Fire Heart (The Titans: Book One) (54 page)

They made their way toward the back of the cavern, where a spiraling staircase—also grown from the coral—took them away from the deafening din. The light, however, stayed, emanating seemingly from nowhere even after they had left the hollow completely behind.

Will found his attention drawn to the wall next to him, and he reached out tentatively to run his hand along its surface; it was rough and damp, but oddly warm. Something moved out of the corner of his eye, and when he looked up he saw with no small amount of surprise that there were, in fact, many tiny creatures living along the face of the coral. Crabs scuttled in and out of holes, and starfish moved slowly around on tiny tube feet. He saw brightly colored slugs, little shrimps that peered at him with dumb curiosity, mussels and barnacles that opened and closed like tiny mouths, and even—and this surprised Will to no end—a large eel that poked its head out of a small hole in the wall and surveyed the passers-by before retreating. How they were all able to survive out of water, he had no idea.

The walls gradually became more and more covered the farther they went, and soon bits of kelp and weed added to the already vibrant mix of organisms. At one point Clare nudged Will's shoulder and pointed up at the ceiling high overhead—crawling along with exaggerated deliberation was another of the strange, bulbous creatures with too many legs.

“An octopus,” Clare murmured, and then she giggled as Will, entranced by the strange animal, tripped on a step and stumbled before catching himself. He felt his cheeks heat with embarrassment, and then inwardly remarked on the foolishness of feeling such shame in the face of probable annihilation.

Soon the staircase widened into an immense cavern. Pools of seawater appeared haphazardly along the floor, and the walls and ceiling were, like the staircase, covered in plants and animals. Off to the left there was a long, narrow break in the coral that afforded a view of the outside world, and it was there that Borbos led them. Far below, the sea was still calm. The moon sat nestled atop the horizon, its light reflected from the water in a long, broken pattern that shivered and churned with the slowly moving waves, and the strange stars hung peacefully in the sky. It was a beautiful scene.

“This be one of the Bays,” Borbos said, his voice reverently quiet. “In normal times, a place where animals and men can come and contemplate beauty side by side.”

“I'd like to see it again once this is over,” Will said, and the Titan gave him a sad smile.

“See that, right there?” Clare said suddenly, her voice laced with forced calm, and she pointed at a many-armed constellation. “That's Gebberon.” Will recognized the signs of someone feverishly attempting to relieve stress by any means possible. He also noticed that her body was very close to his, and he felt his stomach flip at the sudden proximity.

“The hunter,” Will recited, memory flooding back to him in a rush. “The man who fell in love with a goddess and brought her the pelt of the Bear of Life as proof of his devotion.”

Clare looked at him and smiled, and even despite their current situation he felt his lips tug upward. She was
very
close to him.
I should kiss her,
he thought absently.
Might be my last chance.

“Will, lad,” Borbos' rough voice called from behind him, and he turned abruptly, the spell broken. He thought he heard Clare sigh softly, but it could just as well have been his imagination.

“Yes?” he asked.

Borbos's face was a grim mask, and the expression served to catapult Will back into their impending
doom. “We haven't much time, I'm afraid,” the Titan said, “but I figure now be as good a moment as any. Come—I'll try to teach you how to gain at least a little control over your soul.”

Will's eyes widened in surprise. “Oh,” he said. “I—good idea. What do I do?”

“Come with me for awhile,” Borbos replied, and he began to walk over to one of the pools of seawater.

“Father,” the Sea Spirit said, and his voice sounded even more like bubbling, churning water than it had in Will's head, “I will be meditating if you require me.” His kelp body moved constantly, as though under the influence of a perpetual tide, and his yellow eyes shone dully from within the green depths of his face. Borbos nodded, and the Spirit suddenly collapsed in on himself, his strands slithering across the floor and up the walls to join with the life there until he was all but invisible among the growth.

“So...” Clare said from where she still stood by the opening in the coral, “shall I just, ah, keep watch then? Or something?”

Borbos beckoned her over. “No, no,” he said. “You should come and listen. May be that you can help young Willyem here.”

He took them over to one of the shallow pools and sat at its edge, and motioned for them to join him. Will eyed the slick ground dubiously.

“It's wet,” he said.

Borbos cocked an eyebrow. “You've just come out of the sea, boy. And to be brutally honest, a wet arse be the least of your worries right now.” He indicated the ground again. “Sit.”

“Oh, right,” Will mumbled, and he took his place next to Borbos, feeling rather stupid. “Hey, why aren't you soaked like us?”

“I be the god of the seas, lad.” Borbos gave him a pitying look. “Be it that difficult to figure out?” He shook his head and leaned forward a little, his gaze falling on the pool before him and his eyes going strangely distant. A strand of hair drifted across his face, and he brushed it absently behind his ear. A moment later he began to speak.

“All things be connected,” he said softly, and his voice had lost much of its familiar gruffness. “When the first Titans made the cosmos and everything that followed, they put a little of themselves into it. So, we be as much a part of the universe as your own heart be a part of you.”

He reached down into the pool and slid his fingers beneath the surface. A little crab, its shell a mottled mix of red and white, clambered up into his palm without hesitation. He lifted it up close to his face, looked at it for a moment, and then held it out to Will. “We draw our power from that connection. From everything around us, be it alive or dead or neither of the two. We gave a part of ourselves to this Realm when we birthed it—too much, some might say—and where once we were endless fonts of energy, now we be channels for that energy to flow through. The exception to the rule, though, be you, lad. You and Keth.”

“Feothon told me,” Will murmured, and his gaze fell. “He said that where your powers came from creation, ours came from destruction.”
But Serah said I didn't have to be a destructive person. And I'm changing that about myself...aren't I?
For an instant the memory of the little Eastland girl—strangely absent, he realized, for some time now—flickered across his mind, and he feared she would come to taunt him once more. She did not, though, and after a moment he released a breath that he had not realized he'd been holding.

“Aye,” Borbos said, still in that same soft voice. “But that does not mean you need to draw your energy from destruction—only that you be ruinous by nature.”

“But Will isn't 'ruinous',” Clare interjected, her voice heated. “Look at all the things he's done.”

Borbos smiled gently at her. “Calm yourself, lass. I meant it not as an insult.” He carefully set the crab back into the pool, where it scuttled away and hid beneath a strand of seaweed. “Now—your power be slightly different than ours, so it'll be difficult for me to teach you how to channel it.” He grinned. “But I will try my best. When we get the chance, though, you'd do well to talk to Serah; she knows more about the Fire Hearts than the rest of us. Even Feothon, I think.”

Borbos closed his eyes then, and breathed in deeply. “When I use my power,” he said, “I draw it from the world around me. There be water in everything—even in the rocks and sand.”

“Wait, us too?” Will asked.

Borbos opened one eye and smiled. “Especially us. You'd be surprised. I once made a man pop like a bubble simply by expanding the water in his body.” Will gaped. “Well, more than once. Quite a few times, actually.” Borbos shut his eye again. “At any rate. Observe.” The water in the pool began to rise up before them, twisting and writhing like a dripping ball of snakes. And then, to Will's complete amazement, it took the shape of Borbos' face, moving its mouth in time with his as he spoke. “My energy comes from interacting with my element. In the sea, I be extremely powerful—perhaps the strongest of us, save you and Keth. You saw what I did to the tamyat, yes?”

Will nodded before realizing that Borbos had his eyes closed. He opened his mouth to answer, but before he could Borbos said, “Good.” The water face winked at Will, and he noticed that its eyes were open.

“Can you see through the water?” Will asked.

“Aye, just as Serah can see through the winds and Leyra can see through the timelines of the earth. I can see a little past the water into the air, too, but it be blurry and inconstant. You look rather humorous from this perspective.” The water face abruptly shimmered and melted, trickling slowly back into the shallow bowl until the pool was full once more.

“Your power be different,” Borbos continued. “Fire be a thing that comes and goes randomly; it would not do to have to draw your power from such a fickle source.” He opened his eyes and prodded Will in the chest, right above his heart. “So your power comes from inside you, as it once did for the rest of us.”

Will looked down at his chest, half-expecting to see a miniature Koutoum there. “So how do I use it?” he asked.

“Close your eyes,” Borbos said, “and concentrate.”

He did. There was silence for awhile, silence broken only by the steady drip of water and the intermittent sounds of tiny things moving across the coral. Blue light danced across his eyelids, soothing him. He found himself drifting off to sleep.

Something thudded, deep in his chest, like a bellows forcibly expelling its lungful of air into a forge. Will's first reaction was to open his eyes and gasp for breath, but something deep down told him not to. So instead he concentrated on the strange feeling, probing with mental fingers down into the depths of his soul.

Thud.

He felt his heart beat faster, and the air seemed to heat up around him. It felt good.

Thud.

“Good,” said Borbos' voice, strangely tinny and distant. It was like a fly buzzing around Will's ear, one that wouldn't go away and he couldn't kill. It was interrupting his concentration, making it harder to focus on the feeling inside him. His brow furrowed, and he felt the heat intensify. “Will, I know you be mad at me right now, but you need to listen—calm yourself.” Will's annoyance grew into anger—why couldn't the old man just stop talking? He was enjoying himself. All he wanted was to be left alone.

“Will.” Borbos again.

Shut up!

“Think of Clare.”

The effect was instantaneous—the heat dissipated as though a bucket of water had been thrown over his head, and he felt his anger subside back into contentment. Inside him, the Other purred.
Think of Clare.

An image flashed through his mind—he was back in the forest, dancing, whirling in circles with Clare who was wearing a gown of rose petals. She was smiling at him, her hands around his neck, and he could feel his own mouth tug upward in a grin.

Inwardly, Will felt a thrill of excitement as some small portion of his mind realized what he was doing.
I'm controlling it,
he thought.
I'm actually controlling the power of Koutoum.

“Now,” Borbos' voice said gently, and this time it was not unpleasant, “tell it what to do.”

He laid his wrists on his knees with his palms facing up, and then with a mental push he willed the Titan's energy to move into his hands. He heard crackling, snapping, felt the heat of a fire—and opened his eyes.

There in his hands, cupped like two dancing, bright-orange flowers, were twin balls of flame. They weren't hurting him, they weren't raging out of control—finally,
he
was controlling
them.
He looked over at Clare with a grin. She smiled back at him, but there was a stricken look on her face; for a brief instant her expression made him falter—made him remember the events in Prado—and the fires flared and crackled angrily.

But then he closed his hands and, exerting his will once again, extinguished the flames. The cavern seemed suddenly very cool, and he shivered.

“Good,” said Borbos. “Very good.” Will noticed that there was sweat beading the Titan's brow. Had he really raised the temperature so much?

“Is...is everybody alright?” Will asked tentatively. “I mean, you're sweating like a pig, and you,” he pointed at Clare, “look terrified. Did I light something on fire?”

“Only your clothes,” said the Sea Spirit's voice, which came seemingly from everywhere at once. Will looked down and, sure enough, there were several tiny black scorch marks on the sleeves of his shirt. He sighed in exasperation.

“Sorry,” Clare said in a small voice. “I didn't mean to break your concentration.”

“Nonsense,” Borbos scoffed. “If the boy can't utilize his power without being completely undisturbed, he be useless to us.”

Will gave Clare a reassuring smile, and she returned it. This time, it didn't look quite so strained. He decided not to mention the fact that he had used thoughts of her to regain control; there was no point in making her more uncomfortable than she already was.