Dirty

DIRTY

 
A Jackie Mercer Novel

Debra Webb

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This book is a work of fiction. Any references to historical events, real people, or real locales are used fictitiously. Other names, characters, places, and incidents are the product of the author’s imagination, and any resemblance to actual events or locales or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.
 

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DIRTY

 
A Jackie Mercer Novel

Debra Webb

CHAPTER ONE

Where the hell is that skirt?

Littered garments made a haphazard trail from the door to the bed.
 
Someone had been in a serious hurry?
 
Oh, yeah.
 
That would have been me.
 

Grinning like a fan-girl who’d just gotten her idol’s autograph, I picked through the hastily shed clothes.
 
The skirt HAS to be here somewhere.
 
Short, black, definitely wrinkled.
 
I shivered at the memory of Kevin lowering the zipper and then allowing the slinky material to slither down my legs.

“Come on,” he growled, surprising me as his strong arms wrapped around my waist and hauled me back to the bed.
 
“You don’t want to leave yet.”

The breath rushed out of my lungs in one long whoosh as my nipples grazed his chest.
 
Before I could protest he rolled me onto my back and ground his hips into mine, sending more sweet shivers through me and simultaneously resurrecting memories of the recent, totally awesome orgasm he’d prompted. I sighed, wishing we could stay like this just a little while longer.

“I can’t,” I said with genuine regret as my fingers splayed over hot skin still damp with the sweat of arduous lovemaking.
 
“But it was—”

“Amazing,” he suggested, breathing the word, his voice a sensuous whisper.
 
He kissed my smiling lips, then the tip of my nose as he braced one arm on either side of my head.
 
With a languid, satisfied sigh, he looked deeply into my eyes and asked, “Lawyer?”

I laughed at the sudden change of subject, couldn’t help myself.
 
The humor sparkling in his dark brown eyes assured me that he took no offense.
 
“No,” I shot back.
 
He was something. Despite having just shared—as he so aptly put it—amazing sex, my body still humming with pleasure, he wanted to
know
.

“Well, damn,” he murmured.
 
“I was certain I’d nailed it this time.”

“Don’t you have to get to the office?” I teased.
 
“I know I do.”
 
My assistant’s going to kill me!
 
Right after he interrogated me like a hostile witness.

“Did you have to remind me?”
 
Kevin stole another kiss, then deepened it before drawing back, leaving his taste and the promise of more to linger on my lips.
 
Those skilled fingers forged a delicious path down my ribcage, sending another rush of tingly sensations cascading along every single nerve ending as he moved away.

I had to get up...had to get going, should never have let him drag me back into bed.
 
To hell with it.
 
Two more minutes wouldn’t kill anyone.

I refused to let reality intrude just yet.
 
Not today.
 
Today was special.
 
I deserved this moment.
 
So I lay there, swaddled in the sweet scents of lovemaking, and watched him stroll leisurely into the bathroom, at once grateful for and bummed out by the tantalizing view.

Eventually the sound of water spraying in the shower dredged up a renewed, yet reluctant sense of urgency.
 
I was going to be seriously late if I didn’t get a move on.
 
Though the idea held absolutely no appeal.
 
I still had to drive to my place, shower and dress for work.

Surrendering to the inevitable, I rolled from the tousled mass of linens, located my pink panties—the sexiest pair I own—and dragged them on.
 
The skimpy bra was somewhat harder to track down.
 
A quick dive and search beneath the tangled sheets and I hit pay dirt.
 

Feeling like the luckiest woman alive in skimpy, however overpriced, silk and lace, I lifted one frilly pink strap into place and sighed.
 
Life just didn’t get any better than this.
 
Before I could stop myself, I burst into a totally tacky victory dance, pumped my fist in the air and had to bite my lip to hold back a redneck
yeehaw
!
 
Jackie Mercer, forty-five...and still able to rock her lover’s world!
 
Yes!

I caught myself.
 
Grabbed back some semblance of decorum and prayed my new lover hadn’t witnessed the telltale episode.
 
Eyes wide with encroaching humiliation, I eased closer to the bathroom door and listened to ensure he was still in the shower.
 
His low, sexy humming assured me he was.
 
Thank God.
 
He definitely didn’t need to see that.
 
Desperation was not a pretty sight.

Okay, get a grip, Jackie.
 
Hands on hips, I performed a quick assessment of the situation.
 
We’d done the deed.
 
There was no taking it back.
 
But it wasn’t like we’d jumped in the sack at hello.
 
Preliminary groundwork had included two weeks of flirting and three official dates.
 
I shrugged and concluded this was adequate.
 
Acceptable by most current social standards.

Years of hard time done on a church pew instantly shamed me.
 
Fine.
 
I threw up my hands and glanced heavenward.
 
I should have held out for a couple more dates.
 
But, Jesus Christ, I’m only human!
 
It had been a really, really long time since I’d had sex.
 
Three whole months.
 
Ninety days
.
 
I knew criminals who got off with less time served than that.

And all the right signs were there.
 
One, he wasn’t seeing anyone else.
 
Two, he got me, liked me just the way I am—a real biggie in my book.
 
I smiled.
 
He made me laugh, that was three.
 
Four, the kissing was really, really good.
 
I melted a little just thinking about the way he kissed.
 
And finally, five, the one true test every woman used as a measure of whether she was ready for
that
step: I felt comfortable baring my body to him.

My big old smile drooped into a ground-dragging frown...but I so sucked at picking the right guy.
 
My aunt on my mother’s side once told me that maybe my
picker
was broken.
 
Maybe she was right.

Still...sex with Kevin was so good!
 
That if-I-died-right-now-I’d-be-happy good.
 
Why the hell had I waited for two whole weeks?
 
I didn’t need anyone else’s permission.
 
That’s right.
 
I folded my arms over my breasts and nodded resolutely.
 
My self-confidence stock rallied.
 
I was a grown woman who worked hard to make ends meet in this unpredictable economy.
 
I deserved great sex the same as the next chick.

As if to defy my emancipating proclamation, musical notes erupted from my cell phone, heralding reality and undermining my newly gained triumph over doubt, regret, guilt and all that other crap women too often felt after sex without the solidifying marriage document and accompanying shiny gold band.
 

Muttering a self-deprecating curse I weaved through the clutter until I found my recklessly abandoned—I can’t believe I did that—Birkin bag.
 
The uninvited nuisance erupted into those taunting chimes twice more before I fished it out of my diamond embellished, crocodile hide encased icon of feminine power.
 
I had to get this damned—I mean beloved—bag organized one day.

Yeah, right.
 
Organization was not one of my stronger points.
 
Another blast of my ringtone had me pressing the necessary button to accept the call before I identified the caller.
 
Mainly because my reflection in the mirror snagged my scattered attention.
 
Actually, I didn’t look bad for a woman a few months closer to fifty than forty.
 
That hot guy in the shower sure as hell hadn’t complained.
 
Determination squared my shoulders.
 
By God I was turning a new leaf.
 
No more excuses.
 
That worn out rationalization of can’t-trust-my-judgment-in-men was no longer going to hold me back.

“Mercer,” I answered as I tugged the other bra strap onto my shoulder.
 
No more excuses.
 
No more doubts.
 
Today was the first day of the rest of my life.
 
Not exactly original but whatever.
 
Satisfied with my conclusion, I let go all those foolish inhibitions in one long contented breath.

“Oh...my...gawd,” a male voice bleated in my ear, drawing my attention back to the caller.
 
“I’m too late.
 
You slept with him, didn’t you?”

Irritation pierced the softer emotions I had every right to savor.
 
Regret followed hot on its heels.
 
“What do you want, Hobbs?”
 
Leave it to my assistant to know just how to spoil the moment.
 
I surveyed the cluttered carpet.
 
Where was that frigging skirt?
 
I was late.
 
And confused, dammit—despite my new leaf.
 
Worse, Hobbs would never let this go without a full concession of all the dirty details.

“Remember, Jackie, I warned you that there was something I didn’t like about that guy?”

I stopped rummaging, planted a hand on my hip and restrained the impulse to tell Hobbs where he could put his annoying hunches.
 
“Look, we’ve been over this before.
 
You’re not my father or my husband.
 
You’re my employee.
 
That position only extends your jurisdiction of involvement to my professional life.
 
My personal life is off limits, Hobbs.
 
End of subject.”
 
I gave myself a mental pat on the back for sounding firm and commanding.

When I would have stabbed the button to end the call Hobbs said the words that turned the pride in my unwavering show of authority into a cold, hard knot of disappointment.

“His real name is Ken Willis.
 
He’s a wanted man, honey.
 
Fraud, embezzlement.
 
He skipped out on bail over in San Antonio ten months ago.
 
I hate having to tell you this, but if it makes you feel any better, this guy is money in the bank,” he added, without the slightest hint of remorse.