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Authors: Pam Weaver
âIf you chuck her onto the street,' Dottie cried desperately, âDr Landers will want the fare money back.'
Reg paused.
âIt cost seventy pounds to bring her over, remember?' said Dottie. âWhere are we going to find that sort of money?'
Reg stepped back, stumbling against the suitcase on the floor.
Papers spilled everywhere. All at once he was roaring like a mad man, kicking the case around the room. He stooped down and grabbed a pile of papers, throwing them onto the fire. It took a few moments for the paper to catch alight, but all at once Sandy's writing prize burst into a flame which greedily took her nursing certificate and a couple of letters.
Dottie couldn't bear to watch, but with him in a mood like this, she couldn't do anything about it. He was making such a terrible racket, Patsy must be up there listening to all this, absolutely terrified. As he stuffed yet more paper on the fire, Dottie, her own pain forgotten, slipped upstairs to make sure she was all right.
Janet Cooper climbed into the window of her tobacconist-cum-sweet-shop and took out the last of the old window display. It had been fairly quiet this morning, which was just as well, so she had taken the opportunity to change the window. Taking her inspiration from last week's harvest festival display in the church, she'd decided to arrange the sweets as if they were a horn of plenty. Two large sweet jars were suspended from the ceiling with wire and she'd spent hours threading toffees on cotton and sticking the ends inside the jars with gummed tape. A doll dressed up to look like a farmer raked pile of sweets on the floor of the shop window.
The shop door jangled and she backed out of the window. Her customer was Mary Prior, and she could see Edna Gilbert, her head covered with a floral headscarf, coming along the road.
âYou've been busy,' Mary smiled. âI can't believe it's that time of year already.'
âI'll be thinking about ordering the fireworks for Bonfire Night soon,' said Janet.
âOooh, talking about fireworks,' Mary went on, âthat reminds me. We thought we'd all pitch in together and make a real show for the kiddies this year.'
Janet pursed her lips. That probably meant they'd all buy one of those great big boxes from Woolworths. She'd have to make sure she could get some decent-sized boxes at a good price.
âWhat can I do for you?' she asked.
âTwenty Craven A and a Walls brick please, Janet,' said Mary. The shop bell jangled again and Edna came in. âHello, Edna.'
âHello, Mary, Janet.' Edna retied her headscarf and stood with her shopping bag clasped in front of her. âNo Dottie today?'
âShe didn't turn up,' said Janet acidly.
âDidn't turn up? That's not like her,' Mary frowned.
âShe wasn't here yesterday either.'
âPerhaps she's ill,' said Edna.
âShe was well enough when she went to Southampton on Friday to fetch her little girl,' Janet said. âVanilla or strawberry?'
âVanilla,' said Mary.
âI think we should have a welcome party for the little girl,' said Edna. âHelp her to feel at home.'
âWe haven't even met her yet,' said Mary.
âWell, I think that's a nice idea,' said Janet, remembering she still had a box of balloons out the back. She hadn't managed to shift them since the VJ Day celebrations.
Mary nodded. âWhere shall we have it, the village hall?'
âWhy not come over to the farm?' said Edna. âWe haven't had a do there since the war years. There's plenty of room in the old barn.'
âOh I say, what about a barn dance?' Janet suggested.
âWe'd need a caller,' said Mary. âDo you know anyone?'
The other two shook their heads.
âWhat about Vincent Dobbs, the postman?' said Edna. âHe knows just about everyone around here. Maybe he knows a caller.'
âIf we had it on the farm, there'd be no problem with baby sitters,' said Mary. âAll the kids could come with us.'
Edna beamed. âPass the word around, but don't tell Reg just yet. You know what men are. He's bound to let the cat out of the bag. Leave it until nearer the time.'
Janet began wrapping the ice cream in layers of newspaper.
âI can't understand it myself,' she went on. âAdopting a child is a lovely idea, but why get one all the way from Australia?'
âThat's just what I said, hen,' said Mary, âbut Dottie reckoned they were doing it through a friend of Reg's.'
âIt's probably a lot quicker than going through the welfare,' Edna nodded. âI knew a girl who waited a good six months before anyone even came out to see her.'
âLet's hope that it all works out then,' said Janet, pushing the brick towards Mary. âThat should stay nice and firm for a couple of hours. That'll be one and eleven please.'
Mary handed Janet a ten-bob note. âHow's your Michael?' she asked Edna.
âFine.'
âAnd Freda?' interjected Janet. âWhen's it due?'
Edna's face coloured. âNext year sometime.'
Janet handed Mary her change and gave her a knowing look. âNow, what can I do for you, Edna?'
âA Basildon Bond pad, please.'
âBye, Mary. And if you see Dottie on your travels,' Janet called as she opened the shop door, âtell her she'd better turn up on Monday if she wants to keep her job.'
It was a bit of a struggle pushing the big pram. In addition to Connie and Christopher at one end and Phyllis at the other, Mary Prior had shoved a box of toys between them and a bag of clothes on the tray underneath. Maureen and Susan walked on either side of the pram, each holding onto the handle and Maureen was holding Brian's hand. Billy brought up the rear, carting another bag of clothes.
âCome on, son,' Mary puffed good-naturedly. âWe haven't got all day.'
âThe 'andles have broke, Mum,' Billy complained. âYou got too much stuff in it.'
The pram went over a pothole, startling Mary and the twins
into thinking it would topple over. She grabbed at Christopher's arm and wrestled to keep the pram upright.
âYou'd better get out, Christopher, love,' said Mary once she'd got it on an even keel. âIt's not too far to Auntie Dottie's now.'
She pulled him out and set him down on the pavement. Maureen caught hold of his harness and the little procession trudged on.
âIt's a bit like bringing gifts to the baby Jesus, isn't it, Mum?' said Maureen.
Mary laughed heartily, her big belly wobbling up and down. âWell, if I'm the Virgin Mary,' she laughed, âwho do you think you are? The seven kings or a load of smelly shepherds?'
âThere were only three kings, Mum,' Maureen corrected and Mary laughed again.
âSo there was, m'duck.'
There was no sign of life at the cottage.
âDon't tell me they're still in bed,' Mary muttered as she pushed open the gate and Maureen and Susan ran ahead of her. âYou kids keep away from that old well.'
She felt a little awkward turning up uninvited but she knew she wouldn't rest another moment until she'd checked up on Dottie. Since she'd asked around, it was apparent that nobody had seen her for days.
Billy put down his bag and rattled the doorknocker.
âI wanted to do that,' Susan complained. She pushed her brother away and, standing on tiptoe, she banged it herself.
âThat's enough,' Mary scolded. âAuntie Dottie will be wondering where the fire is.'
The door opened and Dottie stared at them in mild surprise. Mary made no reference to her black and swollen eye but Dottie stepped back, and kept half of her face behind the door in a vain attempt to hide it. Her shock at seeing them was tinged with both relief and embarrassment.
âWe brought Patsy a present like the baby Jesus,' Maureen announced.
For a second, Dottie hesitated and drew back. She had spent the past couple of days licking her wounds. After smashing up the kitchen, Reg had followed her upstairs. She'd expected him to force her again but instead, he'd given her such a beating, insisting that he'd only stop if she kept quiet. He was in such a mood, the night had seemed endless. It was so difficult having to endure everything silently, but she had to. She was so afraid of frightening Patsy.
Since that Thursday, she and Patsy had stayed indoors. Dottie told herself it would be good for them to spend some time together, to get to know each other, but the truth of the matter was, she couldn't bear to go out. When she'd got up that Friday morning, her left eye was completely closed and the bruise on her cheek made it look as if she'd gone three rounds with Freddie Mills. Her body ached and she had been violently sick as well. She really couldn't face Mariah Fitzgerald so she posted a letter promising to be round with the finished curtains next week. She and Patsy had played games, done jigsaw puzzles and talked Neither of them made any reference to her face, and thankfully Reg had carried on as normal so she hardly saw him.
Now, uninvited and unannounced, Mary and her brood had turned up on the doorstep. Dottie glanced at the pram behind her. Connie held out her arms, appealing to be picked up. Dottie's heart melted. This was no time for pride. Mary was a good friend. Stepping back, she opened the door a little further. âYou'd better come in.'
She ushered them into the kitchen where Patsy was trying to master the rubber buttons on her liberty bodice. The family piled in behind their mother and Dottie introduced them.
âPatsy, this is Connie and Susan and Maureen and Christopher. This is Billy and this is Auntie Mary.'
âHello, love,' said Mary. âShall I help you with that?'
Patsy shook her head. âI can manage, thank you,' she said politely. They watched her as she pulled her dress over her head.
Dottie was suddenly aware of how untidy the room was. Not even her friends had ever seen it looking like this. She began gathering various items of clothing from the back of the chair, the table and the top of the dresser.
âBicket?' Connie had misinterpreted her move towards the dresser. She stood in front with her hand in the air.
âConnie, that's naughty,' Maureen scolded. âYou shouldn't ask.' But Dottie had already pulled down the biscuit box. The twins sat on the floor as if they were obedient dogs waiting to beg, and Dottie offered around the broken biscuits.
Mary reappeared, staggering back through the door with the bag of toys. âShall I put this lot in the front room?' she asked. âThe kids can play with them while you and I have a nice quiet cup of tea in here.'
Dottie nodded. With a silent sigh she went outside in the scullery to put the kettle on. What was she going to say to Mary? She couldn't think straight. Her brain refused to function, but she'd have to say something, wouldn't she?
Ten minutes later, all the kids, including Patsy, were together in the front room, leaving Mary and Dottie alone in the kitchen. They pulled up two chairs and sat down at the table. Dottie pulled a cosy over the teapot and picked up the milk jug.
âAbout Patsy â¦' Mary began uncertainly.
Dottie looked away.
âShe's very dark,' Mary went on.
Dottie shrugged. The two women sipped their tea, an awkward silence between them.
âSomebody sent you this,' said Mary reaching into her pocket and pulling out a letter. A bold sloping hand had addressed the envelope to âMrs D. Cox, c/o Mrs M. Prior'.
âIt's from Sylvie!' Dottie frowned. âWhy did she address it to you?'
Mary shrugged.
Dottie reached for a knife and slit the envelope.
   Â
Darling Dottie,
       Â
I hope you are well. I have written you two letters but you haven't replied. I first I thought you might be too busy with the little girl, but you are always so good at letter-writing and I feel sure you would have written to me and told me all about her so I suppose my letters have gone astray.
âShe says she's written but I haven't received her letters,' Dottie explained to Mary.
âThere's been talk in the village about missing letters,' Mary nodded. âSome light-fingered postman I suppose.'
âNot Vincent Dobbs surely?' Dottie gasped.
âNo, of course not. Somebody at the sorting office I expect.'
âI'll read the rest later,' Dottie murmured. She pushed the letter back in its envelope and put it in her apron pocket.
âSo,' Mary asked, âare you going to tell me how you got that shiner?'
Dottie kept her head down. âDoes it look really awful?'
âIt looks obvious, if that's what you mean, hen.'
âSomebody opened the train door too quickly,' Dottie lied. She pushed a cup of the dark brown tea in front of Mary.
âHe did it, didn't he? Reg,' said Mary, picking up a spoon and stirring the tea furiously. âI thought so. The blighter.'
âHe didn't mean to do it,' said Dottie defensively. âHe was a bit cross, that's all.'
âNo man has a right to hit a woman,' Mary sniffed, âso don't insult me by making excuses for him, hen.' She threw her spoon into the saucer with a clatter but Dottie said nothing. âAnyway, why was he angry with you?'
Dottie shrugged. This was so embarrassing. She wanted to curl up and die. She was tired, she felt ill ⦠not ill, sick. She rested her
hand across her stomach. Was there a baby in there? She didn't want to be pregnant. Perhaps she ought to tell Mary. She could feel the backs of her eyes pricking.
âHe's saying that he only went along with the idea of having a kid because you wanted it so bad.'
Dottie looked up sharply, searching her friend's face with a mixture of horror and disbelief. âI thought as much,' her friend said in a softer tone. âWhat is it then? What's your version? He pushed you into it and then changed his mind?'
That beaten feeling crept over her again. Dottie looked down at her teacup and blinked away the tears that threatened. âSomething like that,' she conceded.
âI don't understand why you don't just kick him out.'
She looked up again, this time with a frown. âOh, Mary! Don't you start. Have you been talking to Sylvie?'
âWhy should I talk to Sylvie?' said Mary. âListen, hen, this is a small place. If you don't turn up for work for two days and your old man sits in the pub with a face as black as thunder, what do you expect? People love a bit of gossip and I'll tell you right now, Janet Cooper is having a field day.'
Dottie picked up a glove belonging to Phyllis. âAnd I suppose Ann Pearce has been round to your place spreading rumours as well,' she said bitterly.
âNow don't you go thinking bad things about Ann,' Mary said firmly. âRight now she's the one friend you've got, hen. Yes, she told me, but she only came to see me because she was so worried about you. She heard him crashing around, didn't she? Shouting the odds and everything. She wanted to come round but she knows he'd do his nut if he saw her.'