Deadly Rich (2 page)

The defense attorney grumbled and stood and motioned Xenia Delancey to come with him.

Leigh and the prosecutor sat alone at the cigarette-scarred conference table. The prosecutor’s glance nailed Leigh through half-tinted lenses. “What did you see
exactly
?”

I wish I’d had time to prepare this
, Leigh thought. And then she remembered what Stella Adler used to say in acting class:
Who has time for sense memory? Improvise!

For the next two minutes Leigh improvised.

“You realize,” the prosecutor said, “if you change your testimony, the defense will accuse you of lying. They’ll attack you, not just on the stand but in the media.”

“I realize that.”

“The attacks will be personal, they’ll be savage, they’ll reflect on your character, your habits, your morals, your marriages, your movies, your lovers, and, above all, on your use of medications, mood changers, and liquor.”

Leigh understood that the prosecutor had sized her up and was strongly advising her to reconsider. But she had no intention of reconsidering. She had given her daughter very little in life, and she was determined that Nita would at least receive justice in death. “I realize all of that.”

The prosecutor held up the leather-bound book. “Whether this diary is a forgery or not, the defense will use it to attack and destroy your daughter. They’ll use it to create sympathy for Jim Delancey. He stands a good chance of going free. Are you willing to take that chance?”

Leigh nodded. “I’m willing. Absolutely.”

The prosecutor stood motionless, staring at her. “Miss Baker, I hope you’ll excuse my frankness, but in all honesty I have to tell you something.”

Christ
, Leigh wondered,
have I gone too far?

“Thanks to your courage I believe we have a chance of nailing Delancey.” The prosecutor shook Leigh’s hand. Then she crossed swiftly to the door and flung it open and leaned triumphantly into the corridor. “Mr. Lawrence, Mrs. Delancey, would you come back, please? We’re not taking the plea.”

Xenia Delancey looked at Leigh with her mouth closed so tightly that her lips made a line like a fresh scar. “You’re making a stupid mistake,” she said. “The world is going to know what your daughter was.”

“And maybe,” Leigh said, “they’ll learn what your son is.”

SIX WEEKS LATER
Leigh Baker entered a packed, hushed courtroom and crossed in front of the jury to take the stand.

She had fortified herself today with thirty milligrams of Valium and thirty of Dexedrine, fifty percent more than her usual morning dose. She had washed the medicine down with a two-ounce shot glass of vodka.

She had never, despite fourteen years as a performing actress, felt less sure of the effect she was about to make. She was wearing a navy Galanos with Barbara Bush pearls. Her mouth was dry, her skin on fire, her heart thumping so hard she couldn’t hear anything else, and the light in the courtroom seemed to dip in rhythm to each heartbeat that rocked her.

Dear God,
she prayed soundlessly,
just get me through this and I swear I’ll never break another contract, I’ll never sleep with another man I’m not married to, I’ll never take another drink or drug.

“How many abortions did you procure for your daughter?” the defense attorney asked.

Leigh jumped to her feet. “That’s a lie.”

The judge directed her to answer the question.

Leigh sat. “Nita never had an abortion.”

“Did you always give your daughter cocaine for Christmas?”

Leigh looked out at the courtroom. From the front row of the spectators’ section, Xenia Delancey watched her with slit-eyed hatred.

“You’re lying again,” Leigh said.

The judge directed her to answer the question.

“Nita didn’t take drugs.”

“How many lovers did you share with your daughter?”

“You’re lying and you’ve lied from the start of this trial.”

“Objection.”

“Every word you’ve said, every question you’ve asked, every glance and shrug you’ve directed at the jury has been an attempt to defame my daughter.”

“Objection.”

“Sustained. Witness will limit her response to the question.”

Leigh had a panicky sense that the walls of the courtroom were slanting in on her.

“How many lovers,” the court stenographer read from the trial record, “did you share with your daughter?”

There’s got to be a way to answer this,
she thought.

“My daughter and I loved many people in common. We never shared a lover. The only lover Nita ever had is the man who took her virginity, and he’s on trial here today.”

“Objection.”

“Jury will disregard the witness’s response.”

But they didn’t disregard it. Thirty-two days after the trial began, following seven hours’ deliberation, the jury of seven men and five women found James Delancey guilty as charged.

“We did it, toots!” Leigh’s husband sang out. They celebrated the verdict by sending the chauffeur to score eight grams of coke and four boxes of David’s macadamia chocolate chip cookies.

Four days after the verdict, at three-thirty in the afternoon, California time, two bodyguards didn’t exactly walk her and didn’t exactly carry her but somehow managed to stand her up in front of the crisp, sober, smiling redheaded nurse at the admissions desk. Fortified with what she swore to God would be her last eight vodkas ever, Leigh Baker picked up a squirming pen and signed herself into the Betty Ford Clinic.

Tuesday, May 7

“
T
HE KING WENT INTO
the garden the next morning, and he saw
…” Leigh lowered the picture book.

On the floor four feet from her the child was playing with his battery-operated toy xylophone. Each time a key lit up he pressed it, and a note sounded. The result after he had pressed enough lit-up keys was a tune. Until six months ago the xylophone had known a variety of tunes, but something had happened to the wiring and the only tune it seemed to know nowadays was “The Happy Farmer.”

For the last half hour the child had shown no awareness at all of Leigh or the fairy tale, but he seemed to realize she’d stopped reading. He turned his head and at last she had his attention.

“Can you guess what the king saw?” Leigh said.

The child gazed up at her, his hair spilling out around his head like a frazzled black helmet.

“Do you think the king saw the blackbird?”

The child screwed up his face.

“Do you think the king saw the gazelle?”

The child was thoughtful.

“Then what did the king see? I bet you already know.”

The child shook his head.

“Yes, you do know,” Leigh said. “That’s why you’re smiling.”

“I’m not smiling,” the child said.

Leigh’s heart gave a jump inside her chest. He’d said an entire sentence. He hadn’t said an entire sentence for how long now—almost two weeks. “Oh, yes, you
are
smiling. I can see the smile right there.” She reached out and touched the corner of his mouth.

He burst into giggles.

She opened the picture book again. “
The king went into the garden the next morning, and he saw that the snow had vanished and all the queen’s
—” She peeked around the edge of the book. “And all the queen’s what?”

“Roses!” the child shouted.

Leigh stretched the moment. She peered into the book with a baffled look, then back at the child with a disappointed look, then back at the book. “You’re right!”

Something skimmed across the child’s face, and he opened his mouth and let out a high, wild, rippling laugh.

“
All the queen’s roses were in bloom
,” Leigh read. “
And the kingdom rejoiced, for the spell of the evil wizard had at last been broken
.”

Now the child was watching her closely. He had the look of a solemn deer.

He was six years old. Nothing but life had been given to him: he had had to struggle for every ounce he possessed of humanness. His name was Happy, and Leigh was as proud of her association with this child as she had been of any friendship in her life.

“
The king said to the prince,
‘
You have vanquished the wizard, and you shall have your reward. Whatever you wish I shall grant you.
’
The prince said,
‘
I wish the hand of your daughter the princess in marriage.
’”

Leigh felt morally inferior to Happy. He existed like a tree or a rock or a flower, without troubling the universe. She felt he had a great deal to teach her.

“
The king blessed the royal pair, and decreed seven days of celebration. At the end of seven days the prince married the princess. And …
” Leigh closed the picture book. “And can you guess what happened after that?”

Happy shook his head.

“Oh, yes, you can. The prince and the princess lived …”

“Happily ever after!”

“You’re right!”

Happy giggled and began slapping his fists on the xylophone.

The front door slammed. A moment later Happy’s father strode into the living room.

“Happy and I just finished a story,” Leigh said.

“Good.” Ruddy-faced and military with his bristling crew cut, Luddie bent down and hugged the boy.

Happy stopped moving. Stopped laughing. Completely stopped.

Why is he always so quiet around his father
? Leigh wondered.
Why does he just click off when Luddie comes into the room
?

“Coffee?” Luddie offered.

She looked at her watch. “Sure. I have a little time.”

She went into the kitchen and helped Luddie load up the coffee maker.

“How’s Waldo?” Luddie said.

Leigh shrugged. Waldo Carnegie was the man she’d been living with since her detox, and Luddie had an annoying habit of saying she’d exchanged one dependency for another. “Waldo’s okay.”

“You should leave him,” Luddie said. “Really. What do you get from him?”

Leigh sighed. Every now and then Luddie got on this refrain, and she hated it.

“Money?” he said. “You’re working again. You don’t need money. Companionship? The only time you two even have dinner together is when he’s giving himself a birthday party and inviting half the planetary media. Do you two even sleep together?”

“Come on, Waldo is a hardworking, decent human being.”

“Okay, in minuscule ways, he’s a mensch.”

She followed Luddie back into the living room. They dropped onto the canvas-covered sofa.

“Why don’t you just admit you don’t like my friends?” Leigh said finally.

Luddie shrugged. “It’s not that I dislike them. I’m only asking why you have to have these particular friends? For instance, why these two gals you’re having lunch with tomorrow? Why if you can’t stand them do you agree to meet them?”

“Because I grew up with them. They’re part of me.”

Happy tapped out three notes on his xylophone. The sounds hovered in the air like dust motes.

“They aren’t necessary to you,” Luddie said. “You’ve always got the option of detaching. If they live in burning houses, it doesn’t mean you have to go up in flames with them.”

“Why are you always tearing my world down, Luddie?”

“What do you want me to do—ask for your autograph? Get it through your head that no one’s going to love you till you learn to give yourself a little unconditional love.”

“What the hell
is
unconditional love?” she said.

“What do you think I give you?”

“Luddie, I’m not you. I haven’t got it to give.”

“Bullshit. What did you just give my son? What do you give him two times a week?”

“I play with him.”

Luddie fixed her with the manic, electrifying blue of his eyes, “That is as hands-on and unconditional as love can get. You’re here for him when he needs you.”

“So are a lot of other people. I’m just a couple of hours a week, Tuesdays and Fridays.”

Luddie shook his head and sat there for a long, silent moment appraising her. “Not only would I not lift a finger to help you when you sell yourself short like that but I wouldn’t lift a leg to piss on you.”

“You put it so agreeably, Luddie.”

“You make choices in life every goddamned minute you breathe. Not making a choice is still choosing. It’s a loser’s choice, but it’s a choice. Recognize it. You chose to be a drunk, and you chose to stop being a drunk. You chose to enter AA, and the latest I heard, you choose to stay in AA. You chose me to be your AA sponsor, and you can tell me to go to hell anytime you want. You chose to live with a self-important billionaire eunuch, and God knows why, you choose to keep doing it. You chose to have lunch tomorrow with a political fanatic and a drunk, and you can still pick up the phone and cancel.”

“It’s only twice a year—and we’re friends.”

“
And
you have a choice, so don’t come whining to me that you’re trapped. You don’t have to sit there for two hours. You can take those bitches shopping.”

She drew in a deep breath and pulled her voice way, way down. “There’s a new boutique at Marsh and Bonner’s, and I hear the designer’s great. I had them pencil us in for a private showing at two-thirty. And please don’t call my friends bitches.”

“Cut lunch short.” Luddie tossed her a lopsided, cynical grin. “Get to Marsh and Bonner’s at one-thirty. Say you made a mistake.”

“I thought you wanted me to be honest.”

“Then get to Marsh and Bonner’s at one-thirty and
don’t
say you made a mistake. Just get your ass out of that restaurant before your two pals have you drinking again.”

Wednesday, May 8

“H
I, KIDS,” LEIGH SAID
with her best reunion smile.

“Hi, toots,” Oona said. “What’s the magic word?”

Leigh bent down and exchanged the ritual lunchtime kiss with each of her schoolchums, lips barely brushing makeup. A waiter pulled out a chair for her and she sat. “Have you two said anything interesting yet?”

“Waiting for you before we bother.” Tori, with her small freckle-splashed nose and dimpled cheeks, had a face that would have seemed impishly pretty if she hadn’t countered the effect with enormous, rimless aviator glasses. The glasses made her look intelligent.