For Love of Mother-Not (3 page)

Through this farrago of color and shape, the boy wandered. His eyes drank in everything, but he asked no questions, which she thought unusual.

It was in the nature of children to inquire about everything. But then, this was no ordinary child.

Toward the rear of the shop front a silver box stood on a dais. Its touch-sensitive controls connected the shop directly to the central bank of Drallar and enabled Mother Mastiff to process financial transactions for all customers, whether they came from up the street or halfway across the Commonwealth. A universal credcard allowed access to its owner’s total wealth. Banks stored information; all hard currency was in general circulation.

Past the dais and the door it fronted were four rooms: a small storage chamber, a bathroom, a kitchen-dining area, and a bedroom. Mother Mastiff studied the arrangement for several minutes, then set about clearing the storage room. Ancient
and long-unsold items were shoveled out onto the floor, together with cleaning equipment, clothing, canned goods, and other items. Somehow she would find room for them elsewhere.

Propped up against the far wall was a sturdy old cot. She touched a button on its side, and the device sprang to life, skittering about as it arranged itself on springy legs. Further excavation revealed a bag of support oil, which she plugged into the mattress. It was full and warm in minutes. Finally, she covered the cot with a thin thermosensitive blanket.

“This’ll be your room,” she told him. “ ’tis no palace, but ’tis yours. I know the importance of having something ye can call your own. Ye can fix up this bower however ye like.”

The boy eyed her as if she had just bestowed all the treasures of Terra on him. “Thank you, Mother,” he said softly. “It’s wonderful.”

“I sell things,” she said, turning away from that radiant face. She gestured toward the storeroom out front. “The things ye saw on our way in.”

“I guessed that. Do you make much money?”

“Now
ye
sound like the government agent back there at the platform.” She smiled to show him she was teasing. “I get by. I’d much like to have a larger place than this, but at this point in my life”—she leaned her cane up against her bed as she strolled into the larger room—”it seems not likely I ever will. It does not bother me. I’ve had a good, full life and am content. You’ll soon discover that my growls and barks are mostly show. Though not always.” She patted him on the head and pointed toward the compact kitchen.

“Would ye like something hot to drink before we retire?”

“Yes, very much.” Carefully, he took off his slickertic, which was dry by then. He hung it on a wall hook in his bedroom.

“We’ll have to get ye some new clothes,” she commented, watching him from the kitchen.

“These are okay.”

“Maybe they are for ye, but they’re not for me.” She pinched her nose by way of explanation.

“Oh. I understand.”

“Now what would ye like to drink?”

His face brightened once again. “Tea. What kinds of tea do you have?”

“What kinds of tea do ye like?”

“All kinds.”

“Then I’ll choose ye one.” She found the cylinder and depressed the main switch on its side as she filled it with water from the tap. Then she searched her store of foodstuffs.

“This is Anar Black,” she told him, “all the way from Rhyinpine. Quite a journey for dead leaves to make. I think ’tis milder than Anar White, which comes from the same world but grows further down the mountain sides. I have some local honey if ye like your drink sweet. Expensive, it is. Moth’s flowers are scarce save where they’re grown in hothouses. This world belongs to the fungi and the trees; the bees, poor things, have a hard time of it, even those who’ve grown woolly coats thick enough to keep the damp and cold out. If honey’s too thick for ye, I’ve other sweeteners.”

Hearing no reply, she turned to find him lying still on the floor, a tawny, curled-up smudge of red hair and dirty old clothes. His hands were bunched beneath his cheek, cushioning his head.

She shook her head and pushed the cylinder’s
off
button. The pot sighed and ceased boiling. Bending, she got her wiry arms beneath him and lifted. Somehow she wrestled him onto the cot without waking him. Her hands pulled the thermal blanket up to his chin. It was programmed and would warm him quickly.

She stood there awhile, amazed at how much pleasure could be gained from so simple an activity as watching a child sleep. Then, still wondering what had come over her, she left him and made her way across to her own room, slowly removing her clothes as she walked. Before long, the last light in the rear of the little shop winked out, joining its neighbors in nightfall. Then there was only the light wind and the hiss of moisture evaporating from warm walls to break the silence of the mist-shrouded dark.

T
he boy ate as if the previous night’s dinner had been no more substantial than a distant dream. She cooked him two full breakfasts and watched as he finished every bite. When the last pachnack was gone, and the final piece of bread wolfed down, she took him into the shop.

He watched intently as she entered the combination to the metal shutters. As they rose, they admitted a world entirely different from the empty night. One moment he was staring at the dully reflective line of metal strips. The next brought home to him all the noise, the confusion, and bustle and sights and smells of the great Drallarian marketplace; they flooded the stall, overwhelming him with their diversity and brilliance. Mother Mastiff was not a late sleeper—which was good, for the crowd would rise in tandem with the hidden sun. Not that the marketplace was ever completely deserted. There were always a few merchants whose wares benefited from the mask of night.

The boy could tell it was daytime because it had grown less dark. But the sun did not shine; it illuminated the raindrops. The morning had dawned warm, a good sign, and the moisture was still more mist than rain. A good day for business.

Mother Mastiff showed the boy around the shop, describing various items and reciting their prices and the reasons behind such pricing. She hoped to someday entrust the operation of the business to him. That would be better than having to close up every time she needed to rest or travel elsewhere.
The sooner he learned, the better, especially considering the way he ate.

“I’ll do everything I can, Mother,” he assured her when she had concluded the brief tour.

“I know ye will, boy.” She plopped down into her favorite chair, an overupholstered monstrosity covered with gemmac fur. The skins were worn down next to nothing, and the chair retained little value, but it was too comfortable for her to part with. She watched as the boy turned to stare at the passing crowd. How quiet he is, she thought. Quiet and intense. She let him study the passersby for a while before beckoning him closer.

“We’ve overlooked several things in the rush of the night, boy. One in particular.”

“What’s that?” he asked.

“I can’t keep calling ye ‘boy.’ Have ye a name?”

“They call me Flinx.”

“Be that your last name or your first?”

He shook his head slowly, his expression unhappy. “Mother, I don’t know. It’s what they called me.”

“What ‘they’ called ye. Who be ‘they’? Your”—she hesitated—”mother? Your father?”

Again, the slow sad shake of the head, red curls dancing. “I don’t have a mother or a father. It’s what the people called me.”

“What people?”

“The people who watched over me and the other children.”

Now that was strange. She frowned. “Other children? Ye have brothers and sisters, then?”

“I don’t”—he strained to remember—”I don’t
think
so. Maybe they were. I don’t know. They were just the other children. I remember them from the early time. It was a strange time.”

“What was so strange about it?”

“I was happy.”

She nodded once, as though she understood. “So. Ye remember
an early time when you were happy and there were lots of other children living with you.”

He nodded vigorously. “Boys and girls both. And we had everything we could want, everything we asked for. All kinds of good food and toys to play with and …”

A wealthy family brought to ruin, perhaps. She let him ramble on about the early time, the happy time, a while longer. What catastrophe had overtaken the boy in infancy?

“How big was this family?” she asked. “We’ll call it your family for now. How many other boys and girls were there?”

“I don’t remember exactly. Lots.”

“Can you count?”

“Oh, sure,” he said proudly. “Two, three, four, five, and lots more than that.”

Sounded like more than just a family, though an extended family could not be ruled out, she knew. “Do ye remember what happened to them, and to you? Ye were all happy, and ye had lots of friends, and then something happened.”

“The bad people came,” he whispered, his expression turning down. “Very bad people. They broke into where we lived. The people who watched us and fed us and gave us toys fought the bad people. There was lots of noise and guns going off and—and people fell down all around me. Good people and bad people both. I stood and cried until somebody picked me up and carried me away. They carried me down lots of halls and dark places, and I remember getting into some kind of a—car?”

She nodded approvingly. “Probably. Go on, boy.”

“I was moved around a lot. That was the end of the happy time.”

“What happened after that?” she prompted him.

“I’m not sure,” he said slowly. “It’s so hard to remember.”

“I know ’tis painful for ye, Flinx. I need to know all about ye that I can, so I can help ye as best as I’m able.”

“If I tell you,” he asked uncertainly, “you won’t let the bad people come and take me away?”

“No,” she said, her voice suddenly soft. “No, I won’t let
them come and take ye away, Flinx. I won’t let
anyone
come and take ye away. Ever. I promise ye that.”

He moved a little nearer and sat down on the extended leg support of the big chair. He had his eyes closed as he concentrated.

“I remember never staying in one place for very long at a time. The people, the good people who took care of me and fed me, they kept the bad people away. They were always upset about something, and they yelled at me a lot more than before.”

“Were they mad at ye?”

“I don’t think so. Not really.” He licked his lips. “I think they were scared, Mother. I know I was, but I think they were, also. And then”—a look of confusion stole over his face—”I went to sleep. For a
long
time. Only, it wasn’t really a sleep. It was like I was asleep and yet like I wasn’t.” He opened his eyes and looked up at her. “Do you understand that, Mother? I don’t.”

“No, I’m not sure I do, boy.” Her mind worked. Now who, she wondered, would take the time and trouble to sedate a child for a long period of time? And why bother?

“Then some more bad people suddenly showed up, I think,” he went on. “I didn’t see them this time. But some of the people who watched me died or went away. Then there was just me and one man and one lady, and then they were gone, too.”

“Your mother and father?”

“No, I don’t think so,” he told her. “Anyway, they never called themselves that. They were just two of the good people. Then some other people came and found me. People I’d never seen before. They took me away with them.”

“Were they good people or bad people?”

“I don’t think they were either,” the boy replied carefully. “I think they were kind of in-between people. I think maybe they were sorry for me. They tried to be nice, but”—he shrugged—”they were just in-between people. They moved me around a lot again, and there were different places and
lots of new children I didn’t know, and then there was yesterday, and you bought me. Right?”

She put a hand to her mouth and coughed. “I didn’t buy ye, actually. I agreed to take responsibility for ye.”

“But you paid the government money for me, didn’t you? I was told that was what was going to happen to me.”

“It was only to pay off the debt the government incurred for taking care of ye,” she explained to him. “I don’t actually own ye. I would never do that.”

“Oh,” he said quietly. “That’s nice. I’m glad.” He waited a moment, watching her, then added, “That’s everything I can remember.”

“Ye did fine.” She leaned forward and pointed to her right, up the street. The chair groaned. “If ye walk six stalls that way, ye’ll find a very small shop run by a mur man. His name be Cheneth. Go up to him and tell him who ye be and where ye came from. And ye can buy from him”—she thought a moment, not wishing to overdo things—”a half credit’s worth of whatever ye see in his shop.”

“What kind of shop is it?” he asked excitedly.

“Candy,” she said, enjoying the light that came into his face. “Ye remember what candy is, don’t ye? I can see by the expression on your face that ye do.” She could also tell by the speed with which he took off up the street. He was back before long, those deep emerald eyes shining from his dark face. “Thank you, Mother.”

“Go on, go on, move to one side! You’re blocking my—our—view of the customers. Wander about, learn the ins and outs of where ye live now.”

He vanished like a ray of sunshine, his red hair disappearing into the crowd.

Expensive, she thought to herself. That boy’s going to be expensive to raise. How by the ringaps did I ever let myself fall into this? She grumbled silently for another several minutes until a potential customer appeared.

Flinx learned rapidly. He was undemonstrative, highly adaptable, and so quiet she hardly knew when he was around. Soon
he was amazing her with his knowledge of the layout and workings of the marketplace and even the greater city beyond. He worked constantly on expanding his store of information, badgering shopkeepers with persistent questions, refusing to take “I don’t know” for an answer.

Mother Mastiff put no restrictions on him. No one had ever told her it was improper to give an eight-year-old the run of a city as wild as Drallar. Never having raised a child before, she could always plead ignorance, and since he returned dutifully every night, unscathed and unharmed, she saw no reason to alter the practice despite the clucking disapproval of some of her neighbors.