Forgiving the Angel

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Authors: Jay Cantor

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THIS IS A BORZOI BOOK
PUBLISHED BY ALFRED A. KNOPF

Copyright © 2014 by Jay Cantor

All rights reserved. Published in the United States by Alfred A. Knopf, a division of Random House LLC, New York, and in Canada by Random House of Canada Limited, Toronto, Penguin Random House Companies.
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Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
Cantor, Jay.
   [Short stories. Selections]
   Forgiving the angel : four stories for Franz Kafka / Jay Cantor.
               pages  cm
   Summary: “From one of our most admired and thought-provoking writers: a brilliant, beautifully written, sometimes heart-wrenching gathering of fictionalized stories that center on a circle of real people whose lives were in some way shaped by their encounters with Franz Kafka”—Provided by publisher.
   
ISBN
978-0-385-35034-1 (Hardcover)
   eBook ISBN: 978-0-385-35035-8
   1. Kafka, Franz, 1883–1924—Fiction. I. Title.
   
PS3553.A5475A6
   2013
   813′.54—dc23

2013016747

This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.

Jacket illustration by Guy Billout
Jacket design by Chip Kidd

v3.1

For Stanley Cavell
—to acknowledge, with gratitude, the sustaining friendship of someone whose life and work have seen so deeply into the nature of friendship, acknowledgment, and gratitude.

CONTENTS
FORGIVING
THE ANGEL
1

MORE THAN ONCE, Franz Kafka told his close friend and literary executor, Max Brod, that when Kafka died, Brod was to burn all his unpublished manuscripts. Brod, though, disobeyed his friend’s instructions, and not long after Kafka’s death, he arranged for the publication of Kafka’s abandoned novels, and then, over time, his stories, parables, and even his diaries and letters.

The things of Kafka’s that Brod had never published are now in safe-deposit boxes in Jerusalem and Zurich, and will remain there until a court decides who owns them. At dispute is whether Brod left the papers to his secretary, Esther Hoffe, as an
executor
who was to carry out Brod’s wish that they be conveyed to the Israeli National Library—
if
that was his wish—or if he left them as her property, which she could sell, if she wanted, to whoever might pay the most, even to a library of the German nation.

In the Jerusalem courtroom, lawyers speaking on behalf
of Esther Hoffe’s daughters (who have inherited the papers from their mother, if, that is, they have, indeed, inherited them) have argued that no one should open the boxes before their ownership is determined, or even for a time afterward. They propose to sell the manuscripts unseen—if there are manuscripts in the boxes. “If we get an agreement, the material will be offered for sale as a single entity, in one package. It will be sold by weight.… There’s a kilogram of papers here.” The material might be new stories, diaries, or minor things altogether (for Brod prized every scrap by Kafka, even the notes from when Kafka was so sick he could not speak, was perhaps no longer making sense, and wrote things like a
top hat made of water
.)

“The highest bidder,” the lawyers said, “will then be able to open the boxes and see what’s there. The National Library can get in line and make an offer, too.”

Absurd perhaps, though as we’ll see, that’s not altogether the fault of the lawyers. But to tell you how the papers came to be in sealed boxes that are to be sold by weight, I must tell you a story.

2

THAT STORY BEGINS in Berlin in 1923, less than a year before Kafka’s death, with a visit from Max Brod. Kafka, who had once complained that life was a train trip toward death that had far too many intervening stops for
his taste, now would embrace a doctor if he said Kafka was looking a little better.

They’d had news like that recently. Kafka told Brod confidently that when the tuberculosis receded a little more, and he became “transportable,” he and Dora Diamant, the woman he lived with in Berlin, would move to Palestine. In Tel Aviv, they’d open a restaurant where Kafka would be the waiter, Dora the cook. Kafka had put a white towel over his arm, and smiled with a combination of servility and the servant’s mean-spirited cunning. He looked, Brod thought, a little ridiculous, but that was never something that seemed to bother Franz.

“I suggest you order our soup,” Dora said.

“Particularly tasty?” Brod said.

“No, fortunately for you, we have no soup today. You see, our waiter is very likely to spill any bowls we trust him with.”

“Which is why they never give me any, even empty ones,” Kafka said. “The ghosts might fill them on the way to your table, and I would certainly pour the contents on your clothes when I cough.”

Kafka and Dora laughed and looked toward Max expectantly. Like lovers everywhere, they took so much pleasure in each other that they couldn’t imagine one wouldn’t join them.

Like lovers everywhere?
Milena had once written Brod that “Franz has a fear of everything that’s shamelessly alive,” yet Franz wasn’t afraid of Dora. Kafka had broken his engagement with Felice because when one writes even night isn’t night enough, one requires the loneliness of the grave. Yet he’d written new stories in this small apartment while Dora sewed on the couch nearby.

An impresario might sell tickets to the spectacle:
Franz Kafka in Love
, the writer free of his father and the claws of Prague, and living with a woman who was seemingly at ease in her body.

But like the restaurant, it might only be a show. After all, how could Dora feel easy in Berlin? She’d run here from her Hasidic family, and her father had sat shiva over her. And why had she come here?
So she could study her father’s Judaism
. How could a woman be so buoyant, if she revered what restricted and even despised her?

But she was. She’d even made Kafka avid to know more of his Judaism, and of her Hasidism, who believed (Franz had written him) that even the driest, most seemingly irrational mitzvah, if performed with the right intention, could open the gates of heaven. “Of course, all we poor people have now are the stories about those who had the right intention. Sometimes, though, the rabbis believe that if the story is told with the right intention, it suffices.”

“So the tales of the wonder-working rabbis,” Brod had replied, “are like … like something by Franz Kafka.” Brod should have added: or they would be, if the Hasid imagined that men’s intentions (or was it God’s own?) were always hopelessly divided, and that even a story always came too early or too late.

Dora had brought the East to Kafka, and Franz the West to her, all its culture and literature. Yet at the same time, she’d decided (not wrongly, Brod thought, but on slender evidence on her part) that Franz was himself a new Master of the Good Name. The first Baal Shem, though, had a manual of what acts would knit body and soul together—the Talmud—while her lover’s might fly apart at any moment if he didn’t continue to look for the right stories to reknit things.

That afternoon, Brod had left them to go visit his pretty Berlin mistress. As he walked down the stairs, he heard them laughing again, companionably, not the least bit maliciously. He felt a chill at the sound. Max was a short man with an enormous head and a hunched back; he wore thick glasses on a prominent nose; he was far less handsome than Kafka (despite Franz’s somewhat prominent ears). Until today, though, they had both thought Max was much the more successful with women (if
success
meant
endless entanglement
). Max felt he’d given Kafka hope by being a misshapen man who still could trust and take pleasure in life. With Dora, Kafka, for the time—and may it be a long one—had both. Franz no longer needed Max.

3

OR PERHAPS he only didn’t need him to enact romance for him; fortunately for Max, he still had other uses. Brod had already published thirty-seven books of his own, knew editors at all the German-language publishers, journals, and newspapers. Kafka, who Brod usually had to beg and cajole to publish anything, now grasped eagerly at Brod’s help in placing his work. Franz had only a small pension from his job at the Accident Insurance Bureau, and needed to earn money to support himself and Dora.

When Brod came to Berlin for his second visit, Kafka had been, in a familiar gesture, leaning against the wall,
each (Kafka had once said) holding the other one up. His tailored suit hung on him as if he were—

“I know,” he said, reading Max’s mind. “I look like a walking stick for a giant.”

Kafka, over 1.8 meters tall, weighed 53 kilos. And even if Franz were paid in crowns for his story, it would only be enough for a few days food, or one visit from a mediocre doctor—if, that is, they managed to spend the notes quickly enough after they converted the crowns to marks. Prices would double even as they took ten steps away from the bank. Franz, Brod thought, might be killed by tuberculosis, but it would be a murder, too, one perpetrated by the War, and the vengeance it had brought on Germany.

“But Max, you worry about me too much. I’ve put on fifty grams already this week. My sister sent me a package of Prague butter, and Dora made me the most remarkable meal with it—and on nothing but that spirit lamp.”

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