Dying to Be Me
Authors: Anita Moorjani
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Copyright © 2012 by Anita Moorjani
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Interior design:
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Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
Moorjani, Anita.
Dying to be me : my journey from cancer, to near death, to true healing / Anita Moorjani. — 1st ed.
p. cm.
ISBN 978-1-4019-3751-5 (hardback)
1. Moorjani, Anita, 1959—-Health. 2. Cancer—Patients—Biography. 3. Cancer—Psychological aspects. I. Title.
RC262.M664 2012
362.196’9940092—dc23
[B]
2011042365
Hardcover ISBN:
978-1-4019-3751-5
Digital ISBN:
978-1-4019-3752-2
15 14 13 12 4 3 2 1
1st edition, March 2012
Printed in the United States of America
To Danny, my true love: I’ve always known that our love extends beyond time and space. If not for you, I wouldn’t be here in this physical life today.
To my dear mother, and my wonderful brother, Anoop: Thank you for being there for me through my life, but most especially though my illness, and caring for me when I needed you most. I wish everyone had a family who cared about them the way you care about me.
In memory of my dear father, whose biggest dream was to see my wedding, but who left this realm before the big day: Thank you for giving me the opportunity to experience your infinite presence and unconditional love in the other realm, and for assuring me that you’re here, there, and everywhere.
I believe that the greatest truths of the universe don’t lie outside, in the study of the stars and the planets. They lie deep within us, in the magnificence of our heart, mind, and soul. Until we understand what is within, we can’t understand what is without.
I share my story here in the hope of touching your heart in some way and reminding you of your own magnificence.
Contents 
PART II: MY JOURNEY TO DEATH … AND BACK
C
HAPTER 11
: “Lady, Whichever Way I Look At It, You Should Be Dead!”