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‘He's not working me into the ground, I'm doing it myself. I really want this to be a success and I've got lots of ideas.'

‘Well, come over to the café and you can tell me all about them. I'm interested.'

Ruby still hadn't told Tony about her true role at the hotel. She hadn't lied, she just hadn't elaborated on her previous generalisation that she was going to carry on working there. She wanted to be honest and open with him but was aware that his personality would make it impossible for him not to interfere so she continued to let him think that George Wheaton owned the hotel and she was managing it for him. It was just easier that way.

Ruby stuffed the towel into the bucket and they walked along the promenade together to the café.

‘Oh, Ruby, Ruby, where have you been, my beautiful one? It's been so long …' Mr Alfredo ran over to her with his arms outstretched. ‘Tony tells me you are working too hard, too hard for a beautiful young woman. You should have a man to take care of you.'

‘I'm very well, thank you. I am working hard but I enjoy it. Just like you and Mrs Aldredo enjoy your café.'

‘But Mrs Alfredo has me to work beside her. You are all alone in that hotel with so many women. There's no one to appreciate you. You must let my boy help you.'

‘That's enough flattery, Papà,' Tony said firmly. ‘We're here to have morning coffee, not to have a lecture on the joys of working together.' He looked at Ruby. ‘Shall we have the table in the window?' he asked, but the decision was already taken.

‘I shall bring your order over. You two go and sit, talk, enjoy …'

Ruby was never sure exactly how much of Mr Alfredo's Italian lilt was exaggerated but he always made her smile with his extravagant compliments and hand waving. She envied Tony his besotted parents, but sometimes, when he was being mean, she wondered at how they had overindulged him. In their eyes he could do no wrong, and he had grown up thinking exactly the same. He was supremely confident in himself and his abilities, to the extent that it never occurred to him he could be wrong or that someone could disagree with him. But it was also that confidence that made him so good at his job.

Tony Alfredo was always the perfect companion when they went out together and Ruby enjoyed his company. He would take her to nice restaurants and dances, and sometimes to the theatre in London. He was charming and intelligent, and always immaculately turned out; the perfect gentleman who could always make her laugh and feel special. However, just occasionally, when she disagreed with him, he could turn in a flash from being a suave and sophisticated young man into a sulky and spoiled child with a bad temper.

‘You were going to tell me about your plans,' Tony said.

‘I have to talk it through with Uncle George but I want to change the hotel. I don't want it to be ladies only any more. That's so old-fashioned now. I think we should open it up for couples. It'd earn more if there were two people in every room, and if we didn't do dinners—'

‘I suppose Gracie's behind this,' he interrupted.

‘It's nothing to do with Gracie. Surely you don't think I'm so silly that I'd do something I didn't agree with on the say-so of someone else?' She smiled as she spoke because she could see Mr Alfredo looking over at them, trying to eavesdrop on their conversation.

‘I don't think that's such a good idea, Ruby. Thamesview is well known. It has a good reputation and many of the guests come back year after year. I bet Leonora Wheaton had to struggle to build it up again after the war. You'd lose all that. You'll end up like every other seaside boarding house along this stretch of the esplanade.'

Ruby took a sip from her drink, unsure where the conversation was going. She'd expected Tony to be all for modernising the hotel.

‘But it's just so sedate,' she said, feeling irked that he didn't agree with her.

‘Is that wrong, then? I think it makes it different. And Thorpe Bay isn't in the centre of town, not the best place if you want a family seaside holiday.'

‘Well, what would you suggest then, to bring it into the twentieth century?' Ruby asked curtly.

‘That you get your uncle George to invest some cash into the property. It needs decorating inside and out, and the furnishings all need replacing. The armchairs in the lounge look as if they might collapse, the carpets are falling apart and the curtains are out of the ark—'

‘I can't believe you're saying that.' Ruby interrupted. ‘I love the hotel—'

‘I know you do, but George has to be realistic about his investment. He has to either invest in it or sell it. The clientele will move on if it's not renovated to reflect the prices.'

‘Suppose that's not an option? Suppose Uncle George doesn't agree?'

‘Then it's his problem isn't it? He shouldn't be in the business if he can't think ahead constructively,' Tony said with a dismissive shrug.

As they talked further Ruby was distracted; she knew she was doing the wrong thing by talking about it but not telling him the whole story. She decided to change the subject to avoid saying the wrong thing.

‘I'm thinking about going to visit my mother. Ray will have told her about his visit so it might be a good time to break the ice. I feel happier with the thought than I did at the time, when Aunty Leonora had just died.'

‘Is that a good idea? You said you never wanted to see any of them. Why the change of heart?'

‘Because seeing Ray and talking to him, I've realised that I have nothing to be scared of any more. And I'd like to see my grandmother again before it's too late.'

‘So you're not just being nosy about your mother's new husband? Your stepfather?'

‘Oh Lord.' Ruby sat up in her chair and gasped. ‘I hadn't even thought of that. A stepfather …'

‘Someone else to come and scrounge off you now they know where you are. You're doing well for yourself, you don't need those people in your life.'

Ruby suddenly felt irrationally defensive. First he'd told her the hotel was a dump and now he was criticising her family. But she said nothing; she knew it was her own fault. He only knew what she had told him about her family, and none of it had been good. She wanted to say that things had changed, that she'd been sixteen when she'd run off and now she was older and knew better. She wasn't scared of anyone any more.

‘Anyway, time marches on and I've got to get back now. I'll think about what you said and talk to Uncle George.' Ruby stood up and kissed Tony on the cheek. ‘Good luck with the book-keeping. I'll see you tomorrow evening still?'

‘Of course. Cinema and dinner. I'll call for you at seven.'

‘That'll be nice.'

Ruby slid out quickly while Mr Alfredo's back was turned. She couldn't face another round of compliments and hugs from him or his wife.

She turned right and meandered back past the line of shops, looking closely as she walked. She realised that they looked as decrepit as the hotel did from the outside, and she was ashamed she hadn't noticed it before.

She'd arrived down in Southend after the war when the town was slowly returning to normality and trying to encourage the visitors back. Leonora had told her a little about the trials and tribulations of the town in the wartime lockdown but Ruby hadn't been interested; she had been too wrapped up in her own misery to care. But now she was looking around and noticing how the townspeople must have suffered. Especially those with small hotels like the Thamesview.

She crossed the road so she was opposite the hotel and stood looking up, really studying it for the first time. Suddenly she was shocked at how neglected it looked. Tony was right.The paint was peeling off the woodwork, the railings needed attention and there was a general air of grubbiness about it. She could see that Leonora had made the right decision in continuing to focus on widows and single woman, and many of them returned year after year, but there weren't many new guests. She would have to talk to George and see what he thought.

‘Tony the Great was here looking for you,' Gracie said as Ruby went back into the hotel.

‘I know. He found me on the beach paddling in the mud like a five-year-old. We went to the café. It wasn't open but the parents let us in anyhow. Tony's spending the day doing their books for them. He's good at things like that. He has a very organised mind.'

‘You seem bright and happy. Do I sense wedding bells in the air?' Gracie laughed. ‘Oh dear God, I don't think I could have him as a boss. Makes me feel like Little Orphan Annie when he looks me up and down.'

‘Oh, he's all right in his way,' Ruby replied. ‘He's just been spoiled. Anyway, I could ask the same of you. Are you going to marry Sean? You're getting on a bit, you know. You're older than me, you'll be up there swinging your legs on the old maids' shelf soon.'

When Gracie didn't answer immediately Ruby opened her eyes wide and stared. ‘No … Has he asked you? Why didn't you tell me, you secretive cow?'

‘He's not asked outright but I know what he's thinking.'

‘And? If he does ask?'

‘I don't know. He's hard-working, not bad-looking and he loves me. What more do I want? I was head over heels once and look where that got me. As soon as I told him I was expecting he was off and I ended up in that bloody awful place. Sean wouldn't do that to me …'

‘You're not pregnant now, are you?' Gracie asked.

‘Of course not. I'm not that stupid, you know.'

Ruby went over to her friend and hugged her tight.

‘Blimey, what's that all about?'

‘Because I sometimes forget that you had an even worse time than I did. If it's any help, I think Sean is a really nice bloke and I think it's better to have someone who really wants you than to go looking for the moonlight-and-roses stuff and then get dumped.'

Gracie stared at her. ‘Some speech that, missy. I'll try and remember it!'

‘You do,' Ruby said with a smile, before turning on her heel and going to the office to think about getting the hotel done up and also how to pay for it.

‘I've been thinking about taking you to the seaside for the day, you and the boys, what do you think?' Johnnie Riordan asked casually as he and Sadie were sitting side by side in front of the fire. She was hand-sewing blue satin ribbon onto the edge of a romper suit for the baby and he was flicking half-heartedly through the pages of the newspaper. ‘We could take a picnic for the beach.'

‘Oh, that'd be so fantastic, Johnnie. The boys haven't been to the seaside yet and I haven't been for ages!' Sadie shrieked, and leaned across to kiss him hard on the cheek. ‘When? Where?'

‘Southend. On Sunday. I've told Bill that I have to have at least one whole day a week with you and the boys and he's agreed. He knows it's hard for you so he didn't mind too much when I laid down the law to him.'

‘Aw, I love Bill, but it is boring being stuck here all the time with just babies to talk to. I miss the Black Dog.'

‘Well, Sunday it is then; a day out. Let's hope it doesn't rain.'

‘I don't mind. It's been so long since we went out on a day trip.'

Johnnie couldn't help but smile. It cheered him no end that Sadie was so happy at the thought of a family day out, but at the same time there was an underlying niggle of guilt because he wasn't doing it for her. He was doing it for himself.

Johnnie had tried hard to put the postcard out of his mind and concentrate on his life as it was, but it had nagged away at him constantly from the moment he'd seen it four months before.

Ruby Blakeley. Thamesview Hotel. He told himself over and over that the girl he once knew was now history and that he had no interest in her; that he just wanted to know she was OK. He'd thrown the card away for fear of Sadie finding it but the address was imprinted in his mind and there was no way he could erase it without checking it out. He needed to resolve his feelings and put Ruby Blakeley back into the past.

‘Time for bed, Mrs Riordan,' Johnnie said with a wink as he stood up, aware that Sadie was in a good mood. ‘Up those stairs with you …'

‘Come on then, Mr Riordan, show us what you're made of,' Sadie laughed.

He quickly checked the locks, clicked off the lights and then followed his wife up to the bedroom, smacking her gently on her backside as they went. When she was like this it was like the old days. They'd had a highly charged relationship that thrived on excitement and instant sex, but back then her moods had always stayed within the boundaries of normal highs and lows.

But she'd changed the moment they were married. She was no longer Sadie Scully, the barmaid, the life and soul, whom everyone fancied, but Mrs Riordan, the wife with two small children and wider hips than she'd ever had. He didn't mind her hips at all, but she did, and it depressed her.

When they were in their own little bubble Sadie was as happy as could be; it was when the outside world, especially Johnnie's family, intruded that she dropped right down into the depths of paranoia and depression.

Next morning Sadie was already downstairs cooking breakfast and dancing around to a tune on the wireless when Johnnie came downstairs. It bothered him that she had such extremes of mood, but at least if she was happy then he wouldn't get too much of a grilling when he went to work.

‘Still looking forward to Sunday, I see,' Johnnie laughed, and hugged her from behind as she stood at the stove frying eggs. ‘Well, so am I! We could go down the pier, get the train, go on the boating lake, drive from one end of the seafront to the other … Do you remember when we went there before we were wed?'

‘I remember. That was when it was just us. Now we've got children and you don't fancy me any more.'

‘Not true. We did all right last night, didn't we?' He hugged her again. ‘Do you know anyone with a fold-up type pram that can fit in the car? I'm sure I've seen them. Or even a carrycot on wheels for the little 'un. I can carry Martin when he's tired, and we could even top and tail them.'