Darkhenge (6 page)

His eyes moved around the room, looking for something else to rest on.

His mother's knitting. A great pile of red wool. He had no idea what she was making; she used it to give her hands something to do. A crucifix on the wall. That new, unworn dressing gown.

Always, though, his gaze came back to the bed.

Chloe lay on a mound of pillows. Over the months her hair had grown; it was below her ears now. She wouldn't like that. She liked her hair short, what Dad used to call her Peter Pan look, all spiky bits. Long hair made her look older, but then she
was
older. It would be strange for her, to wake up and find she was older.

That three months had vanished.

There were tubes to the veins in her arms, but not to her mouth and nose, because she breathed by herself. That was what puzzled the doctors. At first they'd kept her on a ventilator, but his mother had made them stop. “She can breathe. Let her breathe.”

There was brain activity too, jagged peaks on the monitor. So she just looked as if she was asleep, as if she was the princess in that story, sleeping for a hundred years while outside everything went on as normal. Buses rumbled by, school terms ended, exams happened, birthdays, summer holidays.

He frowned. Her birthday. “What a fiasco that was!” he said aloud. They were supposed to talk to her, because it would help, the nurses said. They said she heard it. Rob didn't know if he believed that anymore.

He got up and wandered closer. “Remember the cake? Just there? Fourteen candles and the smoke alarms went off. Nearly got the place evacuated.”

He laughed harshly. “But you know Mum. Has to make a fuss.”

Everybody else, he knew, would have preferred a few cards, flowers, some music tapes in fancy paper, because what other present could you give someone who didn't move or talk and who might not even be there anymore? But his mother had wanted a party, because she never gave up. It had been appalling. Alone with Father Mac in the car on the way home, he had curled up in the dark on the backseat and Mac had let him, not saying a word, just letting him be. They had both been silenced by it. His mother's terrible happy chatter. By the unwrapped clothes, the new watch, the cell phone.

He rolled the bedside drawer open now and looked down at the phone.

It was kept charged. If she woke up when Mum wasn't here, it was for her to ring home, straightaway.

“She'll never give up waiting, Chloe. If you only knew what it's like now, at home. She's turning down so much work—anything in America, anything that takes her away. She's still doing the cops series, and there was talk of a film, but they won't do it without her.” He turned and sat down on the bed, taking his sister's hand. It was cool, and oddly soft.

“Every time the phone rings, she jumps. She doesn't care about the fans, or the interviews, not like it was before. It's all acting now.”

Holding her hand. It wasn't something he'd do if she was awake. If she stirred now he'd drop her fingers fast, because she'd be astonished and say something sarcastic. She was always saying cutting things to him, he realized. He wanted to say sorry about the picture of Callie, but that would mean telling her he'd opened her journal. She'd go mad. If she could still hear.

Abruptly, he put her hand down and stood. His hour was up. He could go with a clear conscience now, but there was something he had to say first.

He turned and looked down at her, the still girl in the pink pajamas, the new watch ticking time away on her wrist.

“I saw you. It was you at Falkner's Circle. I know it was you, Chloe, so don't tell me it wasn't.” His voice was angry; he let it be. Lately he was often angry with her. “What's happening? Are you dead and was that your ghost? Has your soul got out of your body and is wandering the downs? All sorts of odd things are starting to happen, and I don't like it, Chloe. You've got to stop it! Are you listening to me?
Listen to me!
”

He was yelling at her. His own fury shook him, and then out of nowhere came a sudden certainty that she heard him, that she would open her eyes now, sit up, yawn. He didn't breathe, waiting, knowing it would be now.

Now.

But she stayed the same. He unclenched his fists, breathed out. That old fantasy. It kept coming back.

The door opened and the big nurse, Mel, put her head around. “Everything okay?”

“Fine.” They had probably heard him shout.

“Time for Chloe's bed bath.”

“All right,” he said. “I'm just going.” At the door he turned back and looked at his sister. “I know you don't really hate me, Chloe. Do you?”

There was no answer. After a moment, he walked out.

He bought a can of Coke in a newsagent's on the main road and leaned against the wall, drinking from it. The warmth of the sun was the best thing he had ever felt; he realized he was chilled, that sweat had dried on his back. He pulled out his sunglasses and put them on. The world went a rather crazy yellow.

“Hey. Want a lift?”

A car had stopped at the traffic lights; it was old, a little dirty. The door swung open and a girl leaned over, her red hair bright. “We're going back to Avebury. Jump in.”

The girl from the Cauldron tribe. He emptied the can, dumped it in the bin on the lamppost, and slid into the car.

She and another girl were in the front. “Sorry about the mess.”

The car smelled of perfume. Crystals hung on the windshield, and the music coming from the speakers behind his head sounded Indian maybe. World stuff.

“My name's Rosa.” She changed gear. “This is Megan.”

“Hi. Rob.”

She turned the music down. “Vetch said we'd see you.”

Rob stared at the back of her head. “What?”

She grinned at the girl next to her, a closed smile. “He's such an amazing person. He said you'd be along, because you're part of it. You pulled him into the sacred circle.”

Rob said, “Oh. Right.” He leaned back and stared out of the window, wishing she'd turn the music up again so he wouldn't have to talk. He should have got the bus. If Dan found out, he'd never hear the end of this.

They had crossed the M4; now the road swung through Wroughton, with its pretty green and mill-stream. Passing the Three Tuns, the other girl said, “You live in Avebury?”

“Just outside.”

“Lucky. This is such a special landscape.”

He said nothing; Rosa glanced at him in the mirror. “I expect you think we're a bit crazy. We're not really hippies, you know. I'm a medical student. Meg's a mum. All the group come from different places, some from Europe. This is the first time we've met.”

He wasn't interested but he said, “Because of dreams?”

She shrugged. “No ordinary dream. It was incredibly vivid. I was walking in the sea, ankle deep, and there was this beach and I had it all to myself. The sky was gray, as if it was going to rain, and there was a wind whipping my coat out. It wasn't like a dream. I could feel it.”

He nodded. The car droned up the sudden, steep side of the Marlborough downs.

“Then I looked into the sea. And I saw the sand wasn't grains at all but letters, tiny, tiny letters. Billions of them. All the same. D.”

“D?”

She laughed. “Weird, or what? So I put it on the group Web site. The other messages came back almost instantly. Nine of us had had the same or a similar dream. With some it was in a wood, or in a room or a building. But there was always one letter of the alphabet that was featured. So we put them together. They made the word Vetch knew.”

“Darkhenge,” Rob said. And as he said it he went cold with sudden realization and dismay.
“Darkhenge!”
He bit his lip. “I think… Do you know what it means?”

“Hang on. We're picking him up here.”

A bridle path. Like the rest of them it came down from the Ridgeway, the ancient road, distant here, high on the crest of the downs. As soon as the car turned in and the engine was switched off, the silence of the wide country surged through the open windows. Megan opened the passenger door and swung her legs outside, looking up the track. “Here he comes.”

Vetch was walking toward them. He still wore the dark clothes, despite the heat of the afternoon. On either side of the white track the fields were drifting acres of golden crop, the wind causing shivers that changed shade and tone. The sky was vast, a dome of blue air.

Vetch waved. Rob heard the scuff of his boots, saw the dust of the chalk rise. He climbed out of the car and leaned against it, waiting.

The dark-haired man came up and stopped. “I told them you'd be back.”

Rosa gave him a bottle of water; he opened it and drank gratefully, looking up at the crest of the downs. “I've always loved this place,” he said quietly. “It's very good to be ending things here.”

“Listen.” Rob was uneasy. “What does
Darkhenge
mean?”

Vetch drank again. Then he stoppered the bottle deliberately. “I think you already know that, Rob. What's more, I think you've seen it.”

“I don't—”

“Don't lie to me.” Vetch looked up at him quickly, eyes dark. “It's down there in the valley, isn't it? Near the river. I can feel it emerging. I can feel it coming back out of the earth.”

The two girls were listening intently. Rosa said, “The whole group ought to hear this.”

Vetch nodded. “Agreed. But does Rob want to come?”

He shrugged. He did and he didn't. If Dan saw him with this crowd he'd never hear the end of it.

“Shall we go?” Vetch gestured at the car. He had long, rather delicate fingers.

Rob stood his ground. “How did you know I'd seen it?”

Vetch came past him and opened the car door. He sat wearily on the hot leather seat, propped one foot up on the dashboard, and drank again, smiling out at the fields of barley.

“A little bird told me,”
he said quietly.

We traveled all night, through the forest. The carriage bounced along rough tracks. The forest was dark and the trees crowded close, and far back there was some sort of murmur, as if the wind blew, but not here.

I got the feeling he wanted to apologize, but he never spoke. He kept looking back, over his shoulder.

Then there were lanterns in the trees. “This is it,” he said. “The second
caer.
You'll be safe here, Chloe.”

I wish he'd take that silly mask off.

Terrible the anger of the goddess who pursued me.

T
HE
B
OOK OF
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ALIESIN

T
hey drove down to Avebury in silence, apart from the drifty music, then turned up Green Street through the great opening in the bank and pulled in under the trees. The lane was quiet and leafy. As Rob had expected, a few tents were pitched in the copse, the smell of a fire acrid in the heat.

“Are you all camping out here?”

Rosa laughed. “Most of us like a little more comfort. I'm in a B and B. Some have camper vans and things.”

He looked at Vetch. “What about you?”

The man smiled his enigmatic smile. “Never mind. Come and tell us about the henge.”

There was hot coffee; it smelled rich and tasted better. When Rosa had got everyone together, they all sat around drinking and looking curiously at Rob. He had a desperate desire to make an excuse and go, had just summoned enough courage to do it when Vetch held up a hand for silence.

When they could hear the breeze in the leaves above them he said, “Rob has seen Darkhenge. Tell the group about it, Rob.”

He frowned. “It's supposed to be secret.”

“Not from us. We already know.” Vetch had taken the small skin bag from around his neck and placed it beside him. His coat, Rob noticed, was worn and frayed at the sleeves.

The group waited, expectant. So he shrugged and breathed out and said, “There's a circle, and it's made of wood. Ancient timbers. They're all really excited about it. They haven't excavated very far down yet, so you can only see the tops of the posts. I don't know how far down it goes.” He looked up. “Is that what you mean by Darkhenge?”

Vetch smiled, but didn't answer. One of the men said, “A timber henge? Intact? That's incredible.”

“It's a freak, the woman told me. Trapped layers of water have preserved it. I told you, they can't believe it themselves. The woman in charge is called Dr. Kavanagh—”

He stopped. Beside him Vetch had taken a small, sharp breath. “
Clare
Kavanagh?”

“Yes.”

“You know her?” Rosa asked.

Vetch scratched his cheek ruefully. “Once I knew her.”

“She's ferocious. If she thought I was telling you—”

“Don't worry, Rob.” Rosa tapped his shoulder. “There's no one here who'll say it was you. You have no connection with us.”