, and feed them?” asked the agent.
“Absolutely,” said Mr. Oliva. “Employ them as well. In a manner of speaking, Gabriel is already on his payroll. And obviously the young men will be enrolled in school.”
“I know what happens in US high schools,” Luis whispered to me. “I've seen lots of movies. Students can do anything they want hereâsing, dance, hang out in the halls.”
“I'll go through the paperwork,” said the agent. “If it's correct, they should be released shortly.”
Mr. Oliva gave Uncle Ramon his card and said, “When everything's in order, call that number. I'll arrange the rest from there.”
I didn't know what there was to
arrange
. This was starting to seem more like a business meeting than a family reunion. And I hadn't thought it was possible, but the closer in miles I got to Papi, the farther away from him I felt.
I picked up the pen and found the blank line with the
X
next to it. I wanted the signature that let me walk free on the streets of the US to look amazing. But I guess my hand must have been shaking, because when I was finished, it looked like I'd signed that paper in the dark.
When we walked back into the big room, some of the refugees who were gathered around a TV in the corner began pointing to us. A Spanish news station was showing a video of our Buick on the water from this morning. Then on a split screen, side by side, they showed photos of Papi and meâhim in his Marlins uniform and me on the beach.
“Less than a day in the States and you're on TV,” said Luis. “Maybe we could get our own reality show together. It'd be perfectâtwo hot young Cuban guys, their first year here. Your papi could pull some strings.”
I shook my head at Luis like he was insane.
“Your cousin doesn't need that kind of publicity,” Uncle Ramon said. “His ability to hit a baseball will get him everything he needs in life.”
The idea that I
couldn't miss
as a big-time baseball player sounded just as crazy to me.
The hours crept past and we were all exhausted. But none of us wanted to sleep.
It was a few minutes after midnight when Uncle Ramon said, “The first time I wake up in America, I don't want it to be here, guarded by agents. I want it to be in a place where I can walk out the door whenever I like and
really
be free.”
“I want to wake up in a king-size bed in my uncle's house,” said Luis, leaning back on a cot with a rolled-up blanket beneath his head as a second pillow. “No more foldout couches for Julio. Right, Cuz?”
“I'd sleep on the floor if I had to,” I said, glancing over at that family we'd met from Havana. “If it was worth it to me.”
The three of them were asleep on two cots pushed togetherâthe man and woman on either side of the small girl tucked safely in between them.
“We all make our own beds,” said Gabriel.
“Is that right?” I questioned. “It never happens that someone else makes it for us?”
“You said it yourself, Julio,” he quickly countered. “You can always get up and go sleep on the floor.”
“Gabriel, how about you? Where are you going from here?” asked Uncle Ramon.
“I haven't given it a lot of thought,” he answered. “My job of safely delivering the three of you isn't completely over. Not yet, at least. Until it is, I don't have to think about what's next for me.”
Then Luis said, “I thought that lawyer, Oliva, was taking over now.”
“Not in my mind,” replied Gabriel. “He might walk us out the front door. That's one thing. I promised to bring Julio to his father.”
“Seems like Game Six and Game Seven are standing in the way,” I scoffed.
“I believe it's more than that, at least from your side,” Gabriel said, without sounding like he was judging anyone. “Six years can bring a lot of baggage with it.”
I didn't respond to that.
It was almost three o'clock in the morning when the agent who'd been processing our paperwork appeared. He handed Uncle Ramon a cell and said, “Congratulations. You can make that phone call now.”
Ten minutes later, a black limo pulled up outside the INS building.
Mr. Oliva wasn't anywhere to be seen. And as we walked out to the car, a driver in a small round cap came around and opened the door for us.
Out of nowhere, a woman holding a tape recorder called my name. She had red hair and her Spanish wasn't great. But I understood her well enough.
“Julio, I'm Cadence Myers, ESPN. How does it feel to be in America? To be free?”
I looked at Uncle Ramon, to see if he thought I should speak. But he seemed as interested in my answer as she was.
“I hope it will be worth everything, leaving behind my family,” I said, talking into the machine.
“And your father? How will it be? Sharing love with him again?”
My eyes became fixed on the two tiny wheels slowly turning inside that recorder as I answered, “It will probably change my life. Maybe both our lives.”
“Mucho gusto,”
she said, an instant before those wheels came to a stop.
Then we climbed into the car with no idea where we were headed.
I'd counted seventeen traffic lights when Marlins Park first came into view.
“There it is. That's the baseball stadium,” Luis said excitedly.
It was so big I couldn't believe my eyes. It looked like a giant flying saucer. And even though there'd been no game that night and it was mostly dark, it still shone with plenty of turquoise and white lights.
“I think those red flashers on top are so anything flying low to the ground doesn't hit it,” said Gabriel.
“It's beautiful,” said Uncle Ramon. “Julio, that's where your papi pitches. That's something special. Maybe one day, you'll play there, too.”
“If Uncle pitches long enough, it's possible you'll both play on the same team,” said Luis. “Like Ken Griffey Jr. and his pops once did.”
But right then, that idea sounded crazier than any reality TV show Luis could have concocted.