Extinction (16 page)

“Yeah. My mom used to say that to my dad all the time. Usually right before he got himself in trouble.”
 

Clara smiled; the tension softened. “It’s like that. I don’t really hear words, but I get the vibes behind them. And with the siren thingy we heard … I can’t explain why, but I was pretty sure it was
them
talking to
them
like it was time for something to happen.”
 

“For water to turn to blood.”
 

“No.” She groped for the internal word then found one that would make her mother’s eyes roll, because it sounded like something a twentysomething might say. “It was more meta than that.”
 

“How?”
 

“Like it was time for the test to start. Or the
next
test.”
 

“What test?”
 

“I don’t know. I only get little bits.”
 

“But … you think the blood is like a test?”
 

“A test or a show.”
 

“A
show?”
 

“Yeah. Like a performance. That’s what I meant when I said the plagues are
expected
. They’re like something out of an old movie about Judgment Day. Or at least Moses and pharaohs and stuff. And I just … ” She shook her head, frustrated. “I can’t say why, but it’s like they’re all whispering behind their hands, like,
Don’t let them see the wires.
”

“Wires?”
 

“Like in an old space movie where the fake spaceships were held up by wires.”
 

“I’ve never seen any old movies. I didn’t grow up in a palace.”
 

Clara wondered if that was a jab. She let it go. “But you get the idea?”
 

“Kinda. So what does it mean? What do we do?”
 

That was a great question. Clara didn’t know how to answer, and the strange voice she’d sensed all day offered no help. Even the new, distant collection of others she seemed to hear — human, not Astral — had no idea. The last was new. Just one more thing she couldn’t integrate, that made her feel like she was losing her mind. Maybe telepathy-blocking stone walls weren’t a bad thing. Maybe, in the past, they were the only thing keeping her sane.
 

“I don’t know.”
 

“If the blood and stuff is only an act, what’s behind it? What are the Astrals really up to?”
 

“I don’t know.”
 

“Clara, I can’t help if you don’t — ”

Nick stopped when the great grinding came from above. All the electronic devices in the room emitted a squeal so intense and piercing, every child winced and curled inward, fingers jamming into ears, faces contorting in pain.

There was a bark of static. A roar of electronic disruption belched from every tablet, every tiny juke — even, seemingly, the light fixtures keeping the warehouse space from darkness.
 

There was a pregnant pause while everyone stopped to listen, from Logan to Ella to Cheever. Inside Clara’s mind, she heard Nick whisper,
Clara, what should we do?

Another tiny bark of electronic disruption. Then three short beeps, like a forthcoming communication clearing its throat.
 

Clara gave the only answer she could, fake plagues or no:

Whatever they’re about to tell us.

Then the lights went out, and Clara saw only blackness.

CHAPTER 19

Peers felt the memory sphere’s weight, clunking against his back with every step. It looked heavier than it was. That was good. The way it kept wagging around in his pack — alone except for a few small supplies and the sheet he’d wrapped it in before making his way from his palace room — it’d be crippling. But as things stood, it was merely uncomfortable.
 

Uncomfortable because it kept whacking his shoulder blades.
 

And uncomfortable because with each passing minute, it became clearer and clearer that the others knew he was keeping something from them.

Lila and Piper kept eyeing his pack. They wouldn’t demand he open it — yet. But the deception had gone on for too long — he couldn’t reveal the sphere now. Without a reason to broach his secret, it would come off terribly. Even
with
an excuse it would probably be awful. Lila kept staring at his pack as if it held a bloody machete, and with the big, fat, round way it looked, there was little denying he had something more than toothpaste. The longer nobody asked him to open it, the longer he didn’t show them. The longer he didn’t show them, the more it would look like he’d been deliberately hiding it when the secret finally came out.

Which, of course, he was.
 

Because as things turned out, there was one person responsible for ringing the Astral dinner bell eleven years ago, and his name was Peers Basara. He’d tried to bury his guilt, to assure himself that even if he hadn’t gone into the Temple that day and spoken through the portal, the Astrals would have come eventually. But time and research had shown him that the
point
of the Temple and portal — of the Mullah’s stewardship in general — was that humanity was supposed to choose its time of judgment. They were supposed to make themselves worthy, then call the masters to check their work. But whenever Peers tried to justify his younger self’s actions with those ideas, he felt like a rationalizing asshole. Humanity
hadn’t
been ready for the Astrals’ return. Peers, because he’d been an idiot kid who couldn’t leave well enough alone, had called them early. And now everyone would die.
 

Well, not everyone.
 

The scrolls said that at the end of each epoch, a small group was chosen to carry the race and try again. The past was somehow erased (the scrolls said “washed away”), and it all started over.
 

Meyer would survive. Kindred would probably survive as well. The legend of the Seven Archetypes said there was a King, and that he had two heads, and that the King survived to lead the next epoch. That’s how Peers had known it was his duty (as the Fool who
did
happen to know a way out of town, so long as he could find its entrance) to shepherd the King toward safety.
 

Either that, or he was a coward. Either heroism made him lead Meyer’s exodus, or the hope that staying by Meyer’s side would keep him safe as well.
 

Because the scrolls said nothing about the Fool and his fate.

“I hear something,” said Piper from behind him.
 

Peers turned. He’d heard things, too, but it was just Meyer and Kindred chattering like the two-headed being they were.
 

He looked down. It wasn’t Nocturne making noise. Years of desert living had ground the dog’s claws so they no longer clacked when he walked.

“I think it’s our echoes,” Peers told her.
 

“It’s not just that.” She looked around, flustered, but seemed to let it go. “What are these tunnels, anyway? How did you know they were here?”
 

“Just a hunch.”
 

Peers winced. They deserved a better lie. Guilt had its hooks in him. His gut was churning, and he could barely think. He was a man with a hideous secret and no one to take his confession, because even the most forgiving priest would strangle him for the truth.
 

“You must have a guess.”
 

Peers glanced at Piper. Met her big blue eyes. She wasn’t an idiot, nor was Lila beside her. They were choosing to pretend they believed his bullshit, but Peers knew they didn’t — and in turn, they knew he knew. A game of chicken with Peers in the middle. Everyone knew he’d betrayed them, but no one spoke. They were sharpening knives, waiting. And right now, Peers could see the hatred on Lila’s face, more fierce from the blood still matted in her hair and in the creases of her skin.
 

“They must be Mullah tunnels.”
 

She didn’t ask how Peers had known how to enter a Mullah place. Everyone knew it, just like everyone must know he was carrying a stolen alien artifact — that he’d lied with every breath for hours, that he’d caused the human race to meet its end, that he knew a whole lot more about Clara’s disappearance than he’d let on. For a while there, his secret had been mercifully out. But then Jeanine Coffey had got herself killed, and it had again been easier to curl up and lie than admit to the shameful truth.
 

“I can feel them,” Piper said. “The Mullah.”

“Me too,” said Lila, looking right at Peers. “So close, it’s like they’re right here with us.”

Peers pretended not to notice Lila’s stare. “Come on. It’s this way. It must be, I mean.”

“Only makes sense,” Lila said. “Of course, none of us knows for sure.”
 

“Of course,” Peers said, fighting to steady his voice. It wasn’t Lila getting to him. It was
himself
. Guilt, a million-pound weight. He shouldn’t be fleeing the city. He should let the Astrals take him if they wanted — maybe die heroically, like Cameron seemed to have. But every time Peers considered a hero’s exit, he found it easier to keep his mouth shut for another few minutes. To keep on walking.

“Where do you think Clara got to, Peers?” Lila said it like a question, but to Peers it sounded like an interrogation.

“I don’t know.”
 

“The Mullah have her.”
 

“Yes.”
 

“And this is a Mullah place.”
 

“Maybe.”
 

“So maybe she’s here.”
 

But she wasn’t, and Lila knew it. The tunnel had been mostly straight so far, with few branches. The chambers and jaunts they’d passed were open and straightforward with no one inside. No Mullah, and no little girls.
 

“I don’t think so.”

“Is that because she’s dead, Peers?”
 

Peers stopped. Piper almost ran into him.
 

“Lila!” Piper said.

“Don’t say that,” said Peers.
 

Lila shrugged. It was a businesslike gesture. “If she is, I’d rather just know. It’s worse to keep hoping if that’s how it ends.”
 

For a moment, Peers couldn’t respond. Lila’s eyes were spheres of ice. Her irises were brown instead of Piper’s blue, but in the tunnel’s dim light they looked black. Her skin was still stained with dried blood. Her hair was a clotted mess, and she smelled like rancid meat because there’d been only an ice-dampened rag to clean herself with. Her stare was hard. She wasn’t looking at Peers like a human. At least not a rational one. He could barely hold his space without falling back.
 

“You have to keep hoping,” Peers said. “I’m sure she’s fine.”
 

“How
sure?” Lila’s voice held almost no emotion. Like she’d been bent too far and had finally broken. “Sure like you’ve
seen
her?”
 

“Of course not. But I’m sure nonetheless.”
 

“Sure like you’ve talked to her kidnappers? As sure like you
are
one of her kidnappers?”
 

“Lila,” Meyer said from behind, trying to break the strange standoff.
 

Without turning, Lila said, “I’m just asking, Dad.”
 

“They wouldn’t hurt her if she was held for a reason,” Piper said.
 

“But the reason was a lie.” Cold eyes turned to Peers. “He said so, and we trust him.”
 

“We’ll find her,” Piper said.
 

“Except that you can’t feel her anymore, can you?” Lila asked Piper. “You were so sure before that wherever Clara was, she was
safer than us
. But now you’re not.”
 

“Lila. Knock it off.”
 

Lila turned to her father. To both of her fathers. “I’m just being logical and unemotional so I can make the best decisions,
Dads
. Just like you do.”
 

Again, her stare turned to Peers. He was so focused on Lila that he didn’t hear the rush of feet coming right at them.