Enchantress of Paris (37 page)

“Go upstairs.” He ignored my warning. “You
will
serve the queen at my table tonight.”

I took each of my sisters by the hand. We turned without being properly dismissed and marched up to our apartments to await supper.

*   *   *

That night a herald announced Their Majesties at the appointed hour. I stood against the wall like some overdressed footman. As they entered, I couldn't help studying the woman who'd taken my place. Short of stature and a bit plump, she wore magnificent clothes. The dark roots of her blond hair showed her servants had forgotten to rinse it with lemon juice. Her skin was white as cream. Though her cheeks were rosy, it wasn't a youthful blush but a rash, as if she were sensitive to whatever unguents she used to lighten her complexion. She was no beauty, but I couldn't stop staring. Her chin jutted forward, making her lower lip seem large, as if she were chewing her thin upper lip. Her eyelashes had been plucked to prevent the buildup of ceruse powder on her lids, which made her blue eyes seem unnatural. She said nothing and looked at no one. Mazarin stood shakily from his seat, and King Louis made a show of insisting he sit and rest. The king ignored me completely.

His Eminence had never served a more delectable table. The footmen carried in platters of vegetables and fruit compotes and
bœuf bourguignon.
I set each dish before the queen. Her Majesty's misaligned jaw didn't hinder her eating. She shoveled down every bite, chomping with gray teeth while the king and the cardinal discussed opening a university, a hospital, a grain store.
My ideas!
The queen gulped so fast she swallowed air, which came back up in little burps.
How does he kiss that jutting mouth?
She made no conversation. She showed no interest in anything whatsoever. He would be bored with her within months. I wondered if she even knew who I was.

The supper lasted an hour, yet felt like a year. As the cardinal made farewells, I assumed they would leave without addressing me.

But at the door, the queen muttered to the king in Spanish. “I can't believe this is the woman you thought you loved. She's so … dull.” Then she glanced at me for the first time. She turned to the cardinal and laughed with disdain.

The king and my uncle froze. They knew I spoke Spanish better than either of them. My uncle had failed to introduce me as a family member, and she hadn't spoken
to
me. Therefore it would breach etiquette to address her.

I didn't care.

I curtsied as if her rude words
were
our introduction and spoke perfect Spanish. “Welcome to France, Your Majesty. I hope all the kindness you bestow on subjects such as myself will be returned to you in equal measure.”

She looked at King Louis, blinking her lashless lids at him.
She doesn't even realize I insulted her.

I glared at the king, daring him to punish me. How could he place this simpleton over me? Anger flashed in his hooded eyes as it used to do when he was mine. And for a moment he
was
mine, staring me down. I imagined what it might be like if he dragged me to the next chamber to rail at me, where I could kiss the anger away. But he steered his queen out. The doors closed on their backs.

“That was too bold,” said the cardinal. “Watch your tongue when you serve the queen.”

“I've no intention of serving her again.” Today had proven things could never be the same. “I'm going back to Paris first thing in the morning.” I walked toward my bedchamber.

“Go. Hide your face while you can,” he said. “But when the royals return to Paris next month, you
will
serve her every single day. Or marry Colonna and move to Italy.”

I paused.

“Just think. The whole court will watch you serve the queen in all her official glory while Olympia services the king in private. Your sisters will marry and be raised above you in rank. You will inherit none of my fortune. You will age in disgrace.”

“I don't want to go all the way to Rome. Let me stay here with my sisters in peace.”

“If it's peace you want, you will go.”

August 26

The next month, the queen mother summoned my sisters and me to the Hôtel de Beauvais to watch Queen Maria-Thérèsa's formal entry into Paris. Every lady remotely connected to the queen mother's court elbowed every other for a place at the windows. Watching the spectacular procession streaming through the Porte Saint-Antoine was like watching theater on a grand scale. I found I couldn't endure the heat and the crush of perfume-doused women. I had to separate from Venelle and my sisters.

I spotted Princess Henriette Anne, King Charles of England's sister, and stood behind her. “Congratulations on your brother's restoration to England's throne.” He had finally recovered his crown, just as I'd predicted.

She looked at me with huge, innocent eyes. She'd been crying. “Thank you, Mademoiselle Mancini. Forgive me if I seem sorrowful.”

I tried a smile, but the commoners' cheers from the streets sparked too many memories. I needed distraction. “Are you anxious to return to England?”

“Goodness no,” she said. “I…” She leaned in to whisper. “It's just that I always thought this would be me.” She pointed to the rows of prancing horses, musketeers, the Hundred Swiss, noblemen in jewel-encrusted doublets, and the king himself dressed in silver and red with the Mirror of Portugal gleaming from his hat. The crowd roared as the new queen's chariot came into view.

I laughed uncomfortably. “You mean, you thought
you
would be queen?”

Her cousin, a chestnut-haired girl named Frances Stuart, put a comforting arm around Henriette Anne. I could see this quiet beauty was destined to break hearts. “It was her mother's greatest wish,” she said.

The princess nodded. “My mother groomed me for queenship. I—” She squeezed her eyes and tears slipped out. “I was your uncle's second choice. If only my brother had been restored a bit earlier, it would be
me
riding in the queen's chariot today.”

I told myself it didn't matter. I looked out at the queen rolling past in her gold and diamond dress, shimmering like sunlight on water.
With his new lands and all this wealth, King Louis is now a step closer to his own vision of what a great king ought to be.
I felt dizzy. I stepped away from the window and looked around, hoping for a chair. Or a door. Instead I spotted the queen mother. She stood in the center of the largest window, and instead of watching the cavalcade, she watched me.

The triumphant smile she wore brought back all the pain. It had never really been just between us, but she gloated all the same. I walked out without seeking proper dismissal. It didn't matter. She'd achieved her purpose in summoning me.

*   *   *

When I finally made it to the carriage, Moréna lifted my hair and fanned my neck. I bit my lips to keep from crying.

Hortense climbed in behind me. “Did someone insult you? Forget them. You have your sisters.”

I waved my hand. “It's the memories—knowing I worked so hard for something I never could have had.”

Moréna shook her head. “You still love him.”

Lip biting was no longer enough. The tears spilled. I clung to Hortense. “Cast my feelings for him out!”

“What?” She looked at Moréna, confused.

“Please,” I begged, choking on sobs. “Do what Ovid suggests in
Remedia Amoris
and speak ill of the king to me. Whisper in my ear commands to forget him.”

“I don't know—”

“Do it,” said Moréna, pushing Hortense toward me.

She leaned in, my Mancini sister, and whispered horrible things about the king. She reminded me of his broken promises and his affair with Olympia. She called him too lofty, too proud, too shallow to love deeply. Undeserving. Unkind. Unavailable. And whether it was some power in her Mancini whisper or merely my belief in her, my sobs slowly died away.

*   *   *

That evening Moréna brought me a tonic of balm and chamomile. I sat at my writing table and composed a one-line message for the cardinal.

“What is that?” asked Moréna.

“It isn't in the form either of us expected, Moréna, but it is an alternate path to freedom. Another chance. A fresh start.” I looked at the sentence.

I will marry Colonna.

She looked away. “What did you hear from your angels that night in the circle?”

We had never talked of it. In truth, I'd heard nothing more than the roaring winds and the call of my own heart. Though I certainly
saw
something with clarity: myself, clinging like a fool to the ground in a windstorm, desperate for answers, when I knew my affair with Louis had been doomed from the beginning.

“That wisdom is accepting our fate when we cannot forge our own.”

 

CHAPTER
50

Early 1661

That autumn His Eminence allowed me to retreat to Palais Mazarin. I lived quietly while Hortense and Marianne attended court; I read, drew horoscopes, and charted the stars. I memorized the Colonna book,
Strife of Love in a Dream,
and told myself marrying into such a family would bring me joy. I took Frip on long walks in the gardens. Still a puppy, she tasted every flower, every shrub, and when winter's chill arrived, she chewed every frosty leaf.

Though my uncle was still negotiating the terms of my marriage, Constable Colonna sent the Marquis Angelelli to me to act as his ambassador in the new year. Angelelli, with his perfect manners and immaculate clothes, stayed a time at Palais Mazarin.

Angelelli explained my future role as Colonna's constabless. He described Palazzo Colonna on Quirinal Hill, discussed Colonna's yearly trips to Venice, and talked of Colonna's passion for art and music. He explained Italian customs and manners, and I didn't have the heart to tell him I remembered them perfectly well. He spoke of Colonna's charm and good looks, his wealth and his power. “He believes you might have a gift for divinity,” he said to me one day as we walked in the cold gardens, wrapped in furs.

I stopped walking. “Did he cast my horoscope?”

Angelelli nodded. “He finds your gift most intriguing. Constable Colonna has an interest in all manner of things.” He glanced at me. “I tell you this so you might feel at ease when you meet him.”

Was he assuring me I would be permitted to be myself?

When Angelelli left, I put Frip in a basin in front of the fireplace and hummed while giving her a bath. Poor Frip shivered and groaned the whole time.

“My lady,” said Moréna. “Are you … humming?”

I grinned. Perhaps I began to look upon my future with a measure of hope.

*   *   *

The queen mother never summoned me to wait upon her. But one morning in the new year, Olympia, as
dame d'honneur,
summoned me to attend the new queen's morning toilette.

Hortense snorted. “Olympia can stuff her summons.”

“You don't have to go,” said Marianne.

I thought it over. “I've nothing to be ashamed of.”

I proudly wore the pearls King Louis had given me and presented myself at the Louvre. I ignored courtiers who searched my face for signs of humiliation.

Olympia opened the bed curtains. Queen Maria-Thérèsa sat up, surrounded by layers of white lace linens and pillows, rubbing her hands together, grinning like a child. “That is a sign King Louis lay with her during the night,” someone whispered. The women nodded approvingly, muttering congratulations. They prepared a basin to wash her nether regions, and the queen announced in Spanish that she intended to spend the day in her bedchamber.

“All day?” I asked the nearest lady. “Does she read? Pray?”

The woman shrugged. “She just … sits around.”

Did Olympia think this display would upset me? The queen's legs were stubby. King Louis had adored my long, slender limbs and the way I wrapped them around him energetically. This woman struggled to scoot herself off the bed. The queen called her priests for a ceremonial communion to sanctify her nocturnal activities. She asked the Lord to bless the night's coupling with a pregnancy. She prayed to the Virgin Mary for a son. I knew she would do her duty and bear as many as she could manage. Indeed, this was her sole purpose in life.

Olympia looked at me knowingly from across the
prie-dieu,
and I understood. She'd summoned me here to show me this woman's position was not necessarily one to envy.

*   *   *

Philippe held a scrap of foolscap when he sat across from me at our dinner table at Palais Mazarin the next month. He frowned, crumpled it, and tossed it on the floor. He'd moved back into his wing and allowed d'Artagnan to manage the musketeers so he could write his poetry and songs. Mostly he neglected to shave and spent time grumbling about Mazarin's refusal to find him a rich wife.

“Brother,” I said, “is there any news from our uncle about my marriage negotiations?”

Philippe looked up. “Mazarin sent the final terms to Rome for Colonna to sign at the end of February.”

So, it will happen.
My marriage negotiations had progressed apace with Mazarin's failing health. He'd become so weak he'd moved from the Louvre to Vincennes for rest.

Philippe rubbed his scruffy chin. “The old man's illness is serious this time. Colbert is having him sign a flurry of papers.”

He didn't have to say what he was thinking;
Mazarin won't make him heir.

I threw a chunk of bread at him. “Cheer up. At least he made you duc de Nevers. Rich women will fall at your feet.”

Philippe grinned. “We failed to beat Mazarin, but at least we tried. We mustn't harbor regrets.”

I changed the subject. “What have you heard for Hortense?”