Delphi Complete Works of George Eliot (Illustrated) (138 page)

CHAPTER V

When Dunstan Cass turned his back on the cottage, Silas Marner was not more than a hundred yards away from it, plodding along from the village with a sack thrown round his shoulders as an overcoat, and with a horn lantern in his hand.
 
His legs were weary, but his mind was at ease, free from the presentiment of change.
 
The sense of security more frequently springs from habit than from conviction, and for this reason it often subsists after such a change in the conditions as might have been expected to suggest alarm.
 
The lapse of time during which a given event has not happened, is, in this logic of habit, constantly alleged as a reason why the event should never happen, even when the lapse of time is precisely the added condition which makes the event imminent.
 
A man will tell you that he has worked in a mine for forty years unhurt by an accident as a reason why he should apprehend no danger, though the roof is beginning to sink; and it is often observable, that the older a man gets, the more difficult it is to him to retain a believing conception of his own death.
 
This influence of habit was necessarily strong in a man whose life was so monotonous as Marner’s-- who saw no new people and heard of no new events to keep alive in him the idea of the unexpected and the changeful; and it explains simply enough, why his mind could be at ease, though he had left his house and his treasure more defenceless than usual.
 
Silas was thinking with double complacency of his supper: first, because it would be hot and savoury; and secondly, because it would cost him nothing.
 
For the little bit of pork was a present from that excellent housewife, Miss Priscilla Lammeter, to whom he had this day carried home a handsome piece of linen; and it was only on occasion of a present like this, that Silas indulged himself with roast-meat.
 
Supper was his favourite meal, because it came at his time of revelry, when his heart warmed over his gold; whenever he had roast-meat, he always chose to have it for supper.
 
But this evening, he had no sooner ingeniously knotted his string fast round his bit of pork, twisted the string according to rule over his door-key, passed it through the handle, and made it fast on the hanger, than he remembered that a piece of very fine twine was indispensable to his “setting up” a new piece of work in his loom early in the morning.
 
It had slipped his memory, because, in coming from Mr. Lammeter’s, he had not had to pass through the village; but to lose time by going on errands in the morning was out of the question.
 
It was a nasty fog to turn out into, but there were things Silas loved better than his own comfort; so, drawing his pork to the extremity of the hanger, and arming himself with his lantern and his old sack, he set out on what, in ordinary weather, would have been a twenty minutes’ errand.
 
He could not have locked his door without undoing his well-knotted string and retarding his supper; it was not worth his while to make that sacrifice.
 
What thief would find his way to the Stone-pits on such a night as this? and why should he come on this particular night, when he had never come through all the fifteen years before?
 
These questions were not distinctly present in Silas’s mind; they merely serve to represent the vaguely-felt foundation of his freedom from anxiety.

He reached his door in much satisfaction that his errand was done: he opened it, and to his short-sighted eyes everything remained as he had left it, except that the fire sent out a welcome increase of heat.
 
He trod about the floor while putting by his lantern and throwing aside his hat and sack, so as to merge the marks of Dunstan’s feet on the sand in the marks of his own nailed boots. Then he moved his pork nearer to the fire, and sat down to the agreeable business of tending the meat and warming himself at the same time.

Any one who had looked at him as the red light shone upon his pale face, strange straining eyes, and meagre form, would perhaps have understood the mixture of contemptuous pity, dread, and suspicion with which he was regarded by his neighbours in Raveloe.
 
Yet few men could be more harmless than poor Marner.
 
In his truthful simple soul, not even the growing greed and worship of gold could beget any vice directly injurious to others.
 
The light of his faith quite put out, and his affections made desolate, he had clung with all the force of his nature to his work and his money; and like all objects to which a man devotes himself, they had fashioned him into correspondence with themselves.
 
His loom, as he wrought in it without ceasing, had in its turn wrought on him, and confirmed more and more the monotonous craving for its monotonous response.
 
His gold, as he hung over it and saw it grow, gathered his power of loving together into a hard isolation like its own.

As soon as he was warm he began to think it would be a long while to wait till after supper before he drew out his guineas, and it would be pleasant to see them on the table before him as he ate his unwonted feast.
 
For joy is the best of wine, and Silas’s guineas were a golden wine of that sort.

He rose and placed his candle unsuspectingly on the floor near his loom, swept away the sand without noticing any change, and removed the bricks.
 
The sight of the empty hole made his heart leap violently, but the belief that his gold was gone could not come at once--only terror, and the eager effort to put an end to the terror.
 
He passed his trembling hand all about the hole, trying to think it possible that his eyes had deceived him; then he held the candle in the hole and examined it curiously, trembling more and more.
 
At last he shook so violently that he let fall the candle, and lifted his hands to his head, trying to steady himself, that he might think.
 
Had he put his gold somewhere else, by a sudden resolution last night, and then forgotten it?
 
A man falling into dark waters seeks a momentary footing even on sliding stones; and Silas, by acting as if he believed in false hopes, warded off the moment of despair.
 
He searched in every corner, he turned his bed over, and shook it, and kneaded it; he looked in his brick oven where he laid his sticks.
 
When there was no other place to be searched, he kneeled down again and felt once more all round the hole.
 
There was no untried refuge left for a moment’s shelter from the terrible truth.

Yes, there was a sort of refuge which always comes with the prostration of thought under an overpowering passion: it was that expectation of impossibilities, that belief in contradictory images, which is still distinct from madness, because it is capable of being dissipated by the external fact.
 
Silas got up from his knees trembling, and looked round at the table: didn’t the gold lie there after all?
 
The table was bare.
 
Then he turned and looked behind him--looked all round his dwelling, seeming to strain his brown eyes after some possible appearance of the bags where he had already sought them in vain.
 
He could see every object in his cottage-- and his gold was not there.

Again he put his trembling hands to his head, and gave a wild ringing scream, the cry of desolation.
 
For a few moments after, he stood motionless; but the cry had relieved him from the first maddening pressure of the truth.
 
He turned, and tottered towards his loom, and got into the seat where he worked, instinctively seeking this as the strongest assurance of reality.

And now that all the false hopes had vanished, and the first shock of certainty was past, the idea of a thief began to present itself, and he entertained it eagerly, because a thief might be caught and made to restore the gold.
 
The thought brought some new strength with it, and he started from his loom to the door.
 
As he opened it the rain beat in upon him, for it was falling more and more heavily. There were no footsteps to be tracked on such a night--footsteps? When had the thief come?
 
During Silas’s absence in the daytime the door had been locked, and there had been no marks of any inroad on his return by daylight.
 
And in the evening, too, he said to himself, everything was the same as when he had left it.
 
The sand and bricks looked as if they had not been moved.
 
Was
it a thief who had taken the bags?
 
or was it a cruel power that no hands could reach, which had delighted in making him a second time desolate?
 
He shrank from this vaguer dread, and fixed his mind with struggling effort on the robber with hands, who could be reached by hands.
 
His thoughts glanced at all the neighbours who had made any remarks, or asked any questions which he might now regard as a ground of suspicion.
 
There was Jem Rodney, a known poacher, and otherwise disreputable: he had often met Marner in his journeys across the fields, and had said something jestingly about the weaver’s money; nay, he had once irritated Marner, by lingering at the fire when he called to light his pipe, instead of going about his business.
 
Jem Rodney was the man--there was ease in the thought.
 
Jem could be found and made to restore the money: Marner did not want to punish him, but only to get back his gold which had gone from him, and left his soul like a forlorn traveller on an unknown desert.
 
The robber must be laid hold of.
 
Marner’s ideas of legal authority were confused, but he felt that he must go and proclaim his loss; and the great people in the village--the clergyman, the constable, and Squire Cass--would make Jem Rodney, or somebody else, deliver up the stolen money.
 
He rushed out in the rain, under the stimulus of this hope, forgetting to cover his head, not caring to fasten his door; for he felt as if he had nothing left to lose.
 
He ran swiftly, till want of breath compelled him to slacken his pace as he was entering the village at the turning close to the Rainbow.

The Rainbow, in Marner’s view, was a place of luxurious resort for rich and stout husbands, whose wives had superfluous stores of linen; it was the place where he was likely to find the powers and dignities of Raveloe, and where he could most speedily make his loss public.
 
He lifted the latch, and turned into the bright bar or kitchen on the right hand, where the less lofty customers of the house were in the habit of assembling, the parlour on the left being reserved for the more select society in which Squire Cass frequently enjoyed the double pleasure of conviviality and condescension.
 
But the parlour was dark to-night, the chief personages who ornamented its circle being all at Mrs. Osgood’s birthday dance, as Godfrey Cass was.
 
And in consequence of this, the party on the high-screened seats in the kitchen was more numerous than usual; several personages, who would otherwise have been admitted into the parlour and enlarged the opportunity of hectoring and condescension for their betters, being content this evening to vary their enjoyment by taking their spirits-and-water where they could themselves hector and condescend in company that called for beer.

CHAPTER VI

The conversation, which was at a high pitch of animation when Silas approached the door of the Rainbow, had, as usual, been slow and intermittent when the company first assembled.
 
The pipes began to be puffed in a silence which had an air of severity; the more important customers, who drank spirits and sat nearest the fire, staring at each other as if a bet were depending on the first man who winked; while the beer-drinkers, chiefly men in fustian jackets and smock-frocks, kept their eyelids down and rubbed their hands across their mouths, as if their draughts of beer were a funereal duty attended with embarrassing sadness.
 
At last Mr. Snell, the landlord, a man of a neutral disposition, accustomed to stand aloof from human differences as those of beings who were all alike in need of liquor, broke silence, by saying in a doubtful tone to his cousin the butcher--

“Some folks ‘ud say that was a fine beast you druv in yesterday, Bob?”

The butcher, a jolly, smiling, red-haired man, was not disposed to answer rashly.
 
He gave a few puffs before he spat and replied, “And they wouldn’t be fur wrong, John.”

After this feeble delusive thaw, the silence set in as severely as before.

“Was it a red Durham?”
 
said the farrier, taking up the thread of discourse after the lapse of a few minutes.

The farrier looked at the landlord, and the landlord looked at the butcher, as the person who must take the responsibility of answering.

“Red it was,” said the butcher, in his good-humoured husky treble-- “and a Durham it was.”

“Then you needn’t tell
me
who you bought it of,” said the farrier, looking round with some triumph; “I know who it is has got the red Durhams o’ this country-side.
 
And she’d a white star on her brow, I’ll bet a penny?”
 
The farrier leaned forward with his hands on his knees as he put this question, and his eyes twinkled knowingly.

“Well; yes--she might,” said the butcher, slowly, considering that he was giving a decided affirmative.
 
“I don’t say contrairy.”

“I knew that very well,” said the farrier, throwing himself backward again, and speaking defiantly; “if
I
don’t know Mr. Lammeter’s cows, I should like to know who does--that’s all. And as for the cow you’ve bought, bargain or no bargain, I’ve been at the drenching of her--contradick me who will.”

The farrier looked fierce, and the mild butcher’s conversational spirit was roused a little.

“I’m not for contradicking no man,” he said; “I’m for peace and quietness.
 
Some are for cutting long ribs--I’m for cutting ‘em short myself; but
I
don’t quarrel with ‘em.
 
All I say is, it’s a lovely carkiss--and anybody as was reasonable, it ‘ud bring tears into their eyes to look at it.”

“Well, it’s the cow as I drenched, whatever it is,” pursued the farrier, angrily; “and it was Mr. Lammeter’s cow, else you told a lie when you said it was a red Durham.”

“I tell no lies,” said the butcher, with the same mild huskiness as before, “and I contradick none--not if a man was to swear himself black: he’s no meat o’ mine, nor none o’ my bargains.
 
All I say is, it’s a lovely carkiss.
 
And what I say, I’ll stick to; but I’ll quarrel wi’ no man.”

“No,” said the farrier, with bitter sarcasm, looking at the company generally; “and p’rhaps you aren’t pig-headed; and p’rhaps you didn’t say the cow was a red Durham; and p’rhaps you didn’t say she’d got a star on her brow--stick to that, now you’re at it.”

“Come, come,” said the landlord; “let the cow alone.
 
The truth lies atween you: you’re both right and both wrong, as I allays say. And as for the cow’s being Mr. Lammeter’s, I say nothing to that; but this I say, as the Rainbow’s the Rainbow.
 
And for the matter o’ that, if the talk is to be o’ the Lammeters,
you
know the most upo’ that head, eh, Mr. Macey?
 
You remember when first Mr. Lammeter’s father come into these parts, and took the Warrens?”

Mr. Macey, tailor and parish-clerk, the latter of which functions rheumatism had of late obliged him to share with a small-featured young man who sat opposite him, held his white head on one side, and twirled his thumbs with an air of complacency, slightly seasoned with criticism.
 
He smiled pityingly, in answer to the landlord’s appeal, and said--

“Aye, aye; I know, I know; but I let other folks talk.
 
I’ve laid by now, and gev up to the young uns.
 
Ask them as have been to school at Tarley: they’ve learnt pernouncing; that’s come up since my day.”

“If you’re pointing at me, Mr. Macey,” said the deputy clerk, with an air of anxious propriety, “I’m nowise a man to speak out of my place.
 
As the psalm says--

 
“I know what’s right, nor only so, But also practise what I know.”“

 
“Well, then, I wish you’d keep hold o’ the tune, when it’s set for you; if you’re for prac
tis
ing, I wish you’d prac
tise
that,” said a large jocose-looking man, an excellent wheelwright in his week-day capacity, but on Sundays leader of the choir.
 
He winked, as he spoke, at two of the company, who were known officially as the “bassoon” and the “key-bugle”, in the confidence that he was expressing the sense of the musical profession in Raveloe.

Mr. Tookey, the deputy-clerk, who shared the unpopularity common to deputies, turned very red, but replied, with careful moderation-- “Mr. Winthrop, if you’ll bring me any proof as I’m in the wrong, I’m not the man to say I won’t alter.
 
But there’s people set up their own ears for a standard, and expect the whole choir to follow ‘em.
 
There may be two opinions, I hope.”

“Aye, aye,” said Mr. Macey, who felt very well satisfied with this attack on youthful presumption; “you’re right there, Tookey: there’s allays two ‘pinions; there’s the ‘pinion a man has of himsen, and there’s the ‘pinion other folks have on him.
 
There’d be two ‘pinions about a cracked bell, if the bell could hear itself.”

“Well, Mr. Macey,” said poor Tookey, serious amidst the general laughter, “I undertook to partially fill up the office of parish-clerk by Mr. Crackenthorp’s desire, whenever your infirmities should make you unfitting; and it’s one of the rights thereof to sing in the choir--else why have you done the same yourself?”

“Ah!
 
but the old gentleman and you are two folks,” said Ben Winthrop.
 
“The old gentleman’s got a gift.
 
Why, the Squire used to invite him to take a glass, only to hear him sing the “Red Rovier”; didn’t he, Mr. Macey?
 
It’s a nat’ral gift.
 
There’s my little lad Aaron, he’s got a gift--he can sing a tune off straight, like a throstle.
 
But as for you, Master Tookey, you’d better stick to your “Amens”: your voice is well enough when you keep it up in your nose.
 
It’s your inside as isn’t right made for music: it’s no better nor a hollow stalk.”

This kind of unflinching frankness was the most piquant form of joke to the company at the Rainbow, and Ben Winthrop’s insult was felt by everybody to have capped Mr. Macey’s epigram.

“I see what it is plain enough,” said Mr. Tookey, unable to keep cool any longer.
 
“There’s a consperacy to turn me out o’ the choir, as I shouldn’t share the Christmas money--that’s where it is.
 
But I shall speak to Mr. Crackenthorp; I’ll not be put upon by no man.”

“Nay, nay, Tookey,” said Ben Winthrop.
 
“We’ll pay you your share to keep out of it--that’s what we’ll do.
 
There’s things folks ‘ud pay to be rid on, besides varmin.”

“Come, come,” said the landlord, who felt that paying people for their absence was a principle dangerous to society; “a joke’s a joke.
 
We’re all good friends here, I hope.
 
We must give and take. You’re both right and you’re both wrong, as I say.
 
I agree wi’ Mr. Macey here, as there’s two opinions; and if mine was asked, I should say they’re both right.
 
Tookey’s right and Winthrop’s right, and they’ve only got to split the difference and make themselves even.”

The farrier was puffing his pipe rather fiercely, in some contempt at this trivial discussion.
 
He had no ear for music himself, and never went to church, as being of the medical profession, and likely to be in requisition for delicate cows.
 
But the butcher, having music in his soul, had listened with a divided desire for Tookey’s defeat and for the preservation of the peace.

“To be sure,” he said, following up the landlord’s conciliatory view, “we’re fond of our old clerk; it’s nat’ral, and him used to be such a singer, and got a brother as is known for the first fiddler in this country-side.
 
Eh, it’s a pity but what Solomon lived in our village, and could give us a tune when we liked; eh, Mr. Macey?
 
I’d keep him in liver and lights for nothing--that I would.”

“Aye, aye,” said Mr. Macey, in the height of complacency; “our family’s been known for musicianers as far back as anybody can tell. But them things are dying out, as I tell Solomon every time he comes round; there’s no voices like what there used to be, and there’s nobody remembers what we remember, if it isn’t the old crows.”

“Aye, you remember when first Mr. Lammeter’s father come into these parts, don’t you, Mr. Macey?”
 
said the landlord.

“I should think I did,” said the old man, who had now gone through that complimentary process necessary to bring him up to the point of narration; “and a fine old gentleman he was--as fine, and finer nor the Mr. Lammeter as now is.
 
He came from a bit north’ard, so far as I could ever make out.
 
But there’s nobody rightly knows about those parts: only it couldn’t be far north’ard, nor much different from this country, for he brought a fine breed o’ sheep with him, so there must be pastures there, and everything reasonable.
 
We heared tell as he’d sold his own land to come and take the Warrens, and that seemed odd for a man as had land of his own, to come and rent a farm in a strange place.
 
But they said it was along of his wife’s dying; though there’s reasons in things as nobody knows on--that’s pretty much what I’ve made out; yet some folks are so wise, they’ll find you fifty reasons straight off, and all the while the real reason’s winking at ‘em in the corner, and they niver see’t.
 
Howsomever, it was soon seen as we’d got a new parish’ner as know’d the rights and customs o’ things, and kep a good house, and was well looked on by everybody.
 
And the young man-- that’s the Mr. Lammeter as now is, for he’d niver a sister-- soon begun to court Miss Osgood, that’s the sister o’ the Mr. Osgood as now is, and a fine handsome lass she was--eh, you can’t think-- they pretend this young lass is like her, but that’s the way wi’ people as don’t know what come before ‘em.
 
I
should know, for I helped the old rector, Mr. Drumlow as was, I helped him marry ‘em.”

Here Mr. Macey paused; he always gave his narrative in instalments, expecting to be questioned according to precedent.

“Aye, and a partic’lar thing happened, didn’t it, Mr. Macey, so as you were likely to remember that marriage?”
 
said the landlord, in a congratulatory tone.

“I should think there did--a
very
partic’lar thing,” said Mr. Macey, nodding sideways.
 
“For Mr. Drumlow--poor old gentleman, I was fond on him, though he’d got a bit confused in his head, what wi’ age and wi’ taking a drop o’ summat warm when the service come of a cold morning.
 
And young Mr. Lammeter, he’d have no way but he must be married in Janiwary, which, to be sure, ‘s a unreasonable time to be married in, for it isn’t like a christening or a burying, as you can’t help; and so Mr. Drumlow--poor old gentleman, I was fond on him--but when he come to put the questions, he put ‘em by the rule o’ contrairy, like, and he says, “Wilt thou have this man to thy wedded wife?”
 
says he, and then he says, “Wilt thou have this woman to thy wedded husband?”
 
says he. But the partic’larest thing of all is, as nobody took any notice on it but me, and they answered straight off “yes”, like as if it had been me saying “Amen” i’ the right place, without listening to what went before.”