Fame (50 page)

‘Nonsense,’ said Dorian. There could be no doubting that Viorel’s anguish was genuine. His weakness triggered a return of Dorian’s own strength. He mustn’t be allowed to blame himself. ‘Sabrina took those pills, She made that decision.’

‘Yes, but only because I drove her to it.’ Viorel let out a shout that was half grief, half rage. ‘I swear to God,’ he sobbed, ‘I thought she was OK. When she left the restaurant she seemed fine. Oh Jesus, what have I done?’

Dorian sat down on the floor and wrapped a paternal arm around Viorel’s shoulders. Slowly, piecemeal, the story unfolded: how Viorel had felt trapped by the relationship, by Sabrina’s terrifying need and the growing media fantasy; how he’d been too scared, too weak to break things off sooner; but how tonight, finally, he’d snapped and ended their relationship at a corner table in Mastro’s.

‘I knew she was upset, obviously. She cried, you know, when I told her. But by the time she left she seemed really calm and,’ he searched for the right word, ‘I don’t know. Accepting, I guess.’

‘What time did she leave?’ asked Dorian.

‘Around nine,’ said Vio. ‘Why?’

Dorian did a quick calculation. It must have taken her thirty minutes at least to drive home, and maybe another ten to undress, find all those pills and swallow them. Say nine forty-five at the earliest, probably more like ten. What time had he found her? Eleven? And she threw up in the ambulance twenty minutes later. Which meant the drugs couldn’t have been in her system for
that
long.

‘No reason.’

The orderly squeezed past them, his trolley piled high with neatly folded gowns.

‘If she dies, it’ll be on my hands,’ muttered Viorel despairingly.

Dorian looked Vio in the eye. ‘No it won’t,’ he said, firmly. ‘You did the right thing. You had to tell her. You couldn’t have known she was gonna do something as crazy as this.’

He meant it too. If anyone ought to feel guilty, it was him. When Viorel told him that he and Sabrina had broken up tonight, Dorian’s first feeling had been one of elation, of hope.
With Sabrina fighting for her life behind those doors? What kind of a narcissistic, self-centred excuse for a man am I?

‘She will be OK, won’t she?’ Vio asked, desperate for reassurance.

‘I’m sure she will,’ lied Dorian.

A few moments later, Dr Emanuelle, a tall Latino with a mocha complexion and a faintly off-putting, movie-star white smile, emerged through the swing doors looking stony faced. Viorel practically grabbed him by the lapels.

‘What’s happening?’ he asked. ‘Is she OK? I’m her …’ he hesitated. ‘I’m her next of kin.’

‘I know who you are, Mr Hudson,’ said the doctor, kindly. ‘She’s alive. And she’s breathing. Not on her own, though. With help.’

Dorian felt the room start to spin. ‘With help?’

‘Yes.’

‘You mean a ventilator?’

‘Yes. Miss Leon is in a coma.’

Viorel gasped. Seeing his legs start to shake again, Dorian put an arm around his waist to hold him up. ‘Oh please no. She can’t die.’

‘I know it’s very distressing,’ said Dr Emanuelle. ‘But try to keep calm. The fact that she’s comatose doesn’t necessarily mean she’s going to die. Sometimes the body shuts down in this way so that it can repair itself. A bit like shutting down all the open programmes on your computer so you can restart,’ he added helpfully.

Both men stared back at him blankly.

‘Look, we’ll know more in the next few hours. We’re running a brain scan, a CT, everything. For the moment she is stable. We’re moving her to Critical Care. You can wait up there while they run the tests. It’s a lot more comfortable than this hole.’

Outside in the parking lot, the orderly cupped a hand furtively around his cellphone, making sure he wasn’t overheard.

‘Yes, I’m sure it’s her. I heard Viorel Hudson with my own ears, man. But I’m not telling you nothing else till I see some money.’

The rest of that night was one of the longest in both Viorel and Dorian’s lives. Camped out in the Critical Care family waiting room, they were drip fed information throughout the small hours as Sabrina’s test results came back. Some were positive. Her liver, lungs and heart all looked healthy. Others were agonizingly inconclusive. It wasn’t clear whether or not she would suffer permanent brain damage. Much would depend on when – and if – she emerged from the coma.

‘It could be in an hour,’ Dr Emanuelle told Vio. ‘It could be tomorrow. It could be weeks or months from now. Obviously, we’re hoping that that’s not the case. But you need to be prepared. There truly isn’t much point to your waiting around here. She’s stable, and if that changes, we’ll call you. But you should both go home and get some rest.’

At first, Viorel had refused. But by dawn, the press pack gathered outside the hospital had swelled to close to a hundred, some of them with full camera crews. From the waiting-room window, Vio could clearly see the Channel 9 news team as well as the hated
Extra
.

‘You should get out of here while you still can,’ said Dorian. ‘It’s you they want to see, not me.’

‘Either me or some doctor telling them Sabrina’s dead,’ said Viorel bitterly. ‘Fucking parasites. How can they make entertainment out of something like this?’

‘Seriously, Dr Emanuelle’s right. There’s nothing you can do here. You need some sleep.’

‘What about you?’

Dorian shrugged. ‘I’m a vampire, remember? We’re not big on sleep. Besides,’ he added wryly, ‘I have nowhere to go.’

Viorel hesitated. ‘You promise you’ll call me if there’s any news at all?’

‘I promise. Go.’

Outside, a spectacular orange-and-pink sunrise was spreading across the Santa Monica sky. Camera crews and paparazzi anxiously corrected their light meters, while reporters and presenters double checked their mikes, in preparation for either Viorel’s emergence or an official statement from the St John’s press office on Sabrina’s condition.

With the hospital staff’s help, Viorel was able to choreograph this so that he was smuggled out of the trade entrance at exactly the same time that Dr Emanuelle walked out front to address the media.

‘Ladies and Gentleman,’ he shouted, raising a hand for silence as the noisy rabble closed in around him. ‘I’m going to read a short factual statement detailing Miss Leon’s current condition. And I will not, repeat
not
, be taking any further questions at this time.’

With the flashbulbs popping and boom mikes thrust at him like so many padded spears, the handsome doctor read out his prepared statement. Sabrina had been brought in at eleven thirty yesterday evening, after an apparent overdose of prescription medication. Her condition was critical but stable. Test results so far had given grounds for optimism, but there could be no further comment made at this stage as to her ultimate prognosis.

As he lowered his paper and turned to walk back into the hospital, the furore that erupted behind him was deafening.

‘Can you confirm this was a suicide attempt?’

‘Is it true that Sabrina tried to take her own life because Viorel Hudson left her?’

‘Is Viorel with her now?’

‘Is Hudson being charged with any offence? Have the police been involved?’

‘Will Viorel be making a statement?’

Only with the help of three burly security men was Dr Emanuelle physically able to extricate himself from the baying crowd and make it safely back inside.

‘What the fuck’s wrong with these people?’ he complained to one of the nurses. ‘That girl’s fighting for her life up there, and all they’re interested in is getting the Hudson kid’s head on a plate.’

The nurse raised an eyebrow. ‘That surprises you?’

Dr Emanuelle sighed. ‘I guess not.’

‘You live by the sword, you die by the sword.’ The nurse shrugged. ‘That’s the nature of fame.’

The doctor shook his head sadly. Sometimes he hated this town.

Over the course of the next two weeks,
Wuthering Heights
’ cast and crew prayed to the gods of Hollywood that the old adage was true, about all publicity being good publicity. All over America, all over the world, headlines were screaming.

This year’s Oscar underdog was the movie that had wrecked the once famously solid Rasmirez marriage. That had brought together two photogenically star-crossed lovers, only to break them apart. That would, very possibly, result in the death of one of the brightest, yet most troubled stars of her generation, just
weeks
before she might have won an Oscar and turned her life and career around.

Like all good soap operas, the
Wuthering Heights
train wreck had the crucial ingredients of hope and despair, of fame, fortune and glamour side by side with tragedy, misery and disaster. It had a heroine – the newly forgiven and once again adored Sabrina, lying fighting for her life in a hospital bed – and now it had a villain: Viorel Hudson.

Ignoring Dorian’s protests, Vio had funded
Wuthering Height
’s pre-Oscar PR campaign out of his own pay cheque. ‘I’d have done it for half the money anyway,’ he reasoned. ‘And I want to beat that bastard Harry Greene as much as anybody. Besides, I owe it to Sabrina. And it’s not like I can promote it myself.’

This, unfortunately, was true.

Viorel had refused to release a statement defending himself over his break-up with Sabrina. ‘Why should I?’ he told his agent angrily. ‘I don’t owe the world an explanation.’ With nothing concrete or factual to go on, and with Sabrina irritatingly refusing either to die or dramatically to recover, the tabloids and TV stations filled the dead air with increasingly vitriolic and poisonous character assassinations of Viorel, fuelled by information from anonymous ‘insiders’. The hospital orderly who had overheard Vio’s guilt-fuelled outpourings to Dorian Rasmirez had cheerfully abandoned his $20,000-a-year drudge job at St John’s in exchange for a string of lucrative interviews with every syndicated entertainment show going. Like the others, he painted Vio as a heartless lothario, who had deliberately driven poor innocent Sabrina to suicide with his infidelity, cruelly abandoning her in public on the very day she had learned of her Oscar nomination, crushing her fragile spirit and wantonly annihilating her recent, brave recovery from her ‘demons’.

‘You have to sue.’ Viorel’s attorney, George Lewis, finally managed to get through to his client after the most splenetic and libellous of all the stories so far ran in the
National Enquirer
. ‘At the very least, let me demand a retraction.’

‘Why?’ Vio responded wearily. ‘What good will it do? It’ll only stoke the flames of this stupid circus. Let them print and be damned.’

They printed. But it was Viorel who was being damned.

Meanwhile, Dorian was emerging as the unlikely hero of the piece, much to his own bafflement, and his soon-to-be ex-wife’s annoyance. It had been Dorian who had found Sabrina ‘just moments from death!’ as
US Weekly
breathlessly intoned. Her devoted mentor had not left her bedside since.

‘
Rasmirez, described by insiders as a father figure to the young star, continues his lonely vigil in Sabrina’s hospital room
,’ the magazine reporter wrote. ‘
He is said to have refused to allow Viorel Hudson any access to the gravely ill actress and is, friends say, “distraught” by recent events
.’

Well, the last part’s true,
thought Dorian. He had, in fact, been back to his room at the Beverly Wilshire twice in the last week, once to pick up some clothes and supplies, including his PC, and once for a series of Oscar campaign strategy meetings with the PR firm Vio had paid for. Both times he’d come and gone in a yellow cab and both times remained unnoticed, perhaps because the press believed their own bullshit about him being shackled to Sabrina’s bed, watching her every breath. It was true that Viorel had not returned to St John’s since Sabrina’s admission. But this was purely because of the media intrusion, and the doctors’ insistence that his presence there would do more harm than good, and nothing to do with a ‘banning order’ from Dorian. Indeed, it was Viorel who had given permission for Dorian to be allowed to stay with Sabrina. The two men were in constant touch.

But Dorian
was
distraught. He knew that with every day that passed, the chances of Sabrina waking up at all, never mind waking up unimpaired, dwindled. Stroking her hand, he would talk to her for hours, reading out every new review of her outstanding performance as Cathy, as well as poetry, novels, even new scripts in an attempt to rouse her, however momentarily, from her dreamless sleep. The doctors were adamant she could not hear him. But Dorian had read hundreds of stories about coma victims waking up after decades and announcing that they’d heard every word said to them. In any case, the talking was for him as much as for Sabrina. To stop talking would be to stop hoping. And he couldn’t do that.

It was a Wednesday morning, and unusually dull and grey outside, when it happened. Clutching his usual morning latte, Dorian was standing at the window of Sabrina’s room, trying to get cellphone reception, when he heard a voice from behind him.

‘Hey.’

It wasn’t a faint voice, it wasn’t hoarse or weak or querulous. It was just an everyday, ‘Hey, how are you?’ kind of voice, and he turned around expecting to see a nurse. But there was no one there. Only him and Sabrina. His heart pounding, Dorian walked over to the bed. Sabrina appeared unchanged, eyes closed, chest rising and falling in its usual rhythm, apparently sleeping peacefully.
I must be imagining things
, he thought.
I’ve been cooped up in here too long.

Just as he had this thought, Sabrina’s eyes opened wide, like a doll’s, and she said, ‘I’m thirsty. I need water.’

Dorian jumped up and ran into the hall. His screams could be heard reverberating all the way to the maternity ward. ‘Get Doctor Emanuelle! Get someone! She’s awake!’ Running back to Sabrina he hugged and kissed her, only with difficulty resisting the temptation to squeeze the life back out of her. When he spoke, to his own surprise he sounded angry. ‘Goddamn it, Sabrina, how could you be so stupid? Do you know how fucking scared we’ve all been?’