Diamond Dust (3 page)

He nodded. 'I'll cope . . . thanks.'

'We'll get them - whoever did this. I promise you that. I've put Curtis McGarvie in charge.'

His tone changed sharply. 'You what?'

'DCI McGarvie, from Headquarters. A good man.'

'It's my case.'

Georgina hesitated. 'Peter, there's no way—'

'My wife. My case.'

'That's the point. You're personally involved. If you took this on - as I'm sure you could - we'd lay ourselves open to prejudice, a personal vendetta. If it came to court, prosecuting counsel would cut us to ribbons.'

Diamond shook his head. 'I have the right—'

This time Georgina interrupted him. 'You don't. I'm sorry. This is hard for you to take, but you don't have the right. You know perfectly well that someone else has to handle this. Curtis is already on his way to Victoria Park.'

'He's too bloody late.'

'What?'

'She's been moved.' His brain churned out a compromise. 'Look, I don't mind working with McGarvie, if that's what you want. A joint investigation. As far as the CPS is concerned, it can be his case.'

'Absolutely not. You're staying right out of it. You're a witness.'

'To what? I saw nothing.'

'Be serious, Peter. This looks like a contract killing. The first line of enquiry has to be your enemies in the criminal world. He's going to want a list of everyone you put away, every villain you crossed since you came here. Your evidence is going to lead us to the killer, and the people behind the killer if - as I suspect - they hired a hitman. You can't be the investigating officer and chief prosecution witness as well.'

The truth of that got through to him, but it still denied him what every sinew in his body was straining to begin: the pursuit of Steph's killers. 'What am I supposed to do? Take a holiday?'

'You'll be involved, providing information. Oh, of course you should take time off to get over the shock.'

'What - sit at home with my feet up, surrounded by memories of Steph? That isn't any use to you or me. I want a part of the action.'

'If you'd like counselling . . .'

'Don't push me, ma'am.'

'I mean it. You've got to rebuild your life. We have trained people we can call on. Why refuse?'

'Because I sort out my own sodding problems, thanks very much. I don't want time off and I don't want to see a counsellor.'

'When you have a chance to reflect, you may see the sense of it.'

'I think not.'

'Well, I'm going to insist you take a couple of days at least. You can forget our conversation this morning.'

He had forgotten it already.

'About organised crime,' she reminded him, 'and going to Bristol. You'll need to be here when Curtis wants you for interviews. And, anyway, you can't investigate the Carpenters.'

'Why not? Have they become a protected species?'

'It would prejudice the case - if they're behind this ghastly crime.'

'So I'm sidelined.'

'I wouldn't put it that way. Take it day by day. I've asked you to take some time off. You'll need it, believe me. And in the meantime, let's hope for quick results from Curtis McGarvie.'

'That's it, then?'

Georgina nodded.

When he'd almost left the room, Georgina said, 'Peter.'

He swung around. 'Mm?'

'Don't defy me.'

5

P
eople in shock are liable to come out with extreme statements. Steph's sister, when Diamond phoned her with the news, said, 'I knew something like this would happen. I told her she was making the biggest mistake of her life marrying a policeman. She wouldn't listen.'

'Are you saying it's my fault she was killed?'

'Well, it wouldn't have happened if you'd been a schoolteacher.'

With an effort he restricted himself to, 'Maybe we should talk again when you're over the shock.'

'She was my sister and I'd say it again.' Then she softened enough to ask, 'How will you manage? Do you want us to come down?'

Like the plague. 'No need.'

'We'll have to come anyway for the funeral. When is it?'

'She only died this morning.'

'So you don't have it arranged?'

'No.'

'You'll tell us the minute it's fixed?'

'I'll be in touch.'

The prospect of a funeral hadn't fully entered his mind until now. Steph's
funeral,
for pity's sake.

Unreal.

He spent the next hour making more calls to family and friends, and there were repeated offers of help. Genuine offers, too. Steph had been held in high regard - no,
lovedwas
the word. Her friends wanted to rally round for her sake. He was under no illusion that they had any strong affection for him. Politely he turned down all the offers, saying he would cope.

Then he called the nick and asked Halliwell what had been happening.

'We found two bullets, guv. Used a metal detector, like you said. They've been taken away by forensics. One of them is in fair shape. The other was a bit flattened, as if something drove over it.'

'Christ. How about cartridges?'

'No. I suppose a revolver was used.'

'We shouldn't suppose anything yet. You probably heard I'm off the case.'

A tactful pause. 'Yes, guv. DCI McGarvie has taken over.'

'He knows about the Carpenters, I hope?'

'Everything. I'm sure of that.'

'Not quite everything. After the case ended, I had some aggro from a woman outside the law courts. She was screaming about me sending down her Jake, so I guess she was the girlfriend.'

'You think she could have done this?'

'I don't know, but McGarvie ought to be told. She was hyper.'

'I'll tell him.'

'And make sure he checks the Carpenter brothers -where they were this morning.'

'That's in hand, guv.'

'Right. You'll keep me in the picture, Keith.' It was more of an order than a request.

He put down the phone, and this time left it down. The urge to keep talking to people, shutting out the silence in the house, was strong. But the pain had to be faced. A number of times in his career he'd knocked on someone's door to tell them a loved one had been killed - the duty every cop dreads. He thought he'd understood something of the way those people had felt. How wide of the mark he was. You lose your grip on reality.

He was an alien in a spacesuit exploring Planet Earth. All his senses were blunted. He looked out through a glass visor. He heard things only when he made huge efforts to listen.

Georgina had been right to take him off the case. He admitted it now. He was in no state to investigate anything. The incentive was there, but he wasn't capable of making himself a cup of tea, let alone running a murder inquiry.

He sat at the kitchen table with his hands propping up his chin, and stared at the chair where Steph sat in the mornings. The
Guardian
was still there, folded to the crossword page, most of the squares completed in her neat lettering. Beside it, the mail she'd received that morning, a couple of junk items she hadn't bothered to open and a postcard from one of her ex-Brownies, on holiday abroad. She'd kept in touch with many of those little girls of years ago, encouraging them, taking real pride in their successes at school and university. He'd been to more weddings and christenings with Steph than he could remember now.

Those ex-Brownies would see on the TV news that she'd been murdered. For Steph's sake, he thought suddenly, he ought to warn them all. They were family to her. Her kids - and his. Somewhere she kept her own address book. He got up and started opening drawers. She had always kept her things organised, and he soon found it with the stationery. What a task, though. The 'A's alone ran to three pages.

This was what she would have wanted, so he made a start. Even if he didn't get through, he'd give it his best shot.

It was hard, hearing the shock in their voices, and harder listening to the loving things they said about her. Some were former Brownies, some friends she'd made through her work in the charity shops, others she'd kept up with since long before he knew her. So many - and so much love. After some time, he poured himself a brandy, then started another page.

Almost hidden among the 'D's he found the number for Steph's first husband, Edward Dixon-Bligh. Was it worth calling that tosspot? he wondered. He doubted if Dixon-Bligh and Steph had spoken since the divorce. The man had been an officer in the RAF Catering Branch (Diamond had dubbed him the Frying Officer) who had let her down badly at the time when she'd most needed help, after three miscarriages. The last they'd heard, he had swapped his commission for a Michelin star and was managing a restaurant in Guildford, Surrey, with a partner almost half his age. Still, he had a right to be told.

Waiting with the phone pressed to his ear, he recalled something Steph had once told him about her ex-husband that seemed to sum the man up. They had once rented a beach hut on the south coast and after the rental expired he'd kept a key. He'd go down to the beach for years after and if no one was using the hut he'd open it and brew some tea and sit there all afternoon, an overgrown cuckoo in the nest.

It turned out that he was no longer at the private number they had in the book. He'd moved into central London. That seemed a good enough excuse to forget him, but out of loyalty to Steph he tried directory enquiries. He was glad of the chance to leave an answer-phone message.

He abandoned this phone marathon when the people he called started telling him they'd heard already on the evening news. Outside, it was dark and he was only up to the 'G's. He drew the curtains.

What would Steph have wanted next? It was weird, but he almost heard her say in her calm voice, 'Tidy my things, Pete.' She would hate to leave disorder. Against all logic he went upstairs and emptied the basket where she put her clothes for washing. Picked her nightdress off the pillow and for a moment held it against his face and got a faint smell of her and said, 'Oh, Steph.' Brought the clothes down and loaded the machine. Went back upstairs and stripped the bed. Tightened the lid on a pot of foundation cream she'd left on her dressing table.

He said in a whisper, 'Is that better?' and then shook his head at his own stupidity.

He heard a car draw up outside and someone coming to the door, so he went downstairs and opened it.

A camera flashed.

The press.

He said to the woman on his doorstep, 'Shove off, will you. Leave me alone. There's no comment. There won't be any comment.' And slammed the door.

The phone rang.

He snatched it up, ready to give them a blasting.

'Curtis McGarvie here.'

'Oh.'

'First, I want to tell you how sorry I am.'

'Thanks.'

'And any number of people asked me to pass on their sympathy and support. Everyone is gutted. You can be sure we won't rest until we've caught this jerk. Do you mind if I talk about it?'

'Feel free.'

'The bullets are with forensics. They'll check them against their database and tell us the class of weapon. I've asked them to give it top priority. Some kind of handgun was used, obviously, and I'm assuming it was a revolver.'

'Why?'

'There'd have been cartridges lying around if a self-loading pistol was used.'

'Not if the killer was careful.'

'Picked up the cartridges, you mean?' McGarvie was silent, absorbing the point. 'Well, there weren't any, I promise you.'

'The striker pin marks the cartridge differently with each gun,' Diamond said with the confidence of the weapons training he did in his time with the Met. 'Important to ballistics. A professional would know that. He might well decide not to leave them there to be found. I think we should keep an open mind about the weapon.'

'I intend to,' McGarvie said, stressing the first word. 'Otherwise not much came up in the search. Do you know if your wife normally carried a bag of some kind?'

A bag? He meant a handbag. Of course she carried a handbag. 'Black leather, quite large, with a shoulder strap and zip. Didn't you find it?'

'Nothing so far. Maybe you could look around the house and see if it's gone for certain.'

'I'll do it now.'

'No rush.'

'I said I'll do it now.'

'Okay. And I'd like to come to your place tomorrow and talk to you.'

'I'll come to the nick.'

'No, I'd prefer to visit your home, if you don't mind. That way, I'll get a better sense of your wife.'

He would have done the same. 'All right.'

'Is nine too early? If you can find a recent photo, we'll need to appeal for witnesses. Have you been bothered by the press at all?'

'Told them to bugger off.'

'If it happens again, tell them we're calling a press conference for midday tomorrow. Should get them off your back.'

'Thanks. Do you want me there?'

'No need at this stage. Is anyone with you? Friends or family?'

'I'm alone.'

'Would you like—?'

'It's my choice.'

He searched for that handbag without any confidence that it would turn up. Steph always took it with her if she went out. Just as he expected, it wasn't in the house -which raised a question. If the killer had picked it up, what was his reason?

Would a hitman walk off with his victim's handbag after firing the fatal shot? Unlikely.

It raised the possibility that the hitman theory was wrong, and that Steph had been shot by a thief.

He stood in the living room with head bowed, hands pressed to his face, pondering that one. Had she been killed for a few pounds and some credit cards? That would be even more cruel.

He called the nick and left a message for McGarvie that the bag was not in the house.

During the evening he answered the door twice more to reporters, and told them about McGarvie's press conference. And the phone rang intermittently. The word 'condolences' kept coming up. And 'tragic'. And 'bereavement'. Death has its own jargon.

But he was pleased to get a call from Julie Hargreaves, his former deputy in the Bath murder team - the best he'd ever had. Julie always knew exactly what was going through his mind.

When she'd expressed her sympathy Julie said, 'Let Curtis McGarvie take this on, whatever your heart tells you. He's well up to the job.'

'Have you worked with him?'

'Yes, and he's good without making a big deal out of it'

'Better than me?'

'For this case - yes. You want a result. If you handled it yourself, you'd get one, I'm sure - only for the CPS to throw it out because you're too involved.'

'I've been told that already.'

'But your heart won't accept what your head tells you. You can still play an active part by telling Curtis everything you know.'

'It isn't the same, Julie. I want to roll up my sleeves, make decisions.'

'Why don't you put your energy into giving Steph the kind of send-off she deserves? A lot of people will expect it, you know. She had so many friends.'

'That's for sure.' He paused, letting her comment sink in. "What exactly are you suggesting?'

'Would she have wanted a church funeral?'

'She was a believer.'

'Then I really think you should arrange it at the Abbey.'

'The
Abbey ?
'

'Do your public servant number on the Dean, or whoever decides these things. But insist on having the service the way Steph would have wished.'

'Which is . . . ?'

She caught her breath, as if surprised she had to spell it out. 'The music she liked. Whoever takes the service should be someone who knew her personally. One or two of her family or closest friends should do readings. You, if you can face it.'

'I'd feel a hypocrite. I'm an agnostic if I'm anything, Julie.'

'It doesn't have to be out of the Bible. Well, to be honest, I wasn't thinking of you. But you could speak about her if you felt up to it.'

'I don't think so.'

'You're confident in front of people.'

'Barking out orders to a bunch of coppers, maybe, but not this.'

'Okay, if you want, you could write something about her life and include it with the Order of Service. Then when it's over, you invite people to lunch, or tea, or whatever, at some local hostelry.'

He took all this in before saying, 'You're right, Julie. This is what I should be doing. I'll see to it as soon as the coroner releases...' He didn't complete the sentence.

'One more thing, if I can be really personal,'Julie said.

'What's that?'

'I can only say this because we worked together so long. You're tougher with people than anyone I know, but not so tough as you are on yourself. It wouldn't be the end of civilisation as we know it if, when you're alone, you shed a few tears - for Steph, and for yourself.'

At the low point of the night, before dawn, he remembered, and wept for the first time in over forty years.